Goodbye, Mr. Mu

This man is really just superficially well-dressed.

This is the only conclusion that Chai Fei has come to in the past few days. The bestiality is much more than that of his previous boyfriend, but his former boyfriend is more commonplace, and he likes to say dirty words and slang, especially at night. When excited, a few "bitch" metaphors pop up.

But Mu Huaizhang is different, he is more vulgar, he is wearing a suit like a businessman, in the world, but he always seems to be a mirror that attracts dust; he is doing something elegant, but it is still vulgar, I can kiss, doi, and call out "baby" in a hoarse voice; I will also send a pot of Guanshan lotus in a very elegant manner. It seems that it is a heart that does not show the mountains and dews, and it is a heart that is not easy to refuse. .

"Hmm..." Mu Huaizhang bit his lip to warn Chai Fei, who was distracted, and Mu Huaizhang asked, "What made you distracted?"

"You." Huishen Chaifei admitted generously, but that person didn't believe it, and Chaifei was prevaricating him at that time.

Chai Fei didn't make any excuses either. Originally, the relationship between the two started at the right time on a rainy night. The right time is very mysterious. Sometimes, it is like when Chai Fei is reading a book, the sun shines through the water glass in hand, It transforms into a rainbow and falls on the pages of the book, which is gratifying and depressing; and sometimes, it is like the old cat in the bookstore sneaking out of the window, forgetting to close the window, and the wind and rain suddenly blow, too late.

He was afraid that it would be too late, so he didn't have an obvious desire to guide Mu Huaizhang. At most, he just said some naughty words to attract the man in front of him, and even hoped that this man would go further. He thought, if Mu Huaizhang Whatever Huaizhang proposes, he should not refuse, he will follow the trend and wait for it to happen.

Chai Fei leaned back lazily, fastened his seat belt, and heard Mu Huaizhang ask, "Where are we going to eat?"

Chai Fei said without thinking: "The bungalow."

Mu Huaizhang raised his eyebrows and glanced at Chai Fei. Chai Fei fiddled with his phone twice, and passed the address to Mu Huaizhang. It was a place that was not too close. It took about an hour to drive around the city. Mu Huai Zhang didn't know why Chai Fei chose the location here, but he also followed his mobile phone address and entered it in the car navigation.

Chai Fei put back the phone and watched Mu Huaizhang start the car.

"Is it okay to walk around the city?" he asked.

Mu Huaizhang turned the steering wheel and fulfilled his wish.

Where the mountain is connected to the sea, there are huge waves beating against the rocks, wow——

The rising waves leaned back, like the curtain call of a gorgeous musical, boom——

Half of this expressway around the city is Linshan, and the other half, which is the half that Mu Huaizhang's car goes on, is Binhai.

Chai Fei looked out the window, the last ray of golden light from the setting sun shone on the sea level, and the white waves seemed to be dyed with a golden light, shimmering, covering up the depth that could once swallow up emotions.

He lowered the car window, and the sea breeze filled the car in an instant. Chai Fei tilted his head and propped his chin with his hands.

"I have walked this coastal road many times. Someone drove me on a bicycle. That person said that he would grow up with me and accompany me to watch the sunrise on the sea."

Chai Fei wasn't sure whether Mu Huaizhang wanted to hear it or not. After tentatively speaking, he looked back at the meticulous driver.

When Mu Huaizhang heard his tone pause, he was divided: "And then?"

Then Chai Fei continued: "Then he left and followed others to watch the sunrise. Later, a person who was willing to drive me on this road with a motorcycle appeared, and he also accompanied me to watch the sunrise on the sea. He also said Me," Chai Fei turned back, looked at the driver, and for a moment he felt that the next three words he said were quite suitable for the person in front of him, so he said to Mu Huaizhang, "'fake romance' .”

Mu Huaizhang shrugged after hearing this: "It's all necessary for life. He doesn't understand."

Chai Fei nodded approvingly. That person really didn’t understand—everyone’s life is filled with countless serious and boring things every day. If there is no sense of ritual and romance, they may be no different from robots.

"So he was also passed." Mu Huaizhang asserted with a smile.

Chai Fei raised his eyebrows and looked away. He avoided it and looked back at Haibo: "Well, it's not because of fake romance. He's different from me. He's not the same kind of person. He likes cigarettes and Lao Baigan. but me……"

"You like roses and Calpis?"

"What about you, what do you like?" Chai Fei looked back, and Mu Huaizhang discovered his dimples in a dazed glance, shallowly and fleetingly.

He hastily withdrew his gaze, but the slight movement of his throat revealed his thoughts, but Chai Fei pretended not to see it, but took advantage of the situation to restrain his smile, and gave an example nonchalantly: "whiskey and cigars"

"I am such an image of a 60-[-]-year-old uncle in your mind?"

Chai Fei couldn't deny it, so he asked back: "Then what do you like?"

"I like an old cat, and people who hold cats." Mu Huaizhang looked at the car solemnly, and did not forget to add, "Of course, I prefer the latter."

Chai Fei leaned his elbow against the window, turned his hand sideways, touched the lip line of his lower lip with his fingers, and the smile on his mouth rose uncontrollably.

"So compared to now, I have the greatest possibility of staying with you for a long time?"

"I'm not a good person, Mu Huaizhang." Chai Fei interrupted him for the first time, "I'm not the person I seem to be. I have had exes, ex-exes, and I've loved many people. , had sex with them, had sex with them, and even had sex with you once without asking your name."

Mu Huaizhang glanced at him, but smiled lightly: "Do you think I will be a good person?"

As Mu Huaizhang spoke, he drove the car off the expressway, and drove slowly around the path beside the expressway, as calm as his voice, calm and unhurried.

"Many people in this world study hard, work hard, make money, make up for lessons, and work overtime...but they live as the most ordinary kind of people. How sad... But what's even more sad is that among these ordinary people There is a bad person everywhere, he may be domestic violence, he may be seduced, he may have a criminal record, he may fight, he may hurt others, he may abandon his family, but they never think that they are bad people - and you, do Have you ever had these things, you just had a few loves that ended, but you thought you were not a good person?"

Mu Huaizhang is a lawyer. He has seen too many of these things. He has seen more darkness in human nature than Chai Fei's several love affairs. He is not bright either. He even defended them. He even defended these bad acts Find a way to get rid of the crime, is he a good person?

He was still stuck in such a problem before, but now, he no longer thinks about such a problem, he only enjoys the present moment, enjoys the sea and the wind, and there is a person who talks to him, who is peeling off his old life. Show him the scab while he is walking forward, removing the gauze tied around his body to help him cover the blood.

That's enough.

Hearing this question, Chai Fei's heart trembled.

He looked back at the man.

Listening to him say: "Sex and love are meant to serve people, just be happy; as for how many times, I don't mind with whom, because it's me now. And I was very comfortable and enjoyed it at the time."

"If everyone was like you..." Chai Fei's "it'll be fine" choked in his throat.

Mu Huaizhang laughed at himself in response to the situation: "Then they will be single in their 30s."

After hearing this, Chai Fei laughed. He looked at the closer sea outside the window. The waves were still beating against the shore tirelessly, but he slightly raised his head, as if he had been baptized by the waves.

Clap your ears with a bang, with a long aftertaste.