[Rebirth] Love is a trick
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It was deeply sunken, and the eyes became much more blurred, it was really crazy because of Zeng Xi.
"I actually knew your thoughts about Xixi a long time ago." Anyang said clearly, holding his hand on the quilt tightly. "At that time, Xixi was my angel. Apart from me, I absolutely did not allow anyone else to think of him."
"That's why you broke up with me on purpose at that time. You know my temperament, and you know that if you say break up, there is no room for change. It's really good that you planned." Song Kelu no longer shy away from anything, lit up a cigarette and started smoking stand up.
Anyang stretched out his hand, "Give me one."
Song Kelu glanced at him, lit it and handed it to Anyang.
Anyang took a puff, and the strong smell of smoke suddenly poured into his lungs. He hadn't smoked for a long time, and the stimulation caused him to choke a few times. "Let's talk. Your Ritsuko won't come to my house if you have nothing to do. If you have anything to say while I'm still awake, I'll solve all your questions at once."
"I just found out now that you, Anyang, haven't changed at all from the past to now, and you're all the same lunatic. I don't have anything else to do here today. I just want to chat with you, about Xixi, whom we all know."
"Xixi, it can only be mine! Next time, keep your mouth shut!" Anyang's expression was a little crazy, but then he calmed down again for some reason. "Ryukko, after so many years, I didn't expect that your thoughts were still on Xixi, but now, you can no longer get him."
Song Kelu looked at Anyang like this and sneered.He will never tell Anyang that Zeng Xi's soul is still alive. He is not a gentleman, and he doesn't pay attention to the fairness of competition. As long as he can get Zeng Xi, playing tricks is nothing!He admitted that if Li Gui didn't take Li Mu away, then he would definitely make Li Mu completely his.The person you fancy eats first, and then you do your best to comfort and care for it after you get it.Too many years of longing made him a little anxious, and this kind of anxiety can only be eliminated by burying it in Zeng Xi's body. "It doesn't matter whether I get him or not. The important thing is that he will always carry his hatred for you with him, and he will remember your betrayal no matter where he goes."
Anyang sat up, the cigarette butt fell on the bed sheet and burned a small hole, but no one would care, "It wasn't betrayal, it was just a moment of confusion, I still love Xixi, I love him from the beginning to the end It's all him. You are not allowed to slander my love for Xixi. Let him hear it. Make him unhappy."
When it came to the end, Anyang began to feel a little delirious, Song Kelu suddenly realized that coming here was a mistake in itself, Anyang has become a poor person who is least qualified to talk about Zeng Xi.He called the nurse on duty and asked her to take care of Anyang.
Standing by the window in the corridor was a man with a sad expression, Liang Ye, he should have heard what Anyang said clearly just now.
"Mr. Liang." Song Kelu shouted.
Liang Ye cleaned up his face and returned to indifference, put on thorns all over his body, and did not allow others to approach. "Mr. Song, what's the matter?"
"The situation in Anyang is not quite right, why don't you go in and have a look?"
"Hehe, he's not quite right, what does it have to do with me." Liang Ye laughed at himself, Anyang, during the time I spent with you, it was just the confusion you said casually, you really trampled my self-esteem worthless.
Song Kelu knew that the man in front of him was heartbroken, wearing a perfect coat without any flaws, he buried all his thoughts, this man probably valued his self-esteem more than anything else.Another persistent person. "Would you like to go out for a drink?"
Liang Ye gave him a scrutinizing look, and then he was relieved.Accepted Song Kelu's invitation.
Alcohol is sometimes a fascinating thing. It can amplify people's emotions infinitely, push the words that they dare not do or say to the extreme, and then release them.This is a way to vent, and it is the same for Song Kelu and Liang Ye.
Song Kelu watched Liang Ye wriggling to the music on the dance floor, his shirt was wet with sweat and pressed against his skin.Liang Ye's appearance is indeed outstanding. It is undeniable that when Zeng Xi and Liang Ye are together, Liang Ye definitely has the upper hand. Zeng Xi's beauty is inner, but ordinary people often only pay attention to the outer beauty first.Many girls entangled Liang Ye, close to each other, with their breath intertwined.Someone of the same kind sensed Liang Ye's aura, pushed the woman away and entangled herself, bumping through the trousers ambiguously, an obvious sexual hint.
Liang Ye narrowed his eyes slightly, grabbed the boy's hair in front of him, forced him to look up, and then kissed him deeply aggressively. The people next to him began to exclaim and cheer enthusiastically, and the sound of the music became even more frenzied. Adding kerosene generally burns vigorously.
"Would you like to have a shot?" The boy leaned against Liang Ye and panted.
Liang Ye didn't speak, and let him go to the toilet. The boy followed with a ambiguous smile.Just a simple vent.Liang Ye had never done such a crazy disqualification before, venting in the toilet, this kind of place did not meet his taste and aesthetics, even if Anyang asked him to, he never agreed.But now, he wanted to go crazy and peel off his festering wound from the inside out.Since no one cherishes his love, what is the use of his love!
The boy's lips were hot and humid, and with his seductive skills, Liang Ye closed his eyes and moaned softly as if enjoying himself.With the caress of the tongue, the hands began to squeeze the double balls below without letting go. "Your ones are so big and in good shape. I picked up the treasure this time." The boy said while he was spitting out.Holding Liang Ye's root with one hand, he took out the condom from his pocket with the other.Before he could put it on Liang Ye, the toilet door was kicked open.
The boy was so frightened that he buried himself in Liang Ye's arms.Only then did Liang Ye raise his eyes and look at Song Kelu outside the door with a cigarette dangling from his face. "Sorry kid, this is the person I brought."
The boy looked at Liang Ye, then at Song Kelu, and realized that this man was not easy to provoke, so he immediately threw away the condom, and ran out as if fleeing for his life.
"I seem to have interrupted something?" Song Kelu rolled his eyes down, looking at Liang Ye's cock, which was still exposed to the air, and it was half hard.With a lot of saliva stains. "Wipe it off." Throwing the tissue over.
Liang Ye took it, not paying attention to his gaze, and wiped his genitals clean.walked out.When I brushed against Song Kelu, I heard him say, "The scenery just now was very good." Liang Ye's whole body stiffened, and the anger on his face surged. "What do you mean?!"
"Just to remind Mr. Liang that you should pay attention to the occasion when doing this kind of thing."
"I don't need you to remind me." Liang Ye grabbed Song Kelu by the collar. Apart from Zeng Xi, Song Kelu was probably the second person he hated extremely.
"Don't get excited, don't get excited. Mr. Liang should be more gracious, and it doesn't look like someone like you would do it in the toilet." Song Kelu held Liang Ye's hand and leaned closer to his ear, " Perhaps a luxury suite in the hotel would be a better choice."
invite?Devil's invitation?Is there anything worse?
Tonight is a time to forget about the past and enjoy the present.Embracing another person, feeling the body temperature of another person, the intertwined bodies are thinking of different people, they are constantly shouting in their hearts for the person they really want to get close to, the betrayal of the body seems to be just a simple vent.
Liang Ye pinched Song Kelu's back fiercely, trying to relieve his tension.Playing and playing is the norm in this circle, but tonight it seems to be off the track. Two railway tracks that would never intersect have intersected because of the outage of other tracks.It was just a night of indulgence, and they both knew that such an intimate venting was nothing.
