I am not a good person

Chu Yinfu looked up at him: "As a friend, don't you have any regrets?"

Zhao Zenian felt ashamed and didn't want to give her hope, but looking into those sad eyes full of resentment, he couldn't help answering: "How could it be? But there is no banquet in the world that lasts forever... From now on, take care of yourself." .”

There were tears in Chu Yin's eyes: "You drove me away before I left."

"I did not mean that."

Chu Yin didn't speak, she lowered her head and wiped her eyes.

Zhao Zenian was also a little uneasy, thinking that since she was leaving and the day of seeing her again was far away, why not leave her a good memory?

He asked: "Come here early in the morning, haven't you eaten yet?"

Chu Yin nodded lightly.

Zhao Zenian took her to a roadside stall to drink porridge and eat buns.

During the eating process, Zhao Zenian watched Chu Yin's every move silently. Chu Yin didn't seem to notice, she didn't raise her head once from the beginning to the end, and wiped her mouth after eating and drinking: "I'm done eating."

Gradually away from the noisy street, Zhao Zenian walked across the water with his arms around her waist, and took her to the other side of the river, where there was a big forest, and the vegetation was lush and lush in midsummer. Being in it, one could feel the coolness of the surroundings .

Chu Yin said: "I'm leaving tomorrow, you don't plan to stay here and spend this last day with me, do you?"

"No, just wait a moment." Zhao Zenian used lightness kung fu to go back, and went back to Guanjiang Tower to fetch a sword.

Chu Yin said: "I don't know martial arts, if you want to compete with Xue Feihe, I can call him over."

Zhao Zenian did not speak, he performed a set of beautiful and neat swordsmanship on the grass in the forest, during which he stepped on several trees and chopped off some branches with his sword.

The leaves fell one after another, and Zhao Zenian swung his sword around surrounded by the leaves.

The sword light flashed from time to time, so bright that Chu Yin couldn't open her eyes.

When it was over, Zhao Zenian inserted the sword into the scabbard, with the falling leaves between them, Chu Yin looked at his smile and couldn't help being infatuated.

Zhao Zenian pointed at the leaves that were still falling. Chu Yin didn't understand at first, but after a few glances, she suddenly found the problem: the fallen leaves that were falling from her eyes seemed to be empty in the middle.

She subconsciously took one piece, and seeing the word "Chu Yin" written on it hollowed out, her heart moved, and she quickly took four or five pieces, all of which were her name without exception.

Suddenly, after a long time, she said a word: "Your martial arts are really good, and your sword moves are also very beautiful."

Zhao Zenian smiled without saying a word.

Chu Yin squatted down, rummaged through the pile of leaves, picked out two larger leaves, and handed them to him: "Write your name on it too."

Zhao Zenian took it, and wrote stroke by stroke on the leaf with his fingers, and handed it to her.

Chu Yin looked carefully, and stuffed the leaves into the small sachet she carried with her. She smiled and said, "As a souvenir of our acquaintance."

After leaving the woods and coming to the small river, Chu Yin took off her shoes and socks, sat on the big rock by the river, and soaked her feet in it.

Zhao Zenian looked forward or looked left and right, but he didn't look at her feet, which was out of etiquette and offensive.

Chu Yin soaked her feet comfortably, and didn't move for a long time, when the carp in the river swam up and ran between her feet, with its tail sweeping past her calves from time to time.

Zhao Zenian stood motionless behind her. Today's weather is fine, neither hot nor stuffy. This should be a beautiful scene, but there is a sad air of parting.

While in a daze, Chu Yin suddenly turned her head: "Can you wash my feet?"

"Huh?" Zhao Zenian was startled: "Isn't this bad?"

"Since we met, I have never asked you too much, can't you allow me once?" Chu Yin turned her head: "Besides, there is no one around here, what are you afraid of?"

Zhao Zenian hesitated for a while, but Chu Yin remained silent, making it clear that the request remained unchanged.He had no choice but to walk over, and Chu Yin slightly changed the direction she was sitting so that he could wash her feet more conveniently.

Touching those soft, smooth and fair feet, the long-lost tension filled Zhao Zenian's heart.

"Can you wash your feet?"

"Of course." Zhao Zenian stroked her feet lightly with his fingers, and could feel the gaze above her head. She looked at him without looking away, and he could only sigh in his heart: I'm sorry...

In the middle of washing, Chu Yin said: "One thing my mother often mentioned to me is that my father once washed her feet with his own hands. At that time, my mother had just married my father, and it was the time when she was favored. When my mother acted like a baby, my father would accepted."

She sighed a long time: "It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and my father took a fancy to another woman. My mother was also very sad, and I missed it very much, so I wanted to bring up the old things again. I really wanted to know at that time, a man washed me Feet, what does it feel like?"

If it was normal, Zhao Zenian would definitely say: "I'm washing it for you now, how do you feel?" However, he already knew Chu Yin's intentions, so he dared not say such words.

