[Angie] Double Wings

Chapter 056 ◇The Desire of Flesh and Flesh

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Clavis looked up at Jules.That guy's expression was the same as his, with a bit of anger in his panic.

"What's wrong with you? Clavis, you..."

"...I should ask what's wrong with you?" Kravis was furious.What did Jules do to himself?He didn't even respond at all, "Are you... too abstinent to break down?"

"You're the one who broke! I, I was always like this..."

"That's not true!" No one knows their teenage troubles better than themselves, "Who wakes up in the middle of the night during winter training and washes his face with cold water?"

Thinking of the past, Jules' expression softened.Those who woke up in the middle of the night to wash their faces with cold water even included Lui.Thanks to the presence of their companions, they could rest assured that they were very normal and healthy teenagers.

"It's been so long... Can you still learn to restrain yourself? Don't tell me that you still get up in the middle of the night to wash your face with cold water, and then stare at the crystal ball, not daring to go to bed."

Clewis' anger still persisted, "I'll finish staring at the crystal ball before going to bed."

Jules didn't answer.His head was swollen, the blood vessels in his temples were throbbing, and the effects of his injury still haunted him.Suppressing his physical discomfort, he just looked at Kravis angrily.

After a while, "...is this what you want?" Jules' voice was low.

"what?"

"Me. Is this what you want?" Jules looked very lonely, but his eyes were sharp, staring at Clevis.

He turned around with anger that hadn't subsided just now, "...I don't want to answer."

"So... all you care about is this..." Dirty stuff.Jules stopped his mouth and did not continue.It's not just because he's afraid of hurting Clavis, but because he feels dirty and can't speak out.

"I didn't say anything, and you already have the answer." Kravis took a deep breath slowly, which was a harbinger of his preparation for a long speech, "You have already judged me, and you are asking me what to do?" Jules, what if I don't give you the answer you want? If my answer doesn't meet your wishes, does it mean...you're going to alienate me again? Just like you did before, let's Return to the previous time when the relationship between water and fire was incompatible?"

Jules' voice was weak, "I wasn't the only one who alienated you before, it's not fair for you to say that..."

"I just don't know how to get along with you, Jules, you have high demands on yourself, but you can always do what you want. But what about me? You have high demands on me too... ..." Klevis tried hard to restrain his temper, and also restrained his usual cold tone, trying not to make his words sound like he was blaming him, "Being by your side... I have no room for mistakes, and I didn't say a single wrong word space for words."

"I only have such high demands on you." Jules turned around halfway by sitting upright, staring at the light shining through the gap in the curtain, "It doesn't matter to others, as long as they stay behind me .But you can't...Because I'm always moving forward, so I can't allow you not to follow...leave me alone in front."

"Julies..."

The man whose name was called didn't respond immediately, but subconsciously bit the tingling fingertip of his right index finger, and anxiety climbed into his heart again.He slowed down his tone, "No matter how strict I am, there is always room for change. I am not such a decisive person. But Klevis...you are different. You have a fierce temperament, you have too clear love and hate, and you love someone so much To the bottom of your heart, if you hate someone, there is no room for compromise."

"Don't worry about that boring question."

"Is this question boring?

"Anyway, it's love now..." Kravis confessed in a low voice, "As you said, love goes to the bone."

"Then... when will you start hating me?" Jules looked at the man who was used to silence, but he didn't answer, just shook his head.The movement of shaking the head is very positive, but the meaning behind the movement is very vague.

Clavis never said empty words, it wouldn't be a ridiculously childish promise of 'never'.

"...What do you mean by shaking your head?"

"I won't hate you if you allow me to love you as much as I do now."

After speaking, he stretched out his hand to Jules.

In fact, they were within inches of each other, and Clavis could touch Jules as soon as he reached out.But he didn't.He just stretched out his inviting hand towards Jules, and gave him the power to dominate their relationship, and let him decide everything.

Clavis didn't make a sound, it was a silent plea... even begging.He begged, almost humbly, but Jules still hesitated awkwardly, he still couldn't forget that strange touch on his thigh just now, something he couldn't accept.

Neither of them spoke.

Finally, the man who made the decision put his hand lightly on Kravis' shoulder, leaned over, and gave him a hesitant hug.

Jules sighed softly, "Cravis..."

"These intimate hugs and kisses did happen. We have crossed that line, and there is no way to go back... Back to the past, in the cold words and arguments, still caring for each other from the bottom of my heart. You are right Yes, Jules, from now on, either I love you deeply, or I hate you deeply."

He was still sighing, "Even so, it's too late to regret...not to mention me..."

"So I don't want to answer your question just now...I'm not good at expressing myself."

He could understand Clavis' reluctance to answer.

'I.Is this what you want? 'This kind of question is almost like asking whether Clavis is dirty...

But Jules couldn't ignore his answer. If this question is not clarified, the two will not be able to get along anyway, "I must know this. Clavis...you speak slowly, I will listen .”