"You want my help? You're nervous..." Song Kelu said nasally.
Liang Ye pushed Song Kelu away, got up and put on his clothes.Song Kelu also breathed a sigh of relief, sitting on the edge of the bed and smoking.They can't be self-indulgent, and the people buried in each other's hearts are too deep, and they can't do it if they want to forget for a while.The feverish body calmed down, Liang Ye took over Song Kelu
The author has something to say: Nine: I came late (topping the pot), saying that I will enter v next Monday and compile the imperial decree of adults. Our status is humble, so how can we not follow~
Liang Ye: What are you crazy about!What do you mean by sending Song Kelu here! !
Nine: Wicked people have their own grind, and they still have to endure it!
Thanks to the GNs who have supported so far~group mua mouth.Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, the manuscript will not be updated, and it will be updated on Monday and Wednesday, which will kill me.Then update every day from Tuesday to Friday.I promise.
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☆, 33 discovery
Li Gui put down Li Mu, who was sleeping in his arms, and contacted a few people with his mobile phone, asking them to investigate those people who were ambushing outside the bar.
Rights are really a very attractive thing sometimes.If he wants to protect a person from any harm, he needs an unshakable status and money regardless of the amount. These two things make many people crazy.
"As long as you return to Li's house, my seat will be yours sooner or later." The man said so. "When you're done being selfish outside, come back."
He could hear the last sentence as a sign of weakness. That man has been tough for decades, and he has never been able to bend his waist. Even a gun can't make him yield.But what's the use of showing weakness now, people have returned to dust and can't come back.
He was born with high hopes, and that person named him Gui, who often hugged the young him after the exercises and said, "My dear son, remember, you must learn to be cunning when you use soldiers in war. Otherwise, you will lose in embarrassment." Now, but it’s not considered a descendant of the Li family.”
The descendants of the Li family, perhaps what he cares about is the name of the descendants of the Li family.
Li Mu turned over, looked at him with fascinated eyes, and muttered softly, "I'm frowning."
"It's okay." Li Gui patted him on the shoulder, like coaxing a child.
"I can help you share."
"It's just a boring story, go to sleep, it's almost dawn."
"You didn't sleep?"
"got used to."
"This is a bad habit. Come and lie down on the bed for a while." Li Mu patted the mattress, as if telling Li Gui that the bed was soft and comfortable to sleep on.
"Yeah." Li Gui was also not polite.He took off his shoes and socks and stepped into bed.To Li Gui, the hospital bed was a small size, with the head on top of the bed and the feet placed at the end of the bed. If the two of them really wanted to sleep safely, they could only turn sideways.Li Guiping was lying down, holding Li Mu's shoulders and letting him lie on top of him, which made it easier for both of them.
Why is it that a child who is much younger than him can give him such a strong sense of security?Li Mu was thinking in a daze.
Li Mu met Anyang accompanied by Li Gui.Without Liang Ye's care by his side, Anyang became much messier.
"Xixi..." Anyang jumped off the bed and hugged Li Mu.
Li Mu didn't dodge, "Can you go somewhere with me?"
"Wherever Xixi wants to go, we can go." Anyang took Li Mu's hand and shook it a few times. The real touch made him feel much more at ease.
Li Gui had ordered the car long ago, but Song Kelu showed up and offered to be the driver.
"Lvzi, why are you here?!" Seeing Song Kelu's appearance, Anyang tightly protected Li Mu, as if he was afraid that his treasure would be snatched away.
"I'm here, all the talents are counted. Come and do Zeng Xi one last favor." Song Kelu opened the car door for them.
When Li Gui was about to go in, Song Kelu stopped him with his hand, "This time it should have nothing to do with you. Devil, you don't have to go."
Li Gui said calmly, "Brother Lu can go, so naturally I can."
Song Kelu gritted his teeth, he had already made a plan, since Zeng Xi didn't want to be Zeng Xi, then he let Li Mu accept him, which was similar to his previous plan.Li Gui meant that he also wanted to pursue Li Mu?Before it even started, Song Kelu was very upset that he had an extra rival in love.
"Ryukko, what are you doing standing outside, drive quickly, don't make Xixi wait." Anyang yelled in the car.
Song Kelu glanced at Li Gui, bent over and got into the car. Li Gui was sitting on the other side of Li Mu in the back seat.
Anyang didn't recognize the person next to him, he only regarded him as Song Kelu's friend. "I haven't seen Ritsuko these days, why do you look a lot older, and you have learned to wear such decent clothes."
"I can't be serious, my mother has been serving me with sticks, saying that if my younger brother is like me, she will die." Song Kelu said relaxedly, as if turning back time and regaining time.
"That's right, I'm getting serious. When I get to work, I don't need to rent this house. I'll take out a loan for a new home and give Xixi a nest. Baby will make all the arrangements." Anyang kissed Li Mu on the cheek.
Li Mu nodded slightly, the beauty of the past, Anyang's gentleness hit him one after another.Fortunately, Li Gui was there so that he would not be addicted and could give him courage.
"Do you want me to contribute some money and save a room for me?"
"Fart, it's better to live with dogs than to live with you. You kid must bring some dirty people over. It's agreed that you can come, but if you want to bring others, there is a garbage station on the right when you go out. You can find them yourself." place to stay."
"Chengcheng."
Anyang could see that Li Mu was not in a good mood, he stuck to his face and touched his hand, "What's the matter, baby? You proposed to go out today. If you don't want to go, let's go home."
"I'm fine, don't worry." Li Mu glanced at Song Kelu through the rearview mirror, and Song Kelu nodded.The car speeded up, Song Kelu was a smart person, and he knew where Li Mu wanted to go.It is really not easy for a person who used to be so timid to make such a decision. Zeng Xi has completely changed and is no longer the same as before.Song Kelu gripped the steering wheel tightly.They tried their best to go back to the past, but to no avail, things have changed.
"It's fine." An Yang put one hand on the window of the car, and the other held Li Mu, in a normal posture.
The car dealer left the urban area and headed for the neighboring city.Li Gui recognized that this was the city he had visited during that trip, and it turned out that Li Mu fell ill in the car for no reason.An Yang and Li Mu looked out the window, and the scenery flashed by.
a few hours later.
"Ryuko, what are you doing here with your car! It's not too bad luck." Anyang looked at the neat stone-gray tombstones in the distance, and his hands began to tremble unconsciously.
"Anyang, why did you forget, we have old friends here." Song Kelu said with a smile, and pulled the car aside.
Song Kelu and Li Gui both got out of the car, Anyang hugged Li Mu, and did not get down, carefully discussing, "Baby, let's not go here, and Ritsu is visiting friends, so let's not go, this place is very unlucky."
Li Mu looked at Anyang with a cold look Anyang had never seen before.He could feel the trembling of Anyang's body, as if something was messing up in his body, shaking Anyang's whole body was slipping on the verge of danger.
"Anyang, go down, people here, not only Song Kelu, we all know each other. This is the place I want to come." Li Mu's eyes were firm, and he rarely violated Anyang's will.
Several expressions changed on Anyang's face, and Li Mu's hand was getting tighter and tighter, so tight that Li Mu felt a slight pain. "Xixi, there will be no one we know here."
"Anyang, Zeng Xi, remember? You brought his ashes here with your own hands and buried them. You spent a lot of money to set up a cemetery here. Have you forgotten all of this?"
