time slow

Yan Chunxi spent her entire life wondering why her lover had to endure so much suffering.

"Sorry……"

The person on the hospital bed had been in a coma for a few days, or to be precise, pretended to be asleep for a few days, and sometimes he would say this to her when he really fell into a coma, with a weak and trembling voice.

Yan Chunxi spread out the towel and wiped her lover's body carefully.

After cleaning, he carefully fastened the buttons on his chest, glanced at the gauze on his lower abdomen, paused for a while, and squatted down for a kiss.

After finishing, she sat on the side of the bed, held her right hand and put it on her lips, her red eyes were hidden by her long eyelashes.

Yan Chunxi said to herself: "Jing Chen, I know you like to be clean, don't worry, I've wiped your body twice for you today, and it smells good now."

"Do you not like it here? I don't like it either. The smell of disinfectant is too strong."

"Let's go home tomorrow, shall we?"

"When we go home...just you and me, don't let others come to see you, and don't let others hurt you."

……

The man still didn't respond for a long time, and even his breathing didn't fluctuate much.

Like... like dead.

Yan Chunxi bit her knuckles reluctantly: "You've got some skills, right? How dare you ignore me..."

"You really ignore me, you bastard."

"I cried."

……

"I'm really crying..." The more she said, the more sad she became, and tears followed her crying.

……

"Don't...don't cry."

Jing Chen's hand moved, slightly returning to hold her.The newly opened eyes couldn't adapt to the light, so they squinted a few times.

Seeing this, Yan Chunxi hurriedly turned off the other lights, leaving only a warm lamp beside the bed.

When he came back to his senses, he deliberately pinched his lover's thin cheek reproachfully, but he didn't dare to use force.

Hold back that breath forcefully.

Jing Chen's dim brown eyes hurt her heart.

"Drink some water first." She opened the thermos cup she brought from home, poured out a small cup, touched the side of her face through the cup wall, and handed it to her: "It's warm."

Jing Chen leaned against her arms with strength, took a sip of water from the water glass Yan Chunxi handed over, and involuntarily covered the wound on her lower abdomen with one hand.

……

That day……

She doesn't remember much about what happened that day, only that she lost the best gift of her 28-year-old year.

After a family discussion, it was decided that the two would conceive through surgery, which has a high success rate and saves a lot of uncertainties compared to medication.

Jing Chen's physical condition is still very good, and the operation was a success.

Nearly four months into her pregnancy, Jing Chen's body hasn't changed much. Yan Chunxi and the two elderly people really spoil her, even if she wants to drive to work by herself.

Yan Chunxi sent her to the company every day, then abducted her to the research institute, had dinner together at noon, and went home together at night.

But the world is so small.

That day, she got out of the car in the parking lot and waved goodbye to Yan Chunxi through the car window. The man played tricks and insisted on watching her walk in before leaving.

"Okay, then I'm leaving." Jing Chen responded dotingly, Yan Chunxi lowered the car window, and was willing to let go of her lover only after receiving a kiss.

Jing Chen took a few steps back, and before she could turn around, a strange old man came up to her and asked her if her name was Jing Chen.

She remained polite and cautious, put some distance away from the man, and asked, "Do you have anything to do with her?"

Yan Chunxi could see clearly in the car, so she got out of the car not at ease, and watched while walking.

"You are Jing Chen."

Before she could reply, the old man held up a few photos in front of her. The photos were photos of her and Chu Xin when they were in college, and there were also sneak photos of her and Yan Chunxi together.

Jing Chen frowned, and was about to ask him what he meant, but before he could ask, Jing Chen's eyes blurred and he was punched in the face.

Yan Chunxi rushed up, but the old lady who rushed out from the side blocked her way.Yan Chunxi didn't care about anything, pushed her away, and went straight to Jing Chen.

She watched helplessly as the old man took out the knife hidden in his clothes and stabbed Jing Chen's body, bringing scarlet all over his eyes.

Yan Chunxi dragged the old man desperately, and fought against the old couple together with Jing Chen.Fortunately, there were people coming and going in the parking lot at this time. Many people came to help and pushed the old couple to the ground. Some people helped to call the police and an ambulance.

Jing Chen clutched the wound with her left hand, blood continued to flow from her fingers, and even dripped on the ground.Jing Chen's eyes were full of tears of apology, she didn't care about her own pain at all, instead she reached out to wipe Yan Chunxi's tears.

Jing Chen didn't feel well.

She is so regretful, because she...may be the reason for killing a life.

Yan Chunxi was also very scared, she took off her coat and pressed it on Jing Chen's abdomen.She wanted to tell Jing Chen not to cry, wanted to ask her if it hurt, but when she spoke, she was full of sobs and couldn't speak a complete sentence.

Seeing Jing Chen gradually falling asleep due to blood loss, he couldn't do anything.

……

Now, everything has been investigated.

The world is so small, the old couple are the parents of Chu Xin's ex-husband, they think it's even more disgusting that Chu Xin cheated on their son and cheated on a woman.The granddaughter was also taken away. The old man felt that he had embarrassed his ancestors and insisted on seeking revenge. Homosexuality deserves to die.

Then how did they find Jing Chen?

Oh, Wu Zhiyuan actually has a certain relationship with them.

Jing Chen didn't have the energy to take care of these matters, and didn't want to hear any news, so they were all handled by Yan Chunxi.

Yan Chunxi does not ask for an apology or compensation, as long as the old man gets the punishment he deserves.But the result was unsatisfactory. The other party's son made a connection and found a very good lawyer. The punishment was minimal.

Feng Yalan posted on Moments to reflect this incident. The victims and their families have suffered a lifetime of physical and mental pain. Those who hurt others often do not get the punishment they deserve. The fate is really unfair.