Clavis thought for a while, "I don't want to go back to the way I was before, and I don't want you to cut off our relationship with your own hands. I want both of us to live... as you said just now, to truly feel happy. Zhu Reese, I admit that I do yearn for you. Everything about you...that is completely different from me, but so similar to me in essence, is attracting me. Your whole being...not just that kind of thing .” His deep and cold voice trembled slightly, and Clewis reached out his hand, gently caressing Jules’s still straight back.

In front of this kind of eternally firm and noble person, Klevis felt more and more small.He felt that he was about to be judged by Jules, but he still didn't want to escape the imminent judgment.Slowly resting his forehead on Jules' shoulder, Klevis further confessed, "I don't want to hide from you... I really long to have a closer contact with you, and I admit that I long to have you completely ... Jules, I want you."

Hearing the expected answer, Jules's head, which had not found peace for a moment, began to ache violently again.

He tried hard to expel the words of uncleanness, filth, and profanity from his mind, trying to convince himself that it was not his fault that Kravis couldn't restrain his desire for him, and that his feelings for him were pure. A natural admiration, no matter what unbearable things he was thinking in his heart, at least he never tried to cause harm to himself...

"me……"

But he still felt humiliated.

The body of Cleves leaning on him had a breath of life and the exact temperature of a flesh and blood body. Even the weight he was resting on his shoulders suddenly became extremely heavy, almost making him unable to bear it. "Cravis, please forgive me...what you said...it's not that I can't understand...you...I can't help..." He refused incoherently, but intermittently as if what he said was insincere, his right hand started Trembling uncontrollably, "I don't...have any intention to look down on you...but, but I..."

Jules raised his hand to press the violently throbbing blood vessels on his forehead, almost forgetting that there was a deep wound there, and couldn't help but groaned out, forgetting what he was explaining to Klevis just now.

This is clearly not the case.

"Calm down, Jules." Jules had a splitting headache, and couldn't hear what Clewis said in his ear, "Lie down first, and rest for a while. Okay... this matter Let's not talk." He could barely feel his body being laid flat by Clevis, but other than that, his perception was very vague, his whole body was numb and stiff, not only his fingertips, but even his arms began to tremble.

Jules couldn't open his mouth tremblingly, and barely managed to utter a word, "Medicine..."

"No. You just took your medicine, the time is too close." Kravis turned and glanced at the wall clock beside the bed to confirm the time.How can I take it again in less than two hours?Could it be that Jules has no memory of the fact that he took the medicine?

Jules didn't answer.

Clavis turned around again, and was astonished to find that Jules was out of control and had no way to answer.

That's not trembling.Clavis was so frightened that he couldn't think, he only knew that there wouldn't be such a violent trembling...

"Julies, can you hear me?"

That handsome face was too horrible to look at at the moment, the upright and handsome facial features were all out of shape, every muscle on the face was twisted and beating non-stop.Not only the face, but Jules' slender body, his right hand and right leg were all twitching uncontrollably...

Yes, the correct word is only now coming back to Cleves's mind, and he finally judges that Jules is twitching.

Fearing that he would bite his tongue, Clewis put his hand into Jules' mouth, and immediately felt the pain of being bitten.The other palm of his hand was on top of Jules' head, and as for the bed support that was kicked and kicked by him constantly, he couldn't take care of it at this moment.

Cleves held Jules in his arms, and silently prayed for those places on Jules that he couldn't take care of... what kind of phalanges and metacarpal bones would not be injured, other than that, he didn't know what he should do.

What is this whole-body spasm?

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It may have only been a short time, but Kravis was exhausted.Finally, the person in his arms slowly calmed down.

"Julius?"

He blurted out, "...it hurts."

"Are you still conscious?"

Jules stretched out his hand and lightly grabbed the old robe that Clewis was wearing as his pajamas, "Ah, I, I should be...already fine." Finally, his left hand was still grasping. The feeling of holding it, but the right hand just wiped his clothes.

His twitching just now was too severe... Kravis pursed his lips tightly, "Let me make sure you are sane. Answer me, where are you? This moment? Who are you? And who am I? "

"I..." Jules had a little difficulty even answering, feeling his cheeks stiff.He took a deep breath and thought for a while before he understood the question asked by Kravis, "It's, it's still clear..."

He is lying.Clavis could tell at a glance.His eyes were scattered and his expression was nothing like Jules who remembered his duty.

He pressed Jules further, "Say it."

Jules wondered, where are they?What time is it now?Is it important?Who is he and who is he...

"We are two people. We can't be separated." He replied vaguely, "I am on the east side of the Axis Continent of the six rainbow stars, and the time is about five o'clock. I am the guardian of light, Saint Jules, and You, you are the guardian of darkness, St. Klevis...my lover."

Hearing the last sentence, Klevis smiled reluctantly, "Ah, it seems you haven't forgotten me."

Jules looked at him quietly, with a rare sad expression.

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The author has something to say: this is six o'clock in the evening, making up for yesterday's.There is another update at [-]:[-] pm today, and it is ready.