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When I got home, I was mentally prepared to meet what my mother was going to tell me, I guess, it was probably about my father.

After eating, my mother brought me a glass of water, because I was afraid that I would be too sad and dehydrated from crying?How is it possible, but I drank it honestly, followed my mother to the savings room, and took out a small iron box from under the bookshelf, it was the kind of cookie box. I watched my mother wipe it carefully with my clothes. I picked up the box, then picked up the small box that I had secretly opened before, walked all the way to my room, and put the things on the desk. After this series of actions, my originally calm heart became tense.

"Yang Yang, in fact, mom lied to you. Your dad is a good man. Mom has never regretted marrying him in her life. He treats me very well, but he will love me. If there is a next life! I want to marry He, "Mom's eyes were a little red, and I felt uncomfortable looking at it, "Your father died in a car accident last year. That day was the first day you came here to study, and what happened on the way your father sent you there. Your father has a lung disease, originally! I wanted him to rest and let you go by yourself, but your father loves you and is afraid that you will not adapt to the strange environment alone, so he insisted on sending you there, but in the end..." Mom paused, maybe she didn't want to mention Dad's death anymore!

"Mom, actually... I remembered this matter yesterday. Dad did this to protect me."

"I remember! Do you still remember what happened to Mu Mu? Speaking of which, we asked for it all! Sigh... don't blame yourself too much, your father doesn't care whether you protect you or not, this car is Going towards him, you can’t escape.” My mother patted my head, obviously she was not feeling well, but she was still comforting me.

"Mu Mu is a good boy. You two grew up together, me! I treat him like my own son, but I didn't expect it! The two of you would have that kind of relationship, me and your dad, and them That family couldn't accept it, thinking it might be because you were too young to tell what love is, so they issued a transfer certificate for you, moved here, and cut off the contact information between you, but...but Mu Mu... A person ran to our side, but was hit by a car at night, and has not woken up to this day. A few days ago, Mu's mother called me and said that she had stopped breathing, and the coffin was ordered, and it was ours. Wrong!" After all this, my mother broke down and cried, and now I feel that my head hurts, and I don't know what to do!I don't want to believe this, I watched my mother walk out of the room and closed the door, I even heard the sound of her locking, but I didn't have the strength to get up, I felt my head was dizzy, I opened the iron box, It is full of photos of me and Mu Mu. Mu Mu in the photo is smiling happily. He is not the pale skin I have seen. In the photo, although his complexion is fair, he is very healthy and handsome.

I, immersed in pain, quickly realized, no, I just went to play with Mu Mu today!How could he just die like this, my mother lied to me, Mu Mu must have woken up, but they didn't let us be together so lied to me, I wanted to get up from the bed, but I didn't have any strength, I don't know What's going on, I can only shout, I hope my mother can open the door, let me out, and let me meet Mu Mu.

Dimly, I saw Mu Mu sitting beside my bed, "Mu Mu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I grabbed his hand and refused to let go, I was afraid that if I let him go It will disappear, "I'm sorry Mu Mu, I shouldn't give in to my parents and leave you, I shouldn't forget you, I'm sorry, I'm really... really sorry..."

I saw Mu Mu shook his head, he said, it doesn't matter, he said, I know you love me is enough, he said, I love you!

Seeing Mu Mu become transparent and illusory, I have a splitting headache, I feel the person in the palm of my hand is slowly disappearing, a feeling called despair spreads in my heart, it's so cold, it's really so cold, "Mu Mu, take me with you! Mu Mu..."