time slow

"You can't stop living, can you?"

"Don't live anymore, the stinky bitch will find trouble for me every day!"

The yelling of the man and the crying of the child made Jing Chen open her eyes slightly. She wanted to see what was going on, but she felt her hands were tied behind her back and she couldn't move. She wanted to open her mouth to speak but couldn't make a sound. .

No, she just got her grades, she got No.1 in the exam, the teacher said that she is expected to enter a prestigious school, and she is about to send a message to her parents to announce the good news, what's going on?

Slowly, cold metal scraped from her neck to her throat.

It's a knife!It's the kitchen knife at home.

She suddenly remembered something.

Jing Chen turned her head and tentatively looked at the scene behind her. Sure enough, the woman and the child were lying motionless on the ground.

They bled so much that it even splashed on the walls.

"Don't... get dirty, Mom will be angry."

……

Jing Zhen killed them all.

Jing Nuan is only seven years old, how could he bear it!

How could he be so vicious to his lovely daughter!

The blade cut through the flesh, and bright red blood gushed out from her throat. The blood flowed from her neck to her chest, staining her clothes red. Jing Chen lost all strength and fell down with a plop.

She also failed to escape him, Jing Chen could feel her own life being lost with the blood, and she could not die with peace...

But when the picture changed, she seemed to be back in high school again, and her father said to pick her up for dinner, but she never saw her father.

boom!

The loud crash and screams caught her attention.

This time she saw her father jump out of the window of her class and fell into a pool of blood...

dead, the whole family died...

"Jing Chen, Jing Chen, you have to wake up."

The plane landed in a while, and Sun Haifeng woke up Jing Chen next to him, fearing that she would oversleep.

Sensing someone shaking her, Jing Chen suddenly opened her eyes, and immediately touched her throat, her hands were slippery, and she gasped for breath.

Jing Chen couldn't help raising his trembling hand into sight, then suddenly lowered it down.

Fortunately, there is no blood, it's just a dream, just a dream...

"What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?" Sun Haifeng handed the water to Jing Chen.

Her palms were all sweaty, she almost missed it, she paused and smiled at him: "I was angry when I dreamed that we were arranged to work overtime.

"Then this is really a nightmare." Sun Haifeng joked with her.

Taking the children to Disneyland for a day is really tiring. In the early hours of the morning, Yan Chunxi took her sister-in-law home. The child reported to his sister on WeChat after taking a bath and fell asleep.

She also went back to the bedroom and took a hot bath to relieve fatigue, and soon fell asleep after coming out.

At around two o'clock, Jing Chen returned home, went back to the room to see Yan Chunxi who had just fallen asleep, and then went to the guest room to see her sister.

The child was too tired from playing during the day, lying on the bed stretched out, the quilt kicked off.

Jing Chen covered her with the quilt, and quietly walked to the kitchen to boil water, preparing to boil water for instant noodles.

Press the switch of the electric kettle, take a bucket of instant noodles from the refrigerator, and then go to take a shower.

Opening the bathroom door, Jing Chen came out wiping her hair, and happened to see the back of Yan Chunxi busy in the kitchen

Jing Chen walked over in a pretty voice, and handed her the meat she was going to cut next.Yan Chunxi stopped cutting vegetables, she raised her eyes, just in time to meet Jing Chen's smiling eyes.

In the past, Jing Chen always left early and came back late, and when she was busy with work, she didn't have time to eat. When she came back in the middle of the night, she would boil the water for instant noodles first, and then go to take a bath.

like today.

But every time she came out, the instant noodles on the table would be put away and replaced by fragrant shredded pork noodles.

And the person who cooked the noodles was still asleep as before, as if nothing had happened.

This was the first time Jing Chen saw her cooking noodles, and Yan Chunxi was somewhat embarrassed.

"I... ate dinner early, and I'm a little hungry now, so I thought about eating together, shredded pork noodles, okay?"

"You're already doing it, so you're asking if I can?" Jing Chen gathered Yan Chunxi's long hair, tied it into a low ponytail, and then helped her tie her apron.

This woman... must be in too much of a hurry, so she didn't even wear an apron.

I just don't know if she was in such a hurry before.

It must have been more urgent.

Jing Chen embraced her from behind, her warm breath was next to her ear.Yan Chunxi's body stiffened for a moment, and then leaned on her arms as naturally as possible, only listening to her say:

"Thank you, before...now...thank you"

Yan Chunxi's eyes flickered: "Thank me for what?"

Jing Chen's thin lips touched her cheek, kissed her lightly, and the arms around her waist were also tightened: "You know it yourself."

"What do I know?"

This is not a kiss on her face, but a burn on her heart.Yan Chunxi let go of Jing Chen's embrace calmly, tore open the package of noodles, took out some and put them in hot water.

Jing Chen took out the bowls and chopsticks from the cupboard and prepared them first.Then he walked around behind Yan Chunxi, carefully placed his chin on her shoulder, and said, "Thank you for helping me cook the noodles all the time, and thank you for helping me take care of Nuannuan. Is it okay to say this? Are you clear?"

The half-dried hair of the other party rubbed against the side of her neck, which was cool and itchy.The whole person also has the sharpness and refreshment after bathing, which she likes very much.

"Then... how will you repay me?" She deliberately dragged her voice, then picked up a pair of chopsticks, and stirred the noodles in the pot to judge whether they were cooked or not.

Just right, ready to serve.

Jing Chen helped her put the noodles into a bowl, Yan Chunxi took off her apron first, opened a chair and sat down.

