[Rebirth] Love is a trick
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studied.I'm just a writer.I went to the shop and asked for the character design of the male attacker. I originally planned to explain it clearly after the character design came out.I thought that if I didn't say it, everyone could guess it.Just look at the devil's popularity.I can't do things like reverse cp.
The reason why I write so many people's love is because I want to express different views and ways of love.It's also satisfying my own yy. (cover face)
The third point, and there is no third point, too long-winded, and I don’t know if the girls will read it, anyway, I will write the article seriously.
Bow, thank you.Because you will not be alone when you write. (I am literary, occasionally, I am generally not so serious.)
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Song Kelu looked at the evidence in front of him, one was Li Mu's information, and the other was Zeng Xi's information.He has been around for so many years, and when he wrote books and collected materials, he made friends with many people, no matter what social class he was familiar with.These two documents were not difficult to obtain. He went back to the city where Zeng Xi was located, and when he got the documents, he read them carefully for a long time.
It can be seen from the two documents that these two people have nothing in common except that they are both men.Different ages, different social status, different personalities, and different family environments. The cities where the two live are four to five hundred kilometers apart, and they have never been to each other's cities.The only connection that can be counted is that they were threatened with their lives on the same day.It's just that Li Mu chose to end his life by himself, while Zeng Xi's was an accident.
Both Zeng Xi and Li Mu lived in very small circles.Li Mu is because of his family environment, but Zeng Xi is because of his gay status.
Thinking of Zeng Xi, Song Kelu's heart twitched.He remembered something Zeng Xi once said. "I am slow to adapt to the environment. Every time I go to a new environment, I will panic very much. When I slowly adapt, I will leave again." Anyang is a person who is restless in the ordinary. Compared with a stable life, he is I prefer something new and exciting.For such a lover, this caused Zeng Xi's constant migration.Even so, this person's heart is still full of hope, and this hope comes from Anyang's love.
When love is broken, Zeng Xi's hope is gone.And at the end of life at that time, I don't know if it is a kind of destiny.
Song Kelu piled up the materials and tapped lightly with his finger holding the cigarette rod.
Zeng Xi is Li Mu, and now Li Mu is Zeng Xi.Then everything can be explained, and every link can be connected to form a chain called the truth.This is why they will see Zeng Xi in Li Mu, and this is why Li Mu has many habitual expressions and tone similar to Zeng Xi.
Song Kelu's current mood is contradictory.On the one hand, he was impatient and wanted to rush to Zeng Xi and tell him that he, Song Kelu, had already taken a fancy to him, that he could reveal his sincerity to him, and that after hiding for so many years, it still remained unchanged. .But he was also a little scared, afraid that Zeng Xi would reject his love, because Zeng Xi loved Anyang from beginning to end, even if Anyang betrayed him, he didn't have anyone named Song Kelu in his heart.
"Zeng Xi, Zeng Xi..." Song Kelu muttered, "What should I do with you?"
Standing in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, he was so desperate. He knew that the unspeakable feelings in his heart could only die. He thought he could slowly forget Zeng Xi, but God made another joke with him. Xi appeared, but with the identity of a boy.
He should be surprised, and he is also surprised.But what else could he change!
Anyang has been unable to become a qualified rival in love, no matter what, even a kind person like Zeng Xi will never accept such betrayal again.
He remembered what Li Mu had said, "You want me to help them? That Mr. Liang..." He didn't know what kind of mentality Zeng Xi used to say these words, he felt distressed, and felt distressed for Zeng Xi.
"Song Kelu, when did you become so timid? It's fine if you don't accept chasing again. Now that he is still alive and standing in front of you, isn't it more hopeful than a corpse?" Song Kelu took a puff of cigarette to clear the smoke Half of it is poured into the lungs, and the rest slowly overflows from the mouth. "This time, I won't miss it again."
He put out the cigarette butt, and picked up his coat.He is going to meet Zeng Xi, whether the truth is true or not, still needs a personal confirmation from the person involved.
Li Mu was restless all night in the bar, as if something was about to happen.But there was only a beep warning of danger, but no one told him what the danger was.
"What's the matter? Isn't the exam over? Are you still so sad?" Rain looked at him worriedly, and took the glass away from his palm.Breaking another one, it is estimated that this little thing will be for nothing tonight.
"Nothing." Li Mu shook his head. "Just a little flustered."
Rain put his head on his chest without hesitation, Li Mu was startled, and wanted to back away, but was held back by Rain.Due to Rain's occlusion, Li Mu could only see the fierce eyes of the boss behind Rain.
"The heart beats really fast." Rain said, seeing the man's reaction out of the corner of his eye, he felt secretly refreshed. "It's okay, it's okay. In the world, except kicking your legs is a big meaning, everything else is a small meaning. It's good to see the mountains and cross the mountains, and see the water to cross the water."
"Yeah. Yes." He even stepped through the door of death, so why should he be afraid.
When Song Kelu stepped into the bar, he saw Li Mu smiling at Rain.When did Zeng Xi become so cheerful?In his memory, Zeng Xi always looked like a trembling white rabbit, as if the people around him were all wolves, tigers and leopards, who could be caught and swallowed if they were not careful.Now this one can smile and lose his temper, as if the little puppet has added a lot of expressions, and it is more vivid.
"I can't drink." Li Mu expressed his attitude to the guests again.
"Can you drink, taste it before you talk, you are selling alcohol, if you say you don't know how to drink, who will believe it?!" The slender-eyed man said to the friends around him.
Li Mu waved his hand, "I really don't know how to drink. I really haven't tasted the wine in the bar. You are not allowed to drink at work."
"Hey, if you say you're a woman, I won't let you drink it! Take off your shirt and let's take a look! Damn it, don't be a woman disguised as a man!" The man's words caused a commotion among the people around laugh.
Rain was taken to the office by the boss to teach him a lesson, and the others didn't have much contact with Li Mu, and they didn't have much friendship, let alone come forward to help. These people seem to be easy to mess with, and there is no need to get dirty.
"I'm a man. This is a bar. If you want to drink, I can ask other bartenders to make drinks for you. Take your time." Li Mu didn't want to fight with them, and he could get off work in half an hour. up.In the past, with Song Hui and the others, he could go with them.Even without Song Hui, Li Gui would always be there.Accompany him through this journey.Now that he and Song Hui were in a stalemate, and Li Gui was taken away by his family, it seemed that everyone started to stay away again.He is alone again.
"Don't go, the customer is God, do you understand? Come and have a glass of wine with us." The man's arm crossed the bar and grabbed Li Mu.
Song Kelu originally wanted to talk to Li Mu alone after get off work, but when he saw someone bullying him, he seemed to see himself who bullied Zeng Xi before.Fuck, when will it be their turn to tease Zeng Xi!Song Kelu took a few steps to the side of the bar, pinched the man's wrist, twisted it, and the man yelled.
Li Mu was taken aback, and quickly grabbed Song Kelu's arm to let him go.It's okay for him to be told a few words, but if the boss complains, he will be fired and he will have to find another job.
Song Kelu let go.A few people over there got together, and immediately became imposing, "Who are you! I'm talking to this little brother, what are you meddling with!"
