Wear it until the scum A tortures the heroine

I don't know if it was because of emotional ups and downs, excessive excitement, and exhausted a lot of energy, Xu Jinzhao soon began to feel tired again.

She was trying to hold on to her spirit and continue to talk to Song Jiao, but Omega keenly sensed that something was wrong.

Song Jiao saw the tiredness in Xu Jinzhao's brows and eyes, the other's back could not be straightened, so she said, "Lie down and rest for a while."

Her tone was very firm, with a commanding tone, she stood up and adjusted the position of the pillow, allowing Xu Jinzhao to lie down and rest.

After Alpha lay down, at first he tried to keep his eyes open and looked over persistently. His beautiful face, which was born with a sharp face but whose aggressiveness was neutralized by a gentle expression, was sickly white.

She was clearly exhausted, her eyes, which were reddish from tears twice, closed and opened again, as if she couldn't sleep peacefully, so she insisted on taking another look at Song Jiao, to confirm that she still had the ability to open her eyes and meet her.

Song Jiao felt the complex emotions conveyed by the other party from these tiny movements.

Reluctance, nostalgia, sadness... These also flowed through her limbs at the same time, making her feel so sad that her fingertips went numb.

In the end, Xu Jinzhao still couldn't resist the physical sleepiness, and slowly lowered his eyelashes, sinking into the darkness again.

Song Jiao's shoulders gradually slumped when she heard her breathing gradually and evenly.

Omega buried her face in her palm silently, and arched her back dejectedly.

Song Jiao has always felt that she is strong and powerful, and there are rare moments when she lacks confidence. She can always rely on her mind to achieve her goals and get what she wants.

But now she felt deeply helpless and bewildered. The emotional outburst just now temporarily extinguished her hatred for the world, and now only fear and powerlessness remained in her heart.

She has to fight against a terrifying enemy who is invisible and powerful enough to influence Xu Jinzhao.

Song Jiao bit her lip, forced her spirit to stop falling, and thought desperately, what should she do, what should she do...

She raised her head, refocused her gaze on Xu Jinzhao, and looked at Alpha's pale and quiet sleeping face.

What if, what if this was just Xu Jinzhao's delusion?

After all, the other party's recent state is very bad, and he is listless every day and can't raise his spirits.

However, Song Jiao couldn't convince herself.

When Xu Jinzhao was in a coma, she herself had a vague feeling. Seeing Alpha lying in the hospital bed, the doctor clearly said that there would be no serious problems, but she couldn't settle down.

She recalled the sixth sense that was beating wildly at that time, that kind of weird intuition that couldn't be explained.

At that time, I actually felt that Xu Jinzhao on the hospital bed was far away from me, separated by thousands of rivers and mountains that couldn't shrink half a step, even if I held the other's palm tightly, I couldn't feel her existence.

This may be the reason why Song Jiao instantly believed and broke down when Xu Jinzhao told her that he was leaving.

——Because Omega herself sensed that there was some irresistible force pulling Xu Jinzhao away from her.

If there was only Xu Jinzhao's narration, Song Jiao would be half-believing, verbally perfunctory, thinking about the possibility of the other party's mental disorder, and trying to coax her into treatment.

But Song Jiao herself clearly felt the surreal Him and the terrible influence exerted on it.

The sun outside the window was very warm, but Song Jiao's body was cold.

She didn't know whether he was really unable to resist, or whether she was disturbed by his will and didn't dare to think about it. Both of these possibilities were very scary.

Xu Jinzhao is ups and downs in the sea of ​​dreams.

She vaguely heard many murmurs, someone was weeping, someone was choking and sighing. Accompanied by the sad music with an unknown melody, many people talked in low voices and walked around in small steps.

These voices seem to be separated from the glass cover, and they can't hear the content clearly, they can only distinguish roughly.

Xu Jinzhao inexplicably felt that the voices were very familiar, but he couldn't remember who they were, so he could only accept them passively, and felt anxious about it, desperately wanting to open his eyes to take a look.

But she couldn't move at all, trapped in some kind of coagulated gel, she couldn't even move her fingertips, let alone open her eyes.

Xu Jinzhao became anxious. This state was so bad that she couldn't bear it, and her consciousness struggled desperately in the thick darkness.

She opened her eyes suddenly, and there was a haze in front of her.

With the ability to blur vision, hearing is deprived again, entering a world of light and silence.

Xu Jinzhao couldn't think about the abnormality now. Her thinking was blocked by something, and her perspective was fixed. She could only blink her 'eyes' to refresh her vision and make it a little clearer.

The efforts paid off, and in the silence covered by smog and dust, Xu Jinzhao found himself standing outside the gate of a certain auditorium.

