Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

Song Jiao's high fever came on fiercely this time, and the fever subsided after the IV drip. She woke up once in the morning and fell into a deep sleep again.

In the evening, after Xu Jinchao finished talking with Song Yikang, the latter stayed by his daughter's hospital bed for a long time, and he sat there silently watching until nearly ten o'clock.

Song Yikang was still unwilling to leave at first, but Xu Jinzhao persuaded Song Jiao by worrying about his health, so he tried to persuade him.

Before leaving, Song Yikang said to her: "Jiaojiao asked me to come here for a physical examination tomorrow. I will finish the examination first and then come to see her."

Xu Jinzhao also felt relieved for Song Jiao that he could say that.

Since Song Yikang was released from prison, Song Jiao's mood has always been unstable. Although she has tried her best to conceal it, Xu Jinzhao can see the abnormality from some small details.

This obviously has something to do with her father, but Song Jiao didn't take the initiative to say it. Xu Jinzhao was worried about causing her troubles, so he kept silent and didn't ask.

Song Yikang's choice would be something Song Jiao would be happy to see.

Xu Jinchao said, "I'll tell Song Jiao when she wakes up. Uncle Song, I'll arrange someone to pick you up in the morning."

Song Yikang looked over deeply, but he didn't refuse, he nodded at her, turned around and left with some stiff steps.

Xu Jinzhao watched him go and called Aunt Li again.

She herself is not in good health and may not be able to hold on, so she decided to ask her aunt to come to the provincial hospital tomorrow.

Aunt Li was very worried after hearing this. She wanted to rush over immediately, but Xu Jinzhao stopped her and told her to have a good rest for the night. Now that she is here, it will not be too late to come back tomorrow morning.

Song Jiao never showed any sign of waking up after the fever subsided. When Xu Jinzhao lay down with his clothes on, he was still worried about whether he would wake up in time in the morning, so he set two alarm clocks.

Unexpectedly, if there was any movement in the early morning, she would be awakened immediately, and hurriedly got up to Song Jiao's side.

Hearing Omega's panic-filled murmurs, Xu Jinzhao felt very uncomfortable, but he still comforted him softly, coaxing the sick kitten to sleep peacefully.

When Song Jiao fell asleep again, Xu Jinzhao sat by the bedside for a long time.

It was more than two o'clock in the morning, and in the middle of the city, it could not be said that everything was silent, but it was much quieter than in the daytime.

Song Jiao's sleeping face looked sleepy, her long black hair was scattered on the pillow, and her small face was not only sickly, but also full of sorrow.

Xu Jinzhao stared through the light, his eyes hovering between her slightly frowning brows and the corners of her lips drooping in sleep.

Alpha finally sighed, got up slowly, turned off the lights in the room, and lay back on his own bed.

Song Jiao woke up the next day, turned her head and saw Xu Jinzhao and Aunt Li were beside her, and they were talking in a low voice.

She didn't make a sound. After looking at the surrounding layout, she quietly looked at Xu Jinzhao until she noticed it.

Alpha leaned over in surprise, she looked a little tired, and her eyes were red from lack of rest, she opened her mouth and asked in a low voice.

"Jiaojiao, is it better, do you want some water?"

Song Jiao shook her head, she asked, "What time is it?"

Her voice was soft and hoarse, and Xu Jinzhao replied, "Eight in the morning."

Song Jiao reached out to her, Xu Jinzhao held it immediately, and she heard Song Jiao say, "Find someone for me to take my dad for a medical examination."

She was still thinking about what she had promised before, and now that she was so bad, she definitely couldn't go in person.

Xu Jinzhao gave her a comforting smile.

"I've got good news for you. I met Uncle Song last night. He didn't object to us. He stayed with you for a long time. I persuaded him to go back to rest. He also talked about the medical examination. I made all the arrangements."

This surprised Song Jiao. She couldn't believe it for a moment, and the fingers resting on Xu Jinzhao's palm couldn't exert any strength. After several seconds, she asked in a low voice:

"……real?"

Song Jiao almost thought she was dreaming, she didn't even dare to be too happy, she stared straight at Xu Jinzhao.

Her face was haggard and dazed, she looked more bewildered than happy.

Xu Jinzhao said: "Auntie brought breakfast, you eat something, I'll tell you slowly."

