I am not a good person

Zhao Zenian raised his head: "Then it's really your fault, it's your fault!"

Qin Pei took a deep breath, rolled his eyes at him, stretched out his hand to support the eaves, flipped his body, and landed on the outer corridor on the third floor.

It seems that he really went to plead guilty with Feng Yueyi.

Zhao Zenian looked at the sky in silence, but he was very happy in his heart.He knew that Feng Yueyi looked at him eagerly, but he always thought that Feng Yueyi needed to protect the people around him more, and Qin Pei running around looking for someone with him was the most suitable candidate.But it turns out...he made a mistake.

After the night passed, Qin Pei was like a dog's leg, trying to please Feng Yueyi everywhere, chasing after him like a fart, and annoyed the latter very much.

Zhao Zenian thought, now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, should he take the initiative?

At the dinner table, Zhao Zenian saw that Feng Yueyi had a bad appetite, so he asked, "Is it because these meals don't suit your taste?"

Feng Yueyi still misunderstood, and said coldly: "It's hot, I can't eat."

"Wait for me." Zhao Zenian went to the kitchen and asked someone to dig a piece of ice from the ice cellar. He also asked someone to boil a pot of sour plum soup, and then he personally made a few bowls of sour plum soup with ice.

This is what Gu Ye taught him.

Zhao Zenian put the tray on the table and handed Feng Yueyi a bowl: "You drink this, it should improve your appetite."

Feng Yueyi was taken aback, he was flattered!

Qin Pei admired it a little, people are really different.He, Qin Pei, took the initiative to hook up with whomever he fell in love with, but he seldom showed sincerity;

Zhao Zenian is different from him, he usually looks lukewarm, but if he really wants to have someone in his heart, he will become more active.

Zhao Zenian saw that Feng Yue was not moving, so he urged him: "Try it, if you don't like it, don't drink it."

Feng Yueyi managed to regain his senses, took a sip of the sour plum soup, and felt refreshed to the bone!

Qin Pei was still bluffing: "There are several bowls, one must be mine!"

Zhao Zeqing snorted, but didn't reach out to stop him.

After Feng Yueyi drank the sour plum soup, his appetite really increased.

At night, Qin Pei still lived in the same room as last time. Feng Yueyi slept next to Qin Pei last night. Zhao Zenian thought for a while and said, "Qin Pei is very noisy, you should move to the third floor."

Feng Yueyi pointed at himself in surprise: "You told me?"

"if not?"

Feng Yueyi was very surprised, hesitated for a moment and asked: "Zenian, you, are you okay today?"

Zhao Zenian looked natural: "What can I do?"

"You seem to be fine, but today you really..." Feng Yueyi didn't know what to say, and looked at Qin Pei.

Qin Pei shook his head speechlessly, he really had enough feelings for these two people: "Yes, you all despise me, don't you!" He snorted coldly, entered the room and closed the door!

Zhao Zenian carried the burden up to the third floor for Feng Yueyi, right next to him: "Yueyi, you misunderstood something."

Feng Yueyi was overshadowed by his repeated emotions, and asked cautiously: "What's the matter?"

"Chu Yin and I are not what you think. In my eyes, she is the same as Xiangjiang."

Feng Yue thought about Fu Xiangjiang for a while, then froze.

"Chu Yin and Xiangjiang are also different. Xiangjiang is a person who has endured hardships, and Chu Yin is delicate and willful. I can't help but tolerate her more, so, so it seems... a little closer."

Zhao Zenian knew that he was despicable, but he didn't want Feng Yueyi to know the truth. Feng Yueyi might despise him if he found out, and Qin Pei would make fun of him.

For those who want to join hands for a lifetime, Zhao Zenian does not want any misunderstanding between the two, just like before he thought he would make do with Hua Shangxue, so he made it clear to others, although Hua Shangxue did not agree with each other in the end. cared about.

Feng Yueyi's face became hot: "You, what did you say to me, what did you do?"

Zhao Zenian looked at him sincerely: "I don't know if you can understand. I have no father or mother since I was a child. There are some things in the world that I don't understand very well. I don't dare to say it before I confirm it."

Feng Yueyi looked up at him: "Then, have you confirmed it now?"

"Yes." Zhao Zenian said without blinking, "Although Qin Pei's words are in front of me, I still want to make sure again, is that how you treat me?"

Feng Yueyi dodged his nervous eyes, but when he heard this question, he straightened his chest, took Zhao Zenian's hand and raised it between the two of them: "If you mean holding hands to the end of the world and staying together forever, then I am! I said that last time, if you ask again, I will still do it!"

Zhao Zenian's eyes became hot, and his vision was slightly blurred: "Yueyi, you are braver than me!"

Feng Yueyi's face was flushed, and he began to look away again: "Then, then you..."

Zhao Zenian stretched out his arms to put him in his arms: "If one day you find out that what I hide is deeper than you imagined, will you leave me?"

Feng Yueyi didn't even think about it, and shook his head in his arms: "No, unless you leave me first!"

"Okay, then you remember clearly, today we made it clear what we said, we agreed to go for a lifetime, and no one is allowed to break our promise!"

Feng Yueyi trembled slightly: "Suddenly the clouds opened and the moon brightened. I think this is a dream. I can't believe it's real!"

Zhao Zenian held his face in his hands, and quickly printed a word on his lips: "In my dream, would I kiss you like this?"