"I hate barking dogs the most in my life, especially a group of dogs barking. I didn't read the almanac when I went out today." Song Kelu brushed his cuffs and wiped his hands, as if he was cleaning all the places he touched the person.
"What the hell are you talking about!" They're all bastards, and they all have a good face. If Song Kelu said that today, if they don't do something, everyone will take them as a joke in the future.
Feeling Li Mu's hand tugging at him again, Song Kelu suppressed his anger, "I didn't say anything." Li Mu worked here, so he naturally couldn't make things difficult for him.
Song Kelu showed his weakness, but his momentum increased. "I didn't say anything, my brother's ears are just for show! Today, why not drink this glass of wine and apologize, or let us teach you a lesson."
Song Kelu sneered, he hadn't heard someone talk to him like this for a long time, and he really missed it.He was used to being a serious person, and he almost forgot what it was like to be set on fire.
"Let's go out and practice!" Song Kelu rolled up his cuffs.
"Don't go. I'll drink it." Li Mu snatched the cup and took a sip. The alcohol that stimulated the taste sensation in his throat slipped down his throat softly, and because he was in a hurry to drink, he choked. "I drank it. Don't make trouble in the bar."
The owner of the bar over there has taught everyone a lesson, and he is physically and mentally comfortable. When he came out and saw this posture, he understood at a glance, "Everyone is free from today's orders. He is still a student and can't speak. It is unintentional to offend. We don't need to be with you." He knows."
After a few words, those people took advantage anyway.There's no need to get entangled, I ordered a few more expensive glasses of wine, finished drinking and left.
"Li Mu, their wine today will be on your account!" said the boss.
Li Mu raised his lowered head, blindfolded his eyes, "Huh?" It seemed that he couldn't understand what he was saying.
The boss sighed, turned around and left, and said angrily as he walked, "How on earth did I recruit him?"
Song Kelu looked at Li Mu who was blushing and had wet lips, and his mouth became dry. "Li Mu?"
Li Mu shook his head, knocked his head with his fist, "Dizzy."
"Zeng Xi?" Song Kelu grabbed his hand and told him not to knock.
Li Mu tilted his head, "Huh?"
"I already know." Song Kelu put that hand on the side of his face and rubbed it.
Li Mu lowered his eyes and frowned, "I, I'm not feeling well..." He rubbed his stomach with one hand.
Song Kelu glanced at his watch, the time was almost up, anyway, Li Mu's salary was deducted today, he might as well leave early.When others couldn't see, Song Kelu took him away.
As soon as I stepped out of the bar, a few people came out of the alley over there, the same people as before, but with more partners.Song Kelu looked at this posture, and pulled the limp Li Mu behind him to block it.
The warm forehead was pressed against Song Kelu's back, which felt much more comfortable.
"Leave the people behind you to us, and today my brothers will let you speak rudely!" said the slender eyes in the lead, with a small knife in his hand.
"I can still use idioms, but this person's language skills are not very good? If you want to say hello, come say hello. When I was messing around, you were still doing somersaults in your mother's stomach!" Once the ruffian got angry, Song Kelu found his old self. a feeling of.
"You can't fight." Li Mu muttered behind him, "Anyang, don't fight."
Song Kelu's body froze, as if someone had poured cold water on his head.
"Hot, Anyang, I'm hot." Li Mu put his arms around Song Kelu's waist and rubbed against his body. Song Kelu felt something hard behind him.There was something wrong with that glass of wine.
"Wait, just wait, bear with it for now." Song Kelu, you should really look at the almanac when you fucking go out today, and don't pick a time for something sexy.
The author has something to say: Song Kelu: Thank you for today's scene, there are plenty of appearances.
Nine: Look at the sky.
Song Kelu: It's time to eat it...
Nine: Looking at the sky...
Song Kelu: Damn it, if you don't give it to me, who will eat it! ! !
Nine: Who should eat, who should eat, who should not eat, who is greedy.
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There was always a small volcano behind him, and Song Kelu felt that he was being attacked, so he simply put Li Mu up next to the street lamp on the side of the road and let him lean against it.
After being drunk, Li Mu was very obedient, he obediently stood beside the street lamp as a bonsai, and was blown by the small wind outside, which temporarily dissipated some of his body heat.Song Kelu took off his jacket, threw it aside, unbuttoned the collar of his shirt, and his whole body had a wild temperament.The external image of Song Kelu has always been an intellectual, and no readers know that the real Song Kelu is actually a hooligan, an intellectual hooligan.
The gangster has been hiding for so many years, so his skills are naturally a little blunt, and his joints are much stiffer than before when he was young.Song Kelu was hit a few times, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and continued to fight more and more bravely.
"No, it's not good to fight." Li Mu muttered, thinking that he was watching TV at home, he touched the electric pole, leaned his head against it, and said worriedly, "Anyang, can we stop fighting in the future?" ?”
The telegraph pole didn't respond to him, Li Mu was anxious, and bumped his forehead a few times, crying, "Anyang, it's not good, it's not good to fight, I will worry and get hurt."
"Zeng Xi, what are you talking about to the electric pole? I, Song Kelu, am here!" Song Kelu became angry, and a wave of evil fire was scattered on these bastards. If it weren't for them, maybe today would still be a beautiful day. .
Song Kelu was distracted, but he didn't dare to be careless at all. Although most of these people are counselors, but if there are too many counselors, they can stand up to half a strong man.
In the beginning, Song Kelu was at a disadvantage, but gradually the feeling came, those people began to cover their heads to hide, and the situation reversed.When everyone was not paying attention, one of the gangsters was lurking behind Li Mu, holding a steel rod, and slowly approaching with a malicious expression on his face.
The praying mantis catching the cicada and the oriole were behind him, stretched out a hand from the darkness, and punched the gangster who almost focused all his attention on Li Mu until he couldn't get up again.
"Damn it, it's really, really dark..." Then he rolled his eyes, didn't see anyone move his hands at all, and passed out.
Li Mu turned his head slowly, and looked at the person standing in front of him strangely. He was dressed in black. If you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't be able to see the person lurking in the darkness.Tall and thin, his eyes shone like broken diamonds.
"It's very beautiful." Like the stars in the Milky Way, Li Mu stretched out his hand and traced them in emptiness.
The man held his hand hesitantly. "Why are you here?"
Li Mu looked at the grasped hand, "Hmm..." His head was hypnotized by alcohol, like a sponge soaked in water, it was so heavy that he couldn't even think about it. "I'm at work...off work...uh."
"I'll take you home." The man gently tugged Li Mu's hand.
Li Mu was dragged a step away, and said in a low voice, "I can't stand." Then he bent his knees and almost fell to his knees.Fortunately, the person in front put his arm under his armpit.
"I can't walk." Li Mu's body was at a [-]-degree angle to the ground, and he couldn't stand still after kicking his feet on the ground a few times.
"I'll carry you." The person in front of him bowed his back and arched his back in an arc. His broad shoulders looked safe.
"Ceng Xi!" Song Kelu dealt with the last person, saw Zeng Xi who was almost abducted by others, ran over quickly, preemptively pinched his shoulder.Then he smiled, "Devil, it's been a long time. I'll leave him to me. You have to go to school tomorrow, so go home early." He said, planning to take Li Mu away.
