There is a terminal illness called narcissism

The feeling of filming TV series and filming is completely different for me. Before I joined the film crew, I thought that I could be regarded as a person with some acting skills. Otherwise, how could the director decide in such a short period of time that it is so important for me to play the role? character of?After reading the script at home, I fell into a state of excitement. Even though I had heard Meng Bin tell the whole plot, I was still immersed in the whole story while reading the script.

There is no doubt that this is a very exciting story. I don't know much about screenwriting, but I know that this drama has a lot of tension.For the audience, the viewability of the story is more important than anything else, not to mention that this is also an alternative 'inspirational' drama?

I began to think about how the character I played should express myself, how to show two different faces, and even dreamed that I was acting in my sleep.To be honest, I did a lot of research, and when I joined the crew to act, I had the feeling of a soldier on the battlefield.The soldier was equipped with guns and ammunition, full of confidence, he decided to rush into the enemy's belly and fight a beautiful battle.

It's a pity that my aura was completely punctured 1 minute after entering the arena.

"Crap! Qi Yan, what's the matter with you!" Sitting behind the camera and staring at the screen, director Zhen Gao Leng pulled his throat, his elegant face was full of anger, and his deep eye sockets stared at others At that time, he looked like a wolf walking out of the snow mountain, with a burst of hostility, "Is your face stiff! In front of you are your friends and partners. You support and encourage them, even if your expression You can't show it, your eyes and your attitude should clearly express this!"

I was startled by the powerful shout, followed by rising tension.The other two I played with are well-qualified actors in the industry. The leading actor is an active actor named Min Zishun. He has a very upright face. When I see that face, I feel One word comes to mind—righteous and awe-inspiring.

It is undoubtedly a kind and good face. People who see that face may unconsciously feel that this person is trustworthy.Min Zishun has always played positive characters, and the director's choice of him as a positive male lead is justifiable.I used to watch Min Zishun’s movies on TV by chance before. At that time, I still felt that the current movies are really the same, and who is the bad guy and who is the good guy can be seen through at a glance.

I thought it would be convenient to act with a good face, but I didn't expect to find out when I actually played with him that this person is not just as simple as making people feel like a good person.His smile, his posture, and even his occasional small movements of tilting his head to listen can make people let down their guard and feel good.

To describe it in another sentence: This is an actor with excellent acting skills!

Min Zishun got into the mood naturally almost without the director saying anything. He made me feel that he is a friend I have known for many years. He is sincere and down-to-earth, full of vigor and vitality of young people, and also has the aggressiveness of young people.

In addition to him, another actor is also a good partner. Although that person's performance is not as good as Min Zishun's, it can be said that it is not enough.Among the three, I have the weakest ability. My acting skills, which I thought were good, can't be shown here at all.This may be the so-called someone outside the man. Before I met the actors here, I always thought that Yu Yan was the best acting person I have ever seen, but now I am not sure.

I really want to be like them and quickly integrate into the plot, but this is obviously not something that can be done just by thinking about it.Director Dong Fei deserves to be a person with a quarter of Russian blood. He may be born with the fighting power and energy of a fighting race. His loud shouting made the entire crew tense up. Everyone focused on their work. In order to achieve the most perfect effect.

I have been scolded seven or eight times by this combat madman. There is no dirty word in every sentence he said, but every sentence is more stabbing than a steel knife. I was so scolded that I couldn't lift my head.Before this, I didn't expect that I would be so 'attacked' one day, but I had to listen to it, pretending to be humbly asking for advice, remembering every word the director said in my heart, thinking about it carefully, and wishing to hurry up Get through these tough times.

Maybe I was tired of scolding, but when the director waved his hand to announce the break, I really breathed a sigh of relief.This is not like coming to act, but more like coming to suffer.What makes me most helpless is that now Yan Qi is busy with business in the company and cannot stay by my side.Without him, I always feel that there is something missing in me. At the same time, I also clearly realize that I can't rely on him to cheer me up every time.

It’s not a good thing to rely too much on others. When I was filming TV dramas, there was a small Duan who was busy with me. Before and after the filming, there was Yu Yan who came to me to talk to me and teach me about acting.When I got here, I only had an unsmiling agent by my side. He was very capable, but he was a layman in acting, so he couldn't help me.What's more, Guan Qian left quietly when I was scolded bloody, I don't know if he thought I was ashamed or something else...

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. Sitting alone on a cardboard box in the corner of the theater, I support my head and count the efforts I have made for this play: I didn’t bring a special fitting mirror because I didn’t want others to think I am too eye-catching as a rookie; I didn’t find an assistant, so that no one would hang around me as a starlet; I recite the scenes seriously, as long as it belongs to me, I recite every line without saying a word; I carefully figure out the character’s psychology, intention Bring out your best side.

Even though I have done so much, why does the director still feel bad?

"Is this your first time making a movie?" I don't know when, there was a person standing beside me, the sun was pouring down from behind him, and a shadow was cast on the ground in front of him, his tone raised slightly, with a bit of a Confuse.

I turned my head and looked, unexpectedly, the leading actor Min Zishun came to my side, and he came to talk to me on his own initiative, which was really beyond my expectation.After all, he just listened to the director scolding me for so long, and he didn't do anything.The male lead took the initiative to talk to me, how could I ignore it, nodded and looked at him, wondering why he came to me.

