[Angie] Double Wings

Chapter 078 ◇ I don't understand the syllable

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Both Jules and Clavis were accustomed to robes and had few formal trousers.Clevers' formal trousers can be counted on one hand, and Jules has more trousers...His hobby is horse riding, and he owns some well-fitting, classic-style riding trousers pants.

But how come there are even on this planet?

Probably aware of Clevis' doubts, Jules pointed to the second piece of luggage that Oscar brought for him, "Oscar even prepared things like boots... Anyway, the second group of them set off with It's a large warship."

"What are you trying to fix?"

"Clevis..."

"...Do you hate that I care about you?"

"certainly not!"

"Then why are you awkward?" Kravis pushed up the obstructing robe, "You were seriously injured?"

Most of the riding clothes are fitted clothes, not to mention that Jules's attire is always retro, he is used to tucking the legs of his trousers into his boots, the tailoring is very close... Jules's legs have obvious protrusions.

Jules surrendered with a sigh, "Don't think about it," he pulled his robe to his waist, stretched his legs, and pointed to a large lump protruding from his left knee, saying, "It's swollen here. Dressings. I just don’t like having my legs tied up in tight, stuffy medical straps, so I’m wearing long pants. It’s redness, not a big hit, but it’s affecting my mobility.”

"What about this one?" Kravis pointed to his right calf, which also had a large bulge in the trouser leg.He couldn't help wondering if Jules had suffered some serious injuries, so he boldly pressed with a little force.

"It's nothing, it's the pain after convulsions. Anyway, if you want to wrap your left leg, you might as well ask the medical officer to wrap your right leg as well."

Jules, who likes to be brave but is a little afraid of pain, looked calm, and did not show the painful expression he is very familiar with... Kravis was relieved, at least he was not cut or stabbed in the leg .

"Take it off."

"I'm used to sleeping in my robe."

"... Humph." Clewis started to take off his robe, Jules stopped him awkwardly, and was suddenly touched by Clewis' hand, and Jules rubbed his ribs and moaned With a cry, he shrank back.

Clewis lightened his gesture, but did not intend to give up.Although he was worried about Jules, he faintly felt that something was wrong with his actions.Jules was injured by Donald, and Donald's main motive for hurting Jules was his unusual obsession with him... Kravis didn't ask, but he couldn't make a mistake.

Donald's fanaticism hides a strong desire to control... aimed at him.

Cleves also had that kind of unspoken love, but his love has always been silent.For the past 20 years, he stayed by Jules' side, watching him quietly, caring about him indifferently, unable to say anything... until Jules took the initiative to hold his face on the dark stairs, Move towards him.Even after the two really fell in love, apart from those lingering kisses and hugs, his love still seemed so indifferent, at best it was a little more talkative.Even if he interferes with Jules' life, Clewis still maintains his original intention... Apart from his health problems, Kravis doesn't want to reverse his lover's original life, he just wants him to live as he likes. way through.

But what about the bones?

"Does it hurt?"

"Hmm..." Jules snorted, "It's okay."

A thought flashed through Kravis' mind... Jules belonged to him.Yes, maybe he has always regarded Jules as his own...

Clavis began to defend inexplicably, "I just want to see your injury, Jules."

Jules reluctantly gave him a smile, "I know." Then he relaxed his body slightly and let him take off the robe.

There is still only trust in that smile, trusting that the lover in front of him will never try to dominate his life arbitrarily.Cleves also returned a somewhat stiff smile.That's right...he wouldn't think that way.Cleves comforted himself that he was different from Donald.

Jules' open-front shirt was buttoned down to his neck, even though he was wearing it under his robes, obviously going to sleep.Kravis undid the first and second top buttons and saw very unusual marks.

Not blue or purple, that horrible bruise on Jules' collarbone was black.

"...You said it was Donald who grabbed it with his fingers?" Klevis couldn't help being astonished, and even his voice trembled, "How much does he hate you..."

Jules thought of the pain of breaking his bones, his face sank, and he didn't speak.

"How did you get here?"

"I first stabbed two swords in the insignificant part of Donald's thigh. He couldn't stand up straight... I stretched out my hand but missed the neck, and slid down to grab the collarbone. After all, it is a protruding place."

"You're so skinny, the bones are so obvious." Klevis took off his shirt, "Let me see...how did this kind of place collide like this?" The place where his fingertips touched was Zhu There was a horizontal bruise under Reese's ribs, "Fall on the table?"

"Perhaps the corner of the table."

"Lie down first." Klevis gently laid Jules's body flat, and saw five fingers bruises on his right shoulder, with nearly half an inch of bruising, he couldn't help sighing, looking at the His body was covered with large and small bruises, "...You have bruises all over your body." He asked softly in a deep voice, "Does it hurt?"

Even if it was a small injury that didn't hurt at first, it still hurts when asked by my lover.Jules put his arms around Clavis' neck, and responded with a nasal voice coquettishly.

Klevis lowered his head, and slowly but surely kissed his wound.

Jules tensed his body, "No..." He suddenly realized that he was naked and exposed, "Don't do this."

"I just...wanted to kiss you."

