Goodbye, Mr. Mu

Holding the tea, Chai Fei went straight to the wooden table in front of the bookshelf, and two gazes from there also cast their gazes over at the same time.

The string he had relaxed just now because of Mu Huaizhang's kiss slowly collapsed back. He thought he had made it clear to his mother when he went to see this girl that day.

"I feel that my life rhythm is very good, and I don't want another person to disturb me." That night, before Chai Fei left, he solemnly told his mother about this matter and expressed his thoughts solemnly, but he did not Thinking that there will be such a show today, at least it is not the one he expected.

"Zhengshan Souchong," Chai Fei handed the tea to the two of them in a gentlemanly manner, and sat opposite each other, "the girls who come to the store prefer the taste. You came to see me to see if I am busy?"

Chai Fei's mother turned a deaf ear to Chai Fei's question, her eyes followed the person who went upstairs, and when the person went up the stairs and disappeared from sight, Chai Fei's mother snorted lightly: "Your friend, you friend?"

Chai Fei frowned in disgust at these four words, but he still pretended to be friendly in front of others, and explained: "Yes. Anyway, in your eyes, everyone is a friend of a friend."

"A lawyer?" Mother Chai lowered her head and took a sip of her saliva, as if trying to resolve the confrontation between mother and son.

Chai Fei followed the conversation; "Well, I met you when you came here to buy books before. It's raining heavily, so I'll let him stay for one night."

"Heh." This time, Chai Fei's mother didn't continue to answer the conversation. The pair of eyes from her mother actually saw Chai Fei thoroughly.

Saying that the rain is heavy is just an excuse. Does she not know what kind of person her own son is, but she hasn't preached in these years.After all, she was the son she brought over from her mother's house. No matter how embarrassing things happened, she would cover him up for him, but this child has grown up for more than 30 years, but he still doesn't understand.

Dissatisfied, she put the cup of Lapsang Souchong back on the table and knocked it crisply.

Chai Fei didn't take it seriously, he turned around and took a cloth from the armrest of the chair to wipe off the water that spilled on the table: "If you don't like the taste, you don't have to drink it, don't splash the table, let everyone know You don't like it."

The relationship between Chai Fei and his mother these years can be said to be tense. This cannot be explained by one or two rebellions in the early years; Mediating in the middle, they stirred up a lot of mud, so that the mother and son have maintained such a relationship that they are not very close, and their distance is not estranged.

This kind of relationship also makes it inevitable that after the mother and son meet, there will not be any good scenes of mother's kindness and filial piety; even now when there are outsiders present, it is the same.It was the girl who spoke up and picked up the topic: "Auntie, my mother just told me that she is waiting for you at the Xintiandi Square in front. Why don't I accompany you there..."

The intention in the girl's words could not be more obvious, but Chai Fei's mother was not so easy to deal with.

Previously, Chai Fei promised the two of them to meet for a meal, but unexpectedly, Chai Fei actually agreed to meet and have a bite of food. After eating, he put down his chopsticks and left.

Needless to say, one can feel how perfunctory Chai Fei ate that meal.

But Chai's mother insisted on going her own way: "No, you stay here to avoid the sun. Chai Fei, your little princess from Aunt Li's family, you must treat her well today. Don't be like that night, eat and leave."

She walked up to Chai Fei and put her hand on Chai Fei's shoulder: "Now your brother is not the only one on the genealogy of this family. You don't have to live up to expectations, but you must do what you should do."

This sentence has a hint of flavor, and it also has the illusion of threat.

Wasn't there always only the stepfather and his mother's younger brother in that family?

Chai Fei frowned, he actually didn't know the meaning of this sentence, he didn't want to occupy a place in that family, he just wanted to have his own bookstore and have a time without being disturbed.

He is not the kind of heartthrob like his younger brother, he doesn't know how to do things right and wrong, and he doesn't have any special skills. No matter how much he says, there are only two drops of ink and one person that can fit in his chest and heart.

"Auntie, Chaifei also came to have dinner that night, and we had a good time." The girl pretended to be careless and brought up the old matter again. Chaifei thought she wanted to apologize to Chaifei, but he didn't know until later that She told Mu Huaizhang on purpose, "Brother Chai is very gentle, except that he had something to do that night, so he left a bit..."

"Bang bang bang bang bang—" There was a sudden sound from upstairs, interrupting the girl's voice.