Anyang flung Li Mu's hand away, panting heavily, his eyes flickering, "Xixi, why are you talking nonsense all the time, aren't you here well? It's warm and warm. Be obedient, I'll call Ritsu over here , let's go home."
Anyang leaned out of the car window and called Song Kelu, "Lüzi, get in the car and go back."
Song Kelu stood still.
Anyang planned to drive directly by himself, but found that the car key had also been pulled out.Few taxis come to the cemetery, after all, it is not an auspicious place.Li Mu got out of the car when Anyang let go of him.
He leaned over and stood in front of Anyang, and gave Anyang a bright smile for the first time, "Anyang, pretending to be crazy is not a fun thing, Zeng Xi has been locked in your heart for a long time, it is time to be released. "
Anyang looked at the boy in front of him in amazement, why would he know, why this boy would know something that no one noticed, just because he had the same eyes as Xixi?Or there are other reasons he doesn't know. "Why..." Do you know?
Li Mu straightened up, and the expression on his face returned to the cold, "A person's illness can't be cured, either it is terminally ill, or it is not ill at all." Only Liang Ye who cares about chaos can truly worry about being crazy Anyang.
The author has something to say: Nine: I went to be a chef for a bunch of scumbags yesterday, and when I served the soup, there was only the soup I just brought.Scum, scum.
Anyang: You can only toss and toss me! ?
Nine: Don't torment you, GNs don't let me go, besides, who should bear the responsibility.
Anyang: I won't let you go.
Nine: CP is fixed, they will definitely protect me if they want to have a good life!ah hee hee hee...
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Open v today, sorry, I know that some GNs are going to leave me, but Mengjiu will still thank the girl who has been chasing me till now, muakou.I also thank GN who will continue to support.One bow, two bows, three bows, the ceremony is complete~~ (This is not worship!?)
☆、34 Truth
Anyang smiled, no longer a crazy laugh, but a wry smile with sadness.He just wants to keep these good things in his heart, even if he pretends to be crazy all his life, as long as Xixi is still alive in his heart, he will feel satisfied.But the reality does not allow him to escape from madness, Xixi, nor does he allow him to escape.Then send a boy similar to him to expose him.
When Anyang got off the car, he had already recovered his former spirit.Song Kelu laughed a bit. He only discovered it recently, but it seemed that Li Mu had noticed it a long time ago.Zeng Xi, I, Song Kelu, admit for the first time that you are also a ruthless character.
Li Gui stood far away and did not step forward.Song Kelu and Anyang stood in front of the tomb, looking at Zeng Xi's tombstone.The bright smile now only exists in their memory.
"When I saw him for the first time, he was carrying a book and came down the stairs. He was weak and small, and he took a step after going down the steps. He whispered to me to let me get out of the way. Let him really stand opposite me for a long time. At that time, I thought that this little thing is quite silly." An Yang gently touched the tombstone, and used his fingers to draw the irretrievable person in the photo.
"Then I heard that his family was poor and he had no money to go to school. The clothes he wore were exchanged for those few pieces. I just stopped by to help. At first I didn't think much of it, so the money I gave him was just a piece of paper. I lost it, and I didn’t care too much about it. I didn’t think he would pay it back. Unexpectedly, within a week, he paid back half of the money, and said that he would pay back the money slowly. I’ve never seen such a thing in Anyang A stupid person, he won’t take advantage of the advantages. Then he looked at him carefully. He explained to me that his parents named him, saying, Xi, which means hope. I still felt rustic at the time, hope, what’s the matter? I'm very hopeful." An Yang paused, then turned his face, "He is such a kind person, how could he leave without leaving me with a little hope..."
Li Mu didn't dare to look at Anyang, he knew what the water dripping on that person's feet was.He can do anything now, but he can't be soft-hearted.
"Afterwards, I discovered my sexual orientation. Xixi was really my first man. He was not hypocritical. I told him to let him stay with me. He was so scared that he dared not see me for a few days. I never did it in Anyang. I had such a low-key thing. But it just fell into his hands. In the end, I simply asked him for a word, whether it was successful or not. He was so obedient, and put his hand in my palm. I just When he was voluntary, he didn't take the previous alms and help to heart."
"Then half a year later, I really started to talk about love in such a serious way. He was obedient and very obedient. I also felt comfortable with such an obedient lover. When I found that he was in the mood of repaying me, I forced I fell in love with him. I, Anyang, surrendered my sincerity, so I can't allow him to prevaricate by repaying my favor." Anyang lowered his head, and took out his pocket for a long time, but in the end he didn't take out anything.Song Kelu handed him a cigarette, and Anyang took a puff to ease his emotions.
"He was crying under my body, with tears and snot all over his nose. He was ugly. He said he was in pain, and it hurt badly. But I was still not gentle with him. In the end he fainted, and I saw blood coming from his back, so I Didn't push him down again. He avoided my hand tremblingly. That was the first time I hurt him. After that, he was calmed down. When he left home, he thought about it all day The situation on the parents side, crying and crying all night and night, I was tired. I brought him out to let him laugh and show me every day, not to cry. Then there were small quarrels. Over the years, he got used to my temper, just like plasticine, he was willing to shape him into whatever I made him, just smiled like this, very silly. Sometimes he got so angry that he cried when he cried , apologize to him, he can forgive. Now I think, this time, why can't he forgive me. "
Anyang shook his shoulders, and his whole body was shrouded in a heavy sadness, no one wanted to pull him out.Only by constantly remembering and immersing himself in it, can Zeng Xi live in his heart and mind, and relieve the pain caused by the piece of flesh and blood that was gouged out of his heart.
The sky gradually became cloudy, and the slanting shadow of Anyang enveloped the tombstone.
Li Mu watched and thought, recalling this kind of thing requires all his strength to recall.When did the memory of him and Anyang freeze in his mind, and he couldn't even take it out.He clenched his fists tightly, his nails deeply embedded in his flesh, and said in a hoarse voice, "Ceng Xi can forgive you every time before, do you know why? Because, he loves you."
Hearing these words, Anyang swayed, and finally knelt down in front of Zeng Xi's tomb. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xixi, I was wrong, I did wrong. I apologize to you, but, can you come back, come back to me again, no, as long as you live, as long as you can talk to me, to me Smiling is enough..."
Li Mu took a step back, "Anyang, Zeng Xi is dead. It doesn't exist anymore. Did you see the ashes in the jar under his tombstone? You saw him covered with a white cloth with your own eyes, and you sent him to the incinerator yourself. Yes, you sent him here with your own hands. Zeng Xi, he no longer exists."
Anyang bumped his head against the cold stone tablet, "Xixi, no, baby, you come back. I regret it. Really. If I knew something would happen to you, I would never betray you. I love you, I love you. baby."
If others read it, Xu Shi would lament Anyang's infatuation.However, in Li Mu's eyes, there is a kind of joy that looks like crazy.I love you, these three words are Zeng Xi's favorite to hear.No matter what tone Anyang used to say it, it was serious or impatient.He can always get a kind of courage from these three words, the courage to continue.But now, these three words are so cheap in his eyes.
