time slow

"What are you going out to play, little girl? I really don't know why your mother bought you such expensive clothes."

An elderly woman looks impatient as she slaps a stain on a little girl's dress at the door of her home.Yan Chunxi endured her rude force, pushing and shoving her so that she couldn't stand at all, and her steps kept moving back and forth.

"I didn't play, someone pushed me after school." Yan Chunxi's eyes were red, and her ruddy, white and tender cheeks contrasted sharply with the cracked and wrinkled old man.

She lowered her head to look at her little hands, the damaged tender flesh was mixed with sand, and the blood stained her cuffs. The pain was excruciating, but she didn't dare to cry.

"You still talk back?"

"No, I didn't talk back." Yan Chunxi pursed her mouth, tears fell down, put her hands behind her back, shook her head and said aggrievedly.

Mom and Dad are too busy with work, so they temporarily leave her at grandma's house.There is only one kindergarten here, and my mother said that she can make it easier for grandparents by going to kindergarten.

But I don't know why, grandparents don't seem to like her, and never smile at her.There are many male students in the kindergarten, and the female students don't play with her. Even if she quietly sits in a daze in her seat, some people will bully her.Yan Chunxi tried several times to distribute the snacks and toys brought from home to them, but her classmates did not play with her, and even soiled her toys and threw them away, including her favorite ones. She cried secretly that time for a long time.She didn't know whether she should tell the teacher, so she had to go home and tell her grandparents first, but they didn't take it seriously.

Grandma's house is not far from the kindergarten. She doesn't know why, but her grandparents rarely come to pick her up. Usually, she just stares at the gate eagerly, and goes back by herself if she can't wait for anyone.After school today, many children were picked up by their parents. She still had no one to pick her up. When she was about to leave, a boy rushed out from behind her and pushed her. Yan Chunxi staggered and knelt down on the ground, hands Scuffed a bit on the sand.

"Hey, kid that no one wants, do you dare to beat me? If you dare to tell the teacher, I will beat you tomorrow." The boy ran out of the gate after speaking, Yan Chunxi still knelt on the ground.

She wanted to cry, but she remembered her mother's instructions, held back her tears, stood up slowly with her left hand, patted the ashes on her body, and took her schoolbag to take herself home.

"Cry, cry, cry, you know how to cry. It's really troublesome to raise such a thing. It's a loser." The old woman pushed Yan Chunxi's shoulder condescendingly. "Are you still crying? I hit you."

Yan Chunxi sucked her nose, stopped her tears immediately, stretched out her small hand and wiped her face twice, the salty tears on the wound were even more painful.

"Okay, let's go in and cook, and leave her alone." At the gate, Yan Chunxi's grandfather came back at some point, muttered a few words, and ignored her.

The two old people walked in together, and when they went in, Yan Chunxi picked up the schoolbag that was thrown on the ground by her grandmother, patted the ashes, and followed behind them, sobbing.

"Your grandparents are patriarchal, right?" Jing Chen put his right hand on her vaccinated arm, stroking back and forth to relieve her soreness.

"Yeah." Yan Chunxi nestled in her arms, squinted her eyes, and nodded slightly.

"Are you sleepy, why don't we talk about it later?" Jing Chen asked her softly.

Yan Chunxi shook her head, and leaned closer to her: "I want to tell you one more thing, every time I think about that time, I feel very sad, and it will last a long time."

Jing Chen's heart froze, she pursed her thin lips, and rubbed her smooth forehead, moving all the way, and stopped at her red lips.

Yan Chunxi smiled comfortably.

"Grandma, I want to call Mom."

The weather is getting cooler, Yan Chunxi's pajamas are obviously out of season, and the beautiful porcelain doll is very homesick recently.

Before coming here, my mother carefully told her what kind of clothes should be matched with what kind of weather, and also taught her to comb her hair by herself, not to have the same hairstyle every day, although she did not comb her hair very well.Pay attention to hygiene...

Dad also spoils her very much, always taking her out to play in different ways, and secretly taking her to buy snacks. When Dad admits his mistake to mom, she will eat snacks and watch the fun.

Grandma throws away a lot of her stuff, including snacks and toys, and always keeps her mouth shut to sell her.

"What are you calling? Your mother is a busy person, and calls are quite expensive. Go back to bed."

Yan Chunxi went back to her room disappointed, rubbed her stomach, and crawled into bed.Her quilt was so cold, she was shivering with cold, and couldn't sleep at all.After a while, her stomach growled, and she was always hungry after coming here.In fact, she is not a picky eater, and she knows that her mother gave her a lot of living expenses, but her grandparents only gave her porridge.At this moment, she misses the pizza her father brought her to eat, and the biscuits made by her mother.

Yan Chunxi clenched the corner of the quilt tightly, covering herself tightly, unable to resist the desire in her heart, stretched out her pink tongue, licked her lips, and then hypnotized herself: "I won't be hungry when I sleep."

In the middle of the night, there were no curtains in her room, and the howling wind made the old wooden window frames rattle. I wondered if the glass would fall.