There are quite a lot of old cabinets on the small second floor, which were left to him by the previous shop owner when he bought the shop, and he put them all on the small second floor as they were.

It usually looks fine, but I'm afraid that when Mu Huaizhang knocked the hammer a few times when he installed the door just now, the butterfly effect caused the rotten wood cabinet to fall apart.

Chai Fei stood up suddenly, and almost turned around to go upstairs. Chai's mother raised her hand and grabbed his wrist, stopping him, so he had no choice but to stop.

"Mom, what are you doing?" His anxious mood made his tone less serious, and he still struggled unconsciously with his hand, but he didn't move away.

He took a deep breath and let himself reason with his mother: "There are a lot of old things on the second floor, which are easy to hit people."

"Chai Fei." Chai's mother called him, her eyes wide open.

But Chai Fei couldn't let her go. There was only one thing in his heart and mind. He leaned on the railing and looked up to the second floor: "Mr. Mu?"

As soon as these three words came out, it seemed that some kind of Chai Mu's anger had been ignited, causing Chai Mu to raise her hand and slap Chai Fei across the face.

This action made Chai Fei look away, but the expression in that gaze became much darker after a moment of astonishment.

Chai Fei has been slapped by his mother probably three times in his life. The first time was when his father died, when he was kneeling there, his eyes were not clear, and his mother slapped him and scolded him as "unfilial". The second time was when he was going to skip class to learn music, and was slapped by his mother, who called him a "bastard"; the third time was probably this time, when his mother slapped him, but he didn't hit his face, he slapped him directly. To the corner of the eye, cursed.

"Dog, the only thing in his eyes is a rotten thing that wags a hook and walks through the back door!"

Chai Fei's pupils shrank suddenly, and even the corners of his eyes aroused the anger between his brows. He raised his hand and opened the person in front of him. He took two steps in three steps and went up the stairs. He stood on the small second floor, as if he was on a high place. After finding the momentum to surpass others, he took advantage of the momentum and roared.

"You're wrong, the one who rocks the hook and walks through the back door is your unworthy son whom you raised for 30 years! I, I am that rotten bastard."

After Chai Fei finished speaking, the corners of his mouth and hands were trembling, but the words didn't seem to stop, they kept jumping out of his throat.

"Didn't you always want to hear it? Okay, I'll say it!"

It seems that at this time, Chai Fei's memory was unsealed again. Just as he said in his confession to Mu Huaizhang, he is not a good person. He had seen how his mother told those people about his son before, and how she threatened him. Swearing at those his so-called "hupenggougou" and saying their "despicable thoughts".

But he never stood up, just watched from behind, pretending not to know anything.

Just like his name, like a waste of firewood... a person who wanders around under the rainy eaves and spends his days in panic.

It's just that I don't know what happened today, I don't know where the breath came from, and it hit my throat.

To be honest, it was probably because of the scars on Mu Huaizhang's body behind his ears.

Those wounds were on Mu Huaizhang's body, but the scabs on Chaifei's heart ached.

Chai Fei continued.

"I like men, I sleep with them, sell piggies with them, and go through the back door. I'm not filial, I'm an asshole, I'm not up to date, that's it, that's the way it was more than ten years ago; it's the same way more than ten years later. They are not at all What kind of friends are friends? It’s the kind of relationship you just thought of! That kind of cheap relationship that you despise! Didn’t you look for them before? You think I don’t know, but I know. You think I will be able to do it in ten or twenty years Alright, now you have to force someone to give it to me..."

Chai Fei couldn't find words to describe the sadness and ridiculousness in his heart for a moment. He stopped abruptly and looked at the two people downstairs. They were stunned in place, probably still reflecting his words. In terms of life, it must be so appalling.

This short silence was broken by Chai Fei's first grin.

He doesn't know how to describe the ridiculous scene now. There are tens of thousands of books downstairs. There are well-known noble stories in the books, which are despised by the public but still read with great interest; There are two people who can be regarded as above-average in terms of financial resources and knowledge, but the most basic desires between people are driven into unspeakable by the so-called shackles of nobility.

But the person who was separated from the books by the stairs spoke the most straightforward words in a sharp tone and watched the most ridiculous farce.

The author says:

This will happen, but it will pass.For the sake of Chai Fei being so pitiful, how about some starfish?