"Do you know what kind of mentality Zeng Xi had when he left home! How reluctant he is to part with his parents! But his parents don't want him anymore, because of your willfulness, you let his parents know this without any preparation. This incident made him never turn back. But he still believes in you, follows you, believes in the future you prepared for him, and you build a perfect home together. But when you don’t come home every night, when you bring Have you ever wondered what kind of mood he feels when he sleeps next to the sweat stains running on other people? Knowing that you have someone else, he still doesn’t believe it. He has to see it with his own eyes. Look, how stupid, Just like when you met Zeng Xi for the first time, his stupidity has never changed."
Every word of Li Mu seemed to be piercing Anyang's heart, cutting his heart into bloody flesh.Who knows Zeng Xi's world!Anyang, you took him out of the house that could protect him, and then you drove him out completely, and it was you who forced him into a dead end.
Zeng Xi committed suicide.When he saw the speeding vehicle, he had lost all his strength and he couldn't escape. He knew that he, who was betrayed by Anyang, didn't have the courage to stay in this world. It was a kind of deep despair.He didn't even have the courage to kill himself, so he used this method to give himself an end.The feeling of dying is liberating.
When he regained his life, he remembered that life, alive, is a state that cannot be returned, and he shouldn't give up all the courage to live for a man.The relationship between the Kong family and his wife made him aware of his longing for life, and he began to build up his own new psychological structure. He thought he would not commit suicide, unlike Li Mu in the past.He humbly knelt on the hospital bed and prayed in the empty ward, thanking him for being alive and touching a miracle.
Li Mu's head seemed to explode, the helplessness and despair that Zeng Xi felt before his death tormented him.
"Anyang, you never knew, Zeng Xi has depression, do you know why he likes to watch TV so much! Because only this kind of pastime without thinking can make him have no time to think about the things that torment him the most .He can't use other ways to resolve his depression. What he fears most is being discovered by you, afraid that you don't want him. He cleans the room carefully, meticulously and sensitively, and the slight sound of closing the door can scare him. He has It’s been a while since I’ve had so little food. Have you discovered these again!!”
Anyang seemed to be struck by lightning, and he was stunned.Xixi, have depression?He remembered that for a while, Xixi became very sensitive. He commuted to and from get off work every day, so he didn't have much time to pay attention to him. The irritability at work made him not want to communicate with others when he returned home.At that time, Xixi came over attentively, what did he say?
"Damn it, I've been busy all day, and you're still nagging when you get home. Get out of here, and don't let me see you!"
Many of the words were unintentional, and they were said casually as soon as the emotions came.But then they were fine.No problems, there shouldn't be any problems, right?Why did Xixi get this disease?
"Anyang, many things have passed or really passed. What remains in Zeng Xi's heart is that you have imposed on him bit by bit." Li Mu took a deep breath, and stood behind him. Alone, the warm body temperature calmed him down a lot. "And then, there's Liang Ye..."
The author has something to say: Nine: Hold your chin, this is a sad past...
A: (whip) Stop pretending to be a literary youth, you are just a young man who sprinkles perfume under his armpits.
Nine: (Turning the table up) Who says I'm not a young artist, sometimes I even sprinkle perfume in the air to greet me!
A: The performance of literary and artistic youth, the essence of * * youth.
Nine: Damn, there are too many scumbags around me.Ashamed, ashamed.
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☆, 35 trials
As soon as Liang Ye's name came out, Anyang knew that the time for trial had come, and no matter how he tried to justify, he could not cover up such a real betrayal.
He once promised Zeng Xi that he would be given a home, and they would live like a husband and wife, and would not mess around like some people in the circle.He promised it when he swore to the sky, but when he pressed on Liang Ye, he could only feel the pleasure that hit his brain. The physical pleasure made him unable to stick to that promise in his mind. The most basic and only promise I want.
"You never told him how you and Liang Ye started. You know, if you tell, he will leave, and he will leave your life without affecting you at all. From the beginning when you were together, He has imagined all the possible endings for you. He knows that he doesn't have much charm, and he knows that he won't tie you up for a long time, so he is already mentally prepared to leave. I just hope that you can tell him clearly when you leave him One sound. You have not fulfilled such a simple request. I have met Mr. Liang, and I can see that he is a proud man, but in your eyes, Zeng Xi can be trampled on and played at will!?"
Anyang shook his head, "No, no. I didn't play with Xixi, you are not allowed to insult my feelings for Xixi like this. I love him, I really loved him."
"Hehe, love? Anyang, the love you speak of can be given to others just as easily. When you and Liang Ye are happy, you can talk a lot like this."
Anyang scratched his hair fiercely, Li Mu's words made him unable to justify.When he was with Liang Ye, naturally because of the situation and the atmosphere, he talked about love, and said more in bed.He can't tell whether he has the true heart or not.He knew that when he was with Zeng Xi, he was in love, and when he was with Liang Ye, he was also sincere.But why can the heart be divided into two pieces? !Which is true and which is false, Anyang is in confusion.
"Anyang, the dead are the big ones. Right in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, Song Kelu is also there. Give Zeng Xi an explanation. Let him go and let him live in another world without worrying about him." I am about to finish my task for today , Li Mu felt a little dizzy, if he hadn't leaned against someone, he might have collapsed with weak legs and feet.It's useless, too useless then and now.
"Let him go, who will let me go?!" An Yang said frantically, glaring at the boy in front of him.Why is he sitting in the seat of the judge, why is he judging him instead of Xixi, isn't he just like Xixi, he is not qualified, no one in this world is qualified to take Xixi away from him, even Not even empty memories! "Let me tell you, Xixi is mine, for the rest of my life, this life and the next. None of you want to take it away."
"Anyang! Are you qualified!" Li Mu was trembling with anger. From before to now, even though it was over, Anyang never gave Zeng Xi a serious explanation. Now, he still doesn't want to give it.Anyang is a lunatic, a real lunatic. "You care about him, why do you still do that kind of thing to force him to die. Don't tell me that you will not give him the last charity if you make a clear statement!"
"You all said that I forced Xixi to a dead end, but what you are doing now is forcing me to a dead end!" Anyang roared, losing all grace.
"Even if you don't agree, we will move the tomb for Zeng Xi. He won't be willing to stay here in the cemetery you prepared for him." Li Mu shook his head lightly and said, he had no strength left.The huge emotional fluctuations still had an impact on his psychology, and it spread to his body.
"What the hell are you! If I want to move Xixi's tomb, it depends on whether I, Anyang, are willing!" Anyang waved his arms and wanted to pinch Li Mu's neck, but was stopped by a pair of hands.Song Kelu also dragged Anyang's body, telling him not to be impulsive.Li Mu's face turned pale, and it seemed that he couldn't hold on anymore.
"Ryuzi, let the fuck go!" Anyang bumped his elbow back, causing Song Kelu to let go of his hand in pain, and took a few steps back.Crazy Anyang is a beast. "No one can touch him!" Anyang stood domineeringly in front of the tomb, like a staunch defender.
Some people's hearts cannot be mended once they are broken.Some lost people cannot be kept no matter how hard they are caught.Let alone a dead man.
"I will go to Zeng Xi's parents, and they will help him move the tomb. Zeng Xi would be more willing to go back to that home." Li Mu gasped, and tightly clenched the hand that held Li Gui's arm.
Anyang panicked, Xixi's parents, he never informed Xixi's parents that he was gone.Because he also knows that the blood relationship between parents cannot be broken no matter what.He locked his arms tightly, thinking he could grab something, but there was only a cold tombstone.