Hearing about it, several legal students she taught offered to help.

"I'm so uncomfortable..." Jing Chen struggled to speak, and coughed lightly, which made the wound even more painful.

"Is the wound hurting? Wait a minute, I'll call the doctor to take a look."

"No." Jing Chen pulled the sleeve of the person who had already got up, motioning her to move closer.Let her sit down, put your arms around your lover's slender waist, and try to nest in her arms.

The person in his arms became thinner and thinner, his body was no longer as warm as before, and even the arms around her were weak.

Yan Chunxi's heart trembled, she lowered her neck and kissed the top of her hair, clinging to her cold hands, clasping her hands together, bringing her some warmth.

After a while, Jing Chen finally said, "I didn't do anything wrong, and she didn't do anything wrong, why didn't she even have a chance to see the world."

Tears fell suddenly, and Yan Chunxi didn't know how to answer. She not only lost her child, but also almost lost her lover who would be with her forever.

"It's been 28 years and the world is still like this. Why should we bear the consequences?"

Jing Chen suppressed sobbing in her arms, Yan Chunxi could only hug her tightly, kiss her forehead, repeating over and over again: "I don't blame you, you did nothing wrong."

Salty tears fell from her chin to her forehead, Jing Chen raised her head slightly, wiped away the condensed tears with the back of her hand, and coaxed her weakly: "Don't cry, it will make me feel even worse if you cry."

Yan Chunxi sniffed and wiped it carelessly, "Okay, I won't cry, and you won't cry either."

The ward was quiet, but there was a storm outside the ward. Dong Shiyan and Li Wen came to visit Jing Chen, and deliberately left the child at home, fearing that Jing Chen would be sad if they saw it.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she came, she would meet Chu Xin who was tangled at the door. Dong Shiyan had a straight temper and greeted her directly, asking her why she was so rude.Li Wen grabbed her from behind, worried about having an argument with someone.

Dong Shiyan's penetrating voice came into the ward, "It should be Shiyan and the others." Yan Chunxi straightened her appearance, soaked a wet towel to help her wipe her face.Jing Chen watched her gossip, waved apologetically, and motioned for her to come and sit down.

Hearing the slightly noisy noise outside, he couldn't help but ask, "Why haven't they come in yet?"

Yan Chunxi opened the fruit box and put it on her lap, tucked in the quilt, inserted a piece of yellow peach and handed it to her lips: "You eat first, I'll go out and have a look."

"it is good."

He took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, and then opened the door of the ward. The scene outside the door made Yan Chunxi's body stiff.

Chu Xin was also very tired, her complexion was pale, she brought a lot of gifts, and she wanted to apologize sincerely.The two looked at each other speechlessly, Dong Shiyan and Li Wen were awkward standing aside, Yan Chunxi nodded to them and asked them to go in and talk to Jing Chen first.

The two of them didn't look at each other, they all looked at the ground in front of them.

"I'm sorry... I'm here to apologize to you." Chu Xin broke the deadlock first.

Yan Chunxi brushed the hair that blocked her view with her right hand, but still kept her head down, "Go in and talk to her, this is a matter between you two."

"I want to apologize to you too, I blamed you wrongly, you know... At that time..."

Yan Chunxi understood that she was talking about school days.So many years have passed, so what if I didn't hear this apology.Even without Jing Chen, they would have parted ways and drifted away.Yan Chunxi smiled indifferently, pointed at the door, "Go in."

He didn't say he would accept it, he didn't say he wouldn't accept it, and he didn't even know if he blamed her or not.

Jing Chen thought it was Yan Chunxi who came in, but was at a loss when he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face.

Yan Chunxi watched Dong Shiyan and Li Wen leave, and waited quietly at the door. Within half an hour, Chu Xin came out to apologize to her again, with red eyes, and left lonely.

Yan Chunxi has never seen her like this before. In her memory, she is always high-spirited and always maintains arrogance in the face of everything. Jing Chen...is really a catastrophe for her.

Jing Chen watched her open the door and come in naturally, the fruit box on her lap was still on the ground, and smiled deliberately, "Are you so relieved of me?"

"I can't worry about you now."

"Want to know what we said?"

Yan Chunxi sat down beside her, put a small piece of yellow peach into her mouth, pinched the cheek that was agitated by chewing, "Hurry up and tell the truth!!"

Obviously not in pain, Jing Chen deliberately grinned and resisted, "You raped me."

For half an hour, they spoke only a handful of words.At first, Chu Xin didn't speak, and stood there upright, and Jing Chen pointed to the seat next to her for her to sit.

The rest is just a sentence of "sorry" and "don't blame you".

It's not her Holy Mother, but it really has nothing to do with Chu Xin.You can blame your daughter-in-law for cheating, but you should not casually think that you are being bewitched or seduced by others. If you behave rightly, it is of no use to be seduced by others.

After she left, Jing Chen laughed at himself, did he make sense?All right, but has the world reasoned with her?

Reasonable, giving her Yan Chunxi is the best reason.

"It's you. Although I was injured, I have been lying on the bed these days and ignored you. Not only did it make you worry about my health, but it also made you unhappy." Jing Chen took her hand and shook it gently. , "Sorry my wife, I was wrong."

Yan Chunxi rubbed her face hard a few times, and finally there was a healthy blush on her pale face, and she said angrily: "You are really sorry for me, quickly return that healthy and complete Jing Chen to me, and I will forgive you. "

Seeing her lover's awkward little expression, Jing Chen softly answered her: "Okay".Jing Chen raised his chin slightly, and pressed Yan Chunxi's soft lips, "Honey, take me home, I want to go home, just the two of us."