What a pity to miss the rebirth

Men like to play, but what to play and how to play depends on his background, economic strength, and personal ability, each of which plays a decisive role.For example, self-driving travel around the world or traveling around the sea, no matter whether you have background or money, as long as you have determination and perseverance, no matter you are rich, handsome or ordinary people, you can play.The difference is that playing with no background and no money is called striving for ideals and goals, and challenging the limits of human beings; playing with people with background and money is called playing casually.

The three sat in the sauna room, ordered pots of tea and came in, each sitting on one side.

Lin Lan smiled, "Mr. Liu, you don't need to be too self-effacing, you play cards well, and you are also good at chess. Among the young people nowadays, there are few people who can be as calm as Mr. Liu, neither arrogant nor impatient, it is not easy. "

Liu Yingnian accompanied him with a smile, "Where, Mr. Lin won the prize. I'm not very good at playing tennis and billiards. I can play casually, but I'll show my skills when I compete with you masters. In my opinion, you are all The professional level is no worse than those professional players."

He has played cards and chess all his life, and he often competes online with masters from all over the country. No matter how poor his skills are, he can't be far behind. First-class masters are not considered, but it is more than enough to kill ordinary people of upper-middle level.

Lin Lan was several years older than Shuang, but like Xiao Jingliu, he was blessed by nature, and he didn't look old at all.Considering Liu Yingnian's current age, Lin Lan could indeed speak to him in the tone of an elder.

"I haven't compared it before, it's really hard to say." Lin Lan said jokingly: "If we meet one day, maybe we really have to compare with those people."

Shuang and Lin Lan are basically equal in strength. What surprised Liu Yingnian was that they dared to play anything, and they were good at almost all competitive sports activities. People, this level is definitely beyond the vast majority of people, it can only be said that their personal strength is too strong.

This is the gap.

Compared with them, the circle Liu Yingnian lived in was completely different.

There are only a few topics that men talk about together, sex, women, and of course, men will also be talked about in this era.

As for hobbies and careers, politics and military affairs, they are usually only used as a cover in the exchanges on the table, and have no practical significance.

Lin Lan lazily talked a few words, but Shuang didn't answer much. To avoid embarrassment, Liu Yingnian was almost the one who chatted with him. Fortunately, he was not so old-fashioned in this regard, so he was fine. He can play, but he has a lot of topics to chat with Lin Lan.

"Does Mr. Liu want to be the brand spokesperson for 'Blue LAN'?" Lin Lan suddenly said this while chatting, seeing Liu Yingnian's astonishment, she smiled and said: "I know that Mr. Liu started his own company, He is also a big boss, but Mr. Liu also knows the market position of 'Blue LAN', so he shouldn't insult Mr. Liu's identity, right?"

Liu Yingnian said dumbfoundedly: "Mr. Lin, don't tease me. I don't look like a spokesperson. You are a high-end brand. If you want to find some international stars, those talents are more suitable for you. The concept of a clothing brand.”

Lin Lan smiled lightly: "I'm not joking, I suddenly found that I like the temperament of Mr. Liu very much, it's very unique, what 'Blue LAN' needs is exactly this uniqueness, I think it's perfect for you to speak for 'Blue LAN' How about it, are you interested?"

"Not interested." The person who said this was Shuang, who interrupted the conversation between the two.

"I'm asking him." Lin Lan's smile didn't change.

"I'm talking about him too. You don't have to think about it, he's not interested." Shuang said in an affirmative tone, looking at Lin Lan with a warning in her eyes, indicating that this matter is over and there is no room for negotiation.

"What does Mr. Liu mean?" Lin Lan didn't look at him, but just asked Liu Yingnian with a smile, "No matter what you answer, I think Mr. Liu must know that you are the most suitable candidate for 'Blue LAN' in my heart." , second only to its former spokesperson."

Liu Yingnian smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry to disappoint Mr. Lin, I really don't want to be the spokesperson for a clothing brand."

Lin Lan said regretfully: "That's really a pity. Since you don't want to, then forget it."

Liu Yingnian couldn't stay in the sauna room after 10 minutes. He and the other two pleaded guilty, and left the sauna room alone.

After he left, Lin Lan smiled and said to another person: "You are too strict with him, so domineering, are you afraid of his retaliation?"

Shuang gave him a cold look, "He's not someone who doesn't know what's good and what's wrong."

Lin Lan smiled indifferently, "It's not like someone who knows good and bad. If you care so much about him, he may not accept your affection. I advise you to think about it carefully, don't put so much thought on one person, be careful It’s a waste of water.”

"What do you mean?"

"You can't tell? He doesn't like you at all." Lin Lan said coolly, "If he is attracted to you, how could he sit here for a long time without any reaction to your half-naked good figure? On the contrary You have been suppressing it in pain, right? You look at him as if you want to eat him, well, although you look unchanged on the surface, but I can feel your strong desire and dissatisfaction even when I sit so far away , guess, does he know?"

Frost didn't speak.

Lin Lan looked at him, and said with a smile as if adding insult to injury: "Shuang, let me tell you, you probably really like him, right?"

……

When Liu Yingnian walked out of the sauna room, he immediately felt the fresh air rushing towards his face, and he felt much more comfortable all of a sudden.

He went to the closet to change his clothes, went to the bathroom again, and ordered a pack of cigarettes at the counter after he came out, walked to the secluded smoking area alone, and sat there smoking quietly.

Different music is played on each floor of the entertainment city in a loop.

The existence of these music makes him not afraid to be alone.

He needs this solitude to think about things.

He knew about Shuang's desire for him, because Shuang didn't deliberately hide it, although it was not obvious, but these days he and Shuang spent more time face to face, and saw more, and he was able to get a little bit from Shuang's body. Perceived changes in Frost's thoughts and mood swings.