Zhao Zenian was worried, and Chu Yin said to herself: "I used to complain about my mother, why I can't forget the past, especially for a half-hearted person like my father. But now, I seem to understand her feelings."

Zhao Zenian frowned slightly.

"In the future, probably no one will wash my feet again."

Zhao Zenian pursed his lips tightly and pinched the feet in his hands absently. Suddenly a slender and delicate hand appeared in front of him and lifted his chin.

Chu Yin looked at him: "Why don't you speak? I'm leaving, why don't you hurry up and talk to me a little longer?"

"I do not know what to say."

Chu Yin kept that movement unchanged, and put her face together.

Zhao Zenian's heart trembled, and he instinctively wanted to avoid it, but Chu Yin's two fingers squeezed it hard, and his eyes met, and Chu Yin's gaze was very deep.

Just when Zhao Zenian thought she would do something, she let go: "Okay..."

"Oh." Zhao Zenian stood up and stepped aside, watching her put on her shoes and socks unskillfully, as if she was a young lady, and usually left everything to the servants.

Back at Guanjiang Tower at noon, Chu Yin asked for a private room and ordered a large table of food. The plate of stir-fried prawns piled up like a mountain was particularly conspicuous.

Chu Yin only glanced at it, and Zhao Zenian immediately moved the plate to his hand, and peeled the shrimp one after another.

While eating, Chu Yin said, "I love shrimp very much, but I can't eat too much at home."

"why?"

"I once had a sister who loved to eat tea and boiled peanuts. One day, she was very happy when she ate it, and suddenly she vomited black blood and died."

Zhao Zenian raised his head in astonishment: Is this true, or are you telling a bad joke?

Chu Yin looked calm, as if she was talking about something unrelated to her: "Mother told me that someone poisoned the tea and peanuts, and my mother warned me, don't let others know what you like to eat or play, because It is likely to become the biggest threat to your life!"

"Your family is too dangerous." With such intrigue, it is really not easy for Chu Yin to survive till now!

"Is there any way? The father takes in women one by one, and the children are born one by one, so the fights become more and more frequent."

Chu Yin looked resigned to her fate: "Fortunately, my mother likes to live in seclusion, and I know how to restrain myself, so life is going well."

Hearing this, Zhao Zenian felt very depressed. Chu Yin's words reminded him of Meijiabao."What can I do for you?" he asked.

Chu Yin didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, she suddenly looked up at him with a gleam in her eyes.

Zhao Zenian then regretted it.

Chu Yin stared at him blankly for a while, then smiled, "I'm already very happy with your words."

Zhao Zenian felt bitter all of a sudden, he peeled the prawns conscientiously for her, and then picked the fish bones, watching her eat them meticulously and gracefully.

When she was full, Chu Yin wiped the corners of her mouth with a handkerchief.

Zhao Zenian took out a flat round white and green dyed jade bracelet from his arms: "I haven't given you anything all this time, just a bracelet, please accept it."

Chu Yin was obviously very happy, took the jade bracelet, looked at it carefully, and said in surprise, "Huh, there are words engraved on it?"

"Well, I carved it myself."

Chu Yin read out slowly: "The bamboos in Chu are secluded and deep, and there are many leaves under the forest, and the traces of grass can still be seen, and it is hard to find people in the deep mountains."

After a pause, she raised her head: "This Chu Yin is my name, and this Lin Shen is..."

Zhao Zenian stared at her without blinking: "I told you some of my past. Zhao Zenian is the name I use to travel around the world, and Lin Shen is my real name."

It was I who seduced you, but I couldn't promise you a future, so I use my deepest secret to express my inner apology!

Chu Yin's eyes widened, from calm to surprise, excitement, and finally moved: "You..."

"I only told you one person."

Chu Yin's tears flowed down all of a sudden, holding the jade bracelet and weeping uncontrollably: "Is it just me who knows, or is it just me?"

"Apart from you, only Uncle He knows about it." Zhao Zenian hesitated for a moment, but still wiped her tears with his sleeve.

Chu Yin shed tears silently, and then said: "It's hard to find in the mountains, does this mean that we will never see each other again?"

She asked, "What if I miss you?"

"There are leaves, and there is this jade bracelet."

"It's not as good as the real you!" Chu Yin grabbed Zhao Zenian's hand, pinched it vigorously, and rubbed it: "I want to remember this feeling, your hands are not smooth or rough, your body temperature Not hot enough, even a little cold."

She smoothed Zhao Zenian's hand and put the two palms together: "Your fingers are so much longer than mine."

As calm as Zhao Zenian, he couldn't listen any longer, and let Chu Yin rub his hands back and forth.

Finally, Chu Yin put his hand on his cheek.

Zhao Zenian's heart moved, and his fingers moved accordingly, taking the initiative to caress her face.

Chu Yin felt it, and tears flowed out again: "I wasn't like this in the first place. Since I was a child, I seldom cried."

"Well, you look beautiful when you cry, don't feel ashamed."

With a sound of "噗嗤", Chu Yin burst into tears and laughed: "The way you comfort people is really..."