I am not a good person

Zhao Zenian showed an evil smile, and lightly said, "Is that enough, why don't you leave?"

Zhou Qiuyang couldn't even stand up, and knelt and crawled out tremblingly. At this time, there was no one on the second floor, so as not to spread the word and cause follow-up troubles.

Back in the Chen Mansion, Chen Lingxi was in a daze holding the recently received divorce letter, and asked, "So, are you satisfied?"

Hua Shangxue didn't mind her attitude at all, and just said: "In the future, if you are soft-hearted, you can help the Zhou family for your son's sake, or bring your mother back, anyway, I won't care about anything. .”

Chen Lingxi snorted: "Are you so kind?"

Hua Shangxue's expression was complete, and she said calmly: "I will not come back again."

Chen Lingxi was surprised: "What about dad, you don't care anymore?"

"I care about him?"

Hua Shangxue looked coldly: "What did he do to me? Before my mother's bones were cold, he made your mother his wife. When Zhou Qiuyang said he wanted to marry you, he came and asked me to let you go. The day has not returned, and he didn't even think about sending someone to find me. From the beginning to the end, he never really planned for my daughter."

Looking at Zhao Zenian's attire in Chinese clothes, but leaning on a chair with his legs up, Chen Lingxi suddenly felt that they were not husband and wife.

"You came back this time, all pretending?" Chen Lingxi couldn't believe it: "You didn't forgive us, including Dad, did you?"

Hua Shangxue shrugged: "Then you gave me a reason to forgive!"

Chen Lingxi was heartbroken, and regretted how things turned out like this: "If Dad finds out, he will be very sad!"

"If you want, then you can go and talk to him, and see if he can get out of bed and walk after being angry, or just roll his eyes and die!"

Hua Shangxue smiled happily: "No matter what the result is, it has nothing to do with me!"

Chen Lingxi was trembling with anger, and finally understood how life was worse than death when her mother was wronged.

Walking on Ganquan Street in the night, Hua Shangxue let the wind blow her coat, without saying a word, Zhao Zenian kept a two-step distance from her and followed behind.

Seeing that the city gate was right in front of him, Zhao Zenian asked, "Everything has come true as you expected, how do you feel now?"

Hua Shangxue was a little tired: "I'm not happy at all after getting revenge, I just feel that my mother didn't know who she was."

Zhao Zenian looked at the dark night sky calmly: "The past is the past after all, people are alive, so let's look forward."

"It's true!" Hua Shangxue took a breath and made up her mind: "From now on, I will abandon the name Chen Yusheng forever, and just be Hua Shangxue!"

Zhao Zenian hooked his lips and said, "Chen Yusheng died a long time ago, the moment he met me."

Hua Shangxue let out a low laugh.

"Sister Hua, Chinese New Year is coming soon, Boss Yang will definitely not arrange any more tasks for us, I will accompany you to relax somewhere else."

Hua Shangxue was silent for a while, and then whispered: "Zenian, do you really know what you are thinking?"

Zhao Zenian was stunned for a moment, and Hua Shangxue said again: "Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today, so I thank you, I don't have brothers, you are my only brother and my best friend."

Zhao Zenian was still in a daze. He thought he would be sad to hear such words, but he didn't feel anything in his heart.

However, Hua Shangxue's expression suddenly changed, with a hint of pain: "I will never forget how we met, you saw the most embarrassing and embarrassing time in my life, as long as I see you, I will think of that time. How desperate!"

"Sister Hua..." Zhao Zenian frowned unconsciously.

"Really, as long as I see you, I will inevitably recall my father's neglect of me, Lingxi's betrayal, Zhou Qiuyang's ruthlessness, so cruel..."

The cold night wind blew and stiffened Zhao Zenian's face. He suddenly wanted to laugh, and even cry.

He seldom reveals his true feelings, but now he couldn't help it: "It turns out that my existence makes you so painful, so seeing me can only remind you of the past. Hehe, what about the past few years? "

Hua Shangxue turned her head.

As the faint moonlight fell, Zhao Zenian said expressionlessly, "Did you live with me in Jingxu Pavilion for the past few years, didn't you have anything that made you happy or comfortable?"

"Zenian!" Hua Shangxue knew that her words were too much, she raised her arms to hold his hand: "I..."

Zhao Zenian brushed her hand away, turned around and walked in the direction he came just now: "I see, Sister Hua doesn't need to say anything."

Turning the corner and walking to another street, Zhao Zenian's face sank like water, his mind was so empty that he couldn't think of anything.

A kitten jumped out of a broken wooden box on the street, meowing, and looked around curiously. Zhao Zenian walked over and grabbed it in the palm of his hand. Suddenly, the back of his hand was scratched by the sharp cat claws. .

His nose was sore, and his eyes were clouded with mist: "It really hurts..."

"It's distressing!" Qin Pei's voice came from above his head.

