After wearing a book, I became a traitorous concubine

Wudu's words revived the thoughts in Mu Yan's heart, even though he knew that the ending might not change in any way, Mu Yan was still moved.

Or maybe, what he has been waiting for this year is an opportunity to meet the youth again.

And Wudu gave him this step.

After Mu Yan settles the court affairs, he heads south alone, heading straight to the mausoleum.

After finding Qingliu Villa, he mustered up courage to inquire, but learned that the young man had gone to Weiyang Pavilion, the largest Qinlou Chu Pavilion in Ling Country.

At that moment, the excitement in my heart seemed to be hit in the head suddenly by someone.

His joy alone seemed like a joke.

His longing for a year may be meaningless to that person, what's more, he will be laughed at disdainfully by the young man.

He has always been the only one who misses him, and his liking and love may be the real shackles and restraints for Chu Ran.

You see, in just one year, he has completely forgotten about you, and even wandered around the brothel freely, so happy.

That's right, the young man didn't like him at all, maybe this kind of life was what he really longed for.

Mu Yan told herself to give up, stop thinking about him, Chu Ran is not worthy of her liking.But how can it be so easy to let go of liking someone, and why hasn't he tried to forget the past?

Emotions have never been out of their control.

Mu Yan hoped that he could turn around and leave, leaving himself with the last bit of dignity, but he found Weiyang Lake involuntarily.

A small flower boat wanders along the lake, like a homeless child with no direction to find.

The supposedly deep eyes of the man lying on his back on the flower boat also revealed a bewildered emotion.

He obviously owns everything, yet feels that none of it belongs to him.

Mu Yan used to think that at least his heart was his own, but now he realizes that he can't even control his own heart, he is truly alone and lonely.

There are lanterns on Weiyang Lake, lighting up the whole lake.

Lively and gorgeous colors are embellished with the seven emotions and six desires in the world.

The oiran's dancing posture is graceful and enchanting, and the cheers from the surrounding ships come and go, which is very lively.

Even though he was in such a bustling and bustling place, Mu Yan only felt chills all over his body, like a lonely ghost wandering in this world, it's really sad and deplorable.

The greedy smile of the gaudy brothel bustard is #哥#儿#全#理# not concealing it, but the surrounding auctions are getting louder and louder.

Even Muyan didn't know what kind of mentality he had to call out the high price that shocked everyone.

"1 taels of gold."

He didn't raise his voice, but everyone could notice him at the first moment.

The surprise and greed on the old bustard's face, and the envy and jealousy of the spectators around him, made him unable to arouse the slightest interest.

Mu Yan gently pulled the corners of his lips, but there was bitterness in his cold smile, wetness slipped across the corners of his eyes when he tilted his head up to drink.

Mu Yan didn't pay attention to the appearance of the previous oiran at all, because it was unnecessary.

What the 1 taels of gold bought was just a warm place, and for Mu Yan, it might allow him to sleep well, at least he wouldn’t have to suffer from cold and starvation, that’s all.

Or maybe, he could really spend a good night with a strange brothel girl.

And no one would care, would they?

But at that moment, the extremely familiar, long-lost, and deep-rooted voice didn't have any suspense, and easily disturbed all his mind.

He said wait.

He said he would bid 1 taels of gold and one tael of silver.

Mu Yan turned his head in a daze, but only saw the damp wooden cabin, and could only identify the direction of the person based on the sound.

He almost exhausted all his control so he didn't rush out to find the young man.

The wine jar in his hand fell to the wooden board at some point, making a muffled sound, but it was covered by the noise around him.

Did the man recognize him?

Why did that man call out a high price to bid for this oiran?

Did that person really fall in love with that oiran?

Will that person really sleep on the same couch with the so-called oiran tonight?

……

Inexplicable questions that worried Mu Yan came one after another.

The chilly wind blows over Weiyang Lake.

At that time, the spectators had already gone home and entered the Weiyang Pavilion to have fun. It seemed that no one noticed that there was a flower boat still standing alone in its original position, motionless.

Mu Yan sat alone on the boat, staring intently at the gate of Weiyang Pavilion, expecting that person to come out soon.

Not long after, Chu Xiangchu Qingfeng came and brought the young man out smoothly.

Mu Yan's heart sank slightly, but then, he saw the young man go and return again, returning to Weiyang Pavilion, while Chu Xiang and the guard named Chu Yi left.

It was only then that Mu Yan realized that the young man did not bring enough money to bid for the oiran, and Prime Minister Chu came here specially to give the young man money.

The corners of his lips curled up in self-deprecating, what was he expecting?

Mu Yan smiled wryly and lay down in the cabin, covering her face with her hands, the tears from the corners of her eyes slipped into her collar, feeling a little cool.

Chu Ran stayed overnight in Weiyang Pavilion, and Mu Yan stayed overnight on Weiyang Lake.

His eyes were dry, with bloodshot eyes.

The last trace of expectation in my heart finally completely dissipated.

At dawn, Mu Yan casually threw the finished wine jar towards the Weiyang Pavilion on the second floor, as if venting the last hatred and jealousy in his heart.

It was also this fall that allowed him to see the youth again.

Chu Ran ran out of Wuyang Pavilion out of breath, which Mu Yan never thought about.

The young man's cheeks were slightly red, but his eyes were staring at him without blinking.

He heard the young man call his name, he was indifferent, watching him coldly without saying a word.

What happened next made Mu Yan's heart crawl from hell back to heaven in an instant.

The young man's affectionate confession made Mu Yan hesitate and move his heart, and the long-lost joy filled the pores of his body in an instant.

The beating of the heart makes Mu Yan think that he is in a dream.

Because only in the dream, the young man would look at him affectionately with such touching eyes.

Mu Yan was at a loss and doubtful, but probably because he had suffered too much, the sweetness now made him reluctant to part with it, and he was unwilling to let go again.

Because you can't deceive others, and you can't deceive yourself.

Everything will fall into place.

The young man fell asleep in his arms because of exhaustion, that sweaty little face made Mu Yan almost weep with joy.

It turns out that what the monk Wudu said is true, and it turns out that the reality outside the dream will change from bitter to sweet again.

"Why don't you eat it? These dishes are all special dishes of Lingcheng. I really like them. You should try them soon."

There are many thoughts but only for a moment, the young man in front of him is now smiling and looking at him intently with those clear eyes bent, Mu Yan thinks, all the sufferings of this year have all been reduced to ashes.

"Hey, why don't you talk... um."

Chu Ran stared wide-eyed at a certain man who suddenly kissed him, and her little face began to turn red again.

A man who eats meat is just tired and crooked, hey, he is very annoying!

Then the annoyed Chu Ran blushed and took the initiative to cater to her.