She couldn't see very clearly, and the time flow of the scene in front of her was slowing down, allowing Xu Jinzhao to examine and identify as much as possible to obtain information.

She recognized Jiang Chao in a black suit, and the tall and strong Alpha seemed to be getting out of the car, looking extremely dejected.

Xu Jinzhao's eyesight did not fully recover, but she could move and zoom in on what she wanted to see. She tried her best to focus on Jiang Chao's face, but found that the kid looked blank and his eyes were red and swollen.

She seemed to have seen a white flower on the other's chest, and before Xu Jinzhao could think about it, the slowed time flow speeded up again, and Jiang Chao's figure flashed into the door.

Xu Jinzhao looked blankly at the people who walked in at least dozens of times faster, so that he couldn't tell who they were, until everything suddenly stopped.

This time, the two women were slow to freeze, and their vision was much clearer than before. Xu Jinzhao recognized Yu Lan and Qin Lingyue at a glance.

Both of them were also dressed in black.

It's not uncommon for Qin Lingyue to dress like this, she always likes black, and Yu Lan usually prefers to wear warm colors, but now she is wrapped in a black windbreaker with a white scarf around her neck.

The female Alpha also had an extremely sad and blank face, sad and dazed, holding the arm of her older girlfriend beside her, looking in a trance.

Xu Jinzhao's glued brain started slowly, and she finally realized that this group of people might be attending the funeral.

After reacting, the picture in front of her was cut away immediately.

When he saw clearly again, Xu Jinzhao found that his sight suddenly dropped a lot, and the sound in his ears was still on mute.

She could only see the height from the ground to the bend of the human leg, and was locked at the highest point of vision, unable to raise her head no matter what, this state made her extremely uncomfortable.

The newly clear picture is directly pasted into 240P, but fortunately, it can move freely at last.

Xu Jinzhao endured the discomfort and looked around.

She quickly recognized the hem of Yu Lan's windbreaker and high-heeled shoes just now, and Qin Lingyue was obviously standing beside her, which probably entered the interior of the auditorium.

Xu Jinzhao complained in his heart that he couldn't look up from the perspective of the golden retriever, and continued to push forward, stopping in front of a large pile of flower wreaths.

She wanted to see the elegiac couplet, to confirm whose funeral it was, and why it was so grand.

These wreaths are not small in size, so the elegiac couplets are hung high, and the last words are basically "respect" and "weep".

With Xu Jinzhao's currently forced lowered vision, he can only vaguely see one or two words at the bottom of the elegiac couplet.

Xu Jinzhao didn't give up and continued to look one by one, and finally saw elegiac couplets in different formats on a wreath, he was shocked and tried to identify them.

She saw the words at the bottom of the white silk——

now.

Xu Jinzhao opened his eyes, not because he was frightened, but because he was forcibly driven out of his dream.

Her heart was fairly stable, only beating a little faster, and the surroundings were quite quiet, with a plain white ceiling above her head.

Ever since he came to this world, Xu Jinzhao has never dreamed. It was only recently that he suddenly had frequent dreams, but he couldn't remember the contents at all.

She took two quick breaths, and suddenly realized that this was a reminder from the will of the world:

[Xu Jinzhao] will not come back, you will die directly.

Xu Jinzhao didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, because of this stupid reminder.

After calming down, she found that her forehead seemed to be sweating, and she subconsciously wanted to raise her hand, but her arm was trapped in the thin blanket.

After slightly sitting up, Xu Jinzhao saw Omega lying asleep beside the bed.

The other party was also awakened by her movement, trembling all over, and looked up hastily.

That pretty little face was a little red, and when he woke up, his expression was full of nervousness, and he didn't relax a little until he saw Xu Jinzhao's face clearly.

Xu Jinzhao knew in his heart that Song Jiao was scared.

Although the given time limit for leaving is three months, the panic and fear of facing parting has been deeply imprinted in the hearts of the two of them.

She comforted: "It's okay, don't be afraid."

After he finished speaking, he saw Song Jiao nodding slowly to her, his eyes still refusing to move away from his face, Xu Jinzhao felt sour again.

She forced a smile and said, "There is good news, we don't need to divorce."

Omega seemed to be shaken, and the little confusion who had just woken up from a light sleep disappeared, and hope appeared in his eyes.

Xu Jinzhao said, "I just had a dream..."

After saying this sentence, she felt that the evidence of the dream was not strong enough, and explained: "I can't remember the content of the dream, but this time I remember it very clearly. I think this is probably a hint."

Song Jiao asked her eagerly: "What reminder? Did it tell you that you don't have to leave?"