Li Gui stood up. He was only half a head shorter than Song Kelu, but because he was growing up, it was conceivable that his height would not be too low in the future, at least 1.8 meters five or more.Although there is a difference in height, but the personality and aura problems that have been formed for a long time, compared with Song Kelu, the sense of existence does not show any weakness.
Li Mu staggered under Song Kelu's hands.Li Gui cast a glance at him, stretched out a hand, and shook it, much like the gesture of greeting kittens and puppies on weekdays.
But it was such a movement that caught Li Mu's sight. He rolled his eyes following the movement of his hand, and then stretched out his hands to pinch two fingers.
"Hehe, I want to play later, come back with me today and have a good rest." Song Kelu's expression remained unchanged, he rubbed Li Mu's head, hugged him affectionately, and tried to use brute force to let Li Mu loosen his grip Li Gui's two hands pointed.
"Brother Lu!" Li Gui spoke, and said with an absolute momentum, "He is Li Mu. No, Zeng Xi in your mouth."
Song Kelu's pupils suddenly dilated a little and then shrank. His feeling told him that the young man in front of him knew as much as he did, but he was so calm. It must be said that Li Gui was a character.
"Of course I know who he is. No one knows better than me. He had an accident in the bar today, which cannot be solved by you as a child. I will take him away today, and I will notify his parents." Song Kelu hugged Li Mu with an irresistible strength, turned around and left.
Li Gui looked at the two people going away, Li Mu looked at Song Kelu from the side of his ear, blinked his eyes, and then blinked again, and then, big drops of tears rolled down, wet Song Kelu's clothes, mouth Zhang closed a few times, but finally did not make any sound.
Li Gui thought, if, that night, he didn't see Li Mu like this, if, if it wasn't for those few teardrops, maybe, maybe they really missed it just like that, but fortunately, fortunately, he saw it, fortunately, those few tears Hitting Li Gui's strong heart, the heart wall collapsed, and then unstoppable emotions poured in, surging and uncontrollable.
Just as Song Kelu was about to open the car door, he lightened his hand.Li Mu, who was struggling to hold him, was easily carried into his arms by Li Gui, and then his head rested on Li Gui's neck, rubbing against Li Gui's neck, like a docile cat, "... want to go home, don't you?" Comfortable and hot."
"Well, I see." Li Gui pressed his face against Li Mu's.
The glass of wine that Li Mu drank was drugged, but the drug worked slowly. If Song Kelu hadn't been there, Li Mu might have been taken away by those people long ago. As for what would happen, anyone can guess.But it's not easy for Song Kelu to tell Li Gui about this matter, he didn't realize until now that the person in front of him was thinking about Li Mu.
"Ghost, you are Huizi's friend, and I am Huizi's eldest brother, and I can be considered your elder brother. I will listen to my brother today, and leave Li Mu to me. It's fine, don't worry, I will send him home safely." By the way, let's solve Li Mu's physical problems.
But Li Gui tightened his arms, let go?That was absolutely impossible, the body getting hotter and hotter in his arms made him very worried, the smell of alcohol coming out of his mouth, the abnormal heat and the bulging little tent represented, he could see clearly .Thinking of Song Kelu calling Zeng Xi, his eyes sank, "It's better to let him choose by himself."
Li Gui shook slightly, Li Mu groaned, opened his eyes, and looked at him.Li Gui put him on the ground and let him rely on himself.
Song Kelu clenched his teeth, he had a feeling that if he couldn't take Zeng Xi away today, then the hope between him and Zeng Xi would be completely broken.He thought for a while and said, "Zeng Xi, me, Song Kelu, and Luzi, do you remember?" He saw Li Mu's body trembling, "I actually fell in love with you a long time ago."
If there was a better time and a better environment, Song Kelu felt that he would make this confession more perfect and romantic, but now, he had to use such words to gain Zeng Xi's trust, "Don't be afraid, Song Kelu has long been Song Kelu from before, he has learned how to love others. We have all grown up, haven't we?"
His growth is to grow into a successful writer, who has a great reputation and is sought after by tens of millions of readers. But Zeng Xi, what is his growth, he is more and more afraid of Anyang's late return, more and more afraid of one day He was exposed to the sun, and everyone began to spurn him, and everyone, like his parents, shut him out and regarded him as a source of infection.No one knew that Zeng Xi, who honestly went to work all day and went home to cook, would have such a deep-rooted sense of insecurity, even Anyang who was beside the bed didn't notice it.
The drug torture made Li Mu only listen to a few words from Song Kelu, but it was enough.He was no longer Zeng Xi.Whatever he said about Zeng Xi had nothing to do with him.Li Mu began to shake his head, "I don't want it anymore." He doesn't want Anyang's love, Song Kelu's love, so he doesn't want it anymore.too difficult.He wanted to simply be Li Mu.
Song Kelu was thrown into the ice cellar by Li Mu's words. He wanted to squeeze out a smile, but he couldn't. He was able to show his free and easy in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, talking and laughing, and in front of the innocent young Li Mu The performance is mature and stable.But facing the living Zeng Xi, his timidity prevailed.
Li Gui took Li Mu away. It cannot be said that Li Mu chose Li Gui. It can only be said that Li Mu did not shake off Li Gui's hand. Compared with Song Kelu, Li Gui was less threatening.
Li Gui stuffed Li Mu into the back seat of the taxi and got in himself, and told the driver to go to the nearest hospital.
Li Mu's panting became more and more rapid, his legs twisted tightly, Li Gui took off his coat, covered it on Li Mu's thigh, and wrapped it around his waist.No one can see how Li Gui's hands are moving under the clothes. They only know that, no matter whether Li Mu is willing or not, Li Gui's hands firmly grab the hardened man in his hand again and again, letting Li Mu Let out a sweet low moan.Soon, Li Mu was released by Li Gui's hands once, and all his strength had been exhausted once.Li Gui helped him fix his trousers and withdrew his hand, feeling like an ambiguous act of helping others.
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In the ward, it was very quiet. Li Gui looked at Li Mu who was sleeping, with a cute sleeping face like a baby.Looking at him like this, it seems that everything can be forgotten, and everything has become unimportant.
When the nurse on duty came to change the drip, she taught in a low voice, "You are already an adult who can tell right from wrong, how dare you try any medicine, and you are not afraid of getting old to collect debts."
Li Gui bit the bullet and endured it. Fortunately, the medicine this time was not the kind of addictive medicine, otherwise Li Mu's life would be ruined.He hooked Li Mu's fingers and rubbed them with his fingertips.Li Mu seemed to feel something, and bent his fingers to avoid it, but he clenched Li Gui's fingers more and more tightly.
It's funny, and it's heart-warming.
Li Gui didn't know when this feeling started. He only knew that when he became conscious, his eyes began to stare at a person, watching his expressions and movements, and watching him interact with the people around him.He Tao asked him what happened to him and Song Hui, and why he cared so much about Li Mu.Only then did he realize that he had been exposed. He thought he could cover it up so that no one would notice, but he still failed.
Waiting at the door where he got off work every day, even if he walked all the way without talking, he would not feel bored.In fact, there are very few things that can bore him.But when he saw Song Hui expressing intimacy to Li Mu, that kind of fierce anger rolled around in his chest and abdomen.This is another novel emotion, Li Mu is always silently opening up all his unrevealed sides.It's like doing a kind of soul-giving sacred work.