"Then you are really lucky." Min Zishun said so, with the corners of his mouth curled up, and an envious expression appeared on his upright face, "I don't know how many people want this kind of opportunity. You are the first time you shoot a movie. How can you make a movie directed by Dong Fei?"

...He doesn't think I got the chance to play this because I went through the back door?If it was the first time I acted in a TV series, someone helped me clear up the relationship behind my back, then this time I got the opportunity to appear on the screen, it is entirely due to my own efforts!

I immediately replied with a serious face: "You should know that director Dong Fei held an audition meeting, and of course you have passed the audition to get the role, otherwise how could you come here?"

Everyone knows that Director Dong Fei pays attention to the quality of his films, and he will never add irrelevant characters to the crew for sponsorship or other reasons.Even if you want to go through the back door, you have to see if the back door is open to others.

"Then your performance really doesn't look like someone who can pass the audition." Min Zishun said very bluntly. He was saying sarcastic words, but his face still had a gentle expression on his face. If someone sees him talking to me In the scene, I thought how much the senior in the entertainment industry cared about the younger generation, "I don't know how the director found you. I think it's too strange. I don't know if the director regrets using you now."

"The contract is signed, and it's not easy to unilaterally go back on it." I pouted, "He signed me in a hurry, but I didn't rush to beg him."

After saying this, I deliberately shrugged my shoulders, expressing that I really couldn't match the director's kindness.

Now Min Zishun frowned slightly, and his tone became a little colder, "Do you know how many people want your role?"

I looked at Min Zishun's expression and blinked, "Including you?"

He didn't deny what I said, the corners of his mouth hooked up, and he snorted softly, "It's okay to say it, I really want your role."

I rubbed my chin and clicked my tongue, "I never thought that you, the male lead, would want the role I got? Isn't it popular to be a male lead these days?"

"Heh, of course everyone wants a leading actor, but I'm enough." Min Zishun brought a chair from the side and sat next to me, as if he wanted to talk to me.

I think this guy is here to attract hatred. If he tells others what he said, there may be many people who want to roll their eyes at him. Of course, I am no exception.

"You think I'm joking?"

"Isn't it?" I asked back, "Who doesn't want to be the leading role? How many people play tricks and play supporting roles, and they can't be the leading role in their entire lives. You are a rich man who doesn't know how hungry a man is. You are too hateful."

As soon as I said this, Min Zishun let out a long sigh, his expression unrecognizable, "You're right, I hate you for saying that."

I nodded, "It's good that you know."

Unexpectedly, my performance like this made Min Zishun, who disliked me, laugh, "How could you possibly understand?"

... Doesn't this secretly mean that I, who have never acted as the male lead, have no right to say it!

"What do you think of me?" Min Zishun suddenly said this when I hated the guy in front of me.I thought about it, decided to be impartial, and told the truth, "You? I thought you were a very easy-going person with great acting skills. I didn't expect that you would run out of a young actor like me. To be honest, my impression value has been greatly reduced. gone."

"...You are really honest." After a while, Min Zishun said this sentence.

I raised my eyebrows, "Don't you just want to hear me say that, or you will behave like this in front of me?"

"It seems that you are quite smart." He muttered, and then said slowly: "Everyone will be like you, just from the first appearance, I think I am a good person. This is actually very useful to me. Who doesn't want Do others have goodwill towards themselves?"

"I am very grateful to my parents for having such a face, and with this face, I have played countless roles. I have played policemen, doctors, lawyers, teachers... These roles are all good people without exception, which adds to my strength. A lot of popularity, to exaggerate, people can know that I am a good person as long as they see my face."

"Isn't it nice to be a good guy?" I followed his lead and continued to ask.

"Of course a good person is good." There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth. "It stands to reason that I should be satisfied, but since I am an actor, I always want to go to a higher place and do better. I can undoubtedly make a good person The acting is penetrating, but I have never tried to be a bad guy. It's not that I don't want to act, but..."

"It's that your image has already been positioned, and no one is looking for you to act or can't act?" I finally knew why he wanted my role.In other words, when he first joined the crew, he didn't want to play the leading role, but the villain. In the end, Director Dong Fei still gave him the leading role.

"Well, that's true." Minzi turned his head and showed me a slightly fierce expression, "You know you acted so badly, how do I feel?"

I lowered my head, and I heard Min Zishun's angry voice, "You should know that after reading the story, your character is much more malleable than the male protagonist. He is a villain, but this villain is undoubtedly full of charm. If the actor It’s good, it’s definitely more interesting than the leading actor. Such a good role, but you acted like this, and I can’t play this role just because of my looks, it’s too ridiculous!"

I couldn't help but reflect, pursed my lips and said sorry.

"Forget it, what's the use of telling you this." Min Zishun stood up, and as soon as I raised my head, I saw him turn his back and say to me: "I just came here to tell you that I just made a request to the director... ..."

My heart skipped a beat, and I felt a sense of urgency.

He turned his head, with a smile in his eyes, "If you don't perform well, then I will play your role."

! ! !Would the director agree to such a thing?

"What did you say that you signed a contract? The contract also indicates that the actor's performance is correct. If your performance is not good, you will naturally be replaced by someone who performs well." Min Zishun walked towards the stage as he said so. , "We don't have a few minutes to rest, so get ready."