tear up a white paper

"!" Yuan Hua looked at the back of insisting to leave in disbelief, Han Fei was very angry, not only because he foolishly said the wrong thing, but also because he deceived him!

He is mad at him.

Thinking back to the night of March [-]rd, when a calm and gentle person set off a hurricane, Han Fei insisted on defending him, Yuan Hua always remembered the thin body standing in front of him that night.On that thin back, he gained an unprecedented sense of security, which made him feel moved, grateful, willing, and distressed.

But now, all he could see was the back that was getting further and further away.

Yuan Hua was very annoyed.Staring at the people who were babbling nonsense, he wished he could tear their mouths apart!It's all their fault, causing him to speak indiscriminately and say the wrong thing for a while, which is what offended him!

Wang Bin was even more unexpected. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he swung his arm, pushed Yuan Hua away who was blocking the door, and strode after Han Fei.

"!" Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, this is... there is no money here!

Now, they all "seeing is believing"!

"You!" Yuan Hua became even more angry, the rumors had not passed, how could he go to him at this stall, adding fuel to the fire!

Yuan Hua stepped up immediately and rushed over!

But neither of them could find Han Fei.

Han Fei was not in the dormitory.

Everything in the dormitory was still arranged as usual by Han Fei, and everything was placed in its original place, except for the textbook he just brought back, which was uncharacteristically scattered on the desk where Yuan Hua used to sit.

Apparently he left his textbook and left.

But where could he go?

A person who only goes out when he has something to do, and stays in the dormitory when he has nothing to do, where else can he go?

Yuan Hua closed the dormitory door and locked it again.In Han Fei's absence, Yuan Hua did not allow Wang Bin to enter.

The more he thought about it, the more worried he became, and the more he thought about it, the more anxious he became.

Yuan Hua knew a little about Han Fei.

He is lofty and unapproachable, and has a hard heart.Although he is indifferent to others, these are far less than half of his cruelty to himself!It was like he didn't want to go home to face the mother and son, but he still greeted them with a smile.He was extremely reluctant to eat at the same table with them, but he still endured it, and played a family harmony scene with them instead of disobeying his mother's request.

Those who can be cruel to themselves are really cruel.

And how hard-hearted he must be to still refuse him who almost took out his heart and gave it to him!

Han Fei didn't accept him at all.Even though they have been very close these days, they are so good that only each other is almost dependent on each other, but Yuan Hua knows in his heart that Han Fei is pulling away anytime and anywhere, just like today, he can push him away at any time, don't want him, He walks alone.

Han Fei is so cruel that he won’t really accept the sincerity, he is so cruel that he says kissing is a disgusting and dirty thing, he is so cruel that he doesn’t believe the emotion he said, and he doesn’t look at his heart, he is so cruel that he will tell him and what he said forever, They all scoffed.

Originally, Yuan Hua didn't understand why Han Fei never bowed his head or asked for help, but now he vaguely understood that it was his dignity and his backbone.He has to rely on himself, even if he only has 200 yuan a month for living expenses, even if he is tripped by his colleagues and leaders, Han Fei is still Han Fei, he insists on being himself, that is his principle.

Just like he himself no longer accepted it because of laziness and greed for a comfortable life, and let his stepfather control the rest of his life, that was his integrity and his resolute self.Just today, he even achieved initial success. On the issue of his own future, Wang Bin made concessions for the first time!

And Han Fei, although seemingly warm and gentle, is actually very assertive, he is simply... so proud of himself.At the beginning, Yuan Hua just stroked his hair and joked that he would not hesitate to hurt his hands and lose his job. He would rather never paint again, and he would beat Yuan Hua until he was afraid and bowed his head to apologize.Later, when Yuan Hua was slandered and slandered, he became angry and irritated. He did not hesitate to use sophistry to confuse right and wrong, and insisted on defending Yuan Hua as he defended himself.

Where are these ordinary sense of self-esteem!

What's more, today, he encountered such a big basin of dirty water head-on!

Just abominable!

The more Yuan Hua thought about it, the angrier he became, and he stared at the other person in the rumors, blaming him for not being careful, not paying attention to the influence, it was all Wang Bin's fault!

"Why are you staring at me?!" Wang Bin looked at Yuan Hua locked the door, and sneered, "You have nothing to do with it! He gave you all the keys!" Wang Bin shook his empty palm as he spoke, signaling to himself It is innocent.

"I suppressed so many people's complaints that he was in love with students. Those rumors and gossips are not evidence at all, but you are lucky. You have thrown out several solid evidence today!" , gestured to the key in Yuan Hua's hand, and said mockingly: "With the door closed, who cares whether you are reading and studying, or just chatting under the covers?"

"I--"

"You guys, one or two are brainless and extremely naive! You alone dare to lick your face and admit it's because of him? What did you do for him! Disobedient!" Wang Bin snorted coldly, leaving Yuan Hua behind, Turned around and left.

Yuan Hua was left alone at the door of the dormitory. He scratched his hair and recalled this day. He became mad and angry as if he had lost his mind. up.

It's simply not worth it!

He can't wait to slap himself a few times!

But where did Han Fei go?