Yan Chunxi closed her eyes tightly, her thick and curly eyelashes trembling uneasily.

She didn't dare to open her eyes, she always felt that there was a trapped beast staring at her in the darkness outside the window, wantonly coming in to devour her.

Jing Chen on top of his head sighed, his brows furrowed tightly.

She doesn't have the exact same experience, but she can understand most of what happened to her.The same is true of her grandma, Jing Chen has never understood why these relatives who are related by blood are not as good as strangers.In the eyes of their relatives, they are not even as good as street dogs in the eyes of strangers.

"Why are you sighing?" Yan Chunxi pressed her cold and trembling hand between Jing Chen's eyebrows, and said with a smile, "You frown fiercely."

"How about this?" Jing Chen moved the muscles on his face a few times, showing an expression that she thought was quite gentle.

Yan Chunxi burst into a smile, and the haze was swept away from his brows and eyes.

"Very...cute." Her dark star eyes widened again, and she couldn't help stretching out her paw to touch Jing Chen's lips, sliding along the lips.

Jing Chen rolled his eyes, and his heart beat, it didn't fall on her lips, it was clearly on her heart.With the warmth of her lover's fingertips still on her lips, Jing Chen slowly opened her lips, and pressed Yan Chunxi's knuckles with both lips.

The sudden gentle pressure made Yan Chunxi's hands tremble more than before, her throat slipped involuntarily, her eyebrows and eyes drooped darkly, covering up the surge in her eyes.

She cleared her throat and continued, "I got sick after that."

Adults in good health couldn't stand starvation and cold all day long. Yan Chunxi had a fever for several days, and her grandparents didn't take her to see a doctor.Now the children stayed far away from her. She knew that it was really dangerous to get close to her, so she had to wear a mask all day long to avoid spreading the cold to others.

It wasn't until she coughed non-stop and almost fainted in class that the teacher contacted her parents for her, and then she reported Yan Lihui's mobile phone number.

Grandpa and grandma took her to the hospital in the village to see a doctor.

On the way, she was already so sick that she was unconscious, and she was burning stupidly, and it took her a long time to reflect on what the adults said.

"You're such a troublemaker. If you don't have a son, you'll be born. But you've got such a trouble. You're such a spoiled little girl in the city. When you grow up, you still want to be someone's wife."

The doctor who saw the doctor ignored her grandma, and only cared about examining her: "Kids raise your hand, let's take your temperature."

"You can't do this even if you raise your hand. You're really used to it."

Yan Chunxi could barely open her eyes, her face was so red that it reached her ears.But she still listened to the doctor's words and tried her best to raise her hand, but she really couldn't do it herself, she felt that grandma was going to lift her up.

"Old lady, be gentle with the patient. This is your granddaughter." The doctor rolled his eyes and took the thermometer.

Her grandma stopped touching her.

"How long has it been burning?"

"We don't know. No one in the village has a headache, and it's over after a while. It's not like our granddaughter is so hard to feed."

Later, the doctor didn't seem to speak anymore, Yan Chunxi didn't know when she got the needle.It's just that there was a feeling of being suspended and squeezed in the middle, and someone threw her very painfully.

When she woke up alone in the empty ward, there was only a little bit of drip left in the bottle, and there was still a little blood coming back from the needle.

Yan Chunxi raised her other small hand and rubbed her eyes, and vaguely remembered some sounds.

"Just throw it here, whoever finds it will be it." It seemed to be her grandfather's talking.

"It's all because of the daughter-in-law's habit. Let Lihui have a second child and refuse to let it go. If you think the little girl is too delicate, throw it away. Our Yan family doesn't have a granddaughter."

Her grandma said viciously, her eyes disgusted with her: "There is no granddaughter like you."

The old man didn't look at her, and walked away with his hands behind his back.

Yan Chunxi ignored the hand giving the injection and pulled off the scarf. She was sweating profusely.

Grandparents don't want her anymore?

"Did I do something wrong?" She muttered softly, trying to pull the needle out for herself.My careless operation made the back of my hand swell, and the blood from the needle kept oozing out.

Yan Chunxi went out and walked around by herself. The hospital is very small, with only a few wards, which can basically only be used to carry water.She couldn't find anyone to help, so she had to go back to the ward and wait.

She was not discovered until a sister nurse on duty came to make rounds at night.Yan Chunxi reported Yan Lihui's mobile phone number, and Yan Lihui asked her grandparents to pick her up first. This time, Yan Chunxi was unwilling to live or die, so she leaned on the nurse's sister's shoulder and repeated to the phone: "Don't want me... don't want me."

The nurse was very nice and took her to the duty room. Before wiping off the blood on her hands, she took a picture and felt the need to show her parents, and then helped her reduce the swelling.

The elder sister teased her: "The kid is really sensible, but next time, don't pull out the needle by yourself. This hospital is very small. If you shout in the room, someone will hear you."

The next afternoon, Yan Lihui and Feng Yalan came to pick her up. She didn't know what happened. She only knew that Yan Lihui had made a big fuss at her grandparents' house, and she became a white-eyed wolf and a joke among the villagers.

Later, she never came back here...