Gu Xian was accompanied by a bodyguard arranged by him. If Gu Xian encountered any danger, the bodyguard would immediately send a message to inform him.Moreover, Gu Xian's itinerary did not match what he said, but the bodyguards did not report it to him in time. Obviously, Gu Xian ordered the bodyguards to hide it.

Every household is busy with Chinese New Year, and when they are busy with family reunions, where will Gu Xian go alone?

Xie Yunjing took out his mobile phone, feeling sour in his heart.

Could it be that Gu Xian would rather stay with Li Yuqiu or Sheng Yi than spending the New Year with him?

Feeling sore and swollen in his chest, Xie Yunjing was a little afraid to call Gu Xian.He slid down the address book, hovered his finger above Li Yuqiu's name, but at the moment he was about to press it, he suddenly pressed the screen to turn off the phone, put away the phone, and strode towards the elevator.

Mr. Xie was surrounded by a litter of cute and joyously dressed cubs, and he was so happy to hear congratulatory messages such as "Grandpa Xie, Happy New Year", "Grandpa Xie is in good health", and "Grandpa Xie is lucky" I can't close my mouth from ear to ear, and I don't see the gloomy look of losing my lover before.

However, when his cell phone rang, he picked it up defenselessly.

"What did you say!?"

The old man's angry voice frightened the surrounding children, and some timid ones even had tears in their eyes, and they were about to cry immediately.

The parents on the side hurriedly covered their children back.

"Gu Xian is gone. I have to go find him. I will trouble Grandpa to preside over the New Year's Eve dinner."

After Xie Yunjing finished speaking, he hung up the phone. The old man blew his beard and stared at the phone, and held back for a long time before swearing.

"Little bastard!"

Although you can guess who the old man is scolding, but Xie Yiming and Xie Ernian brothers will not touch the old man's bad luck, Xie Huaihong also chooses to be wise and protect himself, only Xie Dongqing, can't wait to make trouble, his father's eyes blinked almost cramp. can stop.

"Grandpa, is something wrong with Yunjing?"

Mr. Xie looked at him gloomyly, and suddenly sneered: "What's the matter, are you going to accompany him?"

The old man became angry, which was more terrifying than cursing people directly. Xie Dongqing suddenly came to his senses, shrunk his neck and pretended to be honest.

"It's time to eat, to drink, why are you all in a daze!" Mr. Xie glanced at the quiet Xie Yiming and the others in disgust, and then waved to the child next to him, "Come on, you, I remember You just sang the song that grandpa listened to, haven't you finished? Sing it again for grandpa, grandpa will give you a big red envelope, okay?"

The child didn't understand so much, and when he saw Mr. Xie became kind again, he hugged him happily.

Xie Yunjing stepped on the accelerator to the speed limit, and drove home at high speed.

The windows of the house were pitch black, and there was no light at all.

Xie Yunjing took off his scarf while eating, but he put it back on after getting in the car.He touched the scarf and decided to take a gamble.

"Gu Xian?"

Xie Yunjing entered the door, only the sensor light at the entrance lit up with his voice.

The room was silent, Xie Yunjing walked through the living room and was about to go upstairs to have a look, but a gust of cold wind hit his face.

The unusual coldness made him look where the wind was coming from.On the floor-to-ceiling windows leading to the yard in the living room, the curtains hung were blown by the night wind, creating ripples, like the hem of a dancing girl's skirt.

The interior without the lights turned on is darker than the exterior, and the light-colored curtains faintly reveal the outline of the terrace outside the window.

Xie Yunjing walked slowly towards the French windows for a few steps as if confirming, then took a sudden step and quickly came to the French windows.

Whoa!

The quickly drawn curtains rubbed against the track with a loud sound.

When Xie Yunjing saw clearly on the terrace, Gu Xian who was on the terrace also turned his head.

"Why did you come back?"

Gu Xian was sitting on the floor on the terrace, tilting his head when he turned his head, propping the ground with one hand and holding a can of beer in the other.He took off his gloves, and he probably didn't pay much attention when stuffing them into the pockets of his jacket, half of the edges of the pockets were still exposed.

Because of drinking, his lips were covered with a layer of water, and under the light of the lighting in the yard, they looked extra plump and lustrous.

Xie Yunjing approached him, and saw the beer cans piled up beside him. Several beer cans were poured, and the wind swayed gently on the ground. It was obvious that Gu Xian had drunk a lot.