Hearing her mention breakfast, Song Jiao remembered that she hadn't eaten dinner yesterday, and now her belly was empty, so she immediately nodded to Xu Jinzhao.

On the side, Aunt Li quickly raised the bed board and set up a small table. The meals in the insulated box were still warm, so she took them out and laid them out.

Song Jiao was very hungry, and Xu Jinzhao couldn't eat much in the morning because he cared about her, so they had dinner together now.

With her aunt by her side, Xu Jinzhao couldn't speak directly about some details, so she told Song Jiao vaguely.

While eating, Omega listened to her talk with Song Yikang, her face gradually became brighter.

At noon, Song Yikang came to the ward after finishing his physical examination. He looked a little cramped, with a small paper bag in his hand.

The one who picked him up was Xiao Zhao, the pony boy who helped Xu Jinzhao drive home yesterday. He used to follow Jiang Chao on the saddle, but now he had dyed his head with eye-catching blue hair.

Xu Jinzhao greeted Song Yikang, and came out of the ward on the pretext of talking to the blue-haired little Zhao.

She closed the door and asked Xiao Zhao, "Is Uncle Song's physical examination going well?"

Xiao Zhao gritted his teeth, a bit like Jiang Chao: "Successful, Sister Song has made arrangements. After reporting uncle's name, all the way is green."

He said: "In fact, it was all finished before eleven o'clock. I took my uncle to dinner, and he went to buy something for Sister Song."

Xu Jinzhao thought of the paper bag in Song Yikang's hand, and subconsciously asked, "Shopping?"

Xiao Zhao said: "Yeah, the place is quite hard to find, an old dim sum shop, hidden very deep in the alley."

Xu Jinzhao was thoughtful, and she said to Xiao Zhao: "Thank you, you can go first, I will call you again if necessary."

Xiao Zhao hastily agreed, and even saluted Xu Jinzhao, before he left.

Xu Jinzhao didn't go back to the ward either, but walked to the window and called Aunt Li.

The ward was equipped with a small kitchen, but my aunt always felt awkward, so Xu Jinzhao directly booked a hotel suite with a kitchen nearby, and let my aunt cook there, and the two of them could take over to rest.

Xu Jinzhao told his aunt that he could come later.

She hung up the phone, thinking that Song Jiao must have a lot to talk to her father.

Song Yikang in the ward put the paper bag on the small table, sat beside Song Jiao's bed, and asked his daughter, "Do you still have a fever?"

Song Jiao shook her head at him. Her illness had both external and internal causes. When she woke up in the morning, she still had a low fever. After eating, her body temperature dropped and she became more energetic.

Song Yikang said softly: "I'm sorry, Jiaojiao, I shouldn't have talked to you like that yesterday."

Song Jiao didn't expect her father to apologize as soon as he came up.

She looked into his eyes, his eyes were deeply wrinkled, looking at herself sincerely and apologetically, he said:

"Actually... I'm not qualified to say that kind of thing at all. I haven't given you much concern. I'm too selfish and arrogant, so I self-righteously accuse you."

Song Jiao's eyes were a little hot, and she couldn't tell what she was feeling, whether it was grievance, sadness, joy, or other more complex emotions.

She later thought that she actually blamed her father and mother in the past, blamed why they couldn't pay more attention to herself, and blamed why they left her side one after another.

During the many years that I have been ignorant, even if I can't really understand these negative emotions, they do plant seeds deep in her heart, waiting for the spring to come, and sprout together with the flowers and plants that symbolize love and happiness, and take root.

After taking her father home, Song Jiao thought, why didn't he ask her how she was doing?

Why do you have to pay close attention to the enemies at home first, and then wander through the past that has become a bubble, and finally think of yourself, ask a little, and even only care about whether her girlfriend is decent, and regard her marriage as "the only thing I can't let go of" thing'.

He is clearly still living in front of his father, why does he act like life is meaningless and let himself sink?

Song Jiao held back her tears and said, "I started to hate you yesterday, Dad."

Song Yikang's expression was bitter, guilt and sadness were written all over his lined face: "I was wrong, Jiaojiao, I did wrong... I have been wrong for a long time, you should have hated me long ago."

Song Jiao told him: "You are not allowed to say anything about self-destruction in the future, and don't get angry with me again."

She didn't say forgiveness, but these requests were already the greatest forgiveness to Song Yikang.

