Goodbye, Mr. Mu

Chai Fei turned his back to him, and Mu Huaizhang couldn't see the expression on his face, but judging from his trembling shoulders and hair, he should be smiling.

"What are you laughing at? Chai Fei?" Mother frowned, "Did you listen to me?"

Chai Fei turned around slightly at this time, and Mu Huaizhang saw that Chai Fei's movements were much slower than in front of him, as if he could hear Chai Fei's soft hiss just looking at him like this, and he didn't know if he started to hurt somewhere else up.

"If Dad didn't go abroad for medical treatment, wouldn't our family be like this now?" Chai Fei asked straightforwardly.

"What do you mean?" Chai's mother's expression suddenly changed, between stiff and ferocious, probably trying to control the expression on her face that was about to get out of control.

"I don't mean anything, just the literal meaning. Mom, tell me, if I die, to whom should I give the shares in my hand, so that I can agree with you?" Chai Fei's gaze turned into a sword and sharply moved towards Chai Mu's. Cut out the heart.

Chai's mother was so surprised that she stuttered: "You, what did you say?"

"It's nothing, I'm tired, I'm going back." Chai Fei got up to leave, but Chai's mother refused: "Chai Fei!"

"How long are you going to be self-willed? Now it's not the literature and music you wanted to play before, it's your own life and death, can you listen to your mother? It's this time, who else can you rely on besides mother? That's called What about Mu Huaizhang? You are here, and where is he? Or, you are also a student of Cheng, and you have changed again?"

The aunt who had been staying not far away did not expect the sudden unhappiness between mother and child, so she came over to see how Chai Fei was doing.

Chai Fei's originally straight back was slightly bent, and he put his hands on Auntie's shoulders as if borrowing strength, but squeezed them so hard that even Auntie's clothes were wrinkled. Withdrew his hand, said "I'm sorry", and then turned around: "You go back, Mom."

The word "Mom" seems to be comforting and ironic, but more, it is the impatience of saying nothing.Mu Huaizhang could tell that Chai's mother was in a hurry, and she might even want to take Chai Fei back just like this, and follow her wishes to be a good and unwilled child.

Mu Huaizhang had imagined a lot, even if the mother and son quarreled, he had thought about how to persuade her, but he never expected that Chai Fei would reject her so indifferently and alienated.

Chai Fei walked very fast, and the aunt had to trot to catch up with him. Then she remembered that she hadn't taken the thermos from the table, so the aunt went back to get the cup.She turned her head and just saw Mu Huaizhang standing not far away. The auntie, who didn't know where she was, was about to greet him, but he stopped him with a wave of his hand from a distance.

Mu Huaizhang made a few gestures to his aunt, telling her to follow Chai Fei back.

Because of Auntie's actions, Mother Chai naturally noticed Mu Huaizhang in the corner. She was still standing there, motionless, and only looked in Mu Huaizhang's direction.

Mu Huaizhang shook off a fallen leaf on his shoulder, and waited until Chai Fei turned a corner and could no longer see this side before slowly walking out from behind the pillar.

Fortunately, because he was going out to meet clients, it was not good to dress too casually, so Mu Huaizhang wore a suit today, with a dark blue over-the-knee windbreaker outside.The old man's cane was naturally inconvenient to hold, so he broke the cane to urge him.Therefore, when Mu Huaizhang faced Chai's mother, at least he was not too embarrassed.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Mu Huaizhang." This is actually the second meeting between the two. The last time the meeting was not very pleasant, Mu Huaizhang could foresee himself in Chai Fei's current situation. how will be treated.

"There is a coffee shop opposite the hospital, should we go there?" The window of the ward was facing the small garden, and Mu Huaizhang didn't know if Chai Fei would come to see it, so he decided to take her out.

Chai Mu's complexion was very bad, her brows were tightly furrowed, and she even rolled her eyes at Mu Huaizhang undisguisedly, but she still followed Mu Huaizhang who was walking fast.