Zhao Zenian looked up, Qin Pei was standing on the wall with the moon behind his back, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Zhao Zenian hugged the cat into his arms, shielded it from the wind with his sleeves, and said, "You're really good at staying up late at night. If it's a coincidence, I don't believe it."

"Hehehe!" Qin Pei jumped down from the wall, laughed twice and said, "It's really not a coincidence. I have been paying attention to the movements of the Chen family. I know that Sister Hua will be revenged, so I will definitely not wait any longer." Go down. But I didn't expect that you planned to leave the city overnight."

Zhao Zenian squinted at him: "Then you heard what we said just now?"

"It's such a quiet night, and I'm a martial artist, so it's hard not to hear me!" After Qin Pei finished speaking, his tone became serious: "Don't talk about that sister Hua, I also want to ask, you really know what you want What is her feeling?"

Zhao Zenian didn't say a word, feeling the cat in his arms warmed up.

"You dare not answer?"

Zhao Zenian raised his eyes: "The aggressive method doesn't work for me, so save yourself."

He really couldn't figure it out before. When he first met Sister Hua, he was attracted by her unyielding tenacity, and after getting along with her for a long time, he was very close.

He felt relaxed and happy when he was with Hua Shangxue, but as he grew older, he also felt that this was not the case.

Sister Xia Rihua only wore a bellyband and a gauze dress. When he saw her snow-white skin through the almost transparent gauze, he would blush and heat up, but he didn't have the urge that a man wants to touch and possess a woman.

Zhao Zenian thought it was nothing, and because he usually had to do tasks, he didn't think about it seriously until Feng Yueyi and Qin Pei appeared one after another——When you make new friends, what is the difference between the current one and the original one? It will come naturally.

Until Sister Hua made it clear tonight, Zhao Zenian vaguely knew where the problem was. Just like Sister Hua said that he regarded him as a younger brother, he probably regarded Sister Hua as an older sister.

Mei Linshen has no father and no mother, but only a half brother. Since he was a child, he could only watch his younger brother enjoy his mother's love. When he entered the Valley of Medicine Kings, there were only men by his side. When he entered the Jingxu Pavilion, he could only talk to him if he had anything to do. Shi Feishi and Yang Zhidao said.After so many years, the only woman he has been closest to is Hua Shangxue.

Qin Pei had been watching his expression all the time, and said at this moment: "Looking at you, you have figured it out yourself, right? Zhao Zenian, family, friendship, love, they are completely different, you must figure it out."

Zhao Zenian lowered his head, the cat had already fallen asleep in his arms, he said calmly, "Of course I know the difference, although I haven't fully experienced it yet." What made him sad was the last few words that Sister Hua said .

He thought he was trying his best to protect that woman, but he was not told until today that when that woman saw him, she would only think of those unbearable experiences in the past.

Zhao Zenian was a little sad. Despite the attention and attention of Shi Feishi and others, he still hoped that a woman would be as considerate and caring as his mother or sister. He was very envious when he was a child, and now he thinks he has it. It's just a joke.

"Zenian, Zhao Zenian?" Qin Pei shook in front of him: "What are you thinking about?"

Zhao Zenian withdrew his mind: "I still want to know the answer, why did you approach me?"

Qin Pei was very calm: "You will know sooner or later, I don't want to say it yet."

Zhao Zeqing snorted, turned around and walked towards Xiangyun Inn.

The inn was already closed, and Zhao Zenian didn't want to wake people up again, so he had to share a room with Qin Pei. He took off his clothes and went to bed, and stuffed the cat under the bed.

Qin Pei was a little dissatisfied: "Although the bed is big, it's barely enough for two men to cover one quilt. You still care about a cat?"

"Are you telling me to throw it out?" Zhao Zenian sighed, he was as pitiful as an unwanted cat before, and now he is even more pitiful like this unwanted cat.

"Hey, of course I didn't mean that." Qin Pei said, arching inside.

With Feng Yueyi drunk and kissing in front of him, Zhao Zenian was really a little scrupulous and wanted him to go outside, so he held back and said, "Qin Pei, what are your plans?"

Qin Pei turned to look at him: "If I say no, would you believe me?"

Zhao Zenian was a little speechless, and also had some indescribable resentment: "It's like this every time, it's the same as if I didn't say it."

Qin Pei giggled.

"I'm a hunter. If you want me to do something for you, even though I'm very reputable, I will never reveal your privacy."

Qin Pei laughed: "You, where are you thinking. In less than two hours, it will be dawn, go to sleep."

Zhao Zenian let out a "huh" and turned sideways to face the inside. However, after closing his eyes for a long time, he could still feel the fiery eyes staring at the back of his head.He couldn't help thinking depressingly, could it be that in this life he would provoke men but not be loved by women?

After dawn, Feng Yueyi knocked on the door.

Zhao Zenian moved slightly, first he found that the cat had nestled up to his neck, it was fluffy, which made him itchy, and then he found an arm that didn't belong to him around his waist.