When Liang Ye's figure appeared, everyone's expressions were shocked.Liang Ye in a black formal suit brought
"I actually knew your thoughts about Xixi a long time ago." Anyang said clearly, holding his hand on the quilt tightly. "At that time, Xixi was my angel. Apart from me, I absolutely did not allow anyone else to think of him."
"That's why you broke up with me on purpose at that time. You know my temperament, and you know that if you say break up, there is no room for change. It's really good that you planned." Song Kelu no longer shy away from anything, lit up a cigarette and started smoking stand up.
Anyang stretched out his hand, "Give me one."
Song Kelu glanced at him, lit it and handed it to Anyang.
Anyang took a puff, and the strong smell of smoke suddenly poured into his lungs. He hadn't smoked for a long time, and the stimulation caused him to choke a few times. "Let's talk. Your Ritsuko won't come to my house if you have nothing to do. If you have anything to say while I'm still awake, I'll solve all your questions at once."
"I just found out now that you, Anyang, haven't changed at all from the past to now, and you're all the same lunatic. I don't have anything else to do here today. I just want to chat with you, about Xixi, whom we all know."
"Xixi, it can only be mine! Next time, keep your mouth shut!" Anyang's expression was a little crazy, but then he calmed down again for some reason. "Ryukko, after so many years, I didn't expect that your thoughts were still on Xixi, but now, you can no longer get him."
Song Kelu looked at Anyang like this and sneered.He will never tell Anyang that Zeng Xi's soul is still alive. He is not a gentleman, and he doesn't pay attention to the fairness of competition. As long as he can get Zeng Xi, playing tricks is nothing!He admitted that if Li Gui didn't take Li Mu away, then he would definitely make Li Mu completely his.The person you fancy eats first, and then you do your best to comfort and care for it after you get it.Too many years of longing made him a little anxious, and this kind of anxiety can only be eliminated by burying it in Zeng Xi's body. "It doesn't matter whether I get him or not. The important thing is that he will always carry his hatred for you with him, and he will remember your betrayal no matter where he goes."
Anyang sat up, the cigarette butt fell on the bed sheet and burned a small hole, but no one would care, "It wasn't betrayal, it was just a moment of confusion, I still love Xixi, I love him from the beginning to the end It's all him. You are not allowed to slander my love for Xixi. Let him hear it. Make him unhappy."
When it came to the end, Anyang began to feel a little delirious, Song Kelu suddenly realized that coming here was a mistake in itself, Anyang has become a poor person who is least qualified to talk about Zeng Xi.He called the nurse on duty and asked her to take care of Anyang.
Standing by the window in the corridor was a man with a sad expression, Liang Ye, he should have heard what Anyang said clearly just now.
"Mr. Liang." Song Kelu shouted.
Liang Ye cleaned up his face and returned to indifference, put on thorns all over his body, and did not allow others to approach. "Mr. Song, what's the matter?"
"The situation in Anyang is not quite right, why don't you go in and have a look?"
"Hehe, he's not quite right, what does it have to do with me." Liang Ye laughed at himself, Anyang, during the time I spent with you, it was just the confusion you said casually, you really trampled my self-esteem worthless.
Song Kelu knew that the man in front of him was heartbroken, wearing a perfect coat without any flaws, he buried all his thoughts, this man probably valued his self-esteem more than anything else.Another persistent person. "Would you like to go out for a drink?"
Liang Ye gave him a scrutinizing look, and then he was relieved.Accepted Song Kelu's invitation.
Alcohol is sometimes a fascinating thing. It can amplify people's emotions infinitely, push the words that they dare not do or say to the extreme, and then release them.This is a way to vent, and it is the same for Song Kelu and Liang Ye.
Song Kelu watched Liang Ye wriggling to the music on the dance floor, his shirt was wet with sweat and pressed against his skin.Liang Ye's appearance is indeed outstanding. It is undeniable that when Zeng Xi and Liang Ye are together, Liang Ye definitely has the upper hand. Zeng Xi's beauty is inner, but ordinary people often only pay attention to the outer beauty first.Many girls entangled Liang Ye, close to each other, with their breath intertwined.Someone of the same kind sensed Liang Ye's aura, pushed the woman away and entangled herself, bumping through the trousers ambiguously, an obvious sexual hint.
Liang Ye narrowed his eyes slightly, grabbed the boy's hair in front of him, forced him to look up, and then kissed him deeply aggressively. The people next to him began to exclaim and cheer enthusiastically, and the sound of the music became even more frenzied. Adding kerosene generally burns vigorously.
"Would you like to have a shot?" The boy leaned against Liang Ye and panted.
Liang Ye didn't speak, and let him go to the toilet. The boy followed with a ambiguous smile.Just a simple vent.Liang Ye had never done such a crazy disqualification before, venting in the toilet, this kind of place did not meet his taste and aesthetics, even if Anyang asked him to, he never agreed.But now, he wanted to go crazy and peel off his festering wound from the inside out.Since no one cherishes his love, what is the use of his love!
The boy's lips were hot and humid, and with his seductive skills, Liang Ye closed his eyes and moaned softly as if enjoying himself.With the caress of the tongue, the hands began to squeeze the double balls below without letting go. "Your ones are so big and in good shape. I picked up the treasure this time." The boy said while he was spitting out.Holding Liang Ye's root with one hand, he took out the condom from his pocket with the other.Before he could put it on Liang Ye, the toilet door was kicked open.
The boy was so frightened that he buried himself in Liang Ye's arms.Only then did Liang Ye raise his eyes and look at Song Kelu outside the door with a cigarette dangling from his face. "Sorry kid, this is the person I brought."
The boy looked at Liang Ye, then at Song Kelu, and realized that this man was not easy to provoke, so he immediately threw away the condom, and ran out as if fleeing for his life.
"I seem to have interrupted something?" Song Kelu rolled his eyes down, looking at Liang Ye's cock, which was still exposed to the air, and it was half hard.With a lot of saliva stains. "Wipe it off." Throwing the tissue over.
Liang Ye took it, not paying attention to his gaze, and wiped his genitals clean.walked out.When I brushed against Song Kelu, I heard him say, "The scenery just now was very good." Liang Ye's whole body stiffened, and the anger on his face surged. "What do you mean?!"
"Just to remind Mr. Liang that you should pay attention to the occasion when doing this kind of thing."
"I don't need you to remind me." Liang Ye grabbed Song Kelu by the collar. Apart from Zeng Xi, Song Kelu was probably the second person he hated extremely.
"Don't get excited, don't get excited. Mr. Liang should be more gracious, and it doesn't look like someone like you would do it in the toilet." Song Kelu held Liang Ye's hand and leaned closer to his ear, " Perhaps a luxury suite in the hotel would be a better choice."
invite?Devil's invitation?Is there anything worse?
Tonight is a time to forget about the past and enjoy the present.Embracing another person, feeling the body temperature of another person, the intertwined bodies are thinking of different people, they are constantly shouting in their hearts for the person they really want to get close to, the betrayal of the body seems to be just a simple vent.
Liang Ye pinched Song Kelu's back fiercely, trying to relieve his tension.Playing and playing is the norm in this circle, but tonight it seems to be off the track. Two railway tracks that would never intersect have intersected because of the outage of other tracks.It was just a night of indulgence, and they both knew that such an intimate venting was nothing.
"You want my help? You're nervous..." Song Kelu said nasally.