He finally obtained the right to breathe freely, looking at his daughter's eyes with tears in his eyes, he thought of Xu Jinzhao's words.

"Song Jiao didn't have big emotional fluctuations in the past. She wasn't sad, and she didn't cry. Until now, she only cries when she is very sad. Recently, she is not happy, and her heart is always depressed."

Song Yikang said: "No, I will listen to you. Dad promises you."

Song Jiao showed his first smile after entering the door.

Song Yikang's heart was warm and sore, he got up to wash his hands, and then opened the paper bag he brought.

"You liked the red bean cakes here when you were a child, and I don't know if it still suits your taste now."

Song Jiao saw the familiar words on the paper bag just now. These are the snacks she has eaten since childhood, and she will never get tired of them.

In the past, it was Song Yikang or Qiao Chu who bought it for her, but later it was Song Jiao who came to buy it by herself, and when she was alone, she suddenly lost interest in most of the food, and gradually forgot about the red bean cake.

Xu Jinzhao was standing outside the corridor, watching the medical staff and patients passing by through the window, and heard the ward door being pushed open behind him.

She turned around and saw Song Yikang's tall and thin figure slightly bent.

"Xiao Xu, Jiao Jiao called you in for some snacks."

His face has become relaxed, there is a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and his eyes are much gentler.

Xu Jinzhao also couldn't help laughing, her heart became more relaxed, and she felt a bit of sour relief.

At least, after she left, the relationship between Song Jiao and her family would not be rigid. She was really afraid of the despair she showed last night.

What would a normal person do if he was deprived of all the joy and hope in life?She didn't dare to think deeply.

Fortunately, Song Jiao has recovered part of it now.

Song Jiao's illness came on violently, but fortunately she recovered quickly, and only had another fever in the afternoon of the next day, and then gradually recovered.

Song Yikang looked terrible. After the physical examination, it was found that there was no major disease, and the physical examination report was barely passable.

When she was discharged from the hospital and returned home, Aunt Li sprinkled salt around the small villa again, and said solemnly:

"It's bad luck, either Xiao Xu is sick or Xiao Song is sick. I have to go to the temple to ask the master for a talisman."

Xu Jinzhao really wanted to tell his aunt that talismans are unique to Taoism, and temples that can draw talismans for believers who come to ask for blessings may not be too reliable.

She finally said:

"Auntie is right, Jiaojiao and I should go to the temple to worship."

Although this is a world constructed by a novel, what controls her existence seems to be the will of the world that Xu Jinzhao feels in a haze, and the corridor does not have any religious symbols.

But Xu Jinzhao still wanted to go to the temple to pray and make a wish, to struggle a little bit, and to seek the grace of gods, Buddhas and Bodhisattvas.

Song Jiao also said, "I think it's okay, I'll go on the first day of next month."

Aunt Li applauded their decision and told them: "Since you want to go to the temple to worship, you should go directly to Juzhou Temple in Beishan. This is one of the largest temples in Changnan, but it's a pity that no symbols are given."

Auntie's obsession with talisman paper made Xu Jinzhao dumbfounded. She said, "Auntie, talisman is not in the Buddhist system, it is a method of Taoism."

But Aunt Li has her own opinion: "If it is passed on to us, it will be our stuff. Wouldn't it be even more powerful if the two sides are combined?"

Xu Jinzhao found this angle of understanding quite interesting, and heard Song Jiao take the lead in saying, "Auntie makes sense."

She looked at Song Jiao, and saw the other party's serious face, and said: "Sanqing Tianzun and Tathagata Buddha combined, will it be very powerful?"

Xu Jinzhao didn't expect Song Jiao to have such an imagination similar to Guan Gong and Qin Qiong's teaming up. After all, Omega doesn't seem to be interested in the fighting power of Dao Zun and Buddha.

Just as she was about to answer with a smile, she suddenly felt blessed and realized that maybe Song Jiao had the same thought as herself.

Both of them want to hug Buddha's feet...

Xu Jinchao said: "Yes, it must be very powerful, invincible, and any evil spirits will be defeated when they encounter it."

The two looked at each other, and Aunt Li interjected, "There is Sanqing Temple in our city, and it's also on Beishan. You two really want to worship, so let's go together."

Xu Jinzhao didn't understand this, after all [Xu Jinzhao] didn't remember it, so she asked, "Temples and Taoist temples are on the same mountain?"