The blush on Feng Yueyi's face rose again: "You, you, you..."

Zhao Zenian smiled and pushed him into the room: "It's late, go to sleep."

Feng Yueyi nodded dully.

Zhao Zenian closed the door for him, turned around and went into his room. If Feng Yueyi is awake now, he will find that he is also very nervous.Zhao Zenian had lived so long, and it was the first time he took the initiative to have a family, and he was still a man.

Early the next morning, Zhao Zenian went to offer incense to Zhao Wei.

He looked at the memorial tablet and said, "Mother, the child has not been loved by his father since he was a child, let alone lost his life. Although he is taken care of by Uncle He, he always feels that something is missing."

As Zhao Zenian said, he wandered around the room: "When I first met Feng Yueyi, he didn't trust me, and I didn't trust him either. No one thought that going around and going around would lead to this situation. Mother, are you angry?"

A rooster sounded outside the window, and Zhao Zenian sat down on the chair by the window: "When I was a child, my husband said that a man and a woman were married, raised their eyebrows, and gave birth to a few children. The family lives happily together. Together, this is probably the best thing in a person's life. But what about our family?"

"Occasionally, I heard the long-term worker at home say that my mother and father are indifferent, and it is difficult for my father to enter my mother's door twice a year. My father is also very indifferent to me. He only gets close to Aunt Wen and Mei Siyuan. Everyone says I am the young master of Meijiabao, the eldest son of Mei Shuhao, but who knows..."

"So mother, don't blame me. Now that Feng Yueyi is here, the child is satisfied." Zhao Zenian raised his eyes and smiled: "How can I say, they are better than you, aren't they?"

In the morning, the sky was cloudy, and the wind was blowing very cool. Zhao Zenian took Feng Yueyi to the Bodhi Temple to offer incense. Last time he knelt in front of the Bodhisattva, he didn't think about anything, thinking that the Bodhisattva might not be able to hear what he said.

Kneeling on the futon this time is praying for the Bodhisattva to hear.

Zhao Zenian silently said: May the Bodhisattva bless you, and hope that Yueyi can fulfill Zhao Qingying's entrustment as soon as possible, so that he can take the antidote as soon as possible... I also hope that the Bodhisattva will be merciful, and the poison on my body will be eliminated after many years.

"Zenian?" Feng Yueyi made a wish early and stood up.

Zhao Zenian got up as if nothing had happened and straightened his robes.

Feng Yueyi asked curiously: "What did you promise just now, why did it take so long?"

"Didn't it mean that it won't work if you say it?"

"Yo, you've changed?" Feng Yueyi looked at him strangely: "I don't know who said he didn't believe it last time at Yuelao Temple in Longdong Village."

Zhao Zenian smiled lightly: "People always change!"

"Yes, people do change, but there are very few who change so quickly like you!"

Zhao Zenian rubbed his nose: "Sometimes I am like this, my mood is a bit capricious. If I accidentally annoy you, I hope you will forgive me."

Feng Yueyi frowned: "You are too polite. When everyone is in a bad mood, everyone tolerates each other, and naturally there are no problems!"

"you're right."

After leaving the temple, Zhao Zenian asked, "Do you have the custom of setting off river lanterns on the seventh day of the seventh night on Hongyue Island?"

"Yes, I have!"

"Oh……"

Feng Yueyi smiled openly: "Why, do you want to take me to release the river lantern?"

Zhao Zenian lowered his head and smiled: "You saw through."

"It's still bright now, let's go when it gets dark!" Feng Yueyi was very happy: "After I came to the shore, I never let the river lantern go."

"it is good!"

The sky changed again in the afternoon, and the two of them went back to rest and did not come out until evening.

As soon as they went out on their front feet, Qin Pei followed him on their back feet: "If you want to get rid of me, there is no way!"

Zhao Zenian glared at him quietly, meaning that you were the one who set us up, so how could you be the one who intervened?

Qin Pei laughed: "Take me there, I'm really bored!"

Zhao Zenian wanted to refuse, but Feng Yueyi let go: "Let's go together, it's not easy for Qin Pei to run around with me."

Qin Pei triumphantly said, "Look, Yue Yi has already said that!"

Zhao Zenian wasn't too disgusted at first, but he wanted to put Feng Yueyi first, and since Feng Yueyi agreed, he had nothing to say: "Let's go..."

The three of them had dinner outside, went to set off the river lanterns, and returned to Guanjiang Tower when they were shopping in the night market.

The next day, the one-month period came to an end, and they only got together for two days. Zhao Zenian felt ashamed and had to go back to Jingxu Pavilion.

Feng Yueyi was considerate, and agreed to wait for him with Qin Pei.

Xiaoyue City is far away from Qingshitang, when Zhao Zenian arrived at Jingxu Pavilion, it was already dark, he went back to the house and fell asleep.

The next day, when he opened his eyes in a daze, he was startled by the backlit shadow beside the bed.Zhao Zenian sat up all of a sudden, very annoyed: "Who let you in?"

Gu Ye's eyes are full of black and blue, it seems that he has not slept all night: "Fourth..."

Zhao Zenian shook his body unconsciously: "Don't call me in this tone."

He scratched his scalp, scratched his hair, and yawned. He was sweating a lot on the way yesterday, and he could smell his stench after a little smell.