Zeng Xi, when he first knew this name, originated from the nickname Xixi in Anyang's mouth.There are still many people under the old man who can use it, so I checked these things by the way.The truth turns out to be that simple.
There was another person in this body, and Li Gui didn't feel afraid.Song Kelu doesn't feel afraid because of his love for Zeng Xi, Anyang doesn't feel afraid because of his unconsciousness, but he doesn't feel afraid just because he is him, whether it's Li Mu or Zeng Xi, they are the ones in front of him. people.
Even though the unexplainable unnatural power was mysterious, it wasn't enough to make him feel afraid.
"Li... Li Gui." Li Mu woke up with a dry voice.
"Yeah." Let go of his fingers and help him put him under the quilt. "I called your mother and told you to stay at my house after tutoring today."
Li Mu turned his head and looked at the IV bottle. There was a round bottle filled with hot water lying under the palm of his needle-pricked hand. He finally knew why he would not feel cold when the cold liquid was poured into his arm. "Thanks."
Li Gui didn't accept it.Instead, he had a cold face.
"What's wrong? I..." Li Mu felt a little uncomfortable under his body, that kind of sticky feeling.Suddenly some fragments flooded into my mind.The clip of Song Kelu fighting, the clip of him being held in Li Gui's arms, Song Kelu confessing his love, and then in the taxi..."I...I..." His face flushed red.
Seeing the legs moving unconsciously under the quilt, Li Gui asked, "Has the effect of the medicine gone yet? I'll help you." He was about to lift the quilt.
Li Mu pressed the quilt anxiously, and the other hand with the IV dripped on the IV bottle.Instinctively, Li Gui stretched out his hand to hold the IV stand that was about to fall.Like a quilt covering his body, Li Mu didn't dare to move, so he stared at Li Gui with wide eyes.
Li Gui withdrew his arm, looked at Li Mu's bleeding hand, and frowned, "I'll call the nurse."
The nurse came over in a while, and said that she would be disturbed even after taking a short nap, and that beauty sleep is really a luxury.Seeing that Li Mu was awake, he also taught him a lesson, "Young man, your brother is worried about you, so stop messing around like that and eat anything."
"Understood." Li Mu responded.
It was quiet again in the ward.Li Mu opened his mouth to explain, but couldn't start.Song Kelu finally found out that he was Zeng Xi, and then Anyang would find out, and then his life would not be peaceful, and his realization of wanting to be Li Mu would become vulnerable.Is it really that difficult for a person to escape from the past?
"I don't want to forgive Anyang, I can't forgive, I want to forget the past, but I can't do it." Li Mu said, Li Gui listened quietly, and didn't make any comments, because he knew that what he heard was just someone called Zeng Xi's people's psychological summary of their previous lives.
"When a person hides in his heart for a long time, he will take root in his heart. Slowly, the roots will get deeper and deeper, and when they are about to be pulled out, they will burst apart." Li Mu tried his best to describe that. Anyang, his past is all in the name of this person, "But seeing Anyang, seeing him lying at my feet, I still feel uncomfortable, I can't stop feeling uncomfortable."
Li Gui looked at his tears, drop by drop, feeling distressed and angry, because this person's tears were not shed for him.
"I no longer have fantasies about him, and I also feel that he deserves what he deserves now. He owes me and Zeng Xi."
Undoubtedly, Li Mu is contradictory. As Zeng Xi, he should hate Anyang, hate Anyang's betrayal, hate his infidelity, and hate him for still lingering with him even though he has another lover.The person who once put him on top of his heart has become like this after the washing of time, what else can he believe in!Anyang made him no longer trust others, and made him hopeless about love.However, the person he once loved was lying on his feet, unconscious, but he still wanted to let him live a good life.
Some people may find it incomprehensible, but some people are extremely stupid. They think that their pain can be endured, and they hope that the people they have loved can be happy.
No matter how indifferent he was, he was still shaken.He hoped that a healthy Anyang would stand in front of him.
"However, I still hope that he can be well, live well, and live in a world far away from me."
"You, still want to be Zeng Xi?" Li Gui asked.
Li Mu shook his head, "Don't be Zeng Xi anymore, and I'm not Zeng Xi anymore." Living in this body, he must be responsible for this body. He shouldn't make Li Mu and those who care about Li Mu sad. He has failed many people, and he doesn't want to Don't let others down again.
Li Gui breathed a sigh of relief. He thought that if Li Mu told him that he still wanted to be Zeng Xi and return to that Anyang, he didn't know what he would do.He can guarantee Li Mu's free life and will not restrain him, but it must be based on one premise, that is, Li Mu must belong to him in the end.This is a premise and a final and only result.Xu Shi lived in that kind of military family since he was a child, and his natural stubbornness and fortitude made him unswerving in the path he chose.
Li Gui supported the edge of the bed, lifted Li Mu's upper body, and let him lie in his arms.After experiencing a little struggle, Li Mu calmed down, a kind of natural closeness, which made him unable to push away the body temperature of such a warm person at this moment.It's a strange feeling, he knows that Li Gui has always been a cold existence, but at this moment it is heartwarming and warm.Li Mu's legs curled up, sitting on Li Gui's lap.The whole person seemed to be nestled in his arms, and wanted to bury him deeper and deeper.
Li Gui's hand patted him on the back lightly, "Do what you want to do. After it's resolved, no one else is allowed in my heart."
Li Mu nodded, he is a cowardly person, he humblely thinks that everyone's kindness to him is charity, he dare not expect too much, he wants to keep a little bit of goodness, just a little bit.What Li Gui told him was not only to break away from Zeng Xi's life, but to format all past feelings and become a brand new person. "I will try my best, I will work very hard."
"Well, I'm here, don't worry, I will be here." Never said such a thing, Li Gui said it very stiffly, but fortunately everything has a chance to change, he will not be like Song Kelu or Anyang, regretting this Things don't happen in his life.
"Yes. Thank you." Li Mu was warm all over.Why did he say it in front of Li Gui, why did he show weakness in front of him, why did he naturally confide in front of him what he hadn't told others? People will intrude silently, in a way that won't let you notice.
"I'm going to get a clean towel, you need to wash it." Li Gui put Li Mu away, turned and left.When he returned to the ward, what he saw was Li Mu's twinkling eyes and red face.Well, he did it on purpose. He didn't clean Li Mu before he woke up. He wanted to remind Li Mu that he had had close contact with him.Yes, "special".
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(hugging knees) The conditions are difficult, so it will be updated every other day.Sorry, the network cable problem has not been resolved. I have been in an Internet cafe recently, but the environment is naturally not comparable to that at home, so...
Update, the cuteness is dead.
☆、32 Crazy Night
Song Kelu suddenly wanted to meet Anyang, because at this moment, he felt that only Anyang could understand the heartache of being rejected.
When Zeng Xi was still Anyang's lover, he had no position to confess to Zeng Xi. Today, Zeng Xi was reborn, he could confess but he could never get Zeng Xi's love again.It turns out that nothing has changed for so many years.
"Where's your Liang Xiaoqinger!" Song Kelu asked teasingly.