There were not many people in the coffee shop at this time, so the two found a quiet corner to sit down, and Mu Huaizhang ordered two cups of coffee casually.

"What's the matter with you? I still want to see the doctor I found for him." Out of self-restraint, Chai's mother tried her best to control her tone and volume, but facing the culprit who caused her son to be so self-willed, she didn't feel How long can one's good self-restraint last.

"Sorry Auntie, I know you are dissatisfied with me, but today, we are all here because of Chai Fei's illness." Mu Huaizhang took out the tablet from his briefcase, clicked on Chai Fei's medical records and pushed it over.

As if it had been a long time, and it seemed as if it was just a moment, Mu Huaizhang felt as if he and Chai Mu had re-experienced the feeling of adding a sharp blade to the body again.He has read the medical records many times, and he is almost memorized. He can follow Chai's mother's eyes and feel where Chai's mother saw, and what kind of cruel word it is.

"I've seen it. Thank you for informing me about my son's illness. Now, you can go. You don't have to worry about his illness. I am his mother and I will treat him. "

"I'm not leaving, Auntie."

"If you don't go, what capacity do you stay in? After that? Say you and him really love each other? Tsk--look at you, you look like a dog! You just have a slick face, what you say is better than what you do Well, in fact, you are not more anxious than you were on the phone, right?" She seemed to be getting angrier as she spoke, and her voice gradually became higher.

It may be that her suppressed resentment at Chai Fei finally turned into anger, and finally burst out when facing Mu Huaizhang, the source of her disgust.The woman's high-pitched voice caused the few customers around to turn their heads.

Mu Huaizhang didn't care about these, and he didn't intend to refute her to intensify the conflict.Just when the waiter brought over the lemonade before the coffee, Mu Huaizhang nodded, and then put aside the cane that he had been holding all the time.

However, as soon as Chai's eyes fell on the cane, her anger seemed to grow stronger: "In the hospital, you are holding such a gaudy civilized staff, who is civilized?"

Mu Huaizhang couldn't say it, he couldn't say that I beat your youngest son before and accidentally hurt his foot, so I kept using crutches.

"Auntie, Chai Fei's current situation is very dangerous. Symptoms such as bone pain and bleeding have already appeared, and the side effects of chemotherapy drugs will appear soon after starting to use. So, can you please calm down, we are only here to treat him Sickness, don't mention anything else, okay?"

Chai's mother's spirit of cursing just now dissipated, but her naturally strong temper did not even allow her to easily show her weakness in front of others.However, her son's illness finally made her straight back bend down, and even her straight shoulders collapsed. When she raised her head again, her eye circles were slightly red.

"What did he say?" Her own son, even if she is no longer close, she still knows, and I'm afraid she won't be too optimistic, but they have missed too much by accident, so that today, she needs to get a little help from others. Inquire about Chai Fei's condition.

"I haven't told him the truth yet, but I can't hide it." Mu Huaizhang paused, "Because I have no legally recognized relationship with him, so if you are not present, he should be the first to know Someone who is sick and who is responsible for the next step in the treatment."

The thorn in Chai Mu's heart was provoked again, and her face suddenly turned cold: "There is no relationship recognized by law? Heh! Finally know that I am an outsider? So, when do you plan to leave?"

"I won't go." Mu Huaizhang's face was still calm, and his tone didn't even fluctuate, as if he wasn't expressing his determination to Chai Mu, but simply stating it.

"I'll be with him."

He said to Chai Mu, and also to himself.

"I said no need. My own son, I will take care of it myself!"

"Auntie, let's not talk about this first, okay? I invite you here because I want you to have a test. At present, only allogeneic bone marrow transplantation can cure Chai Fei's disease." Mu Huaizhang clasped his hands and put down On the table, lean forward and put on a sincere gesture, "So, auntie, is it okay?"

He actually didn't know if he offended Chai Mu by asking this question, after all, in Chai Mu's eyes, it was not his turn to ask for this matter.