This was obviously a good idea from the other party, Xu Jinzhao shook his head slightly: "It's not that good, it's just that [Xu Jinzhao] won't come back after I leave."

Xu Jinzhao didn't mention his own funeral in his dream, which would definitely irritate Song Jiao.

Although she didn't see Omega in the auditorium, she only saw a few of her friends who came to express her condolences, but Song Jiao would never feel better than the mourning and crying friends.

She felt heavy in her heart, feeling sorry for everyone who shed tears for her, and even more sorry for Song Jiao.

Xu Jinzhao's heart began to throb in her chest, but she gritted her teeth and refused to make a sound, thinking to herself that it was impossible to let herself die anyway, and she would always be reared for three months before slaughtering.

Song Jiao wasn't immersed in disappointment for too long, after all, she didn't have high expectations, and she wouldn't be overly hit.

Noticing that Xu Jinzhao's expression was not quite right, she hurriedly asked, "Are you uncomfortable?"

Xu Jinzhao shook his head, endured it for a while, and waited for the wave of heart pain caused by emotions to pass, before opening his mouth softly.

"Jiaojiao, don't be sad. If I tell you something, you will be surprised."

She changed the subject, not wanting Song Jiao to ask about the content of the dream, but Omega saw her intentions, but she didn't want to embarrass Xu Jinzhao, so she asked, "What?"

Xu Jinzhao didn't have much strength, so she moved her body and touched the pillow with her backhand, trying to lean on it behind her.

Song Jiao immediately pressed the button to raise half of the bed, and also helped Xu Jinzhao adjust the pillow.

Xu Jinzhao looked at the clock on the wall and found that it was past four in the afternoon, and he only slept for about half an hour.

This ward is a small suite. If you ignore the medical equipment in the room, the decoration style is more like a hotel, quite beautiful and comfortable.

Xu Jinzhao turned his gaze back to Song Jiao, and chuckled, "I remember the time you were hospitalized in a car accident."

Song Jiao understood what Alpha meant, and reluctantly raised the corners of her mouth.

That time it was Yu Lan who sent herself to the first aid, and went through the hospitalization procedures after busy work.

The other party was inexperienced, and he didn't know that there was a high-grade ward. After she settled down, Song Jiao regained her sanity a little.

Later, Omega coveted the happiness of being in a small bed with Xu Jinzhao, and refused to move at all, and stayed in the big ward until he was discharged from the hospital.

Song Jiao: "You called me short-legged at the time."

Xu Jinzhao was taken aback for a moment, and only after trying to think back did she recall the joking scolding with the other party. She smiled and said, "I let you remember all the trivial things."

The two of you talked to each other, and began to turn over old accounts with each other.

Not surprisingly, Song Jiao had the upper hand with an overwhelming advantage. She had no choice but to have a good memory, and all the pigtails she had caught were stored in her mind.

This topic eased the atmosphere, Xu Jinzhao raised his hands in surrender: "Okay, I admit it, I'm the worst one."

Seeing the smug smile on the corner of Omega's mouth, she said, "You definitely don't know when I first saw you."

This successfully attracted Song Jiao's attention.

Xu Jinzhao felt that he was not considered a headline party, and when he met Song Jiao in the book, he could barely meet her unilaterally.

Xu Jinzhao said: "That is a novel with you as the main character. The title of the book is "Jiao Jiao". I was frustrated at the time and tried every means to escape from reality. After reading the beginning, I was attracted and followed the serialization of this book in the forum. .”

After she finished speaking, she stopped, giving Song Jiao time to reflect and think.

Omega was a little surprised, pondered for a moment, raised his eyelashes and asked, "Biography, or fiction?"

This question is very sharp and accurately grasps the key points.

If it is a biographical novel, Xu Jinzhao is undoubtedly from later generations, if it is a fictional creation...

Xu Jinchao said, "The latter."

Song Jiao maintained her composure, and didn't react too much when she learned that she was a fictional character. She nodded to Xu Jinzhao to continue talking.

Xu Jinzhao was not surprised, her little girlfriend was not someone who would question her own existence just because of this.

"Actually, what first attracted my attention to it was the main supporting character in the book, who is also the main villain, because her name is exactly the same as mine."

She honestly said that she did not close the page immediately because she clicked on the link by mistake and saw [Xu Jinzhao] pulling up her little wife's long hair and beating her.

"Jiao Jiao" starts with flashbacks, [Xu Jinzhao] suddenly violently assaults his wife after returning home, [Song Jiao] faces the tearing and slap on the head and face, and remains silent.