Anyang lay quietly on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.cheek
The reason why I write so many people's love is because I want to express different views and ways of love.It's also satisfying my own yy. (cover face)
The third point, and there is no third point, too long-winded, and I don’t know if the girls will read it, anyway, I will write the article seriously.
Bow, thank you.Because you will not be alone when you write. (I am literary, occasionally, I am generally not so serious.)
☆, 29 Sure enough
Song Kelu looked at the evidence in front of him, one was Li Mu's information, and the other was Zeng Xi's information.He has been around for so many years, and when he wrote books and collected materials, he made friends with many people, no matter what social class he was familiar with.These two documents were not difficult to obtain. He went back to the city where Zeng Xi was located, and when he got the documents, he read them carefully for a long time.
It can be seen from the two documents that these two people have nothing in common except that they are both men.Different ages, different social status, different personalities, and different family environments. The cities where the two live are four to five hundred kilometers apart, and they have never been to each other's cities.The only connection that can be counted is that they were threatened with their lives on the same day.It's just that Li Mu chose to end his life by himself, while Zeng Xi's was an accident.
Both Zeng Xi and Li Mu lived in very small circles.Li Mu is because of his family environment, but Zeng Xi is because of his gay status.
Thinking of Zeng Xi, Song Kelu's heart twitched.He remembered something Zeng Xi once said. "I am slow to adapt to the environment. Every time I go to a new environment, I will panic very much. When I slowly adapt, I will leave again." Anyang is a person who is restless in the ordinary. Compared with a stable life, he is I prefer something new and exciting.For such a lover, this caused Zeng Xi's constant migration.Even so, this person's heart is still full of hope, and this hope comes from Anyang's love.
When love is broken, Zeng Xi's hope is gone.And at the end of life at that time, I don't know if it is a kind of destiny.
Song Kelu piled up the materials and tapped lightly with his finger holding the cigarette rod.
Zeng Xi is Li Mu, and now Li Mu is Zeng Xi.Then everything can be explained, and every link can be connected to form a chain called the truth.This is why they will see Zeng Xi in Li Mu, and this is why Li Mu has many habitual expressions and tone similar to Zeng Xi.
Song Kelu's current mood is contradictory.On the one hand, he was impatient and wanted to rush to Zeng Xi and tell him that he, Song Kelu, had already taken a fancy to him, that he could reveal his sincerity to him, and that after hiding for so many years, it still remained unchanged. .But he was also a little scared, afraid that Zeng Xi would reject his love, because Zeng Xi loved Anyang from beginning to end, even if Anyang betrayed him, he didn't have anyone named Song Kelu in his heart.
"Zeng Xi, Zeng Xi..." Song Kelu muttered, "What should I do with you?"
Standing in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, he was so desperate. He knew that the unspeakable feelings in his heart could only die. He thought he could slowly forget Zeng Xi, but God made another joke with him. Xi appeared, but with the identity of a boy.
He should be surprised, and he is also surprised.But what else could he change!
Anyang has been unable to become a qualified rival in love, no matter what, even a kind person like Zeng Xi will never accept such betrayal again.
He remembered what Li Mu had said, "You want me to help them? That Mr. Liang..." He didn't know what kind of mentality Zeng Xi used to say these words, he felt distressed, and felt distressed for Zeng Xi.
"Song Kelu, when did you become so timid? It's fine if you don't accept chasing again. Now that he is still alive and standing in front of you, isn't it more hopeful than a corpse?" Song Kelu took a puff of cigarette to clear the smoke Half of it is poured into the lungs, and the rest slowly overflows from the mouth. "This time, I won't miss it again."
He put out the cigarette butt, and picked up his coat.He is going to meet Zeng Xi, whether the truth is true or not, still needs a personal confirmation from the person involved.
Li Mu was restless all night in the bar, as if something was about to happen.But there was only a beep warning of danger, but no one told him what the danger was.
"What's the matter? Isn't the exam over? Are you still so sad?" Rain looked at him worriedly, and took the glass away from his palm.Breaking another one, it is estimated that this little thing will be for nothing tonight.
"Nothing." Li Mu shook his head. "Just a little flustered."
Rain put his head on his chest without hesitation, Li Mu was startled, and wanted to back away, but was held back by Rain.Due to Rain's occlusion, Li Mu could only see the fierce eyes of the boss behind Rain.
"The heart beats really fast." Rain said, seeing the man's reaction out of the corner of his eye, he felt secretly refreshed. "It's okay, it's okay. In the world, except kicking your legs is a big meaning, everything else is a small meaning. It's good to see the mountains and cross the mountains, and see the water to cross the water."
"Yeah. Yes." He even stepped through the door of death, so why should he be afraid.
When Song Kelu stepped into the bar, he saw Li Mu smiling at Rain.When did Zeng Xi become so cheerful?In his memory, Zeng Xi always looked like a trembling white rabbit, as if the people around him were all wolves, tigers and leopards, who could be caught and swallowed if they were not careful.Now this one can smile and lose his temper, as if the little puppet has added a lot of expressions, and it is more vivid.
"I can't drink." Li Mu expressed his attitude to the guests again.
"Can you drink, taste it before you talk, you are selling alcohol, if you say you don't know how to drink, who will believe it?!" The slender-eyed man said to the friends around him.
Li Mu waved his hand, "I really don't know how to drink. I really haven't tasted the wine in the bar. You are not allowed to drink at work."
"Hey, if you say you're a woman, I won't let you drink it! Take off your shirt and let's take a look! Damn it, don't be a woman disguised as a man!" The man's words caused a commotion among the people around laugh.
Rain was taken to the office by the boss to teach him a lesson, and the others didn't have much contact with Li Mu, and they didn't have much friendship, let alone come forward to help. These people seem to be easy to mess with, and there is no need to get dirty.
"I'm a man. This is a bar. If you want to drink, I can ask other bartenders to make drinks for you. Take your time." Li Mu didn't want to fight with them, and he could get off work in half an hour. up.In the past, with Song Hui and the others, he could go with them.Even without Song Hui, Li Gui would always be there.Accompany him through this journey.Now that he and Song Hui were in a stalemate, and Li Gui was taken away by his family, it seemed that everyone started to stay away again.He is alone again.
"Don't go, the customer is God, do you understand? Come and have a glass of wine with us." The man's arm crossed the bar and grabbed Li Mu.
Song Kelu originally wanted to talk to Li Mu alone after get off work, but when he saw someone bullying him, he seemed to see himself who bullied Zeng Xi before.Fuck, when will it be their turn to tease Zeng Xi!Song Kelu took a few steps to the side of the bar, pinched the man's wrist, twisted it, and the man yelled.
Li Mu was taken aback, and quickly grabbed Song Kelu's arm to let him go.It's okay for him to be told a few words, but if the boss complains, he will be fired and he will have to find another job.
Song Kelu let go.A few people over there got together, and immediately became imposing, "Who are you! I'm talking to this little brother, what are you meddling with!"
"I hate barking dogs the most in my life, especially a group of dogs barking. I didn't read the almanac when I went out today." Song Kelu brushed his cuffs and wiped his hands, as if he was cleaning all the places he touched the person.
