I am not a good person

"It's Feng Yueyi." Zhao Zenian didn't intend to hide it from him, and knew he couldn't hide it: "I want to find out who poisoned him."

"So hardworking." Shi Feishi blinked: "Zenian, if it's your favorite, you can bring him back. I believe your vision will not bring danger to Jingxu Pavilion!"

Zhao Zenian wanted to deny it with a wry smile. He is now patiently flipping through a book here just to help Feng Yueyi solve his troubles, and then Feng Yueyi returned to Hongyue Island to return to life. Since then, the two have nothing to do with each other. How could he bring Feng Yueyi in? Woolen cloth?

It's useless to talk too much, he simply nodded: "Okay, listen to the pavilion master."

Until dark, when the guards came to light the lamps, Zhao Zenian found nothing useful. He had the idea of ​​sending someone to investigate, but thought of Shi Feishi, so he dismissed it.No matter how indulgent Shi Feishi is, he can't really be too loose and just do whatever he wants.

Early the next morning, Zhao Zenian rode out of the pavilion again and went to Yongyi City.

He pretended to ask someone to inquire, and told Feng Yueyi the results of the search, saying that Zhao Qingying was hidden and it would be extremely difficult to find her whereabouts.

Feng Yueyi didn't expect that he really took it to heart. First of all, he was very happy, and he also expected the result, so he was not too disappointed.

"It is very likely that my aunt changed her name and hid it. Unless we know the name she is using now, there is no way to find out."

Zhao Zenian nodded, and said: "If you and her can meet again, you may know something by making indirect remarks."

Feng Yueyi shook his head, sighed and said: "My aunt is a smart person. She only told me that she had a son at first, but after I begged her many times, she said more. She is calm and composed, and it is impossible for her to slip up. , let you know something more."

"Such a character is difficult to deal with!"

"That's right!" Feng Yueyi said with emotion: "Back then, the island was under extremely strict surveillance, and she was able to escape, which is enough to prove that she had deep plans."

"There is one thing I'm curious about." Zhao Zenian asked, "What exactly do you saintesses of Hongyue Island do? Why did your aunt run away?"

Mentioning this, Feng Yueyi's expression changed subtly: "This is about a legend."

Seeing that he seemed to be scrupulous, Zhao Zenian said politely, "If it's a secret on your island, then don't tell me."

Feng Yueyi shook his head: "It's not a secret. Basically everyone in Hongyue Island knows about it. Hongyue Island is far from the shore. It was originally a deserted island. Hundreds of years ago in the previous dynasty, a court official was framed by his colleagues. , was ordered by the sage to ransack the house..."

The head of the family heard the news, and led his clansmen to escape from the capital first.

They were about to catch them without a fight, but a thick white mist blew across the river.The head of the family saw a big boat coming towards them, and there was a beautiful woman in black with a red moon embroidered on the skirt standing on the bow, smiling at them.In a trance, the head of the family heard a woman's voice, saying that they were letting them board the boat.

The officers and soldiers were staggered by the strong wind, and their eyes were covered by the thick fog. When the wind calmed down, the Patriarch and his clan had long since disappeared.

But he said that the Patriarch brought his clansmen onto the boat, and found that there was no one on board, and there was no trace of the beautiful woman.

With the boat drifting along, they decided to resign themselves to fate.Because of the desperate journey day and night, everyone fell asleep exhausted.

When he woke up again, the owner was shocked to find that the boat was parked near a small island, so he decided that it was God's will and settled down there.

They even believed that the woman they saw was a fairy sent by heaven to save them, and they regarded her as the Red Moon Xuannv, and built a Red Moon Temple comparable to a palace, enshrining the statue of the god.

Later, many outsiders also came to settle on the island. In order to make a living, people of this family also need to do business with the outside world. As a result, Hongyue Island gradually became lively, no different from a prosperous and gorgeous city on the shore.

"One day the idol spoke, saying that she felt lonely and needed someone to accompany her. The islanders felt that Xuannv was sacred and inviolable, and all men were filthy, so they unanimously agreed to be accompanied by a woman. The chosen woman is us. The saint of Red Moon Island."

Zhao Zenian wanted to laugh when he heard this unimaginable story: "Is this a myth or legend?"

Feng Yueyi spread his hands: "Who knows! Anyway, since I can remember, I have heard it from adults. You say it is fake, and it has solid evidence!"

"What evidence?"

"When the statue spoke, it bestowed martial arts secrets. Only saintesses can practice. It is not difficult to reach the peak state. At that time, you can accompany Xuannv and protect everyone on Hongyue Island."

Feng Yueyi crossed his arms: "When my aunt ran away, she took this martial arts cheat book with her. Fortunately, there is a real copy hidden in the temple. What she took away was just a handwritten copy. Otherwise, it would not be the present, and my foster father sent me out to find her. .”

Zhao Zenian was puzzled: "Since she can cultivate into a peerless master, why did your aunt run away?"

"Because there are advantages and disadvantages in everything." Feng Yueyi showed melancholy: "Do you know what the highest state of cultivation cheats is?"

