walk to the water

Fu Ling swayed twice, supported the head of the bed to barely stand still, and said in a deep voice: "General Chu, you must be loyal to the state of Zhou, and I will fulfill you! Tomorrow I will meet with the mission of the state of Zhou to arrange your return. After tonight, I don’t want to see you again.” Suddenly smiled, the smile was unspeakably sad, “I thought I was smart, but I turned out to be the number one idiot in the world! You want to play Jing Ke, and I let you play, If you want to play Diao Chan, I will let you play it. If you want to learn from Xi Shi, I will let you learn. You want to die, but I will use all the power of the country to save you. I will do whatever you want. Xing Xing came to please you, wishing I could hand over my whole heart to you. But you took it with a smile, then threw it on the ground and stomped on it! I will see everything In my eyes, but I can't say it, I don't want to say it, I would rather listen to your lies with a smile, and I would rather let you lie to me to the end. I remember every word of yours very clearly, you said, you will always be by my side; you I’ve said it before, and I only listen to what I say. I’d rather believe you a thousand times or ten thousand times, and I only hope that even once it can be true, and I only hope that one day…” Fu Ling paused, but didn’t continue.Chu Xiang's chest was empty. It turned out that he had withdrawn his long sword, "Okay, the play is finally over, and you should go too. I can't be like a grievance woman, and I have to blame myself for everything!"

Hearing Fu Ling's words, Chu Xiang was so shaken that he couldn't get any more excited. He closed his eyes slowly, but tears kept pouring out and slid down his cheeks. Chu Xiang hissed, "It's me who violated the law." I swear, let Your Majesty down, but let Your Majesty deal with it!" He didn't hear the answer, he only noticed that there was a hand supporting his chin, and a pair of eyes were looking at him carefully, but Chu Xiang didn't dare to open his eyes, and didn't dare to face the situation. The boundless pain in the eyes.The two of them were silent like this, only hearing each other's heartbeat, the person in front of them was clearly close at hand, yet seemed to be separated by a bottomless chasm.After a while, a finger slowly brushed across the bloodstains on Chu Xiang's face, and gently caressed, as if comforting, Fu Ling's voice sounded like a sigh from afar: "Xiang'er, I said I would never hurt you again. you……"

That hand gently wiped away the tears on his face, with a familiar temperature, Chu Xiang suddenly wanted to throw himself into his arms, hold him and cry, for him, for himself, for the doomed despair, And that embrace must be as warm as ever, able to heal the deepest scar in his heart... But after all, he didn't do anything, just remained motionless like a puppet.Suddenly, Fu Ling held his right hand tightly, and when he let go after a while, there was something hard in Chu Xiang's hand.Chu Xiang was startled, but heard footsteps, opened his eyes, and saw Fu Ling walking out of the door without looking back, as his tall figure disappeared at the door, the heavy door was closed, and the lights in the room didn’t know what to do. Time had died out, and only the dim starlight filtered through the windows, casting fragmented shadows.

Chu Xiang let go of his hand, and in the palm of his hand was the small white porcelain bottle with blue and white background, which was used by Fu Ling to hold the medicine before, and Chu Xiang remembered that he forgot to ask the name of the medicine.Holding the small porcelain vase in my hand, it seems to weigh tens of thousands of catties.Chu Xiang climbed a few steps with hands and feet, and climbed to the door of the bedroom, suffocating for a while, and no longer had the strength to open the door.Leaning against the door, he coughed violently again, curled up into a ball, as if he wanted to vomit his heart out.

It took a long time for Chu Xiang to catch his breath, panting like a dying fish in the desert, but tears flowed down silently...Chu Xiang simply ignored it and let the tears run freely, He could only bite his lip tightly, and tried his best to suppress the sound of crying... He was captured and went to the country years ago, and he has not cared about life and death for a long time, but he has never been so sad. Fu Ling personally agreed to let him go back today, which is hard to dream of. However, it was as if tens of thousands of needles were piercing his heart, and he twitched in pain, as if all the tears could not calm down the severe pain.Dangling in front of his eyes was the blood from Fu Ling's palm, as bright red as the blood he injected into his body at that time, and as shocking... Chu Xiang said sadly: "Your Majesty, my heart has long been on the other side of the Yangtze River , never brought here, you already knew it, but you have to rely on it.” Yes, he has already seen everything clearly, but he is still thinking about it, really stupid and ridiculous!Chu Xiang wanted to laugh, but suddenly he saw the despair and sadness in Fu Ling's eyes. He knew that he was just lying to him, but he still wanted to be fooled with his eyes closed. It is a big secret that the invincible Emperor Qin is the world's number one fool!Chu Xiang grinned, but his smile was uglier than crying, as if there was a huge stone weighing ten thousand catties on his chest, he couldn't breathe...

Chu Xiang struggled to get up, opened the door and went to the outside room, but there was no one in the outside room, presumably all the eunuchs who were waiting were dismissed by Fu Ling.Chu Xiang walked to the gate and opened the palace door. He was only wearing a single shirt, and Fu Ling tore the front of it. The cold wind hit him, and he couldn't help shivering.Several eunuchs on duty heard the movement, rushed over, and asked in surprise: "Master Chu is not in good health, why don't you rest, where are you going so late?"

Chu Xiang shook his head, and suddenly said: "I want to go and have a look at Toad Palace Island in the middle of the lake."

The eunuch was startled, and hurriedly said: "Master Chu, this is impossible, the lake is frozen and the boat cannot go, not to mention it is late at night..."

Chu Xiang said: "Forget it, I'll walk around casually, don't worry about me." He walked a few steps towards the lake.

When Chu Xiang was ill for a long time, he almost never went out, but Fu Ling had already ordered his servants to serve him wholeheartedly and not to disobey.The eunuch saw Chu Xiang's face was gloomy, so he didn't dare to persuade him, so he hurried back to the house to get a coat and put it on for him.Chu Xiang tightened his coat tightly, but still couldn't stop the bone-piercing chill.Slowly walking to the lake, leaning against a willow tree, the branches swayed gently, and the snowflakes fell all over Chu Xiang's head. Chu Xiang stretched out his hand and broke off a willow branch, and the willow leaves on that branch had already fallen off.Chu Xiang subconsciously broke off the dead branch inch by inch. Liuchun Garden is not Jiangnan after all... There is no bright moon in the sky, only the cold wind blowing in the face, and a few residual stars reflect the snow in the dry grass, which is very desolate .Chu Xiang looked at the lake from a distance, it was pitch black with no lights on, the Lanyue Tower in the middle of the lake should still be there, but it was impossible to go boating on the lake after all... Those days of singing and dancing, feasting and feasting were all a dream , I set up a play for him, but he turned this play into a dream, the most beautiful dream, in which there is reality and illusion, there is him and there is me, but no matter how beautiful the dream is, it will be awakened...