Goodbye, Mr. Mu

Xiao Gong only sat for a short while and was about to go back. Everyone in the alley was counting on him. Chai Fei quietly raised his salary, but he felt embarrassed, saying that it was what he should have done.

Ever since board and lodging were fixed in this ward, Mu Huaizhang has developed the habit of speeding up everything, even eating.Sometimes when he was fast, Chai Fei unconsciously ate faster with him, while Mu Huaizhang always stared at Chai Fei to eat slowly.As for himself, it took him less than 5 minutes to pour the small bowl of porridge into his stomach after eating half a drawer of xiaolongbao.

To send Xiaogong out, he had to go to the nurse's station to ask about the treatment that Chaifei was going to do today, and the doctor's side. He asked several experts in this field to see if he could invite someone for consultation in the afternoon or when.

Mu Huaizhang used all the connections he could find. He had never begged anyone in his life, and he probably suffered a backlash. In just a few days, he begged everyone he could.The doctor did not tell Chai Fei the specific cause of the disease for the time being, but said that the results have not yet come out.In this way, the attending doctor still took the pressure on him.

Chai Fei is an adult and has the right to know. In the absence of legally recognized family members present, the doctor should explain the condition to the patient in detail as soon as possible.No matter how urgent Mu Huaizhang asked for help, the doctor couldn't keep violating the rules and taking risks for him.

And when Mu Huaizhang came down from the second floor, he spoke to Chai Fei's mother about the freedom of marriage and human rights with full confidence.Now, he is in such a mess.

Because, Mu Huaizhang is precisely the person outside the legally recognized relationship.

Mu Huaizhang sent people back, and Chai Fei had already finished his breakfast slowly, and was about to get up to clean up the leftovers on the table.Mu Huaizhang took two quick steps, and held his arm before he bent down, "I'll take it, you go sit in the sun for a while, and you'll get very sunburned again after a while."

Chai Fei pushed his hand away, and without looking at him, he said flatly, "Mr. Mu, you should go and sit over there, then take the tube of medicine in the bedside drawer, and spray your feet."

Mu Huaizhang paused. He thought he had been disguising himself very well. Even though he endured the pain, he kept walking in a normal posture. Although the doctor said that this might leave the root cause of the disease, he didn't care.

"When you sit down, you will raise your left foot unconsciously, and you will fall asleep. When I touch you, you always frown." When he asked Mu Huaizhang "what will you do", he broke the crack, and now, he broke the embankment under the foot injury Mu Huaizhang endured...

"Mr. Mu, Chai Fei, is that trash?" His voice was full of sadness and helpless struggle that made Mu Huaizhang feel distressed, just like the tears falling down his cheeks, burning Mu Huaizhang in a hurry, wanting to hug him into his arms .

Mu Huaizhang regretted it. He endured it for so long and insisted on maintaining a normal walking posture. In the end, he was defeated by the inadvertent small movements when he relaxed his body and sat down.

He loved to play basketball when he was in college, and his left ankle was injured before. This time, it may be due to the old injury, which caused the injury so badly, and it will never heal.Usually when he was walking, he deliberately controlled himself so that Chai Fei could not see it, but when he sat down, he relaxed and subconsciously didn't dare to use any force, so Chai Fei could see the clue.

If it weren't for the foot injury, Chai Fei would probably continue to pretend to be calm with him as if nothing had happened, swallowing the bitter emotions that were stuck in his heart.Mu Huaizhang thought, this is also good, giving him an outlet to vent his emotions will at least make him cry a lot.Also let him talk more, so that I know how to relieve him.

Although Chai Fei is gentle and close to others on weekdays, Mu Huaizhang knows that he has been lonely since he was a child, and he always has to take care of the emotions of others first, but he mostly suffers silently for himself.

However, Chai Fei is too good at taking care of the emotions of others, and is too transparent about human nature.Therefore, sometimes what Mu Huaizhang wants to say, Chai Fei knows.It's one thing to know, but quite another to ask him to speak his mind.

