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"The choice is mine?"

What does it mean?

Jing Chen muttered to himself, knelt on the ground, and hugged the person lying on the sofa with all his strength, his arms were bound tightly, afraid that she would hurt, so he withdrew his strength a little, "Why divorce, didn't we have a good morning? ?”

She expressed her guess: "Did I do something wrong? Or did you misunderstand the rekindling of my old relationship with Chu Xin?"

"Don't you have any?" Yan Chunxi's voice was flat and expressionless, but her eyes were dark, revealing the coolness in her heart.

Knowing that she filed for divorce because of a misunderstanding, Jing Chen recovered half of her body, and the red mist gradually faded. She tightly held Yan Chunxi's two hands, pressed them to her face, and hugged them tightly again. He explained: "You have misunderstood me, I am only you. If there is something that confuses you, I will explain it clearly. Where did you misunderstand, I must tell the truth."

The hug was tight and uncomfortable, and it even made it difficult for her to breathe.Yan Chunxi pushed, and waited for her to let go before expressing what was in her heart, "Jing Chen, you know what happened to me in the past, so I am not confident and overly sensitive. I know this is not good, but the core is still not Believe in yourself, I don't want to doubt you, I don't know what you like about me, Chu Xin is very good, she has similarities with me, and you have had a relationship, I am very concerned, even angry. I am angry that you can't see To me, if you treat her well and smile at her, I even mind if you are so happy to greet her today."

Jing Chen let her go, still kept one leg and knelt on the ground, wiped away the tears dripping from her chin with both hands, and kept repeating in a low voice: "It's my fault... It's my fault."

"What's wrong with you..." Yan Chunxi's eyes were red, and she patted her angrily, and felt guilty again: "It's my own problem."

Jing Chen interrupted her and embraced her: "It's my fault. I neglected a lot, so I misunderstood you. I knew you were fragile, but I didn't give you enough sense of security."

"I'm sorry." Jing Chen pressed her forehead, sincere and serious, both of them had red eyes, Yan Chunxi carefully raised her eyelashes to look at her, accepted the hug, and said sorry.

She should also apologize, because she blamed Jing Chen for hiding the whereabouts of the money.But she didn't reveal her own problems. Even if this person knows you better, she still can't completely agree with you. It's better to disclose and solve some things between partners in time. There are not so many things worth hiding.

"So... don't get divorced, okay?" Jing Chen held her flushed face in his hands, and kept wiping away the tears with his fingertips.

Yan Chunxi choked, but did not answer immediately.

"Are you okay?" Jing Chen asked softly again, putting his arms around his shoulders and shaking lightly.

"Okay." Yan Chunxi nodded in a low voice, and clasped her shoulders to calm down.

Jing Chen let her go, smiled through tears, and just looked at her foolishly.Yan Chunxi noticed that her right leg was still kneeling on the ground, and quickly pulled her up.

"Does your leg not hurt?"

Her legs were probably numb, Yan Chunxi saw her leaning on her knees and struggling, but she still had a silly smile on her face.

"Idiot." Yan Chunxi pulled her to sit next to him, wanting to reach out and rub her.Jing Chen stood up suddenly, saying that there was something that had to be done, and then staggered towards the study.

When he came back, he solemnly knelt down in front of her on one knee, opened the dark velvet box, carefully took out the dazzling diamond ring that filled the room with lake blue, and asked her, "No divorce, let's live a lifetime, okay?"

This thing is very valuable at first glance, Yan Chunxi seems to have something in his mind to explain it all at once, but he still stretched out his hand first.

The ring was inserted into the ring finger bit by bit, the light condensed by the diamonds in Jing Chen's eyes intertwined with red and blue, and blue gradually became dominant.Jing Chen held Yan Chunxi's fingertips, squeezed them tightly, and kissed little by little to the bottom of her ring finger, "This ring came too late, if we will separate in the future, I can only accept the reason that you don't like me, but I still like you Let me have a little, you see how I listen to you."

"I won't dislike you." Yan Chunxi looked at her hands that were tightly clenched by her, the flickering light was too dazzling, just as she was about to say something, Jing Chen kissed her.

The kiss came urgently, Yan Chunxi gradually fell backwards due to someone's movements, her hands wrapped around her neck out of habit, without a stiff collar, when did she take off her coat?

While she was still able to breathe some air, Yan Chunxi pushed back, Jing Chen let her go, panting violently with her arms propped on her sides.

"I..." As soon as she spoke, Yan Chunxi heard her voice become hoarse, cleared her throat and continued: "I have something to ask you."

"Okay, you ask."

Jing Chen thought she was going to ask about herself and Chu Xin, so she immediately sat up obediently and waited for an honest explanation.

Yan Chunxi also took advantage of the opportunity to get up, sat face to face with her, and first straightened her messy hair, "So that money is for this?"

Yan Chunxi looked at the eye-burning thing in his hand, and could only think of the "money is burning" described on the Internet.

"That's right." Jing Chen's breath gradually recovered, he grabbed her hand and kissed it, and asked expectantly, "Does it look good?"

It's beautiful, but it's too expensive.

Yan Chunxi patted her on the arm, and said seriously: "Our family can't let you manage the money in the future."