Zhao Zenian shook his head: "How could I know?"

Feng Yueyi looked solemn: "It is to make people put an end to love and hatred, and become ascetic. That cheat book is called "Red Dust". Putting these two words together, it is absolutely ironic! It is called "Red Dust". "Red Dust" actually drags a person out of the three thousand worlds of mortals!"

"As a saint, you cannot have the emotions and desires, you must have a virgin body, and you can only die alone in the end."

Zhao Zenian frowned: "Isn't this turning people into icebergs? It's really inhumane!"

Feng Yue nodded sympathetically: "Some people are keen, and some people are not rare. My aunt is not rare. But the adoptive father is an elder of Hongyue Island, and my aunt was selected. No matter how reluctant the adoptive father is, he can't refuse. My aunt therefore He complained about his adoptive father and promised on the surface, but he escaped half a year after entering the temple!"

"Then isn't it even more difficult for your adoptive father?"

"Yes, after my aunt escaped, the island owner elected two saintesses one after another, but for some reason, they both died of illness one after another, so the islanders thought that it was my aunt's escape that angered Xuannv. In desperation, my father had no choice but to send me out to find someone."

Feng Yueyi's expression was very serious: "According to the rules, the saint who escaped will be burned at the stake."

"What?!" Zhao Zenian was taken aback: "Fire torture?!"

"Yes, burning at the stake, tying people to a wooden frame and burning them alive."

"Then your adoptive father..." still told you to come out and find someone?

Feng Yueyi smiled faintly: "You misunderstood. My foster father and my aunt grew up dependent on each other. How can I be so cruel? He just wanted me to take the secret book back and tell people that my aunt died outside. This is also a kind of atonement. I I conveyed this meaning to my aunt, but unfortunately she didn't believe it."

Zhao Zenian heaved a sigh of relief. He had thought about Feng Yueyi's beautiful scenery at first, and thought he would have a chance to go there to see it. Now that he heard it, he just felt creepy. The island has such a beautiful name, but it is...

He sighed: "For some reason, I have some sympathy for you, growing up in such a place."

Feng Yueyi pursed his lips, and relaxed: "Fortunately, I'm a man, so I don't have to face that no matter what."

After a pause, he withdrew his smile: "Is it true that you are helping me so much?"

Zhao Zenian was dumbfounded.

Feng Yueyi saw his expression and understood it, but he was not too angry: "It's good that you came today, I don't have to write a letter and send it to Guanjiang Tower."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

Feng Yueyi looked at him deeply: "I'm leaving."

Zhao Zenian opened his eyes unconsciously: "Where are you going?"

"Go back to Red Moon Island."

Zhao Zenian frowned quickly, and said, "You haven't found anyone yet, and you haven't taken the antidote yet!"

Feng Yueyi seemed to be satisfied with his reaction, smiled and said: "This morning, my adoptive father sent someone to send me a letter, saying that I was summoned for something and asked me to hurry back."

"Is that so..." Zhao Zenian lowered his eyes. He had always hoped that the two of them would keep a distance, but when he heard the news, he felt an inexplicable sense of loss in his heart.

Feng Yueyi hooked his lips: "Why, can't you bear me?"

Zhao Zenian's eyes flashed, but he didn't speak.

Feng Yueyi leaned against the window and exhaled: "I have finally expressed my reluctance like Qin Pei. I have already figured it out. Everyone is a dignified man. There is no need to be coy and shy like the little girl's family. I will do whatever it is." say what!"

For his calmness, Zhao Zenian was not only surprised but also shocked.

Feng Yueyi looked at him calmly: "Except for my parents and adoptive father, no one cares about my life or death. No matter why you take care of me, everything you say is true. You're not a wooden man, you can't stop my feelings, you can reject me, but don't run away from me."

Before Zhao Zenian could come up with a response, Feng Yueyi opened his arms first: "I'm leaving, why don't you give me a hug?"

Zhao Zenian didn't have time to think, so he put his arms around him: "All the way... Take care..."

Feng Yueyi hugged him tightly, absorbing the smell from his clothes: "I won't force you, and you don't want to hide from me, let's let nature take its course, shall we?"

When it came to this point, Zhao Zenian had the nerve to refuse it, and nodded in agreement.

After two years, there were two heavy snowfalls. Except for Yang Zhidao, who had to run around and deal with some accidents, everyone stayed in the house, unwilling to go out to brave the wind and snow to walk on wet roads, and get covered in muddy water.

Even Pu Ze, who was active by nature, became lazy. Guo Hanqing asked him to go out to practice, but he didn't want to move. Occasionally, he went to the Guanshui Hall to gather for training, and he didn't bother to bicker with Zhao Zenian.

Hua Shangxue never went out from the beginning to the end. According to the servants who served her, besides eating and sleeping, she just sat around the stove to warm up.

Ever since Gao Yulin joined the Jingxu Pavilion, he kept himself well-prepared and solved his food and clothing worries. He began to learn the elegance of a literati. He only read books and practiced calligraphy every day. Looking at his elegant appearance now, no one would have thought that he would be a rower in the past. man.