"What the hell are you talking about!" They're all bastards, and they all have a good face. If Song Kelu said that today, if they don't do something, everyone will take them as a joke in the future.
Feeling Li Mu's hand tugging at him again, Song Kelu suppressed his anger, "I didn't say anything." Li Mu worked here, so he naturally couldn't make things difficult for him.
Song Kelu showed his weakness, but his momentum increased. "I didn't say anything, my brother's ears are just for show! Today, why not drink this glass of wine and apologize, or let us teach you a lesson."
Song Kelu sneered, he hadn't heard someone talk to him like this for a long time, and he really missed it.He was used to being a serious person, and he almost forgot what it was like to be set on fire.
"Let's go out and practice!" Song Kelu rolled up his cuffs.
"Don't go. I'll drink it." Li Mu snatched the cup and took a sip. The alcohol that stimulated the taste sensation in his throat slipped down his throat softly, and because he was in a hurry to drink, he choked. "I drank it. Don't make trouble in the bar."
The owner of the bar over there has taught everyone a lesson, and he is physically and mentally comfortable. When he came out and saw this posture, he understood at a glance, "Everyone is free from today's orders. He is still a student and can't speak. It is unintentional to offend. We don't need to be with you." He knows."
After a few words, those people took advantage anyway.There's no need to get entangled, I ordered a few more expensive glasses of wine, finished drinking and left.
"Li Mu, their wine today will be on your account!" said the boss.
Li Mu raised his lowered head, blindfolded his eyes, "Huh?" It seemed that he couldn't understand what he was saying.
The boss sighed, turned around and left, and said angrily as he walked, "How on earth did I recruit him?"
Song Kelu looked at Li Mu who was blushing and had wet lips, and his mouth became dry. "Li Mu?"
Li Mu shook his head, knocked his head with his fist, "Dizzy."
"Zeng Xi?" Song Kelu grabbed his hand and told him not to knock.
Li Mu tilted his head, "Huh?"
"I already know." Song Kelu put that hand on the side of his face and rubbed it.
Li Mu lowered his eyes and frowned, "I, I'm not feeling well..." He rubbed his stomach with one hand.
Song Kelu glanced at his watch, the time was almost up, anyway, Li Mu's salary was deducted today, he might as well leave early.When others couldn't see, Song Kelu took him away.
As soon as I stepped out of the bar, a few people came out of the alley over there, the same people as before, but with more partners.Song Kelu looked at this posture, and pulled the limp Li Mu behind him to block it.
The warm forehead was pressed against Song Kelu's back, which felt much more comfortable.
"Leave the people behind you to us, and today my brothers will let you speak rudely!" said the slender eyes in the lead, with a small knife in his hand.
"I can still use idioms, but this person's language skills are not very good? If you want to say hello, come say hello. When I was messing around, you were still doing somersaults in your mother's stomach!" Once the ruffian got angry, Song Kelu found his old self. a feeling of.
"You can't fight." Li Mu muttered behind him, "Anyang, don't fight."
Song Kelu's body froze, as if someone had poured cold water on his head.
"Hot, Anyang, I'm hot." Li Mu put his arms around Song Kelu's waist and rubbed against his body. Song Kelu felt something hard behind him.There was something wrong with that glass of wine.
"Wait, just wait, bear with it for now." Song Kelu, you should really look at the almanac when you fucking go out today, and don't pick a time for something sexy.
The author has something to say: Song Kelu: Thank you for today's scene, there are plenty of appearances.
Nine: Look at the sky.
Song Kelu: It's time to eat it...
Nine: Looking at the sky...
Song Kelu: Damn it, if you don't give it to me, who will eat it! ! !
Nine: Who should eat, who should eat, who should not eat, who is greedy.
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☆, 30 snatches
There was always a small volcano behind him, and Song Kelu felt that he was being attacked, so he simply put Li Mu up next to the street lamp on the side of the road and let him lean against it.
After being drunk, Li Mu was very obedient, he obediently stood beside the street lamp as a bonsai, and was blown by the small wind outside, which temporarily dissipated some of his body heat.Song Kelu took off his jacket, threw it aside, unbuttoned the collar of his shirt, and his whole body had a wild temperament.The external image of Song Kelu has always been an intellectual, and no readers know that the real Song Kelu is actually a hooligan, an intellectual hooligan.
The gangster has been hiding for so many years, so his skills are naturally a little blunt, and his joints are much stiffer than before when he was young.Song Kelu was hit a few times, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and continued to fight more and more bravely.
"No, it's not good to fight." Li Mu muttered, thinking that he was watching TV at home, he touched the electric pole, leaned his head against it, and said worriedly, "Anyang, can we stop fighting in the future?" ?”
The telegraph pole didn't respond to him, Li Mu was anxious, and bumped his forehead a few times, crying, "Anyang, it's not good, it's not good to fight, I will worry and get hurt."
"Zeng Xi, what are you talking about to the electric pole? I, Song Kelu, am here!" Song Kelu became angry, and a wave of evil fire was scattered on these bastards. If it weren't for them, maybe today would still be a beautiful day. .
Song Kelu was distracted, but he didn't dare to be careless at all. Although most of these people are counselors, but if there are too many counselors, they can stand up to half a strong man.
In the beginning, Song Kelu was at a disadvantage, but gradually the feeling came, those people began to cover their heads to hide, and the situation reversed.When everyone was not paying attention, one of the gangsters was lurking behind Li Mu, holding a steel rod, and slowly approaching with a malicious expression on his face.
The praying mantis catching the cicada and the oriole were behind him, stretched out a hand from the darkness, and punched the gangster who almost focused all his attention on Li Mu until he couldn't get up again.
"Damn it, it's really, really dark..." Then he rolled his eyes, didn't see anyone move his hands at all, and passed out.
Li Mu turned his head slowly, and looked at the person standing in front of him strangely. He was dressed in black. If you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't be able to see the person lurking in the darkness.Tall and thin, his eyes shone like broken diamonds.
"It's very beautiful." Like the stars in the Milky Way, Li Mu stretched out his hand and traced them in emptiness.
The man held his hand hesitantly. "Why are you here?"
Li Mu looked at the grasped hand, "Hmm..." His head was hypnotized by alcohol, like a sponge soaked in water, it was so heavy that he couldn't even think about it. "I'm at work...off work...uh."
"I'll take you home." The man gently tugged Li Mu's hand.
Li Mu was dragged a step away, and said in a low voice, "I can't stand." Then he bent his knees and almost fell to his knees.Fortunately, the person in front put his arm under his armpit.
"I can't walk." Li Mu's body was at a [-]-degree angle to the ground, and he couldn't stand still after kicking his feet on the ground a few times.
"I'll carry you." The person in front of him bowed his back and arched his back in an arc. His broad shoulders looked safe.
"Ceng Xi!" Song Kelu dealt with the last person, saw Zeng Xi who was almost abducted by others, ran over quickly, preemptively pinched his shoulder.Then he smiled, "Devil, it's been a long time. I'll leave him to me. You have to go to school tomorrow, so go home early." He said, planning to take Li Mu away.
Li Gui stood up. He was only half a head shorter than Song Kelu, but because he was growing up, it was conceivable that his height would not be too low in the future, at least 1.8 meters five or more.Although there is a difference in height, but the personality and aura problems that have been formed for a long time, compared with Song Kelu, the sense of existence does not show any weakness.