"Okay, okay, I don't care, I'll give you my card, and I don't want any pocket money." Jing Chen moved forward, wrapped her arms around her waist, and kissed her beautiful chin flatteringly.

Yan Chunxi deliberately hid back, "I didn't mean that, I'm very happy that you bought me a gift, but this one is too expensive, and..."

She glanced at Jing Chen, and said frankly: "And I bought the ring a long time ago."

Jing Chen was stunned for a moment, and Yan Chunxi escaped from her arms.

Yan Chunxi went back to the bedroom to find the red velvet box and opened it, and the two rings stayed together quietly.When she came to the living room, Yan Chunxi took out one of them and held it in front of Jing Chen, shyly expecting, "You marry me."

"But you have to think about it, the family won't let you manage the money, and you still have to bear my temper." She tilted her head, avoiding Jing Chen's soft eyes.

Jing Chen couldn't wait to stretch out her hand, and slipped it into the prison ring called love, which was just the right size, dotted on her fair and clear jade finger.Yan Chunxi also imitated her, lowered her head and kissed the hand with the ring on.

Jing Chen pulled her to sit on his lap, leaned back on the sofa, lovingly scraped off the bridge of her superior nose, and pinched her last two fingers on her chin.Jing Chen approached slowly, raised her head and leaned closer to her soft and fragrant breath, and smiled heartily, "I wish I could bear your temper."

Yan Chunxi frowned, pursed her lips and smiled, and gradually closed her eyes to accept her invitation.

Lips pressed together, Yan Chunxi stroked her shoulders, welcoming her bold steps.The person with weak breath was quickly defeated in the deep kiss, Jing Chen laid her flat on the sofa, and kissed her lightly.

Yan Chunxi's consciousness was weak, and he felt his hand around her neck, worried that it would scratch her, so he took it off carefully, and put it on the coffee table casually.

The texture of the sofa made the skin that touched it feel cool, Jing Chen gathered the front of her sweater, lowered her head and licked her on the red lips, and asked, "Is it okay?"

Yan Chunxi nodded in response, "But it's a bit cold here, let's go back to the room."

"Okay." Jing Chen said and wanted to hug her.

"And... I want it later."

"it is good."

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The jade catkins are lightly blown, the buds are smashed, and the viburnum outside the window falls to the treetops, or falls to the greenhouse, but the curtains cover it, and the spring light in the greenhouse cannot be seen.

The moon led the tide, and the waves rushed to sweep across. Jing Chen took out a wet towel to wipe his hands, brushed away Yan Chunxi's sweat-drenched forehead hair, patted his back with the other hand, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Hearing this, Yan Chunxi stretched her fingers covering her eyes, her lips under her palms were still trembling and panting, she nodded slightly, and leaned against Jing Chen again.

The person in her arms was hot, Jing Chen pursed her lips and closed her teeth along the line of her jaw, the scratching of the tip of her teeth caused a new round of trembling in the soul that had just calmed down.Yan Chunxi endured her bite, and it hurt so much that she didn't push back. Jing Chen seldom bites her and is reluctant to bite her, but at this moment it can be regarded as a way for the two of them to vent their anger.

It ended again, the whole body seemed to have been dismantled and put together again, everywhere was sore and limp.Feeling that the heartbeat was gradually returning to its place, Yan Chunxi cleared her throat, but felt her body trembling more violently, but this trembling did not originate from herself.

"What's wrong with you?" Yan Chunxi gradually approached Jing Chen, holding her trembling hand.Something was wrong, there were many times when it was more intense than this before, Jing Chen rarely trembled, but now her whole body was trembling, even her lips.

Yan Chunxi reached out to hug her, Jing Chen's body was so cold, even if she was sweating, she shouldn't be so cold.

"What's wrong with you? Your body is very cold." Yan Chunxi asked again worriedly.

Jing Chen seemed unaware that she was trembling, raised her hands to look at her, and comforted her: "It's okay, I'm just a little cold."

"But you didn't do this before. Your body is shaking a lot. Are you really okay?" Yan Chunxi sat up on her own, trying to get up to make sure. The quilt covered her chest, and the teeth marks on her shoulders were obvious.

Jing Chen pulled her down on top of him, wrapped her in the quilt, turned over in her arms, hugged her tightly, and put her head against her ear, "Don't want me, please."

Yan Chunxi burst into tears, and finally her clear eyes became blurred again. She hurt Jing Chen's most vulnerable place, and she did such a thing that hurt her even though she knew that this day was special.

Tears rolled down her temples, Yan Chunxi raised her sore arms and rubbed the back of Jing Chen's head, then gently kissed her side face, and promised: "I'm sorry Jing Chen, I won't let you go, I love you."

"I'm so worried about you."

Jing Chen looked up into her eyes, then lowered his head again.

Her heart ached due to her red eyes, Yan Chunxi supported her head in time, turned over on top, and planted a kiss on her thin lips, holding her pale face in both hands, promised her: "I love you, except death, We'll never be apart again in this life, okay?"

"Really?"

"Really, let me prove it to you."

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The jade catkins are lightly smashed, and the jade buds are smashed.From Yuan Opera "Quail Fighting·Song Xue"