"I'm not used to it." Jules stretched out his hand, trying to grab the shirt thrown on the floor by Cleves, "...it's strange that I rarely don't wear clothes."

"...It's not like I haven't seen it before."

"Not used to it."

Clavis backed away a little, "...You can dislike me, Jules. Others like me, but I don't care; I just want to touch you, but you don't like me approaching you."

"Are you talking about Donald?"

"...It doesn't matter who you are, but you are the only one who keeps rejecting me like this."

"Cravis, you're talking about me in a bad way... don't you think I hate you?"

"Only you... only you have the opportunity to keep rejecting me like this... because I will always try to get close to you, even after I have been rejected by you many, many times, I will still try to get close to you." Clay Weiss got off the bed, stood at the end of the bed and lowered his head to unbutton his sleeves, and suddenly added in a low voice, "Anyway, I..."

"what?"

He murmured two syllables in what seemed to be the dialect of a frontier planet.Jules was stunned, unable to remember the meaning of that pronunciation, but knowing that he deliberately didn't want him to understand, he didn't know what to say to him for a while.Clavis shook his head, quickly and silently, and went into the bathroom with the towel.

Jules stared at the door of the bathroom in a daze for a while, then put back on his shirt, but not his robe, and lay down on his side on his bunk.Clevers was busy on his own, and his behavior was always as quiet as a cat. He didn't make any noise when he was holding things or walking. Jules slowly fell asleep amidst the regular low noise of the vehicles moving forward. .

He was very tired, and drowsiness kept coming, but he never fell asleep, and would wake up inexplicably every once in a while.There was a gloomy and inexplicable pressure in his chest, which was indescribable.

The trailer turned a corner, and there was a slight bump in the cabin, and Jules opened his eyes again.

The last time I opened my eyes, the light in the berth was still on, and Kravis was arranging his dirty clothes.This time when Jules opened his eyes, the car was completely dark.But no matter how dim the light was, he could feel that... Clavis wasn't with him.

is it?

Jules breathed out silently, and stretched out his hand from the blanket covering him. There was only a cool mattress beside him, and the person who should be sleeping here was gone.Jules stretched out his hand, fished it out in the darkness in mid-air, and indeed touched Clevis's long hair hanging down.

He sleeps on the top bunk...

Jules suddenly remembered the two syllables that Clewis deliberately failed to make him understand just now.That's right, that's the hometown of Kravis, the dialect of the frontier planet, Jules doesn't know it well, but he seems to remember a few poems that have been handed down for a long time...he understands that word.

'Even after I've been rejected by you many, many times, I'm still trying to get close to you.Anyway, I'm...a jerk. '

Some kind of indescribable sourness spread in Jules' chest, and there was a moist feeling in his eyes that was very strange to him.He quietly reached out and grabbed the wound under his neck, and the sharp pain immediately spread from that point to his whole body.By the way, although his personality is quite good and strong, he has always been afraid of pain... That's right, the pain must have made him go out of order...

Jules vaguely forced himself to think about irrelevant things, he thought, Klevis always sleeps badly, sleeping in the lower bunk will always have his long hair all over the floor.In fact, when he was fast asleep, his defenseless appearance was very cute, like when he was a child...

Memories of childhood came back to Jules' mind.Klevis, who was at odds with him every day at that time, was still so dependent on this young leader who looked like an adult in his bones. During the first year of their relationship, the silent child was tearfully raped by the maid almost every night. He brought him to Jules' dormitory, and complained to him in his tender voice that he dared not sleep.

Usually, Jules would reprimand Clavis, put his arms around him, comfort him, and let him sleep peacefully.Jules, who was only six years old, never dared to admit to Clewies that he couldn't sleep alone... He also wanted Clewies to be by his side.No matter how precocious and strong he is, he is still a child. He uses the existence of Clavis to comfort himself that he is not alone, and uses Clevis' dependence on him to encourage himself... because Clavis needs him so much , so he must be strong.

But what happened?His arbitrariness and domineering forced Klevis to never come to him again, even if he still dared not sleep alone, Klevis chose to stay up all night, looking at the moon his mother loved all night, When I was six or seven years old, I developed the habit of staying up late.

It was he himself who drove Clavis away.It was so then, and it is so now.Kravis used to be so dependent on him, from when they were both so young... After the two of them finally fell in love, Kravis was not shy about showing his deep love and attachment to him.

He pushed him away again.

Jules hadn't cried in years, but he was crying silently, for one simple reason.

Clavis doesn't need him anymore.

The dimly conscious Jules was still thinking about Clavis, but he was once again brought to sleep by exhaustion.He did sleep, but had a dream that was perfectly in sync with reality now going on. He dreamed that he was sleeping in the lower berth of this sleeper car, and he kept thinking of Cleves in the upper berth.Jules is still restless in his sleep, he is so tired even sleeping, what can we do...

Suddenly the Cleves in his dream was gone.

Jules was taken aback, how could he think about what was abnormal and what was sour?As soon as he straightened his waist, he sat up straight, and reached out to grab it without hesitation for half a second.

Kravis's long hair didn't hang down from the top bunk.

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