Li Mu staggered under Song Kelu's hands.Li Gui cast a glance at him, stretched out a hand, and shook it, much like the gesture of greeting kittens and puppies on weekdays.
But it was such a movement that caught Li Mu's sight. He rolled his eyes following the movement of his hand, and then stretched out his hands to pinch two fingers.
"Hehe, I want to play later, come back with me today and have a good rest." Song Kelu's expression remained unchanged, he rubbed Li Mu's head, hugged him affectionately, and tried to use brute force to let Li Mu loosen his grip Li Gui's two hands pointed.
"Brother Lu!" Li Gui spoke, and said with an absolute momentum, "He is Li Mu. No, Zeng Xi in your mouth."
Song Kelu's pupils suddenly dilated a little and then shrank. His feeling told him that the young man in front of him knew as much as he did, but he was so calm. It must be said that Li Gui was a character.
"Of course I know who he is. No one knows better than me. He had an accident in the bar today, which cannot be solved by you as a child. I will take him away today, and I will notify his parents." Song Kelu hugged Li Mu with an irresistible strength, turned around and left.
Li Gui looked at the two people going away, Li Mu looked at Song Kelu from the side of his ear, blinked his eyes, and then blinked again, and then, big drops of tears rolled down, wet Song Kelu's clothes, mouth Zhang closed a few times, but finally did not make any sound.
Li Gui thought, if, that night, he didn't see Li Mu like this, if, if it wasn't for those few teardrops, maybe, maybe they really missed it just like that, but fortunately, fortunately, he saw it, fortunately, those few tears Hitting Li Gui's strong heart, the heart wall collapsed, and then unstoppable emotions poured in, surging and uncontrollable.
Just as Song Kelu was about to open the car door, he lightened his hand.Li Mu, who was struggling to hold him, was easily carried into his arms by Li Gui, and then his head rested on Li Gui's neck, rubbing against Li Gui's neck, like a docile cat, "... want to go home, don't you?" Comfortable and hot."
"Well, I see." Li Gui pressed his face against Li Mu's.
The glass of wine that Li Mu drank was drugged, but the drug worked slowly. If Song Kelu hadn't been there, Li Mu might have been taken away by those people long ago. As for what would happen, anyone can guess.But it's not easy for Song Kelu to tell Li Gui about this matter, he didn't realize until now that the person in front of him was thinking about Li Mu.
"Ghost, you are Huizi's friend, and I am Huizi's eldest brother, and I can be considered your elder brother. I will listen to my brother today, and leave Li Mu to me. It's fine, don't worry, I will send him home safely." By the way, let's solve Li Mu's physical problems.
But Li Gui tightened his arms, let go?That was absolutely impossible, the body getting hotter and hotter in his arms made him very worried, the smell of alcohol coming out of his mouth, the abnormal heat and the bulging little tent represented, he could see clearly .Thinking of Song Kelu calling Zeng Xi, his eyes sank, "It's better to let him choose by himself."
Li Gui shook slightly, Li Mu groaned, opened his eyes, and looked at him.Li Gui put him on the ground and let him rely on himself.
Song Kelu clenched his teeth, he had a feeling that if he couldn't take Zeng Xi away today, then the hope between him and Zeng Xi would be completely broken.He thought for a while and said, "Zeng Xi, me, Song Kelu, and Luzi, do you remember?" He saw Li Mu's body trembling, "I actually fell in love with you a long time ago."
If there was a better time and a better environment, Song Kelu felt that he would make this confession more perfect and romantic, but now, he had to use such words to gain Zeng Xi's trust, "Don't be afraid, Song Kelu has long been Song Kelu from before, he has learned how to love others. We have all grown up, haven't we?"
His growth is to grow into a successful writer, who has a great reputation and is sought after by tens of millions of readers. But Zeng Xi, what is his growth, he is more and more afraid of Anyang's late return, more and more afraid of one day He was exposed to the sun, and everyone began to spurn him, and everyone, like his parents, shut him out and regarded him as a source of infection.No one knew that Zeng Xi, who honestly went to work all day and went home to cook, would have such a deep-rooted sense of insecurity, even Anyang who was beside the bed didn't notice it.
The drug torture made Li Mu only listen to a few words from Song Kelu, but it was enough.He was no longer Zeng Xi.Whatever he said about Zeng Xi had nothing to do with him.Li Mu began to shake his head, "I don't want it anymore." He doesn't want Anyang's love, Song Kelu's love, so he doesn't want it anymore.too difficult.He wanted to simply be Li Mu.
Song Kelu was thrown into the ice cellar by Li Mu's words. He wanted to squeeze out a smile, but he couldn't. He was able to show his free and easy in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, talking and laughing, and in front of the innocent young Li Mu The performance is mature and stable.But facing the living Zeng Xi, his timidity prevailed.
Li Gui took Li Mu away. It cannot be said that Li Mu chose Li Gui. It can only be said that Li Mu did not shake off Li Gui's hand. Compared with Song Kelu, Li Gui was less threatening.
Li Gui stuffed Li Mu into the back seat of the taxi and got in himself, and told the driver to go to the nearest hospital.
Li Mu's panting became more and more rapid, his legs twisted tightly, Li Gui took off his coat, covered it on Li Mu's thigh, and wrapped it around his waist.No one can see how Li Gui's hands are moving under the clothes. They only know that, no matter whether Li Mu is willing or not, Li Gui's hands firmly grab the hardened man in his hand again and again, letting Li Mu Let out a sweet low moan.Soon, Li Mu was released by Li Gui's hands once, and all his strength had been exhausted once.Li Gui helped him fix his trousers and withdrew his hand, feeling like an ambiguous act of helping others.
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☆, 31 petition
In the ward, it was very quiet. Li Gui looked at Li Mu who was sleeping, with a cute sleeping face like a baby.Looking at him like this, it seems that everything can be forgotten, and everything has become unimportant.
When the nurse on duty came to change the drip, she taught in a low voice, "You are already an adult who can tell right from wrong, how dare you try any medicine, and you are not afraid of getting old to collect debts."
Li Gui bit the bullet and endured it. Fortunately, the medicine this time was not the kind of addictive medicine, otherwise Li Mu's life would be ruined.He hooked Li Mu's fingers and rubbed them with his fingertips.Li Mu seemed to feel something, and bent his fingers to avoid it, but he clenched Li Gui's fingers more and more tightly.
It's funny, and it's heart-warming.
Li Gui didn't know when this feeling started. He only knew that when he became conscious, his eyes began to stare at a person, watching his expressions and movements, and watching him interact with the people around him.He Tao asked him what happened to him and Song Hui, and why he cared so much about Li Mu.Only then did he realize that he had been exposed. He thought he could cover it up so that no one would notice, but he still failed.
Waiting at the door where he got off work every day, even if he walked all the way without talking, he would not feel bored.In fact, there are very few things that can bore him.But when he saw Song Hui expressing intimacy to Li Mu, that kind of fierce anger rolled around in his chest and abdomen.This is another novel emotion, Li Mu is always silently opening up all his unrevealed sides.It's like doing a kind of soul-giving sacred work.
