Goodbye, Mr. Mu

Spring is coming late, and the wind in the countryside is still like the winter wind, biting and scraping, whistling, blowing the red lanterns hung up outside the window because of the New Year, and reflecting the lonely old tree even more desolate up.

This is a small courtyard villa purchased by Chai Fei's mother in her hometown, probably for the future retirement.

I heard that it was only renovated a few years ago, and Chai's mother hadn't lived in it a few times, but she didn't expect to use it on Chai Fei now.

The small courtyard is built in an antique style, the main house is facing the small courtyard, old wood, withered vines, blue tiles, white walls... The chilling scenery, scattered leaves, the only thing with spring, is probably framed by the gate The golden rape blossoms in the field.

I don’t know when it was planted, but one day, as soon as Chai Fei opened his eyes, he saw the golden piece outside the window, and then heard the village woman hired by his mother to deliver meals every day say: “The cauliflower outside the house It's all open!"

I also heard her talk about her husband making kites for the children at home, and she said that in a few days, she could fly the kites and eat the green balls.Chai Fei's heart, which was like stagnant water, suddenly seemed to be slightly turbulent. He really wanted to go out and have a look, but now he really can only think about it. Seeing his sluggish spirit, it seemed as if he was going to send him to hell. It was the mother's friend who made great efforts to keep him. Later, he was banned by his mother, and he was not allowed to go out to play, so as not to be disturbed. Know where the wind is coming from, and then blow people down.

However, there is no wind in this countryside.Today, the sun is very good. As soon as Chai Fei opened the curtains, the sunlight could not wait to penetrate into the house, and the village woman also brought him something other than porridge for the first time.

"It's the Youth League?" Chai Fei looked at the things brought out by the village woman, his eyebrows and eyes frowned.

The raised eyebrows drooped again, and there was a voice in his head that should not have appeared: "Boss Chai, next year we will go to Jiangnan to play, and I will take you to try the Youth League?"

Chai Fei didn't remember when Mu Huaizhang said this to him, but he remembered that he laughed at Mu Huaizhang, saying that his mother grew up in the south of the Yangtze River, and when he was a child, his mother did it once or twice. , but later it was sent by someone else.

Then Mu Huaizhang asked him: "Then will you do it?"

He is shaking his head.

And then, there is no more...

Their love didn't last a year.

They met in Ji Xia, but under his insistence, they ended up in winter.

Cold comes and summer goes, here, there is a distorted understanding.

"Young man, you can't go on like this, you have to be happy."

The village woman has no culture, but in the past few days of getting along, she can always give Chai Fei kind and sincere words.

Chai Fei tried to smile: "Well, I'm very happy."

The village woman glanced at Chai Fei's smile, which was uglier than crying, and didn't force him anymore. She took out the white porridge hidden underneath from the insulated box, and brought out a bowl of steamed red shrimp, with shells attached to it. must.

"Qingtuan, you just have to smell it. The doctor said you can't eat it. Your mother sent someone to bring this shrimp and said that it was made for you to eat. I'm not very good at making it like you do in the city. Shrimp, they all said that steaming in white water is enough, can you see if it works?"

"It's okay," Chai Fei pursed his lips, "In the city, it's no different from here, and we don't know how to cook it. What we ate before was that Mr. Mu boiled the shrimp in the porridge, added some salt, and ate it."

"Mr. Mu?" The village woman was puzzled.

After being emphasized by the village woman, Chai Fei realized that there was another person in the words he blurted out.

He laughed and explained, "Now, it's a very good friend."

"A very good friend? Does he know about your illness?"

"I know, I still run around for me, my hair has turned gray a lot, and I'm emaciated, do you think I'm sorry for him?" Chai Fei scooped up a spoonful of tasteless white porridge, "So I just... just ran away Came out without telling him."

"what?"

"Auntie, you said, I'm going to die, and I'll leave it in front of him to let him hold on to hope; then how sad he would be if his hope fails in the end..." Chai Fei looked down at Bai Congee, speaking calmly.

"What are you talking nonsense, young man? Why are you going to die?!" The village woman poohed a few times, as if she wanted to pooh away the bad luck.

Chai Fei didn't know how to explain it to her.

He was dying, really dying.