She didn't beg for mercy, nor insult the other party, and let [Xu Jinzhao] beat him up, until Alpha was so angry that he began to punch and kick fiercely, that he let out some physiological muffled groans.

The description of these scenes is very cold, like a camera, shooting without any direction, but Xu Jinzhao frowns tightly when watching.

The story begins with [Xu Jinzhao] beating his wife for no reason.

Because she couldn't get any reaction from [Song Jiao], she even strangled Omega's neck in a rage, trying to make him struggle back.

But what was weird and contrary to instinct was that [Song Jiao] was pinched until her face turned red and she was on the verge of suffocation, but she didn't even try to break [Xu Jinzhao]'s hand.

She grabbed the carpet desperately with her fingers, and the pink and white armor was pulled off, blood gushed out, and she did not show weakness to the other party and begged for mercy.

From the perspective of Alpha, the little wife's current appearance is beautiful and strange, which makes her extremely angry and panicked.

[Xu Jinzhao] panicked——

[Will Song Jiao be warmed up, and will there be love feedback for her? ]

Xu Jinzhao's forehead was throbbing, and he didn't understand the logic of this bastard woman with the same name as himself.

After reading further, she only knew a little background of the story.

This stubborn Omega named [Song Jiao] seems to have just died of her father. Her suitor [Qin Shaoqian] revealed this to [Xu Jinzhao], and also made the jerk with the same name jealous because of his wife's contact with outsiders.

This book only has one chapter at this time, and the content is very long, and the reply floors below are all insulting [Xu Jinzhao].

Xu Jinzhao was so depressed when he saw it, he also scolded him severely, without any name, and only referred to that kind of domestic violence and scum.

Then she casually saved the URL of the post, waiting for the follow-up development.

In the following series, Xu Jinzhao witnessed the countless humiliation [Song Jiao] suffered in the original work, and she exchanged her life for the burning flame.

There was no Alpha who changed his attitude and begged for forgiveness, only [Song Jiao] who was stepped into the mud struggled to survive and broke out of the cocoon.

The self-righteous persecutors tasted her revenge, and finally they were sent to court, deprived of their liberty, and spent the rest of their lives in prison.

At the end, [Song Jiao], who was dying soon, sat at the end of the long table, calmly looking at the followers who were sitting in a frenzied crowd.

She thought their love was born of power, and her own power nourished the love of these people, which made her feel dull and ugly.

Xu Jinzhao didn't talk about this with Song Jiao in detail, she just took it lightly and told Omega: This is your revenge story, you brought the Xu family to justice, and you made a lot of efforts to help others.

Song Jiao didn't think that she would really help anyone. In that environment, she probably wouldn't have such colorful feelings now, and said sincerely:

"I think she might just want to take revenge on people like the Xu family and make them feel better."

This was something that Xu Jinzhao didn't think of.

She shook her head and laughed: "Well, you still know yourself better."

Song Jiao looked at Xu Jinzhao, and she asked, "Do you like [Song Jiao] more, or me?"

This is a question that does not require thinking. Xu Jinzhao leaned forward and gently kissed the corner of Omega's mouth: "I like her very much. It has nothing to do with love, but I love you."

Her kitten smiled contentedly.

Xu Jinzhao's physical condition is really not good. After discussing with her, Song Jiao decided to recuperate in the hospital for a while.

The environment here is not bad, Song Jiao asked the nurse to push the small bed in the accompanying room to the side of the bed, and stayed here with Xu Jinzhao that night.

The next morning, Song Jiao left the hospital to go to work.

Xu Jinzhao thought that she would leave her friend record regardless, and was also thinking about how to persuade the other party to care about the company, but Song Jiao left early by herself.

As a result, it was almost noon, and Song Jiao came back again, followed by a stern-looking Yulan.

The female Alpha is formally dressed, with high heels on her feet, taller than a kitten, and her face is so cold that she is wearing make-up, her appearance is particularly bluffing.

As soon as the door was closed, Yu Lan broke her power immediately.

She asked Xu Jinzhao in a panic, "Did you suffer from some serious illness, something bad?"

Xu Jinzhao: Uh, it seems to be similar to a terminal illness.

Even the date of death will be more precise.

Xu Jinzhao thought of Yu Lan's red eyes from crying in the dream, and he was so sad that he showed a dazed expression, and he didn't know how to tell her.

She looked at Song Jiao, and Omega explained: "I just want to make up for my three-month honeymoon, so temporarily hand over the company to her, and she will already imagine that you are dead."

Xu Jinzhao understood that Song Jiao didn't want Yu Lan to know these things for the time being, and she wanted to throw away her friend Lu as she expected.