It wasn't until Chai Fei bit his lip and said, "Chai Fei, waste!" with tears in his eyes, that Mu Huaizhang realized that he might have made a big mistake this time.

His little prince is Chai Fei who dares to fight against his mother for him, and who dares to face the beating together with him.It's not just about hiding behind him and being an ignorant and ignorant burden.Even if he is sick now, it is only physically sick, and the brave man still lives in his heart.

Mu Huaizhang bowed his head deeply, held Chai Fei's tearful face, rubbed it together, and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's my fault. Forgive me for falling into the vicious circle of machismo. I will definitely change it in the future. So, don't blame yourself. It's trash, okay? You're not, it's my fault."

Chai Fei was already pushed to the limit by the turbulent and irresistible emotions, tears still fell down his pale cheeks like broken beads, and hit the back of Mu Huaizhang's hand, scalding very hot.

"But," Chai Fei sobbed, trying to control his emotions, "but you obviously don't have to work so hard, as long as you get out of here."

Mu Huaizhang simply sat with him, stroking his back with one hand, and stroking him gently, "I'm afraid, I won't be able to take a step out."

Chai Fei ignored his evasive humor, and was determined to tear open the wound of reality for him to see, "If you don't leave, you will end up alone forever, aren't you afraid?"

The topic fell back here again, Mu Huaizhang wanted to convince him that no, they would grow old together.

But the reality was too ruthless, and he couldn't even convince himself.

Because this is not a courtroom where he has always been comfortable, he has his own rules and skills to control.This is a life and death field where everything is unknown. It is not the law that judges him, but the unpredictable disease.Even if he was desperate, he was also the most helpless one.

However, Mu Huaizhang is used to being brave and ruthless. Even if the sky falls, he will still be taller than Chai Fei.Therefore, even if birth, aging, illness and death are uncontrollable, Mu Huaizhang's desire to join hands with Chai Fei is always controllable.

"Chai Fei, I'm not a doctor, so I can't refute what you said just now. But I can tell you from my own heart, I won't leave." Mu Huaizhang paused, The eye circles also began to turn red, which was caused by distress, "Because, if I leave here, I will not only end up alone, but also drift away for half my life."

Just at this time, a gust of bitter autumn wind blew up the golden tree outside the window into the sky.

Mu Huaizhang looked at him sincerely and calmly, just like the eyes he had seen countless times when he promised to bring him some surprises. Chai Fei could see his own reflection in Mu Huaizhang's eyes, a look of despair. Looking forward to the face of hope again.

"So, stop talking about letting me go. I believe that you will be brave and strong, and you believe in me, and you will be equally brave and strong, okay?"

So, he can hope, right?Because Mu Huaizhang had never disappointed him.

Mu Huaizhang was eager and enthusiastic, he didn't even wait for Chai Fei's answer, he hugged Chai Fei who had gradually stopped sobbing, and the two of them were close to each other.

"Then, can you let me see your feet now? And, tell me the truth?" Chai Fei still had a strong nasal voice, leaning on Mu Huaizhang's shoulder, his voice muffled.

Mu Huaizhang kissed him on the forehead, and forced a smile, "I found that I always have to confess to you, but fortunately you have always been lenient to me."

He lifted up his trousers, and the ankles were not getting better because he was pretending to walk normally these days, and he exerted too much force.Chai Fei carefully removed the bandage, and asked him if there was nothing wrong with the bones, and whether he had taken an X-ray.

"It's taken, it's okay, it's just a soft tissue contusion." Mu Huaizhang relaxed his body, turned and leaned against the foot of the bed, so that Chai Fei could handle his ankle. "But I was really brave in the fight that day. It's a pity you didn't see it. Lin Mu didn't show up. I'm afraid the wound on his face hasn't healed yet. I'm sorry to see people. I also experienced a detention tour at a police station. Defense, should have more say."