Zeng Xi, when he first knew this name, originated from the nickname Xixi in Anyang's mouth.There are still many people under the old man who can use it, so I checked these things by the way.The truth turns out to be that simple.
There was another person in this body, and Li Gui didn't feel afraid.Song Kelu doesn't feel afraid because of his love for Zeng Xi, Anyang doesn't feel afraid because of his unconsciousness, but he doesn't feel afraid just because he is him, whether it's Li Mu or Zeng Xi, they are the ones in front of him. people.
Even though the unexplainable unnatural power was mysterious, it wasn't enough to make him feel afraid.
"Li... Li Gui." Li Mu woke up with a dry voice.
"Yeah." Let go of his fingers and help him put him under the quilt. "I called your mother and told you to stay at my house after tutoring today."
Li Mu turned his head and looked at the IV bottle. There was a round bottle filled with hot water lying under the palm of his needle-pricked hand. He finally knew why he would not feel cold when the cold liquid was poured into his arm. "Thanks."
Li Gui didn't accept it.Instead, he had a cold face.
"What's wrong? I..." Li Mu felt a little uncomfortable under his body, that kind of sticky feeling.Suddenly some fragments flooded into my mind.The clip of Song Kelu fighting, the clip of him being held in Li Gui's arms, Song Kelu confessing his love, and then in the taxi..."I...I..." His face flushed red.
Seeing the legs moving unconsciously under the quilt, Li Gui asked, "Has the effect of the medicine gone yet? I'll help you." He was about to lift the quilt.
Li Mu pressed the quilt anxiously, and the other hand with the IV dripped on the IV bottle.Instinctively, Li Gui stretched out his hand to hold the IV stand that was about to fall.Like a quilt covering his body, Li Mu didn't dare to move, so he stared at Li Gui with wide eyes.
Li Gui withdrew his arm, looked at Li Mu's bleeding hand, and frowned, "I'll call the nurse."
The nurse came over in a while, and said that she would be disturbed even after taking a short nap, and that beauty sleep is really a luxury.Seeing that Li Mu was awake, he also taught him a lesson, "Young man, your brother is worried about you, so stop messing around like that and eat anything."
"Understood." Li Mu responded.
It was quiet again in the ward.Li Mu opened his mouth to explain, but couldn't start.Song Kelu finally found out that he was Zeng Xi, and then Anyang would find out, and then his life would not be peaceful, and his realization of wanting to be Li Mu would become vulnerable.Is it really that difficult for a person to escape from the past?
"I don't want to forgive Anyang, I can't forgive, I want to forget the past, but I can't do it." Li Mu said, Li Gui listened quietly, and didn't make any comments, because he knew that what he heard was just someone called Zeng Xi's people's psychological summary of their previous lives.
"When a person hides in his heart for a long time, he will take root in his heart. Slowly, the roots will get deeper and deeper, and when they are about to be pulled out, they will burst apart." Li Mu tried his best to describe that. Anyang, his past is all in the name of this person, "But seeing Anyang, seeing him lying at my feet, I still feel uncomfortable, I can't stop feeling uncomfortable."
Li Gui looked at his tears, drop by drop, feeling distressed and angry, because this person's tears were not shed for him.
"I no longer have fantasies about him, and I also feel that he deserves what he deserves now. He owes me and Zeng Xi."
Undoubtedly, Li Mu is contradictory. As Zeng Xi, he should hate Anyang, hate Anyang's betrayal, hate his infidelity, and hate him for still lingering with him even though he has another lover.The person who once put him on top of his heart has become like this after the washing of time, what else can he believe in!Anyang made him no longer trust others, and made him hopeless about love.However, the person he once loved was lying on his feet, unconscious, but he still wanted to let him live a good life.
Some people may find it incomprehensible, but some people are extremely stupid. They think that their pain can be endured, and they hope that the people they have loved can be happy.
No matter how indifferent he was, he was still shaken.He hoped that a healthy Anyang would stand in front of him.
"However, I still hope that he can be well, live well, and live in a world far away from me."
"You, still want to be Zeng Xi?" Li Gui asked.
Li Mu shook his head, "Don't be Zeng Xi anymore, and I'm not Zeng Xi anymore." Living in this body, he must be responsible for this body. He shouldn't make Li Mu and those who care about Li Mu sad. He has failed many people, and he doesn't want to Don't let others down again.
Li Gui breathed a sigh of relief. He thought that if Li Mu told him that he still wanted to be Zeng Xi and return to that Anyang, he didn't know what he would do.He can guarantee Li Mu's free life and will not restrain him, but it must be based on one premise, that is, Li Mu must belong to him in the end.This is a premise and a final and only result.Xu Shi lived in that kind of military family since he was a child, and his natural stubbornness and fortitude made him unswerving in the path he chose.
Li Gui supported the edge of the bed, lifted Li Mu's upper body, and let him lie in his arms.After experiencing a little struggle, Li Mu calmed down, a kind of natural closeness, which made him unable to push away the body temperature of such a warm person at this moment.It's a strange feeling, he knows that Li Gui has always been a cold existence, but at this moment it is heartwarming and warm.Li Mu's legs curled up, sitting on Li Gui's lap.The whole person seemed to be nestled in his arms, and wanted to bury him deeper and deeper.
Li Gui's hand patted him on the back lightly, "Do what you want to do. After it's resolved, no one else is allowed in my heart."
Li Mu nodded, he is a cowardly person, he humblely thinks that everyone's kindness to him is charity, he dare not expect too much, he wants to keep a little bit of goodness, just a little bit.What Li Gui told him was not only to break away from Zeng Xi's life, but to format all past feelings and become a brand new person. "I will try my best, I will work very hard."
"Well, I'm here, don't worry, I will be here." Never said such a thing, Li Gui said it very stiffly, but fortunately everything has a chance to change, he will not be like Song Kelu or Anyang, regretting this Things don't happen in his life.
"Yes. Thank you." Li Mu was warm all over.Why did he say it in front of Li Gui, why did he show weakness in front of him, why did he naturally confide in front of him what he hadn't told others? People will intrude silently, in a way that won't let you notice.
"I'm going to get a clean towel, you need to wash it." Li Gui put Li Mu away, turned and left.When he returned to the ward, what he saw was Li Mu's twinkling eyes and red face.Well, he did it on purpose. He didn't clean Li Mu before he woke up. He wanted to remind Li Mu that he had had close contact with him.Yes, "special".
The author has something to say: the weather is hot and dry, and the mood is also a little irritable.Writing quietly has become a luxury.
(hugging knees) The conditions are difficult, so it will be updated every other day.Sorry, the network cable problem has not been resolved. I have been in an Internet cafe recently, but the environment is naturally not comparable to that at home, so...
Update, the cuteness is dead.
☆、32 Crazy Night
Song Kelu suddenly wanted to meet Anyang, because at this moment, he felt that only Anyang could understand the heartache of being rejected.
When Zeng Xi was still Anyang's lover, he had no position to confess to Zeng Xi. Today, Zeng Xi was reborn, he could confess but he could never get Zeng Xi's love again.It turns out that nothing has changed for so many years.
"Where's your Liang Xiaoqinger!" Song Kelu asked teasingly.
Anyang lay quietly on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.cheek
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