He knelt down and covered Gu Xian's hand that was on the ground, and as expected, he felt a piece of ice cold.

"I met your dad."

Xie Yunjing picked up Gu Xian's hand, put it together with the other hand, and held it together in the palm of his hand.

"And you, why are you at home?"

Gu Xian looked down at his wrapped hands, his eyelashes cast a shadow.After a while, he suddenly muttered: "Xie Yunjing, my hands are so cold."

Xie Yunjing lowered his head and breathed on his hands, rubbing them slowly but vigorously: "Is it better?"

Gu Xian bumped into his forehead, rubbed against it like a small animal, and then laughed: "It's so warm."

Countless stars seemed to rub into the slightly bent eyes, Gu Xian was obviously a little drunk.

I don't know how long he stayed outside, but after getting close, Xie Yunjing could feel that the tip of his nose was cold.

He breathed on Gu Xian's nose, and Gu Xian immediately shrank back a bit, shouting "Why are you so annoying", but his eyes were still bent, and then he pressed against Xie Yunjing's face again.

Xie Yunjing felt as if a piece of ice had stuck to his face, and even Gu Xian's breath was slightly cool.Now that Gu Xian had almost fallen into his arms, he patted Gu Xian's back: "Is the butt cold?"

He had only knelt on the ground for a while, and his knees were bitingly frozen by the chill coming up from the ground, but Gu Xian didn't know how long he had been sitting on the ground.

"cold……"

Gu Xian's tone was a little aggrieved, Xie Yunjing coaxed him: "Then let's get up, shall we?"

"Okay." Gu Xian said, but pulled his hands out of his palms, hung them around his neck, and stopped moving.

Xie Yunjing supported his waist and picked him up, and was about to grab his hands back and cover them again, but Gu Xian had already retracted them by himself, nestled into his arms, and took a sip of beer.

"..."

There wasn't much left in the can of beer in Gu Xian's hand, so Xie Yunjing didn't intend to stop him, and held the beer with him.

"Didn't you say to go to Gu's house for the New Year?" Xie Yunjing followed Gu Xian's movement of drinking, and supported his raised chin, making him have to look at himself.

"You lied to me."

Gu Xian curled his lips: "What's wrong with lying to you?"

"Since you don't want to go to Gu's family for the New Year, why don't you come with me?" Xie Yunjing lowered his head, "I thought you didn't hate me so much anymore."

Gu Xian blinked his eyes. Knowing that the person in front of him was putting on a gesture, he followed the other person's intention and explained: "...I'm just used to it."

Xie Yunjing frowned slightly: "What are you used to?"

Gu Xian pursed his lower lip, looked away, and replied with a sigh: "I didn't mean not to go with you..."

His eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings.

"I'm just... used to celebrating the New Year alone."

"..."

Xie Yunjing's eyes were puzzled, Gu Xian raised the beer can to drink, but found that there was only a little bit left in it.

He wanted to get a new bottle, but Xie Yunjing stopped him: "You are drunk, you can't drink any more."

Gu Xian looked at him, and laughed out loud after a while: "No way, Xie Yunjing, who do you look down on?"

He gestured to the beer cans on the ground: "It's just beer, just a few bottles, do you think I'll get drunk?"

Xie Yunjing frowned, although he didn't speak, how could Gu Xian not know what he was thinking.

Overcoming Xie Yunjing's obstruction, he picked up two new cans of beer and opened them, and handed one to Xie Yunjing: "Do you want to drink?"

The seal was opened, obviously not intended to be rejected.

After Xie Yunjing took it, Gu Xian was still staring at him, so he could only take a sip first.

"I'm cold, can't I ask you for warmth?"

A voice that was too soft and soft would be missed if you were not paying attention, Xie Yunjing paused, and when he put down the beer can and looked at Gu Xian, the latter had already leaned on the fence of the terrace, staring ahead and drinking.

I thought that Gu Xian would act softly with him because he was drunk, but he was sober.

Xie Yunjing heard the uncontrollable thumping sound in his chest, and felt as if a feather had fallen into his heart, the light and soft scratch made him feel an itch from the bottom of his heart.

"Gu Xian..." He approached Gu Xian, wanting to get close to him, but saw Gu Xian put down the beer from his lips, and lowered his head slightly.