Chai Fei gradually calmed down, although his expression was still calm, the depression that had always enveloped him disappeared a lot.

The two of them just leaned against one end of the bed, chatting with each other, Chai Fei focused on the movements of his hands, and teased him from time to time.No longer talking about trees, no longer talking about pain, just talking about what books should be listed in the bookstore, and what dreams Dreamcatcher has caught for Chai Fei...

Suddenly, Mu Huaizhang seemed to be back on the big bed on the second floor of the alley. Chai Fei looked down at a collection of poems. The old cat was sleeping soundly with its stomach open by his hand, and the sun was shining on the peaceful years...

Will go back, can go back.Mu Huaizhang said this to himself.

In the afternoon, Song Shuming came and brought Mu Huaizhang's daily necessities and work computer.He tacitly did not discuss the physical condition with Chai Fei, but said that Duo Er asked him to bring a painting, which showed two small figures squatting in front of a small mound, playing in the mud, so far away that they stood tall. Gao's figure should be Mu Huaizhang.

He brought along with him a picture book and a box of 24 color pencils that Duoer gave him, and said that the little uncle would draw for her when he was free.On the cover of the picture album, unexpectedly, it is the cartoon image of Ultraman, with his chest upright, beating the little monster far away.

Chai Fei was very satisfied with this gift, and thanked Song Shuming repeatedly, which made Song Shuming feel embarrassed, obviously he didn't help much, and seemed to be causing trouble.

Now that he had been discovered, Mu Huaizhang simply stopped pretending to be normal and asked Song Shuming to bring him a crutch.Song Shuming's romantic heart will never die, so he actually picked out a cane for him in the middle ages, which was often used by European nobles to pretend to be civilized. It is said to be very valuable.Mu Huaizhang didn't know if he was civilized or not, but he knew that if he had had this cane when he hit Lin Shu back then, he would have the confidence to let Lin Mu lie on the bed for a while, but he might not have to go to the detention center to settle the matter.

Mu Huaizhang directly said that he would not pay him the bill, and Song Shuming didn't say anything, but joked that the value of the things given to the escort was far more than that given to the patient himself.

Chai Fei leaned against the head of the bed, watching the two of them arguing back and forth, and also smiled happily.Mu Huaizhang looked at his smiling face from time to time, and when he stood up again, he seemed to have more confidence, and no longer hesitated.

On the pretext of sending Song Shuming out, Mu Huaizhang went back a little later, hid at the corner of the corridor and dialed the number he had just peeked out from Chaifei's phone last night.

Chai Fei's mobile phone has already registered his fingerprints, and he has always been free to look at them.It's just that he didn't expect that the snooping that he thought was unnecessary in the past has become insignificant and insignificant. What is really in front of him is far more dangerous than those vain brains.

It may be because of an unfamiliar number, the phone rang for a long time before the other party picked it up.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Mu Huaizhang."

The other party may have not found the right words to scold him for a while, and he has not spoken for a long time.

Mu Huaizhang could only continue to say: "Chai Fei is ill. He is in XX Hospital. Would you like to come and see him?"

"Sick? Have you caught a cold? Haven't you always been quite independent and didn't want me to take care of him? Why did you ask me to call me?" Chai's mother said in a bad tone. It seemed that she was still angry with this wayward son.

"It's multiple myeloma. I haven't told him yet. The follow-up treatment plan also needs the cooperation of relatives. So, can you come?" Mu Huaizhang and her have only met once. Is the relationship between mother and child really tense? There is no way of knowing, but now that Chai Fei's treatment needs her, Mu Huaizhang could only continue to soften his voice, "It won't take up much time, can I have someone pick you up? Where are you?"

Chai's mother was silent for a long time, until Mu Huaizhang's "Please" was about to burst out, "No, don't pick me up, which ward are you in?"

The author says:

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