Yuan Hua searched for a long time.He first went to the street where Han Fei often bought paints and paints, and searched one shop after another until all the shops were closed, but he couldn't find Han Fei.He went to the home that Han Fei had brought him back to once again. The mother and son were both there, but Han Fei was not there.Yuan Hua patiently said a few words to the mother and son, and after leaving, he got on the car that he and Han Fei ran together that day.

There was no one at night, Yuan Hua sat alone where he sat last time, looking at the vacant seat next to him, it was like looking at Han Fei still sitting there, blushing with shame from his sincere praise, and dared not raise his face Just look at him.

Yuan Hua did not find Han Fei.

He walked through every street and every place he walked with him, every place he passed, from day to night, and then to dawn, he searched all night, but couldn't find Han Fei.

The more Yuan Hua looked for him, the more worried he became.His red and swollen palms, as well as the cold and indifferent "I will never die" kept appearing in his mind.

"It's better to be broken jade than to be whole." Han Fei once said.

Nothing and nothing to fear.

Yuan Hua was so frightened that he almost went crazy!Returning to school in a daze, without sleep all night, he walked slowly towards the teacher's dormitory in the shape of a ghost.He was terrified, he didn't dare to go too fast, and he was full of expectations. Now he can only pin his last hope here. He hopes that Han Fei has come back by himself, instead of... because of the dirty water. "went.

He stood at the door of Han Fei's dormitory, holding the key in his hand, he dared not open the door for a long time, his heart was already nervous to the point of collapse.

If Han Fei is not here...

If Han Fei is here, but...

What should he do? !

Yuan Hua never knew that he was so timid. He grabbed the doorknob tremblingly, his legs softened, and he squatted down.

Compared to not daring to touch that night, he is even more timid this time.

He dared not even open the door.

The door was suddenly opened from the inside.

Yuan Hua opened his mouth, stood up abruptly, and stared at the person in front of him dumbfounded.

Han Fei is fine.

The extremely tense nerves suddenly loosened, and Yuan Hua wept with joy, forgetting himself, he stretched out his hands to grab Han Fei, put him tightly in his arms, and hurriedly whispered in his ear: "I'm so worried!" , you are worried about me..."

Han Fei was startled, and just about to push his forehead away, but he was scalded by hot tears.He didn't dare to move, Yuan Hua hugged him and turned around in a dazed effort, closing the door again.

"Where did you go?" Yuan Hua whispered in his ear, and said, "I searched everywhere, everywhere, but I couldn't find you, how could I not find you..."

It turned out that he had been looking for it all night!Han Fei made no sound, relaxed himself, let him hug him, and he stopped earning.

"Don't be angry, I was wrong. But I didn't hide it on purpose, I just don't know what to say, tell me, what should I say?"

"My parents divorced when I was in elementary school. My father lost the lawsuit with my mother, and I was taken away by my mother. Wang Bin is my stepfather. He said he loves my mother, and my mother loves me too. He, so they got married and gave me a younger brother. I don't want to go back, because they are the family, I..."

"Stop talking." Han Fei raised his hand, patted Yuan Huakuan's shoulder lightly, and said softly, "You don't need to tell me about your private affairs."

Don't tell him about his personal affairs?That's why he figured it out and wasn't angry?How can you do this? !

Yuan Huaxian was still happy, Han Fei forgave him and stopped being angry with him, but when he heard the latter sentence, his liver twitched.

No, everything he wants to tell him!

How could he not listen!

He should be like himself, wishing he could be clear about his past, know him like the back of his hand, and... occupy his soul...

"Okay, such a big man is still acting like a baby, what do you look like!" Han Fei smiled lightly, blocking Yuan Hua's words that almost blurted out.

"You're strangling me," he complained.

Yuan Hua quickly let go.He finally hugged him in his arms, feeling an indescribable sense of satisfaction in his heart, but unexpectedly lost his strength and almost hurt him!

He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, but his eyes were still moist. He lowered his eyes, looking at him with aggrieved and unwillingness.There was an impulse in his heart, and that impulse made him irritable. He clenched his palm into a fist and pressed heavily against the door panel.He wished he could eat him, so that he wouldn't worry too much anymore. If he continued like this, in the future... one day he would be heartbroken because of him, and life would be worse than death.

"..." Han Fei was finally let go. He leaned against the door and was about to leave this dangerous place, but Yuan Hua blocked his way by supporting the door with both hands.Like a docile and restless beast, he blocked him domineeringly and sniffed him gently.

Han Fei had no choice but to stop, raised his eyelids, looked at him helplessly but without any blame, and said softly, "Why are you so stupid?"

"..." Yuan Hua suppressed the throbbing in his heart and suppressed the throbbing deep in his throat. He looked at those lips that were so thin that no color could be seen, and slowly poked out his neck.

Kissing is not disgusting, nor is it dirty.

He wanted to tell him, let him know that kissing is an expression of love.And he...he wants to get close to him, he wants to kiss his lips, his forehead, his eyebrows, his cheeks...he wants him to stop resisting him and rejecting him, and not letting him go casually anymore, Make him anxious, make him unable to find him, he wants to...

Han Fei lowered his eyelids, turned his face away, and avoided Yuan Hua's lips.

Chapter 34