Lord, don't be too arrogant

Farewell, the elderly and children have no one to support them, and the people are in dire straits.Could this be what you call treating each other sincerely? "The Queen Mother looked at him coldly.

Lu Yao's face was pale, it was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

"You get what you want, but you see the royal blood and sweat as nothing, and you don't care about the livelihood of thousands of people. Whether you are the only one who can be called sincere in the happiness of fish and water with him, the happiness of the family in this world is not sincere. Laijia It’s not true that Simu’s children and grandchildren are full, and Cheng’er is not sincere when he expects his children to be happy?” The Empress Dowager spoke louder and louder, and the last few sentences were almost stern!

Lu Yao felt a small crack in his heart. There was something...closed...painful...he had been avoiding, something he had been unwilling to think about, being captured by this white-haired old man... His mother... was torn apart word by word, stained with flesh and blood, which made him in agony.

The queen mother suddenly slapped the armrest heavily, "Lu Yao, you love too selfishly!"

Lu Yao suddenly took a step back, feeling dizzy and dizzy, he could only support himself so as not to fall down, Queen Mother... She was still talking, what was she talking about... Can't hear... Is she going to help him choose a concubine... …

His five fingers dug into the flesh unconsciously, he had never hated his own powerlessness so much, this was something he couldn't do no matter how hard he forced himself.He is a man, and he cannot have children for him.

Huangfu Qingcheng has always liked children, otherwise he would have taken in Luo Fan and Yue Jiansheng.In fact, there are far more than the two of them who take in vagrants in the Beiting Palace.On the way, he once said to himself that after returning to Kyoto, he would find a place to build an "orphanage" as Lu Yaokou called it, so that the children would have enough food and clothing to keep them from starving and freezing.

If he had children of his own, he would be a good father.

If he had kids of his own...

At this moment, Lu Yao only felt that the huge Yongshou Palace was no longer a place for him, so he turned around sadly, and walked out staggeringly.

"Bold! The Empress Dowager didn't even speak..." Eunuch Zhou yelled loudly behind him, but the Empress Dowager raised her hand to signal him to keep silent.

He heard her voice in his ear, "Lu Yao, I'll give you a day to think about how to become a qualified queen and share the worries for Cheng'er. Accepting the concubine of the princess..."

Hearing these words, he couldn't hold on any longer, his feet softened, and he rolled down the dozen or so steps in front of Yongshou Palace.

"Lu Yao, calm down."

He opened his eyes and saw that Chu Yunsheng had caught him. Just now, Chu Yunsheng was lurking outside the palace, and he heard the queen mother's words clearly.

Seeing Lu Yao's miserable face, he couldn't help but said, "Lu Yao, don't be fooled by the Queen Mother's words, how can you have no confidence in yourself, are you and Huangfu Qingcheng together, will it shake the country? Shake the foundation of the people ? Bullshit!"

Lu Yao showed a wry smile, but almost shed tears.

Chu Yunsheng said anxiously, "You also have to have confidence in him. He will be a good emperor. What the queen mother said will not become a reality. Besides, have you had any relationship with those women in the palace? It's not that I don't know!"

"Then...how..." Lu Yao closed his eyes, desperately suppressing the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, "I still can't... give birth to a child for him..."

"Then what should we do? Let him choose a concubine? How can this be possible!" Chu Yunsheng yelled, "You don't need to wrong yourself like this! Besides, you can live a good life without children!"

Lu Yao shook his head, and for a long, long time, he broke down in tears.

Inside the Yongshou Palace, the Empress Dowager Yuanyou rested her head on her well-maintained hands, and slightly exhaled a puff of stale air from her chest.The maid next to her hurried forward and continued to beat her shoulders.

Eunuch Zhou asked in a low voice, "Empress Dowager, this Lu Yao, I think he looks soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and he looks a bit stubborn, I don't know..."

"Go... order, doesn't he have a mother who is still alive? Send someone to investigate, and she will be tied up in the palace within two days." The Queen Mother said quietly, she has a lot of ways to deal with ordinary people.Huangfu Qingcheng went out of the palace to inspect the construction of the seawall, and will not return to the palace for two days, within these two days, she must hurry up and finish everything that can be done.

Thinking of this son, she felt a little headache, the same stubbornness, the same pressure to die, insisting that she agree to make Lu Yao the male queen, and even refused to accept the concubine!

This Lu Yao must be the reincarnation of a vixen!She had never seen Huangfu Qingcheng, who was always wise and calm, be fascinated by anyone like this.

She didn't want to confront her son head-on, so she had to agree first.Fortunately, this slender and quiet young man has never seen the world and has no scheming. He is easy to calculate. He has probably been shaken by what she said just now, and he has no background. deal with.If Lu Yao single-handedly selects the concubine for him, then the empress and the empress dowager decide the matter of the harem, the emperor will not be able to refute it.