There was a smile on the corner of Gu Xian's mouth: "When I was 16 years old, I started celebrating the New Year alone."

The itching in Xie Yunjing's heart subsided.

16 years old, exactly the age of Gu Xian when he was a sophomore in high school.

Gu Xian walked around with a beer can: "When I was 16 years old, I heard Gu Leyu's mother quarreling with my father. She cried that my father failed her by marrying my mother, and cried that my father made her child an illegitimate child. Crying that my dad should have had only one child, Gu Leyu, who was born to her, and the Gu family should have only one heir, Gu Leyu."

"She told my dad that if my dad didn't drive me out of the house and completely sever my inheritance rights, then my dad would be completely sorry for her. She would rather divorce my dad than continue to suffer humiliation for the Gu family. , went to live a clean life with Gu Leyu's orphan and widow."

"and then?"

Gu Xian raised the corner of his mouth, and did not directly answer Xie Yunjing's question, and continued: "Although she pretends to be gentle and generous, like a good stepmother, but I know that she has never liked me since she was a child, and she mentioned it to my father a lot. I drove away."

"I thought that my father would not agree. After all, I am his biological son, and my grades have always been good. I can give him a lot of face. Whether it is because of blood or face, he will not give up on me. In Before that cry I heard when I was 16, he, indeed, had been just perfunctory my dear stepmother on this issue."

"But—" Gu Xian raised his beer and took a sip.

Although Gu Xian hadn't finished speaking, Xie Yunjing had already guessed the result.He looked at Gu Xian with a complicated expression, his eyes were full of distress, but at this moment, Gu Xian exuded an aura that was not fragile and did not need to be relied on.

Xie Yunjing chose to respect Gu Xian and continue to be a quiet listener.

Gu Xian put down the beer, and there was a layer of emptiness in his eyes.

"But, I don't know if my dear stepmother's hard work has borne fruit, or this crying is too heartbreaking, my dad is really starting to think about driving me out of the house, and even severing ties with me. non-existent."

Xie Yunjing's long-standing doubts finally had an answer: "So you didn't study well at the beginning of the second year of high school, in order not to be driven away by your father?"

"Yes." Gu Xian's tone was still indifferent, as if he was just a bystander, talking about other people's stories, "The reason why Gu Leyu's mother can't tolerate me, and the reason why my father was persuaded, in the final analysis, is because My threat is too great, if I want to compete for the Gu family's property in a few years, Gu Leyu will definitely not be able to compete with me."

Excellent grades and outstanding abilities should have made his parents proud of him, but in Gu Xian's case, these became the root cause of his homelessness.

Xie Yunjing had confronted him for so many years, so of course he knew that he was also proud. It was hard for him to imagine what kind of mood the little peacock, who never bowed his head in front of him, was in to finally make such a decision.

"Gu Xian..." He could no longer just listen, and stretched out his hand to pull him into his arms.

But he heard Gu Xian calling him: "Xie Yunjing."

The person who had been looking ahead finally turned around: "Do you know why I hate you?"

Xie Yunjing corrected his bangs that were blown by the wind: "Why?"

Gu Xian looked at him and smiled, propped his chin with the back of the hand holding the beer can, tilted his head and said, "Because you took away the only chance my mother would smile at me and my father would give me a good face." .”

Xie Yunjing's hand froze on Gu Xian's forehead.

Gu Xian still smiled, but even the upturned corners of his mouth could not conceal his loneliness.

"My parents, none of them love me. Only when I got the first place, they will feel a little bit of happiness from me because of this honor that can set off their excellence."

"Gu Rong has his 'true love', and my mother, when she was dying, didn't want to look at me more."

I thought that when his grandma passed away, Gu Xian said to him, "Your grandma was so kind to you" because he thought of his own mother. However, at this moment, Xie Yunjing finally understood what Gu Xian was thinking when he said those words. Mood.

When Gu Xian's mother passed away, there was only the young Gu Xian by her side, so she didn't want to look at her child before she died, it really didn't have the slightest nostalgia and love.

Gu Xian raised the beer to his head and shook it, feeling helplessly: "Obviously they are the two people who should love me the most in this world, but none of them loves me, I don't understand, why don't they love me? And give birth to me."

The indifferent tone mixed with the brisk swaying of the wine, it didn't sound like any unwillingness but just doubts.