He now has a certain psychological dependence on Shuang. There is no way to do it. Mental illness is difficult to explain clearly with reason.

Liu Yingnian has soberly analyzed his own affairs. His situation can be put simply, it is chick complex plus Stockholm syndrome and dark room effect - the person who locked him in the basement was Frost, who let him out of the basement People are also Frost, and the first person he saw when he came back from the darkness to the light and opened his eyes was also Frost.

Liu Yingnian finished his first cigarette quickly, took out another cigarette, lit it with a lighter, took a deep breath, and then exhaled a long smoke ring.

Of course, his problem is different from chick complex and Stockholm Syndrome, but there is only a general similarity, not exactly, because his problem also includes the absolute power difference between himself and Shuang, Apart from committing suicide in front of Frost, he has no ability to resist at all, which means that he will not take extreme actions when facing Frost, nor will he foolishly engage in confrontation with Frost.

Because he wants to live, between life and death, he still prefers the feeling of being able to breathe.

Before his mental illness has fully recovered, he cannot live without Shuang for the time being.

unless……

Thinking that unless he didn't know where he was now, and the other party was probably looking for him everywhere, Liu Yingnian wanted to sigh.

He can now be sure that although Shuang and Li Xianghua fight with equal strength, Shuang must have strengths that Li Xianghua does not have, and advantages that Li Xianghua is not good at, that's why Li Xianghua has been unable to find him for so long.

He guessed that maybe Shuang hid his aura, it sounded a bit comic, a bit sci-fi, but other than that, nothing else seemed to make sense.

Liu Yingnian wasn't very worried about whether Li Xianghua would give up on him. As long as Li Xianghua didn't plan to cheat and had no affair with that Lin Mao, as long as Li Xianghua passed his own psychological test, he would always accept him. The love of the past ten years is not fake, Li Xianghua will not want him.

Although it's not good to say, the human heart is the most unpredictable thing in the world. It changes as it says, and it doesn't make sense at all.

But if Li Xianghua really gave up on him, he would understand.

This is not a problem, anyway, Liu Yingnian can think about it.

Why can't you think about it?He has lived his whole life, what kind of things haven't he seen?What kind of things have you never heard of?In this life, how many people can go smoothly until the day when they close their eyes?No.absolutely not.

Liu Yingnian was not worried about this, but another problem that bothered him.

He lit another cigarette.

Shuang seems to have a virgin complex towards him.

Thinking of these four words, Liu Yingnian felt that his gray hair was about to crawl out.

He couldn't laugh or cry, he couldn't laugh if he wanted to, and he didn't feel like crying when he wanted to.

In fact, from the night when the two had sex for the second time, Liu Yingnian guessed from Shuang's overbearing, straightforward, rough, and jerky behavior that Shuang probably had no experience before. It's almost blank.

Liu Yingnian stroked his forehead and rubbed the space between his brows.

Shuang is one year older than him and Li Xianghua. He is 25 years old and Shuang is 26 years old.

A 26-year-old virgin sounds unbelievable, especially when the other party is so coquettish and looks like he has experienced many battles... How should I put it, Yi Shuang's appearance is so good, as long as he hooks his hand, he will There is a group of people waiting in line for him to summon luck, not to mention being in the Myriad Leaves Cong, at least there must have been a few lovers, right?

virgin...

Liu Yingnian twitched the corner of his mouth, he had a problem with these two words!

Didn't Shuang say that there is someone he likes?

In that photo, the gentle and good-looking boy——

Liu Yingnian thought of the slap when Shuang saw him take out that photo——

The person in the photo is probably the person Shuang likes...

Why isn't Shuang with that person?unrequited love?

Thinking of this, Liu Yingnian's expression turned dark again.

He could imagine a man like Shuang, who restrained himself until he was 26 years old for the person he liked, but because of the mistake he made drinking that night, everything became meaningless. How much did Shuang hate him?

No wonder she didn't give him a good face all the time.

It should be, think about it, how disgusting it is.

What is quitting halfway?What is fall short?What does it mean to give up all previous efforts?

This is!

Now Liu Yingnian felt that it was not easy for Shuang to not get angry at him or get angry when she woke up the next morning.Shuang's temper and personality are much better than his. If it were him, he would have the idea of ​​strangling Shuang to death on the bed.

What is this?

What happened to him, who was also a victim, suddenly turned into a scumbag?

What a sin to destroy the heart of an, uh, innocent man who has always been unrequited love?

But that incident was not what he wanted to happen, and it was impossible for him to have such a thing with Shuang, everything was a mistake.

It's just that Shuang seems to have identified him because of that incident, and she is so persistent to be responsible, to take care of him, to let him be his bed partner...

Everything is getting worse.

In the few days after coming out of the basement, Liu Yingnian and Shuang spent almost all of their time in bed. Although part of the reason was due to him, Shuang felt to him more like a young man who had tasted lust for the first time. The marrow knows the taste, knows no restraint, is in heat anytime and anywhere, greedy, demanding, and a little too addicted.

Liu Yingnian thought of the way Shuang looked at him when he was in the sauna just now, the icy cold eyes floated with the desire that made him so familiar...

At that moment, he only felt that his scalp was numb, and there was something vaguely about to come out.

After smoking a few cigarettes, Liu Yingnian gradually calmed down.

He thought that Shuang had probably become obsessed with his body.

Amidst the smog, a light-colored figure walked up to Liu Yingnian, his footsteps were as light as a cat's, and he made no sound at all.

Feeling someone approaching, Liu Yingnian raised his head, and just saw the person's face clearly before losing consciousness.