Jing Chen couldn't help but think of Yan Chunxi's answer that time, she said slyly with rare eyes: "How do you want me to repay you? How about a promise with your body?"

Yan Chunxi took the bowl in her hand and said with a smile, "No, you are already married to me, so you have to change it."

She tossed the noodles in the bowl twice, picked up some noodles and sucked them into her mouth.

"What do you want to change? It's all up to you." Jing Chen was just like her, sucking on noodles.

In fact, it can be seen from Jing Chen's every move and speech that she is well-bred.He is gentle, does not discuss others, is strict with himself, and has a strong sense of responsibility.

Yan Chunxi didn't know what caused her later withdrawn and silent.

She wasn't actually hungry, but the sleepiness was real.But as long as I can spend more time with her and take less rest, so what.

Yan Chunxi took another pair of chopsticks and gave her the untouched eggs and shredded pork in her bowl. Jing Chen ate the noodles very quickly, and it seemed that she had been hungry for a while.

"Jing Chen, actually... I've always liked cooking, but I don't eat too much. From now on... let's eat at home more, shall we?"

"Is this request okay?"

"Sure, your cooking is so delicious." Jing Chen answered her inarticulately while swallowing the noodles in the bowl.

After dinner, Jing Chen asked Yan Chunxi to go back to the bedroom first, and she went to wash the dishes.

When she came back, Yan Chunxi was leaning on the head of the bed sleepily, Jing Chen felt soft-hearted.

Be nicer to her...

She got on the bed from the other side, and stretched out her arms to wrap Yan Chunxi's shoulders.

The other party looked at her dimly, as if there was still a little expectation.

Jing Chen only reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, not noticing Yan Chunxi's expression, and closed his eyes to sleep.

In the darkness, Yan Chunxi closed her eyes somewhat disappointed.

Don't you kiss her... It's been a few days

She had expressed her feelings before, so Jing Chen lost her interest...

The people around her fell asleep as soon as their heads touched the pillows. Yan Chunxi, who was sleepy at first, felt very uncomfortable when she thought that she had not been in love for several years, and gradually lost her sleepiness.

She knew that Jing Chen felt light, so she never dared to move or kiss her lightly.

Only when the other party is fast asleep, will he kiss her side face, but the number of times can be counted on one hand.

But Jing Chen didn't feel light, it was neurasthenia caused by long-term tension, there were still some medicines in the cabinet in the guest room, Jing Chen didn't move too much, after sharing the bed with Yan Chunxi, she has recovered a lot.

In the past ten years, ever since she lived in a room by herself, Jing Chen has hardly slept in the same bed with anyone, even her mother and younger sister.

There is no light, no sound, not even the sound of wind and rain when the weather is bad.

But on the first night of sharing the bed with Yan Chunxi, for some reason, the other party's body seemed to have a scent after bathing, and she felt very at ease, so it was much easier to fall asleep.

As dawn approached, the room was no longer so dark, Jing Chen moved his body, turned to face Yan Chunxi and continued to sleep.

Yan Chunxi accidentally discovered the tear stains in the corners of Jing Chen's eyes. In the past seven years, Jing Chen shed tears only once.

Even in her junior year, she was also under the camphor tree, and Yan Chunxi was beside her.

That night, Jing Chen knelt down and tore a small opening in the milk box. The gray cat lowered its head and licked it sweetly.

After eating and drinking enough, it rubbed Jing Chen's palm to express its gratitude, then left with a wag.

Soon, Jing Chen stood up, and when he lowered his head, there was a flash of light in his hand.

Yan Chunxi hung down the book in her hand, and sighed under another tree: "She's smoking again."

Jing Chen sat down on the bench under the tree, lowered her head and couldn't see her expression, the cigarette ash fell little by little.

After a long time, after smoking one cigarette, Jing Chen put the cigarette case and lighter on the bench, and did not smoke another cigarette, but still did not look up.

After thinking about it, Yan Chunxi chose to go back, and soon, when she came back, she had an extra bottle in her hand.

The sound of shoes stepping on fallen leaves was getting closer, and someone put a bottle of Coke beside her and was about to leave.

When Yan Chunxi bent down, she saw water drops falling from Jing Chen's chin.

She... is she crying?

Crying silently, just like tonight, even in a dream, she still sheds tears silently.

Yan Chunxi's heart ached so much that she couldn't bear it any longer, and reached out to hug her.

The moment she was hugged, Jing Chen woke up, and comforted her in turn, patted her on the back and said, "What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?" His voice was hoarse, like a raving that hadn't woken up.

This is how Jing Chen coaxed her when she had nightmares before.

"Well, I had a nightmare."

"It's okay, don't be afraid, the dreams are all fake, don't be afraid, I'm here." Jing Chen still patted her on the back, his eyes became clear again, gentle as water.

Yan Chunxi imitated her movements, buried her head and rubbed against her neck lightly: "Yes, the dreams are all fake."

"So Jing Chen, don't be afraid, don't be sad, there is still me."

Jing Chen's body was a little stiff, her lips trembled, and her eyes were hot, but she didn't say anything after all, just hugged her tightly, feeling the heat from her body.

Grievance, sadness, anger, pain, and reluctance, Jing Chen really wanted to throw away everything before, and let herself sink in this embrace.

Why, why only be the Jing Chen that others like?

No, they don't like her, just because she is a girl, and she has excellence that shouldn't be possessed in a narrow environment...

But she was still afraid, besides those emotions...she was still afraid.

Almost, almost she said it was getting better.

But she dare not...