But the more Gu Xian was like this, the more Xie Yunjing felt that his heart was being torn and hurt.

"Why don't you leave the Gu family..." Xie Yunjing's voice was a little difficult, "Obviously you can live well on your own. Besides, the parents of your friends like you very much, and they should be very happy to live with you. "

Gu Xian stopped shaking the beer can and raised his eyebrows: "But those are not my parents after all."

With someone else's own son right in front of him, how could Gu Xian forget his real situation? The more harmonious someone else's family is and the better their parents treat him, the more he will understand how much his parents don't love him.

Xie Yunjing had no way to refute.

Gu Xian lowered his arms, lay down on the fence, and stared at the snow outside the terrace.

"Besides, if the two people who should love me the most don't love me, how can I believe that there are other people who really love me? No matter what about Gu Rongcai, after all, it is my father, who is related to me by blood The closest person..."

Bang!

Suddenly there was an explosion in the sky, and a firework bloomed in the night sky.

The first firework is the signal, and in a blink of an eye, countless fireworks follow, crackling and paving a brilliant scene of fiery trees and silver flowers in the night sky.

Gu Xian raised his head and muttered in surprise, "Is it already past zero?"

The answer he got was a kiss.

Because it was too sudden, when the kiss fell, he subconsciously backed away, but the palm of his head was caught by the expected palm, making him nowhere to escape.

But this kiss was not intense, just gentle smooshing, licking and biting, and it came to an end after a while.

The extremely gorgeous fireworks seemed unattractive, Xie Yunjing looked into Gu Xian's eyes tenderly and intently: "Now you have me to love you."

With his hand still on the back of Gu Xian's head, he stroked Gu Xian's ear with his thumb: "Everyone who hates you the most has fallen in love with you, and loves you to death. Don't think that there will be no one." love you."

Gu Xian opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, only the blush on his face became more and more obvious.

Of course he knew Xie Yunjing... It was because of knowing that he had the courage to confess the most vulnerable part of his heart in front of his former enemy.

He raised his head to avoid Xie Yunjing's sight, looked at the fireworks in the night sky, and muttered like a mosquito: "Look at the fireworks... It's rare to have such beautiful fireworks."

Xie Yunjing rubbed his hair again before lying down on the fence and looking up at the sky.

Although there was no hug, the shoulders of the two were tightly pressed together.After watching quietly for a while, Gu Xian raised the beer in his hand: "It's New Year's Eve, let's have a toast?"

The fireworks on the first day of the new year will last for a long time. Gu Xian and Xie Yunjing have finished drinking the can of beer in their hands, and it is not over yet.

Gu Xian was carrying an empty beer can, his eyes were a little blurred by the fireworks in the sky.

No matter how gorgeous the fireworks are, it is inevitable to get tired of watching them for a long time.

Gu Xian threw the beer can into the pile of cans behind him, then turned his head to look at Xie Yunjing, resting his chin with his hand, breaking the silence between the two of them: "Although the sentence 'build happiness on the pain of others' It's not right, but bullying you and making trouble for you really makes me feel happy."

"But," he tilted his head, "why do you insist on fighting with me?"

The sound of firecrackers is endless, and the fireworks in the night sky seem to never stop, so lively that the night wind seems to become warmer.

Xie Yunjing watched Gu Xian's hair being gently blown by the wind, and watched Gu Xian's eyes filled with colorful fireworks.

"Probably because..." He stroked the corners of Gu Xian's eyes, touching those extraordinarily beautiful eyes lightly, "Even if you hate me, you can only look at me alone."

Gu Xian blinked, then blinked again.

After a while, he laughed loudly: "Xie Yunjing, you are so perverted!"

All tit for tat stemmed from the distorted possessive desire for the beautiful little peacock.

Xie Yunjing confessed: "Yes."

Gu Xian laughed a little out of breath, Xie Yunjing hugged him into his arms, patted his back to comfort him.

"Xie Yunjing, let's make | love."

Just as the palm on Gu Xian's back was about to be photographed, Xie Yunjing thought he had heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

Gu Xian snorted again.

He raised his hand to hook Xie Yunjing's neck, looked into his eyes, and repeated generously.

"I said, I'm going to make|love you."

作者有话要说:感谢在2021-12-2003:43:18~2021-12-2204:49:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Yiqu Yunshui;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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