Liang Ye pushed Song Kelu away, got up and put on his clothes.Song Kelu also breathed a sigh of relief, sitting on the edge of the bed and smoking.They can't be self-indulgent, and the people buried in each other's hearts are too deep, and they can't do it if they want to forget for a while.The feverish body calmed down, Liang Ye took over Song Kelu
The author has something to say: Nine: I came late (topping the pot), saying that I will enter v next Monday and compile the imperial decree of adults. Our status is humble, so how can we not follow~
Liang Ye: What are you crazy about!What do you mean by sending Song Kelu here! !
Nine: Wicked people have their own grind, and they still have to endure it!
Thanks to the GNs who have supported so far~group mua mouth.Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, the manuscript will not be updated, and it will be updated on Monday and Wednesday, which will kill me.Then update every day from Tuesday to Friday.I promise.
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☆, 33 discovery
Li Gui put down Li Mu, who was sleeping in his arms, and contacted a few people with his mobile phone, asking them to investigate those people who were ambushing outside the bar.
Rights are really a very attractive thing sometimes.If he wants to protect a person from any harm, he needs an unshakable status and money regardless of the amount. These two things make many people crazy.
"As long as you return to Li's house, my seat will be yours sooner or later." The man said so. "When you're done being selfish outside, come back."
He could hear the last sentence as a sign of weakness. That man has been tough for decades, and he has never been able to bend his waist. Even a gun can't make him yield.But what's the use of showing weakness now, people have returned to dust and can't come back.
He was born with high hopes, and that person named him Gui, who often hugged the young him after the exercises and said, "My dear son, remember, you must learn to be cunning when you use soldiers in war. Otherwise, you will lose in embarrassment." Now, but it’s not considered a descendant of the Li family.”
The descendants of the Li family, perhaps what he cares about is the name of the descendants of the Li family.
Li Mu turned over, looked at him with fascinated eyes, and muttered softly, "I'm frowning."
"It's okay." Li Gui patted him on the shoulder, like coaxing a child.
"I can help you share."
"It's just a boring story, go to sleep, it's almost dawn."
"You didn't sleep?"
"got used to."
"This is a bad habit. Come and lie down on the bed for a while." Li Mu patted the mattress, as if telling Li Gui that the bed was soft and comfortable to sleep on.
"Yeah." Li Gui was also not polite.He took off his shoes and socks and stepped into bed.To Li Gui, the hospital bed was a small size, with the head on top of the bed and the feet placed at the end of the bed. If the two of them really wanted to sleep safely, they could only turn sideways.Li Guiping was lying down, holding Li Mu's shoulders and letting him lie on top of him, which made it easier for both of them.
Why is it that a child who is much younger than him can give him such a strong sense of security?Li Mu was thinking in a daze.
Li Mu met Anyang accompanied by Li Gui.Without Liang Ye's care by his side, Anyang became much messier.
"Xixi..." Anyang jumped off the bed and hugged Li Mu.
Li Mu didn't dodge, "Can you go somewhere with me?"
"Wherever Xixi wants to go, we can go." Anyang took Li Mu's hand and shook it a few times. The real touch made him feel much more at ease.
Li Gui had ordered the car long ago, but Song Kelu showed up and offered to be the driver.
"Lvzi, why are you here?!" Seeing Song Kelu's appearance, Anyang tightly protected Li Mu, as if he was afraid that his treasure would be snatched away.
"I'm here, all the talents are counted. Come and do Zeng Xi one last favor." Song Kelu opened the car door for them.
When Li Gui was about to go in, Song Kelu stopped him with his hand, "This time it should have nothing to do with you. Devil, you don't have to go."
Li Gui said calmly, "Brother Lu can go, so naturally I can."
Song Kelu gritted his teeth, he had already made a plan, since Zeng Xi didn't want to be Zeng Xi, then he let Li Mu accept him, which was similar to his previous plan.Li Gui meant that he also wanted to pursue Li Mu?Before it even started, Song Kelu was very upset that he had an extra rival in love.
"Ryukko, what are you doing standing outside, drive quickly, don't make Xixi wait." Anyang yelled in the car.
Song Kelu glanced at Li Gui, bent over and got into the car. Li Gui was sitting on the other side of Li Mu in the back seat.
Anyang didn't recognize the person next to him, he only regarded him as Song Kelu's friend. "I haven't seen Ritsuko these days, why do you look a lot older, and you have learned to wear such decent clothes."
"I can't be serious, my mother has been serving me with sticks, saying that if my younger brother is like me, she will die." Song Kelu said relaxedly, as if turning back time and regaining time.
"That's right, I'm getting serious. When I get to work, I don't need to rent this house. I'll take out a loan for a new home and give Xixi a nest. Baby will make all the arrangements." Anyang kissed Li Mu on the cheek.
Li Mu nodded slightly, the beauty of the past, Anyang's gentleness hit him one after another.Fortunately, Li Gui was there so that he would not be addicted and could give him courage.
"Do you want me to contribute some money and save a room for me?"
"Fart, it's better to live with dogs than to live with you. You kid must bring some dirty people over. It's agreed that you can come, but if you want to bring others, there is a garbage station on the right when you go out. You can find them yourself." place to stay."
"Chengcheng."
Anyang could see that Li Mu was not in a good mood, he stuck to his face and touched his hand, "What's the matter, baby? You proposed to go out today. If you don't want to go, let's go home."
"I'm fine, don't worry." Li Mu glanced at Song Kelu through the rearview mirror, and Song Kelu nodded.The car speeded up, Song Kelu was a smart person, and he knew where Li Mu wanted to go.It is really not easy for a person who used to be so timid to make such a decision. Zeng Xi has completely changed and is no longer the same as before.Song Kelu gripped the steering wheel tightly.They tried their best to go back to the past, but to no avail, things have changed.
"It's fine." An Yang put one hand on the window of the car, and the other held Li Mu, in a normal posture.
The car dealer left the urban area and headed for the neighboring city.Li Gui recognized that this was the city he had visited during that trip, and it turned out that Li Mu fell ill in the car for no reason.An Yang and Li Mu looked out the window, and the scenery flashed by.
a few hours later.
"Ryuko, what are you doing here with your car! It's not too bad luck." Anyang looked at the neat stone-gray tombstones in the distance, and his hands began to tremble unconsciously.
"Anyang, why did you forget, we have old friends here." Song Kelu said with a smile, and pulled the car aside.
Song Kelu and Li Gui both got out of the car, Anyang hugged Li Mu, and did not get down, carefully discussing, "Baby, let's not go here, and Ritsu is visiting friends, so let's not go, this place is very unlucky."
Li Mu looked at Anyang with a cold look Anyang had never seen before.He could feel the trembling of Anyang's body, as if something was messing up in his body, shaking Anyang's whole body was slipping on the verge of danger.
"Anyang, go down, people here, not only Song Kelu, we all know each other. This is the place I want to come." Li Mu's eyes were firm, and he rarely violated Anyang's will.
Several expressions changed on Anyang's face, and Li Mu's hand was getting tighter and tighter, so tight that Li Mu felt a slight pain. "Xixi, there will be no one we know here."
"Anyang, Zeng Xi, remember? You brought his ashes here with your own hands and buried them. You spent a lot of money to set up a cemetery here. Have you forgotten all of this?"