Aunt Li nodded: "Yes, it's very convenient."

Xu Jinzhao: "...that's fine."

This at least proves that the two can live in harmony, and they can fight against the enemy hand in hand!

On the first day of the first winter month, Xu Jinzhao and Song Jiao went to Beishan in earnest.

The two of them didn't mess around the night before, one was holding the "Ksitigarbha Sutra" (given by Aunt Li), and the other was holding the "Tao Te Ching" (just bought from the bookstore), and each studied hard, hoping to add some effect.

When the two of them got up early in the morning, Aunt Li prepared a vegetarian meal, which tasted quite good.

Facing Xu Jinzhao's praise, the auntie said modestly: "I learned from the master chef who made vegetarian food many years ago, and I have long been unfamiliar with it."

After breakfast, drive on the road.

As for which side to go first, there was some struggle in choosing, but in the end Aunt Li said: "Juzhou Temple is famous, and there are many people who go there, and it will be crowded when it is late, and the Sanqing Temple is easy to enter."

So it was finally decided to advance to Juzhou Temple, and then go to worship Sanqing.

In order to catch up early, it was still dark at the time of departure, there were not many vehicles on the road, and there were countless light balls moving forward from the street lights on both sides.

The two chatted on the road. At first, to show their sincerity, they talked about serious topics, such as what they read in the scriptures yesterday.

Later, she gradually moved away, and Song Jiao asked, "Isn't the ring ready yet?"

Xu Jinzhao said, "Come on, didn't I get the wax sculpture for you to try on before? I can pick it up in two or three days."

Omega was dissatisfied with her early disclosure, and muttered: "Don't tell me the specific time..."

Xu Jinzhao laughed: "Okay."

Her beauty longs for surprises, and Xu Jinzhao will naturally fulfill her wish.

All the way north, they chatted while driving, and the sky gradually brightened along the way, and the yellow light of the street lights gradually dimmed until they were completely extinguished.

After passing the cross-river bridge, it takes another 20 minutes to arrive at the foot of Beishan.

The two parked their cars on the mountainside and went to Juzhou Temple according to the route surveyed in advance.

Beishan is not high above sea level, it is a small mountain with two peaks, and it is the Juzhou Temple on the west peak that makes it famous.

This temple is very popular with incense, and the scale of the building complex is also large. Now it is approaching seven o'clock in the morning, and there are already many pilgrims waiting.

Xu Jinzhao and Song Jiao's timing was perfect, just in time to open the mountain gate and enter the ancient temple smoothly.

There was a large incense burner outside the Daxiong Palace, and the two asked the incense lamp master for three sticks of incense. After lighting it, they held it above their heads.

The thousands of thoughts in Xu Jinzhao's mind were completely out of her mind at this time, she bowed blankly, and inserted the three sticks of incense into the incense burner one by one.

After entering the hall to pay homage to the Buddha, Xu Jinzhao realized that he forgot to make a wish just now, and could only pray to the three former Buddhas after three prostrations——

Don't let me separate from Jiaojiao!

Because Xu Jinzhao forgot to make a wish when he was burning incense, Xu Jinzhao was listless when he came out of the Daxiong Palace, and Song Jiao refused to say anything when asked.

When the two of them moved to Dongfeng, the Sanqing Temple was much smaller than its neighbors, and there were not many pilgrims, but it also had a sense of tranquility.

This time, Xu Jinzhao never dared to forget the petition, and after lighting the incense sticks, he recited silently in his heart, hoping that Taoist Sanqing must hear it, and respectfully put it into the incense burner before he went to worship.

There is a huge ginkgo tree in the Sanqing Guanyuan, which is surrounded and protected, but many coins fell into the separated pool, which should be thrown in by tourists and pilgrims.

Now Xu Jinzhao wished he could worship all gods and Buddhas, but there were no coins in his wallet, so he went to the little Taoist priest in the courtyard to exchange coins.

She also stuffed Song Jiao with coins, and the two threw them in earnestly.

Xu Jinzhao said: "I think Dao Zun must have heard my wish."

Song Jiao added: "There is also Buddha."

Xu Jinzhao just forgot to petition and didn't dare to answer the Buddha's words. She took Song Jiao's hand, and the two walked out of the Sanqing Temple.

