overly fond of gl

Time flies, and it is several days.

It's a pity that the seemingly calm days are actually undercurrents.

Something has changed in the dark, and it seems that nothing remains the same.

Shen Guo looked at the person not far away, his lips were pursed into a straight line, pale pale.

Lin Wen sat there in a daze, holding a cup of iced latte in his hand.

After that day, her pace slowed down, and she no longer went to some art exhibitions or did things she liked like before.

Every day, she just randomly finds a place to sit down, and then does nothing, and just stays in a daze for the whole day.

It seemed that the whole person fell silent again, and his whole body was full of dead air.

Shen Guo knew that Lin Wen was blaming himself for disturbing her.

but……

nothing but...

At this time, the sky slowly began to be covered with dark clouds, and the wind was also raging and increasing, blowing mercilessly.

It is going to rain.

But Lin Wen didn't seem to have the slightest intention to leave, and it continued like this until the sky began to rain lightly, and the rain gradually became heavier.

The latte in Lin Wen's hand was mixed with a lot of water, it could no longer be called coffee, or it would be more appropriate to describe it as diluent.

It was at this moment that Shen Guo couldn't stand it any longer, and walked straight towards Lin Wen.

"It's raining, shall we go back first?" She squatted down, gentle and cautious.

Lin Wen looked at her without saying a word, despite the rain falling from his tall nose, even though his whole body was soaked now, he still seemed very beautiful, but also extremely sick.

"Let's go back, shall we?" Shen Guo repeated patiently, the rainwater accidentally seeped into the eye sockets, so it looked slightly red.

She tilted her head to cover up, but her tone was still doting, as if she was trying to coax her family's children who were making a fuss.

"Can I go back to a place without you"

The sound entered the ears, and the body reacted before the consciousness. It seemed that a big hole was suddenly opened in the chest, and the strong wind penetrated wantonly inside.

Shen Guo raised his head slightly, and met a pair of sarcasm and cold eyes...

"Can"

"You go back to the hotel and I'll disappear"

She bowed her head and surrendered.

……

But after returning to the hotel, Shen Guo regretted it, and she wanted to stay for an extra week.

Lin Wen agreed.

After staying for so long, I really don't care about these few days.

It doesn't matter if it's even longer, but she's mean and doesn't want to say it.

Lin Wen finally didn't want to cover up his inferiority.

Admit it, she is actually that dirty.

I want to exhaust the feelings of all the people who are kind to her and love her desperately...

……

first day of seven

Shen Guo and Lin Wen stayed in the hotel for a day.

Yesterday's rain was not light, and he had a tendency to catch a cold before, so Lin Wen fell ill as expected.

One of the notable features of her illness was that she had a high fever that was hard to get rid of.

After taking the medicine, Lin Wen fell asleep in a daze.

In fact, she hasn't been able to sleep well these days. When she closes her eyes, it's just a dream. There are all kinds of dreams, and everyone has them in the dreams.

Including the living, the dead, or the dead but still alive... people.

Now, the double oppression both mentally and physically has finally brought her physiological function to the extreme, and she can finally take a good rest for a while.

Shen Guo guarded Lin Wen in the room for a day.

Even though the remaining time is very short, she has many, many things she wants to take her to do, but as long as the two of them can be together, even if they don't do anything, they are still very satisfied.

The people on the hospital bed slept as honestly as before, upright, breathing shallowly, their appearance looked good no matter how they looked.

Shen Guo looked at it, and couldn't help but put a smile on the corner of his mouth, just smiled, but covered his face with his hands.

Then, the overwhelming sadness leaked out from her body. Only at this time, she dared to reveal the slightest bit of emotion that had been suppressed for a long time.

She's actually unhappy, she's afraid...

At some point, that clean and elegant person was also covered with a layer of veil, making it impossible to see everything clearly.

It's like, a piece of embellished jade is covered with dust.

……

second day of seven days

The fever subsided, but Lin Wen's cold was still not completely healed.

It's just that she suddenly wanted to invite Shen to sit on the rooftop of the hotel.

The hotel has a high floor and a wide view from the roof. It's just that the wind is very strong, and it's cool to blow on people, but it's also very comfortable.

Lin Wen was sitting on the rest chair with a heavy coat on his body.

Maybe it was because she knew that there was not much time left in the end, and she finally restrained the thorns in her body, and was willing to treat Shen Guoruan and accept her kindness to her.

In fact, this is very unfair, Lin Wen knew it, but she had no choice.

"How long have we been apart?"

"It's almost nine years"

Lin Wen said suddenly, with a faint voice, as if it was just a sudden whim, and even his eyes fell on the opposite floor without focus, and he didn't seem to care that much.

"Eight years, eight months and three days"

Lin Wen was taken aback for a moment: "Your memory is really good."