"As I said just now, I am responsible for my own son. You don't need to worry about it. You can go now." Mother Chai slammed the computer back on the table, "Don't appear in front of him again, if you don't mess with you Come on, he might not suffer this retribution!"

"No, Auntie, I won't leave, Chai Fei needs me."

"What do you need? I need you to take this gaudy civilized staff and go around him in a serious manner and he will be fine? He is my son, and only I know what he needs! Get out!" I can't control the anger caused by anxiety and disgust for the person in front of me. Mother Chai can't control her emotions. Maybe she doesn't want to control it anymore. Anyway, the person in front of her is not her worry-free son. .

"But you also saw his attitude just now, please take care of his emotions and understand him, okay?"

Before Mu Huaizhang finished his sentence, a glass of lemonade with ice cubes poured down his head. The ice cubes hit his face, and the thin lemon slices just hung on his coat, making him very embarrassed.

This comical farce caused other customers to stare at them, and the store was silent for a while.The waiter came forward hesitantly and asked Mu Huaizhang and Chai Mu if they needed help.Mu Huaizhang shook his head, took off the lemon slice hanging from his body, took out 200 yuan and put it on the table, "Sorry for the trouble."

He packed up his things, leaned slightly and waited for Mu Chai to get up, and the two walked out of the coffee shop together.Mother Chai walked in front, and because of her emotional instability, she stomped the floor hard.

In fact, both of them know that neither of them can really limit the other.Mu Huaizhang could not force Chai's mother to do bone marrow matching, and Chai's mother could not force Mu Huaizhang to leave Chaifei.It's just that Mu Huaizhang prayed to Chai's mother, but Chai's mother could vent to Mu Huaizhang unscrupulously, venting her worries about her sick son and his not being close to her because of this person.

However, no matter what Chai Mu's attitude was, Mu Huaizhang was neither angry nor refuted.He didn't seem to hear the many insults that Chai's mother inflicted on him, but he repeatedly asked Chai's mother to do bone marrow matching, and said a few times that he could make an appointment with a doctor.

Chai's mother became more and more angry with his reticent attitude, but she had no choice but to agree to the time he said with extreme discomfort.She still wanted to go to the hospital to see Chai Fei again, but when she thought of Chai Fei's back turning and leaving, she gave up and took a taxi by herself.

Because it was already past the time agreed with Chai Fei to go back, Mu Huaizhang didn't care to clean up his mess, just took off the wet windbreaker in his hand, and walked back to the hospital quickly.

When he came back, Chai Fei seemed to be in a bad mood, and he didn't expect Mu Huaizhang to open the door suddenly, so he opened the door and came in to see Chai Fei lying on the bed frowning in pain.

However, when Chai Fei opened his eyes and saw Mu Huaizhang, the painful expression disappeared in an instant. His beautiful eyebrows and eyes were bent, and he said very easily: "Mr. Mu, you are back."

Mu Huaizhang had no choice but to pretend that he didn't see his expression of enduring the pain earlier, so he nodded naturally, and put the bouquet that he had always brought with him in Chai Fei's hand.

"I'm back, thank you auntie, go back. I'll wash my hands first."

It wasn't obvious that his coat was off, but he still smelled of lemonade. Mu Huaizhang excused himself to go to the bathroom, washed his head and face, and changed into casual clothes before coming out.

When he came out again, Chai Fei had already fallen asleep.Mu Huaizhang sent his aunt out lightly, then came back and sat beside Chaifei's bed, held his hand very carefully, and watched quietly.

In the past few days, Mu Huaizhang has been thinking that since the disease is a foregone conclusion, he and Chai Fei have no other choice but to face it.

He felt sorry for Chai Fei's illness, and Chai Fei felt sorry for his pain.Chai Fei obviously worked so hard, but she still has to be considerate of his emotions, forcing a smile from time to time, so as not to teach him to worry.

He felt that he should have a good talk with Chai Fei.

The author says:

I can't tell who I should feel more sorry for, let's all be together