His condition is deteriorating.

Before he said goodbye to Mu Huaizhang, he felt it.

He started to have nosebleeds, he started to feel drowsy longer than before, and he started to turn upside down day and night, so at that time he hoped that Mu Huaizhang could come back soon, so that he could spend the New Year with him, who doesn't want to stay with the person he likes when he is weak; At the end of life, who doesn't want to seize every minute and every second with that person...

Even if it became the last sound at the end of the crossbow, Chai Fei wanted to struggle and use his own way to tell Mu Huaizhang - I love you, and the love has already penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

However, when he saw Mu Huaizhang from the forest, saw Mu Huaizhang's exhausted appearance, and saw Mu Huaizhang's haggard state, so haggard that he could fall asleep just sitting there, he knew—it couldn't be done.

If the continuation of his life is at the cost of consuming Mu Huaizhang's life and energy, he would rather not have it.

Before meeting him, Mu Huaizhang was so high-spirited and in the limelight; but now he has to run around for him, go to the other side of the ocean for him, and be exhausted because of him.

Chai Fei asked himself if he was not worthy of Mu Huaizhang, even if Chai Fei could respond to Mu Huaizhang's love, and when he was dying of illness, he could force himself to pull Mu Huaizhang to feel his full love. Tie Mu Huaizhang's ear and tell him every day: "I love you Mr. Mu, I love you so much, I love you to the bottom of my heart, I love you so much that I'm going to die in the next second, I want to be with you and tell you the most romantic love story"...

Even if Chai Fei can do this by himself, he feels that the illusory love he responds to is nothing compared to what Mu Huaizhang has done for him day and night.

In front of Mu Huaizhang, his love turned into nothing more than worthless words of love.

So if Mu Huaizhang is to work so hard, it is better to let Chai Fei come to an end earlier.

Who wouldn't want to be the Madonna in a relationship?

"Ah! My kite!" There was a noise from downstairs, and Chai Fei followed the village woman to look downstairs.

It turned out that a kite was blown by the wind and hung on the old tree in the yard.

Just as Chai Fei said that he wanted to find a way to ask the village woman to get some poles and hooks, he saw the children climbing up the courtyard wall without knowing the heights and heights. It was too late and then quickly, and they directly hugged the thick tree trunk, taking advantage of the situation. Kick up...

"It looks like a habitual offender." Chai Fei smiled. He opened the window and threatened the child, "Hey, what are you doing? Why don't you knock on the door and walk through the front door?!"

The child seemed to be really stimulated by his sound, and his feet slipped, Chai Fei frowned quickly, and warned.

"Slow down, slow down, be careful!"

A tree-climbing child is quite clever, and when he heard Chai Fei's words, there was no malice in them, so he took advantage of the situation to get the kite down, jumped off the tree, and did not forget to look at Chai Fei.

"Are you the one who lives in this yard?"

"Hmm. What's the matter?" Chai Fei asked casually.

"No," the child looked Chai Fei up and down, probably because Chai Fei's face was pale, and he didn't look like someone easy to get along with, but he didn't look like a bad person, so he explained in a detached and polite manner: "This household There is often no one there, so when my younger brother’s kite was hung up, he climbed over the wall to get it. Next time, I will knock on the door. I’m sorry.”

As soon as the kid finished speaking, a four- or five-year-old younger brother who was behind him hurriedly put down the kite in his hand, stopped, walked in the direction of Chaifei, bowed and said, "I'm sorry."

For a moment, Chai Fei didn't know how to return to the two brothers who were too polite. He said awkwardly: "It's okay, let's take your brother to play."

After saying that, Chai Fei closed the window he pushed open.

But there is a gap in the window, and there will always be a little sound leaking in, allowing him to hear——

"Follower, I'm sorry to others, why are you following along to join in the fun?"

"My mother said that my brother should do what my brother does, and I should learn from my brother!"

"Tch, what are you learning, how to become a follower?!"

"No! I'm not a follower!"

The corner of the mouth of the person in the window twitched slightly, but there was envy in his eyes.

The author says:

I’m sorry again for being such a couch, I’ll be more diligent next time, because I’m writing the next chapter!Hahahaha, it seems that something has been exposed.