After the divorce I married Admiral Alpha

It was a memory too long ago, so long that everything around me was like an old yellowed photo, cloudy and unclear.

The woman took his hand until he stopped in front of a gate.

She walked very fast, and when she stopped, Li Fan kept panting.

"Li Li, you wait here for mom, mom will be back soon." the woman said.

If he felt something, he grabbed the corner of the woman's clothes in a panic.The woman looked at him for a while, but firmly shook off his hand.

"Trust mom, mom loves you."

It was the first time Li Hui felt that this word was so strange, but he didn't try to catch up, but waited silently in front of the gate, waiting for someone who would never come back to pick him up.

The night in the city was gradually falling, and the winter wind was very cold, and Li Hui kept coughing.Many vehicles passed by the gate, but no one stopped, until a car stopped slowly, and a gorgeously dressed lady got on and off.

The elegant woman came up to him with a gentle tone: "Are you lost?"

"No." Li Fan shook his head, "I was left here by my mother, and I'm waiting for her to pick me up."

The woman didn't seem to expect him to say that. She was stunned for a moment and asked, "Why, mother let you here?"

Her tone still had a kind of innocence of ignorance of the world, little Li Fan looked at her for a while, and said, "Because she loves me."

He knew that this was the home of a lowly nobleman, and she left him because he still had a younger brother, and the family's money was simply not enough to treat his illness.

Li Hui was still coughing lowly, the woman was stunned for a while, and soon a handsome man got out of the car and put on a coat for her.

"It's fine if you want to adopt him." The man said, "This child is very strong, he will definitely become an indomitable Alpha, and he will protect you."

So little Li Fan had a new home. The man didn't ask him to give his last name, but asked him what his own name was.

"My name is Li..." Li Fan paused slightly, "Li Fan."

In this way, Li Hui moved into the mansion of the declining family.The head of the family, Ulysses, treated him very well and hired the best doctor for him; the hostess, Lianna, treated him like her own son.Except for one thing: they never made Li Hui's existence public, they still called him Li Li, and declared him to be the nanny's son.

Li Fan didn't care about these things, and he was not prepared to take away the child's place in the family.He knew that the Ulysses were expecting a child, and that he would be the older brother of the child, and he wanted to protect him forever.

Lian Na's body was very weak, for the sake of her child, she drank bitter medicine almost every day.Sometimes Li Fan doesn't understand her very well. He thinks she is beautiful, delicate and soft. Ulysses obviously doesn't care about children, but she still wants to give Ulysses a child, obviously she is very afraid of pain and pain.

"Li Li, you don't understand." Lian Na looked at his puzzled eyes and smiled gently: "He doesn't want a child because he loves me; I want a child because I love him."

Li Fan really didn't understand, because Ulysses and Lianna even quarreled over this matter.Lianna would always say these things to him, but she didn't say anything to Ulysses.

Li Fan thought, if you love him, why hide it from him?

Spring and autumn come and go, and Li Hui has been staying in this mansion for a year.Finally one day, when Li Hui came out of the study, Lian Na hugged him excitedly.

"You're going to have a younger brother, Lili."

Lianna was very happy, and Ulysses followed her helplessly.So that day Lian Na wanted to hold a feast, not big and lively, it was just a family banquet.

She had on the prettiest dress and the prettiest jewelry, and Ulysses was busy that afternoon, so she went out to fetch him that evening.

Then that day, Ulysses didn't come back, neither did Lianna.

... Li Fan couldn't remember what happened after that.He only remembered the last moment, when the mansion was burned down, the nanny hugged him tightly, and Lian Na smiled silently at him.

"She doesn't tell you because she loves you," said the nanny.

Ulysses returned to the ruins covered in blood, supported him tightly, and saw the coldness in his ice blue eyes.

"Where are you going?"

Ulysses shook his head, he smiled and said, "Li Li, you will live a good life."

Li Fan grabbed his hand hastily and repeated: "Where are you going?"

"Lili, I love you."

Li Fan trembled as he watched his back disappear into the morning light.

...if you love me, why don't you tell me?

If you love me, I want to share with you too, whether it's pain, sorrow, fear or despair.

……

"Admiral."

Li Fan suddenly felt a warm embrace, and with a slight movement of his arm, he wrapped the slender treasure in his arms.

"Admiral, don't show that expression." He lowered his head and saw the worry in those amber eyes, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Fan looked at him and suddenly smiled lightly.

"I thought of some past events." Li Hui said.

Xiao Nian blinked and sat beside him.

"Did it make you unhappy?"

"No, it just made me feel... sad."