"That's right...that's great" sinking his lips, but the curvature of the corner of his mouth involuntarily brought a touch of bitterness.

She would rather, her memory is not so good.

Shen Guo smiled helplessly: "I was thinking, if I didn't come to disturb your life, would you not..."

"At least that way, you can live well, well..."

"will not"

Lin Wen interrupted, she looked at Shen Guo, with seven points of seriousness in her eyes and three points of relief:

"No, because I know there will be such a day sooner or later, it's like a ticking bomb, just missing a guide wire"

"is it?"

Shen Guo was not comforted by these words, instead the bitterness in his mouth increased for no reason.

Perhaps the topic was too heavy, and the atmosphere gradually cooled down after a while.

But Lin Wen's gaze on Shen Guo hasn't moved away since just now, she hasn't really looked at her for a long time.

I don't know when, the person whose memory has always been vigorous and always exquisite and picturesque, only exhaustion is left in front of him.

"Always surrounded by me, aren't you tired?" Lin Wen asked softly.

Shen Guo raised his head subconsciously when he heard the sound, but unexpectedly met a pair of glazed eyes.

Those eyes, although clear, are deep, seeming to be affectionate, yet also seeming to be heartless.

But Shen Guo felt that nothing in the world could match the color of his eyes.

It wasn't until the wind blew that it woke her up a bit.

Shen Guo took the lead to look away, and then slowly replied: "Tired, but far less tired than when you are not around."

"At that time, like everyone in this world, I could only see you on the screen in the cinema"

"But when the movie is over and you disappear again, I can only look sad at the dark screen..."

The sadness in her mouth does not need to be explained too much, because Lin Wen can feel it now.

It seemed to be an emotion emanating from her bones.

Shen Guo lowered his head at this moment, trying to cover up his emotions, but forgot, in fact, he could also hear from the voice:

"I know, you want me to give up on you, and I have tried following your will"

"But compared to this, I want to keep you in the world selfishly, because I am afraid that I will never meet you again when I go to hell..."

"I'm afraid, if people don't have an afterlife, then all you experience in this world is suffering"

"Or what if you went to another world and your life is not good?"

"As long as I think about it like this, I only feel distressed... Tell me, can I give up on you?"

This was the first time for Shen Guo to reveal her inner thoughts in front of Lin Wen, so even though her eyes were slightly red, she did not avoid her gaze like before.

As for Lin Wen, there was a long silence. She didn't know what to say, so in the end she just turned her head away and said in a hoarse voice:

"I'm a little thirsty, go get me a bottle of water"

"it is good"

There was a hint of disappointment in Shen Guo's eyes, but she cleared her throat, got up anyway, and went down to help Lin Wen get water.

Shen Guo didn't look back, so she didn't see that the next second when she turned her back, a tear fell down someone's face.

Lin Wen could feel that she had been shaken in the depths of her heart, because she was actually the same as Shen Guo, and both of them had a certain place in their hearts for each other.

She finally admitted it, but the relationship between them...is still going to end...

Perhaps it should have ended long ago...

She can't be so selfish and drag Shen Guo into this deadlock.

In the next life, forget it, Lin Wen thought, in the next life, I will never meet her again...

People who meet her are always so unfortunate...

In fact, no one knew that Lin Wen had left room for himself eight years ago.

【At that time, Lin Wen and Shen Guo had just broken up. She was hidden by the company and expelled from school. Later, because of her self-willedness, the family suffered a change, which led to the death of her adoptive mother.

The bad things fell one by one, without giving any buffer time to think.

At that time, Lin Wen was only eighteen or nineteen years old, and his mind was still shallow, so he couldn't hold on at all.

However, the accusations and abuse that ushered in were overwhelming, and even a collapse was meaningless.

It's not that she didn't regret it, and it's not that she didn't try to find a little comfort in the dead of night, but she was forcibly suppressed by her pitifully broken self-esteem.

Then one day Lin Wen really couldn't hold it back, the idea of ​​wanting to see Shen Guo grew crazily in his heart like weeds.

She thought it would be nice to just take a look at it from a distance.

She thought, just treat it as if she drank some wine and left when she was sober.

The day I went happened to be Shen Guo's graduation ceremony,

Through the crowd, Lin Wen watched her stretch out her hand to the camera, smiling brightly and happily, as bright as the scorching sun.

Unlike her, in a mess, a bug in the gutter.

After that day, Missing was pressed the pause button, and Lin Wen also began to calmly accept all the realities.

It's just that what he has to face when he wakes up is far more desperate. 】

Later, Lin Wen also realized that the facts might not be what he saw at the time.

But that doesn't matter anymore, because she finally recognized herself...

……

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-2021:10:26~2021-07-2122:22:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Mingzi;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Mingzi 10 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!