Anyang flung Li Mu's hand away, panting heavily, his eyes flickering, "Xixi, why are you talking nonsense all the time, aren't you here well? It's warm and warm. Be obedient, I'll call Ritsu over here , let's go home."
Anyang leaned out of the car window and called Song Kelu, "Lüzi, get in the car and go back."
Song Kelu stood still.
Anyang planned to drive directly by himself, but found that the car key had also been pulled out.Few taxis come to the cemetery, after all, it is not an auspicious place.Li Mu got out of the car when Anyang let go of him.
He leaned over and stood in front of Anyang, and gave Anyang a bright smile for the first time, "Anyang, pretending to be crazy is not a fun thing, Zeng Xi has been locked in your heart for a long time, it is time to be released. "
Anyang looked at the boy in front of him in amazement, why would he know, why this boy would know something that no one noticed, just because he had the same eyes as Xixi?Or there are other reasons he doesn't know. "Why..." Do you know?
Li Mu straightened up, and the expression on his face returned to the cold, "A person's illness can't be cured, either it is terminally ill, or it is not ill at all." Only Liang Ye who cares about chaos can truly worry about being crazy Anyang.
The author has something to say: Nine: I went to be a chef for a bunch of scumbags yesterday, and when I served the soup, there was only the soup I just brought.Scum, scum.
Anyang: You can only toss and toss me! ?
Nine: Don't torment you, GNs don't let me go, besides, who should bear the responsibility.
Anyang: I won't let you go.
Nine: CP is fixed, they will definitely protect me if they want to have a good life!ah hee hee hee...
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Open v today, sorry, I know that some GNs are going to leave me, but Mengjiu will still thank the girl who has been chasing me till now, muakou.I also thank GN who will continue to support.One bow, two bows, three bows, the ceremony is complete~~ (This is not worship!?)
☆、34 Truth
Anyang smiled, no longer a crazy laugh, but a wry smile with sadness.He just wants to keep these good things in his heart, even if he pretends to be crazy all his life, as long as Xixi is still alive in his heart, he will feel satisfied.But the reality does not allow him to escape from madness, Xixi, nor does he allow him to escape.Then send a boy similar to him to expose him.
When Anyang got off the car, he had already recovered his former spirit.Song Kelu laughed a bit. He only discovered it recently, but it seemed that Li Mu had noticed it a long time ago.Zeng Xi, I, Song Kelu, admit for the first time that you are also a ruthless character.
Li Gui stood far away and did not step forward.Song Kelu and Anyang stood in front of the tomb, looking at Zeng Xi's tombstone.The bright smile now only exists in their memory.
"When I saw him for the first time, he was carrying a book and came down the stairs. He was weak and small, and he took a step after going down the steps. He whispered to me to let me get out of the way. Let him really stand opposite me for a long time. At that time, I thought that this little thing is quite silly." An Yang gently touched the tombstone, and used his fingers to draw the irretrievable person in the photo.
"Then I heard that his family was poor and he had no money to go to school. The clothes he wore were exchanged for those few pieces. I just stopped by to help. At first I didn't think much of it, so the money I gave him was just a piece of paper. I lost it, and I didn’t care too much about it. I didn’t think he would pay it back. Unexpectedly, within a week, he paid back half of the money, and said that he would pay back the money slowly. I’ve never seen such a thing in Anyang A stupid person, he won’t take advantage of the advantages. Then he looked at him carefully. He explained to me that his parents named him, saying, Xi, which means hope. I still felt rustic at the time, hope, what’s the matter? I'm very hopeful." An Yang paused, then turned his face, "He is such a kind person, how could he leave without leaving me with a little hope..."
Li Mu didn't dare to look at Anyang, he knew what the water dripping on that person's feet was.He can do anything now, but he can't be soft-hearted.
"Afterwards, I discovered my sexual orientation. Xixi was really my first man. He was not hypocritical. I told him to let him stay with me. He was so scared that he dared not see me for a few days. I never did it in Anyang. I had such a low-key thing. But it just fell into his hands. In the end, I simply asked him for a word, whether it was successful or not. He was so obedient, and put his hand in my palm. I just When he was voluntary, he didn't take the previous alms and help to heart."
"Then half a year later, I really started to talk about love in such a serious way. He was obedient and very obedient. I also felt comfortable with such an obedient lover. When I found that he was in the mood of repaying me, I forced I fell in love with him. I, Anyang, surrendered my sincerity, so I can't allow him to prevaricate by repaying my favor." Anyang lowered his head, and took out his pocket for a long time, but in the end he didn't take out anything.Song Kelu handed him a cigarette, and Anyang took a puff to ease his emotions.
"He was crying under my body, with tears and snot all over his nose. He was ugly. He said he was in pain, and it hurt badly. But I was still not gentle with him. In the end he fainted, and I saw blood coming from his back, so I Didn't push him down again. He avoided my hand tremblingly. That was the first time I hurt him. After that, he was calmed down. When he left home, he thought about it all day The situation on the parents side, crying and crying all night and night, I was tired. I brought him out to let him laugh and show me every day, not to cry. Then there were small quarrels. Over the years, he got used to my temper, just like plasticine, he was willing to shape him into whatever I made him, just smiled like this, very silly. Sometimes he got so angry that he cried when he cried , apologize to him, he can forgive. Now I think, this time, why can't he forgive me. "
Anyang shook his shoulders, and his whole body was shrouded in a heavy sadness, no one wanted to pull him out.Only by constantly remembering and immersing himself in it, can Zeng Xi live in his heart and mind, and relieve the pain caused by the piece of flesh and blood that was gouged out of his heart.
The sky gradually became cloudy, and the slanting shadow of Anyang enveloped the tombstone.
Li Mu watched and thought, recalling this kind of thing requires all his strength to recall.When did the memory of him and Anyang freeze in his mind, and he couldn't even take it out.He clenched his fists tightly, his nails deeply embedded in his flesh, and said in a hoarse voice, "Ceng Xi can forgive you every time before, do you know why? Because, he loves you."
Hearing these words, Anyang swayed, and finally knelt down in front of Zeng Xi's tomb. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xixi, I was wrong, I did wrong. I apologize to you, but, can you come back, come back to me again, no, as long as you live, as long as you can talk to me, to me Smiling is enough..."
Li Mu took a step back, "Anyang, Zeng Xi is dead. It doesn't exist anymore. Did you see the ashes in the jar under his tombstone? You saw him covered with a white cloth with your own eyes, and you sent him to the incinerator yourself. Yes, you sent him here with your own hands. Zeng Xi, he no longer exists."
Anyang bumped his head against the cold stone tablet, "Xixi, no, baby, you come back. I regret it. Really. If I knew something would happen to you, I would never betray you. I love you, I love you. baby."
If others read it, Xu Shi would lament Anyang's infatuation.However, in Li Mu's eyes, there is a kind of joy that looks like crazy.I love you, these three words are Zeng Xi's favorite to hear.No matter what tone Anyang used to say it, it was serious or impatient.He can always get a kind of courage from these three words, the courage to continue.But now, these three words are so cheap in his eyes.
"Do you know what kind of mentality Zeng Xi had when he left home! How reluctant he is to part with his parents! But his parents don't want him anymore, because of your willfulness, you let his parents know this without any preparation. This incident made him never turn back. But he still believes in you, follows you, believes in the future you prepared for him, and you build a perfect home together. But when you don’t come home every night, when you bring Have you ever wondered what kind of mood he feels when he sleeps next to the sweat stains running on other people? Knowing that you have someone else, he still doesn’t believe it. He has to see it with his own eyes. Look, how stupid, Just like when you met Zeng Xi for the first time, his stupidity has never changed."