Completing this trip to Beishan can be regarded as an end to obsession. I have done all the efforts that should be done, and I can only resign myself to fate.

Xu Jinzhao said: "Let's not go home now, I don't want to go back now, just spend a day on the North Shore."

Song Jiao looked at her, and seeing Alpha's sullen expression, she said, "Okay, there are several scenic spots in Beicheng, let's go and visit them. If you're tired, find a hotel to rest in the afternoon."

Xu Jinzhao wanted to kiss her at first, but he didn't like to behave frivolously outside this ancient temple, so he just squeezed Song Jiao's palm.

The two really started to play in the North City of Juzhou.

The old city here is well maintained, retaining many ancient and modern buildings, and the natural environment is also good.

Although it is early winter, the deciduous trees have lost all their leaves, and it is not as green as in summer, but there is also a special scenery to taste.

At noon, Xu Jinzhao called Lanmao Xiaozhao for consultation and asked him if there were any good restaurants in Beicheng.

The most prosperous area of ​​Juzhou is on the south bank, Xu's old house is on the north, [Xu Jinzhao] used to be more active in the south bank, now that Xu Jinzhao has been away from Juzhou for two years, it is still reliable to ask the locals who are the most fun.

The people who hang out with Jiang Chao are really well-informed in this regard, and Xiao Zhao provided several special restaurants. After discussing with Song Jiao, Xu Jinzhao chose one to have lunch.

Song Jiao said earlier that if she was tired, she would go to a hotel. It was not unfounded worry at all. Xu was really tired this afternoon, and he was not as energetic as in the morning.

Her body has been inexplicably weakened now, and she has exhausted a lot of energy in the few days she spent with Song Jiao in the hospital. It is already very good to be able to go shopping.

Seeing that Xu Jinzhao's pace slowed down, Song Jiao hurriedly stopped this small trip, and the two went to the nearest hotel to rest.

Xu Jinzhao fell into a deep sleep, but Song Jiao couldn't sleep, so he took out the "Tao Te Ching" from his bag and looked through it.

The scriptures written in classical Chinese are obscure and difficult to understand, but she didn't come to delve into Taoist classics, but she really can't let her mind be empty, she must fill it with something.

Song Jiao kept seeing that as the evening approached, Xu Jinzhao beside him started to move.

She put the book away and went to kiss Alpha on the cheek.

Xu Jinzhao was almost used to being woken up by kittens, and let his little girlfriend kiss her on the face, hugged her in his arms, and asked vaguely, "What time is it?"

Song Jiao said, "Six o'clock, time to get up."

She heard Xu Jinzhao mutter: "Oh, it's time to go home."

Song Jiao didn't think much about it, she just thought she meant to go back to have dinner, and Xu Jinzhao really sat up, went into the bathroom to wash and take care of herself.

Seeing Xu Jinzhao combing her long hair meticulously, and simply putting on makeup from her carry-on bag, Song Jiao asked casually.

"Why are you wearing makeup at this time?"

After Xu Jinzhao finished applying lipstick, he turned his head and said, "I think that when you go to a temple or Taoist temple to pray for blessings, you should be sober."

Alpha smiled at her, making her usually bright and flamboyant face even more charming, Song Jiao always felt that the smile on her red lips was inexplicably ambiguous, making her heart restless.

Song Jiao accused: "You seduced me."

Xu Jinzhao: "No, no, let's go home."

She hooked Song Jiao's fingers, this movement was extremely soft, it was not the usual tight handshake with restless energy.

This is a very rare thing, between the two, the more daring and proactive person is often Song Jiao (she doesn't have so much shame).

She likes Xu Jinzhao who is suddenly and unpretentious.

Returning to the city from Beicheng, driving into the Biwan villa area, approaching her home, Song Jiao realized something was wrong, because there were no lights in the villa.

Omega asked doubtfully, "Auntie isn't at home?"

Only then did Xu Jinzhao say, "I asked my aunt to go home, and it's just the two of us at home today."

Song Jiao thought she had figured out her girlfriend's plan, and laughed to herself.

She said, "Well, then we'll have to cook for ourselves, the price of a free night, right?"

After entering the house, Xu Jinzhao dragged Song Jiao upstairs. The latter thought, could it be that he didn't have dinner?

Unexpectedly, Song Jiao was dragged to the small rooftop instead of going to the bedroom when she reached the second floor.