The queen mother sighed, this city is really worried about him!

Chapter 1 endings ([-])

Chu Yunsheng took Lu Yao back to Chonghua Palace. Lu Yao opened the door and entered the room, and saw a few things covered in yellow silk on the table, lying quietly.

That was what he had promised him with a smile yesterday.

He has always spoiled him like this, letting him do whatever he wants, and whatever he asks for, he will give it all.He never asked what he didn't want to say, and never forced him to do what he didn't want to do.

He looks domineering and indifferent, but in fact he is as gentle as water.

This is his prince...

In the world, he is a prince alone.

Lu Yao sat down at the table, couldn't help stretching out his hands to stroke the bright yellow color, the delicate and soft silk and satin texture, which was the same as the clothes Huangfu Qingcheng was wearing.

There was still his breath in the room, a faint, fresh scent of blue bamboo.

Scenes of the days with him played back in my mind.

He smiled slightly at him, he kissed his crying face, he held him in his arms full of tenderness... He wielded his sword gracefully, his eyes were slightly drunk when he drank wine, he could sing with him If the poem is right, you can also ride the horse and raise the whip. Even if you rule the world, you will still hold hands with him and smile at the world of mortals...

This is his prince, his prince alone...

"You should go back to southern Xinjiang with me, why be so decisive."

Lu Yao was silent for a while, his eyes gradually turned red, "Going to southern Xinjiang... In fact, I still choose to stay. I finally made up my mind."

Once again, he was about to leave him, and it would be the last time.

He had tried to run away from him many times.

At first, it was for freedom. At that time, he had just come into contact with this society, and he still had a lot of things to do, so he didn't want to be imprisoned;

In the end, it was because of fear.Afraid of being exposed, and also afraid of facing unknown feelings;

Later, it was because of jealousy.He already had someone else around him, and he couldn't stand it.

And this time.It is because of love.

He loves him so much that he chooses to leave him.

Seeing his miserable expression, Chu Yunsheng couldn't help feeling melancholy, and sighed, "Or, you'd better wait for him to come back before making a decision."

"No." Lu Yao shook his head, tears rolling down uncontrollably.

He was afraid...if he saw his gentle face...he would never...be able to leave.

Chu Yunsheng couldn't help but took a step forward, "Lu Yao. Even if you leave, Huangfu Qingcheng doesn't like women in the first place, even if he finds a new love, he will probably still be a male favourite, so why should you..."

Lu Yao bit his lip and replied tremblingly, "My lord... he thought I was a woman at the beginning, but he still confided his heart to me... It's not that he won't be tempted by women..."

I still remember, in the sparkling pool water, he whispered in his ear. 'If you are a woman, I will stay with you for the rest of my life, but you are a man.I am also with you Huangquanbiluo. '

These words seemed like yesterday, he only hated himself... why he didn't respond to his heart earlier.

Chu Yunsheng looked at his pale and almost bloodless cheeks, feeling sad for a while, "Are you really willing to leave him like this?"

Hearing this, Lu Yao couldn't hold back his emotions any longer, threw himself on the table, buried his head in his arms and burst into tears.

He can't bear to...

He is 1 reluctant to...

But what can be done about that, he already loves him to the bone.Tell him how to send others into his arms with his own hands, and how can he watch others conceive his child.He only needs to think of this scene.It was so painful that I was about to die immediately.

It seemed as if I saw him say to him attentively and affectionately,

"Lu Yao, I am the king of a country. I am the king of the country. I admire the beauty of the king. I look forward to getting married. Unless there is a dead grave, I will hold hands with you for a hundred years. I will take care of you every night, eat and sleep, and stay together for life. I will never ask for anything else.May the Yellow Heaven and the Empress Earth learn from this life together. '

Learn from this life together...

Lord, I...doomed not to share this life with you...

Even if he made an oath for him, how could he deprive him of his right to be a father? He couldn't.

It was also because he swore an oath for him that he was worthy of doing this for him, digging out his heart and lungs, and breaking his heart and soul for him.

Chu Yunsheng quietly stroked Lu Yao's trembling back, his eyes could not conceal the sadness.

"Lu Yao...you will regret it..."

Lu Yao was crying, unable to speak.

He knows that he will regret it, but staying here is also torturing each other. He can not have his own children, but he is not willing to make such a big sacrifice for him. If they are together, they must pay the price. He would rather sacrifice Own.

Chu Yunsheng waited silently, feeling uneasy in his heart, Lu Yao, you decided to leave, why am I not sad, I am afraid that in this life, we will never see each other again.

He sighed, remembering that Feng Zhongqi told him last time that the reverse operation procedure is easy to solve, the only thing missing is