Every word of Li Mu seemed to be piercing Anyang's heart, cutting his heart into bloody flesh.Who knows Zeng Xi's world!Anyang, you took him out of the house that could protect him, and then you drove him out completely, and it was you who forced him into a dead end.
Zeng Xi committed suicide.When he saw the speeding vehicle, he had lost all his strength and he couldn't escape. He knew that he, who was betrayed by Anyang, didn't have the courage to stay in this world. It was a kind of deep despair.He didn't even have the courage to kill himself, so he used this method to give himself an end.The feeling of dying is liberating.
When he regained his life, he remembered that life, alive, is a state that cannot be returned, and he shouldn't give up all the courage to live for a man.The relationship between the Kong family and his wife made him aware of his longing for life, and he began to build up his own new psychological structure. He thought he would not commit suicide, unlike Li Mu in the past.He humbly knelt on the hospital bed and prayed in the empty ward, thanking him for being alive and touching a miracle.
Li Mu's head seemed to explode, the helplessness and despair that Zeng Xi felt before his death tormented him.
"Anyang, you never knew, Zeng Xi has depression, do you know why he likes to watch TV so much! Because only this kind of pastime without thinking can make him have no time to think about the things that torment him the most .He can't use other ways to resolve his depression. What he fears most is being discovered by you, afraid that you don't want him. He cleans the room carefully, meticulously and sensitively, and the slight sound of closing the door can scare him. He has It’s been a while since I’ve had so little food. Have you discovered these again!!”
Anyang seemed to be struck by lightning, and he was stunned.Xixi, have depression?He remembered that for a while, Xixi became very sensitive. He commuted to and from get off work every day, so he didn't have much time to pay attention to him. The irritability at work made him not want to communicate with others when he returned home.At that time, Xixi came over attentively, what did he say?
"Damn it, I've been busy all day, and you're still nagging when you get home. Get out of here, and don't let me see you!"
Many of the words were unintentional, and they were said casually as soon as the emotions came.But then they were fine.No problems, there shouldn't be any problems, right?Why did Xixi get this disease?
"Anyang, many things have passed or really passed. What remains in Zeng Xi's heart is that you have imposed on him bit by bit." Li Mu took a deep breath, and stood behind him. Alone, the warm body temperature calmed him down a lot. "And then, there's Liang Ye..."
The author has something to say: Nine: Hold your chin, this is a sad past...
A: (whip) Stop pretending to be a literary youth, you are just a young man who sprinkles perfume under his armpits.
Nine: (Turning the table up) Who says I'm not a young artist, sometimes I even sprinkle perfume in the air to greet me!
A: The performance of literary and artistic youth, the essence of * * youth.
Nine: Damn, there are too many scumbags around me.Ashamed, ashamed.
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☆, 35 trials
As soon as Liang Ye's name came out, Anyang knew that the time for trial had come, and no matter how he tried to justify, he could not cover up such a real betrayal.
He once promised Zeng Xi that he would be given a home, and they would live like a husband and wife, and would not mess around like some people in the circle.He promised it when he swore to the sky, but when he pressed on Liang Ye, he could only feel the pleasure that hit his brain. The physical pleasure made him unable to stick to that promise in his mind. The most basic and only promise I want.
"You never told him how you and Liang Ye started. You know, if you tell, he will leave, and he will leave your life without affecting you at all. From the beginning when you were together, He has imagined all the possible endings for you. He knows that he doesn't have much charm, and he knows that he won't tie you up for a long time, so he is already mentally prepared to leave. I just hope that you can tell him clearly when you leave him One sound. You have not fulfilled such a simple request. I have met Mr. Liang, and I can see that he is a proud man, but in your eyes, Zeng Xi can be trampled on and played at will!?"
Anyang shook his head, "No, no. I didn't play with Xixi, you are not allowed to insult my feelings for Xixi like this. I love him, I really loved him."
"Hehe, love? Anyang, the love you speak of can be given to others just as easily. When you and Liang Ye are happy, you can talk a lot like this."
Anyang scratched his hair fiercely, Li Mu's words made him unable to justify.When he was with Liang Ye, naturally because of the situation and the atmosphere, he talked about love, and said more in bed.He can't tell whether he has the true heart or not.He knew that when he was with Zeng Xi, he was in love, and when he was with Liang Ye, he was also sincere.But why can the heart be divided into two pieces? !Which is true and which is false, Anyang is in confusion.
"Anyang, the dead are the big ones. Right in front of Zeng Xi's tomb, Song Kelu is also there. Give Zeng Xi an explanation. Let him go and let him live in another world without worrying about him." I am about to finish my task for today , Li Mu felt a little dizzy, if he hadn't leaned against someone, he might have collapsed with weak legs and feet.It's useless, too useless then and now.
"Let him go, who will let me go?!" An Yang said frantically, glaring at the boy in front of him.Why is he sitting in the seat of the judge, why is he judging him instead of Xixi, isn't he just like Xixi, he is not qualified, no one in this world is qualified to take Xixi away from him, even Not even empty memories! "Let me tell you, Xixi is mine, for the rest of my life, this life and the next. None of you want to take it away."
"Anyang! Are you qualified!" Li Mu was trembling with anger. From before to now, even though it was over, Anyang never gave Zeng Xi a serious explanation. Now, he still doesn't want to give it.Anyang is a lunatic, a real lunatic. "You care about him, why do you still do that kind of thing to force him to die. Don't tell me that you will not give him the last charity if you make a clear statement!"
"You all said that I forced Xixi to a dead end, but what you are doing now is forcing me to a dead end!" Anyang roared, losing all grace.
"Even if you don't agree, we will move the tomb for Zeng Xi. He won't be willing to stay here in the cemetery you prepared for him." Li Mu shook his head lightly and said, he had no strength left.The huge emotional fluctuations still had an impact on his psychology, and it spread to his body.
"What the hell are you! If I want to move Xixi's tomb, it depends on whether I, Anyang, are willing!" Anyang waved his arms and wanted to pinch Li Mu's neck, but was stopped by a pair of hands.Song Kelu also dragged Anyang's body, telling him not to be impulsive.Li Mu's face turned pale, and it seemed that he couldn't hold on anymore.
"Ryuzi, let the fuck go!" Anyang bumped his elbow back, causing Song Kelu to let go of his hand in pain, and took a few steps back.Crazy Anyang is a beast. "No one can touch him!" Anyang stood domineeringly in front of the tomb, like a staunch defender.
Some people's hearts cannot be mended once they are broken.Some lost people cannot be kept no matter how hard they are caught.Let alone a dead man.
"I will go to Zeng Xi's parents, and they will help him move the tomb. Zeng Xi would be more willing to go back to that home." Li Mu gasped, and tightly clenched the hand that held Li Gui's arm.
Anyang panicked, Xixi's parents, he never informed Xixi's parents that he was gone.Because he also knows that the blood relationship between parents cannot be broken no matter what.He locked his arms tightly, thinking he could grab something, but there was only a cold tombstone.
When Liang Ye's figure appeared, everyone's expressions were shocked.Liang Ye in a black formal suit brought
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