Xiao Nian's heart twitched, he didn't know how to comfort Li Fan, he could only hold his hand and whispered: "Don't be sad."

Li Fan was amused by his thin words for a moment: "That's it?"

"what?"

Li Fan touched his forehead, took a look at the thermometer again, and said, "It's still not good, let's sleep for a while?"

In fact, Xiao Nian should have refused, but when the words came to his lips, he looked into Li Hui's eyes, but couldn't bear to refuse.

He didn't know why Li Fan suddenly showed such a sad expression, but just like before, he didn't want Li Fan to be a little bit unhappy.

"You..." After hesitating for a while, Xiao Nian said, "You also come to lie down for a while?"

Li Fan was stunned for a moment.

Xiao Nian was also stunned for a moment, he patted his head, feeling that he had really burnt out his brain and wasted his time today: "No, I was the one who was abrupt."

They would sleep together in Desolate Star because the war was too tense.But now it is safe and quiet, and even a suspicious fly cannot be allowed in the villa area, which sounds a bit out of bounds.

But Li Fan really sat beside him.

Those black eyes cast a questioning look, Xiao Nian's heart moved slightly, making room for him.

Xiao Nian's body temperature was low, even after sleeping, his body didn't feel much warmer.But Li Fan was like a big stove, bringing all the warmth and comfort to him.

"I just thought of something about my childhood." Li Fan suddenly said to him.

Xiao Nian blinked, and heard him tell the story in a magnetic but deep voice.Li Hui's tone was very slow, and the somewhat hopeless past became like a bedtime story in his mouth, not so heavy, but more describing happiness and peace.

"At that time, I thought. If I love someone, I will tell him everything without reservation. Because I feel that hiding is not a kind of love, but..."

His words stopped suddenly, Xiao Nian was already a little drowsy in the comfortable atmosphere, seeing him stop talking, he squinted his eyes and looked at him.

Those beautiful amber eyes were full of water vapor, looking at him in a daze and blankly, with some pitiful meaning.

"Is... what?"

Xiao Nian was still very sleepy, but he still opened his eyes and looked at him.

Li Fan paused, and reached out to stroke his soft hair.

"Go to sleep," he said.

.

When Xiao Nian woke up again, it was already the second day.

The temperature gun was placed on the bedside table, and he tried it, and he has fully recovered.

He was confused during his illness yesterday and didn't pay attention to many details.Thinking about it now, why did Li Fan suddenly recall the past?

He thought of the last sentence Li Hui said, "Concealment is not a kind of love", and his eyelids twitched, but he quickly denied his guess.

If Li Hui really found out, he would directly say it.Because there was such a thing in the past, Xiao Nian didn't want to hold back the team, so he pretended that he was not injured, but Li Hui picked him out of the crowd to hold a typical meeting.

Xiao Nian moved his shoulders a bit, in order to resist the medicine, he stabbed himself before, but his own strikes were not serious, so the injury was not serious.

It's just that no matter how minor the injury is, the dressing still needs to be changed. The sound of the general running after the ball came from downstairs, and it seemed that Li Hui had missed work again.

Xiao Nian cautiously poked his head out of the window and found them playing in the back garden.So he sneaked into the living room like a thief, and changed the medicine without any risk.

As soon as he put the medicine box back, the door to the backyard moved, Xiao Nian was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat.It was Li Fan who came in, but he didn't seem to notice anything, but said as always: "Good morning."

"Good morning, General." Xiao Nian smiled.

"Didn't you go to the military headquarters today?"

"Today is a rest day."

Of course Xiao Nian knew that today is Sunday, but he didn't think that the matter in Li Fan's hands could be dealt with slowly, so he tentatively asked: "Do you have nothing else to do today? I can help you deal with it together."

Li Fan glanced at him.

"Have."

As he said, he put a group of cubs in his hand.

"Take it to the pet hospital, it's time to get vaccinated."

Xiao Nian: "Ah."

In terms of taking care of small animals, Li Fan was indeed more attentive than he was, even though Xiao Nian picked them up in the first place.Xiao Nian suddenly felt a sense of guilt rising, and hurriedly said: "Then I will be with you."

The kittens are more affectionate than kissing Xiao Nian, now in Xiao Nian's arms, they are all stumbling to Li Fan's side.Li Fan touched their little heads one by one, and at the end, he rubbed Xiao Nian's head again.

Xiao Nian: "...?"

"You go too." Li Hui said.

"Yeah...? I'll go with you." Xiao Nian didn't understand what he meant.

Li Fan rubbed his head again, and said, "I mean, go to the hospital."

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