A glass greenhouse was built on the roof terrace, where Xu Jinzhao always likes to spend his time on weekdays.

Song Jiao understood again: Oh...

After boarding the terrace, Xu Jinzhao turned on the light control, and the entire terrace was lit up.

Not only the lights in the past, but now there are also beautiful light chains here, and Song Jiao sees roses all over the glass room under the warm light.

These beautiful flowers that symbolize love are everywhere, burning red and fragrant.

Song Jiao stood in the sea of ​​flowers, she heard the piano music of "Adi Lina by the Water", and Xu Jinzhao even played the music.

She was wondering if the song was too soothing for what she was going to do next.

But Xu Jinzhao took off his windbreaker, held up a bouquet of red roses delicately wrapped in flower paper, and turned to smile at her.

Song Jiao's heart suddenly beat faster.

She realized something, watching her girlfriend with beautiful makeup under the light walking slowly.

Xu Jinzhao was taller than her, but before she got close enough that Song Jiao needed to raise her head slightly, she knelt down on one knee and held up the beautiful bouquet.

Song Jiao was almost dizzy, she was staring at the ring hidden among the roses, the perfect cut of the diamond would condense the light from it, reflecting the dazzling bright fire.

She heard Xu Jinzhao say: "Marry me, Jiaojiao, I love you so much."

The marriage proposal words were extremely simple, but they stirred her heart like tongues of fire, making her feel hot from the inside out, and her fingertips trembled unknowingly.

Song Jiao almost cried, tears filled her eyes, she stretched out her left hand, urging the other party.

"I marry, I marry!"

Xu Jinzhao took off the engagement ring from the rose, held on to Omega's cool little hand, and put the ring on her ring finger.

Song Jiao looked at the five-colored flames flickering between her fingers, she choked up, and complained to Xu Jinzhao: "I wasn't ready, you scared me..."

Xu Jinzhao stood up, hugged her into his arms, and whispered, "You are the one who wants to be surprised."

Song Jiao buried herself in Alpha's neck, thinking she was very pleasantly surprised, she was so stupid just now.

After a moment, she immediately said again: "Change this one and give me a wedding ring."

Xu Jinzhao: "Ah, now?"

Song Jiao: "Yes, it's now."

She wanted to become Xu Jinzhao's wife immediately, and she didn't want to wait any longer.

Fortunately, the jewelry box of the wedding ring was also hidden in the conservatory. Xu Jinzhao found it and opened it to Song Jiao amidst roses and piano music accompaniment.

The design of the pair of rings is much simpler than that of the engagement ring.

Song Jiao couldn't tell which elements Xu Jinzhao used in the design, but she thought it looked good, it was so beautiful, more beautiful than an engagement ring, and she had to put it on her and Xu Jinzhao's fingers immediately, so as not to be stolen by shameless thieves.

She couldn't wait to take the next one, Xu Jinzhao took the other, and the two confused fiancees put rings on each other, only to realize something was wrong.

The size difference between the two hands is not too much, and it is impossible to determine which one is whose one is by sight alone.

Xu Jinzhao's finger was forced up by the violent kitten on the ring, and he felt a little sluggish, so he quickly stopped: "It's wrong, you took the wrong ring!"

After all this oolong, I finally put on the ring.

Song Jiao's excitement didn't diminish at all, she directly held his wife's cheek, tiptoed and kissed it.

Xu Jinzhao kissed her together, and the rhythm of the piano music couldn't keep up with the fierce operation of the kitten.

When she was finally willing to let go, Xu Jinzhao saw that the other's lips had been stained with her own lipstick, and even spread it on the skin outside the corners of the lips, revealing an indescribable eagerness and sensation.

Song Jiao told her.

"I love you too, I love you so much..."

Crazy to love.

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The author has something to say:

Blessing from the Great Demon Lord of the Will of the World:

A kitten repairs a dog, a happy marriage for a hundred years

* "Adiline by the Water", composed by Paul Chanlevy, and played by Richard Clayderman on the famous piano, I think there are these two in "Beautiful"!

I choose this song here, which is related to the allusion of Adi Lina herself. Angels who are interested can be my mother.

Hey, it shouldn't be too much of a spoiler~

PS: There are 3 punctuation points that show question marks in the composition. The blessing should be followed by a colon. (The author has a helpless face