It was impossible for her to say against her will that she hoped that Song Jiao would still manage the company like before. That was simply unrealistic. The time she and Song Jiao could spend together was really running out, and Xu Jinzhao also longed to spend these times with her.

Xu Jinzhao said to Yu Lan: "Don't think about it, I'm fine now, otherwise I'm not in the convalescent room, but should be in a special ward."

There was still some hesitation in Yu Lan's expression, and Song Jiao made up the knife behind her: "We will go on a trip when Xu Jinzhao gets better."

Yu Lan: "..."

Working overtime every day, I'm about to break my defense!

After all, Vice President Yu is a soft-hearted (social) person. Instead of pointing at his immediate superior and her good wife to scold him, he cared about Xu Jinzhao's health and let him recuperate well.

After she finished speaking dryly, Song Jiao led her out of the ward.

When the two reached the corridor, Yu Lan was still not at ease, and asked Song Jiao, "Is Xu Jinzhao okay?"

Song Jiao said: "You should pay more attention to your own hair. As far as I know, Wan Wu Tong Jiang Chao's hairline has already started to recede."

Yu Lan: "I'm not worried about that."

She gave a terrifying, shark-like smile.

Song Jiao saw that the other party was just grinning indifferently, but it was a pity that God rewarded Yu Lan with a beautiful evil face that could go to collect debts, no matter how she smiled, she didn't look like a good person.

Yu Lan finally gained a sense of security from Song Jiao's pungent words, and murmured softly, "That's good. Sigh, you are too good at squeezing people."

This is the most extraordinary complaint that Yu Lan can say in front of Song Jiao, and even more dare not.

Song Jiao told her: "Xu Jinzhao is fine, don't talk nonsense with other people. If someone comes to visit and disturb our honeymoon, I will take it as you."

Yu Lan: "...Oh."

Swallow it.

Song Jiao sent her to the elevator entrance, and Yu Lan mumbled to her before the elevator closed: "It's really yours to start honeymoon in the hospital."

After the female Alpha finished complaining, the elevator doors just closed completely and began to descend.

Song Jiao smiled unconsciously.

Her good friend and good deputy has obviously become more courageous now.

Turning back to the ward, Song Jiao saw Xu Jinzhao bowing his head in deep thought, and asked her, "What are you thinking?"

Xu Jinzhao recovered, and she said, "I think, I should leave a letter for each of my friends."

During the two years in this world, she has also made many friends, such as close partners in Wanwutong, Yu Lan, a mutual friend with Song Jiao, and Aunt Li who is half an elder.

She should leave some texts for everyone, of course she will not tell everything, but she must tell them:

Don't be sad, take care of yourself.The green hills remain unchanged, and the green waters flow forever.

Xu Jinzhao has made up her mind, she can write it in the email and set it to be sent at a fixed time, which is safe and secure.

Song Jiao didn't answer, she lowered her head sullenly, grabbed the notebook and pen on the table and sketched casually.

Xu Jinzhao asked softly, "What are you drawing?"

Song Jiao didn't answer, and didn't show it to Xu Jinzhao until the last stroke was finished.

Xu Jinzhao couldn't help laughing when he realized that he was the impressionist 'Xu Jinzhao' and 'Song Jiao' again.

"Where's our lovely daughter?"

This was already a stalk between her and Song Jiao, and it no longer shocked her as much as when Song Jiao first mentioned it.

Song Jiao took back the painting, she was very handy in painting the villain of the whole family, every time it was as ugly as before.The reason why she didn't paint her daughter was because she thought she would never have a daughter.

Xu Jinzhao was destined to be taken away, and Song Jiao didn't dare to imagine how desperate she would be at that time, she would probably go crazy with grief.

A sad woman, how can she raise her daughter?

Not to mention whether the child can stay or not, I think Xu Jinzhao will be remembered when seeing his daughter, and let her live a life similar to his own.

And with Alpha's old-fashioned sense of morality, the mention of the child scared the other party into a long speech on science, so she wouldn't leave her to have a child alone.

Song Jiao said, "I don't want it anymore, I've already thrown it away."

When she was taking a nap, she couldn't help but open the book again, behind Xu Jinzhao's back, she secretly made up a little girl in a skirt beside the two of them.

Song Jiao stared at the ugly daughter for a while, then tore off the paper, and folded the little girl to the back.

Throw it away, throw it away.

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The author has something to say:

Zai Zai: My whole life of being disliked qvq

PS: After the full text is finished, maybe [Song Jiao] will get her little episode of Xu Jinzhao?

If I write it, it will probably be a light-hearted comedy. I really don’t like to write tragic or dark healing stories.Not sure if there will be, though.

Magnolia and Sister Lingyue will definitely have extra episodes.