What a pity to miss the rebirth

Peach blossoms bloom, apricot blossoms fail.

After the apricot blossoms are in full bloom, the peach blossom branches gradually begin to bloom with buds.

Lin Shu followed his father out of the hospital and took a car to the apartment building where his father lived when he was working in the old city.

In the open space of the community downstairs of the apartment, there are a few apricot and peach trees scattered here and there, as well as poplars and weeping willows, and a row of lush pine trees.

The part-time worker has come to clean the room. Lin Mao entered the room and put the things in his hand into the refrigerator one by one. He bought some things that he can eat now.

After pouring a glass of milk and a glass of mineral water, Lin Mao walked to the sofa, looked at his sullen son, and said with a smile, "Are you still angry that Uncle Liu can't come?"

In the morning, Shuang called Lin Mao, and only said that Liu Yingnian was temporarily unable to go to the hospital these few days, and asked Lin Mao to take care of his son. Get gloomy.

"I'm not angry, I just want to know if Uncle An is safe." Lin Shu and his father explained, Yuxue's cute little face showed a slight panic that was imperceptible.

How could he be angry with Liu Yingnian again? Since that time, news of Liu Yingnian's death came... That shadow has not dissipated until now...

It would have been fine if he hadn't quarreled with the man and hadn't been angry at the beginning. He didn't know how many times he had thought about this thought. He regretted the original mood. As soon as he thought about it, he wanted to burn himself to death again.

It's all his fault...

A layer of indescribable sadness floated on Lin Shu's face.

Lin Mao sat on the sofa, looked at his son, picked up his glass of water, and took a sip, "What's so good about Uncle Liu, why do you like him?"

What's so good about him, Lin Shu couldn't tell, he didn't like men from the beginning, he just tried his best to hug his thighs, to curry favor, to pester men and never let go, originally it was just for self-protection, for survival, all of them acting, lying...

But, slowly, slowly, over time, the fake became real without knowing it, he got used to it, couldn't leave it, couldn't let go, the man had become an inseparable part of his life.

Except for this person, he doesn't pay attention to anyone else.

Lin Shu looked up at his father, blinked, and shook his head again, "I don't know, I just think he's very nice, which makes me really want to get close to him."

It is an extremely rare thing to make Lin Shu want to get close.

Lin Mao also knew his son's flaws in character, but to be honest, he didn't think Liu Yingnian was a good choice. The age gap was there. Although Liu Yingnian was young now, when his son grew up, he would be old.My son is still young, and he will meet many, many people when he grows up. No one can guarantee that there will not be a better choice at the same age as his son.But in the same way, no one can guarantee that if they miss this man named Liu Yingnian, there will be better choices.

If it wasn't for returning to Mercenary City to let him know something, he might try to stop his son's thoughts, but now, he has his concerns, so he has to consider his son's choice. Although his son has a flawed personality, But as a child with a high IQ, his vision of seeing people is not flawed. Maybe in the future, that person will really become an important person around his son...

Who knows.

Things between people are unclear.

"Uncle Liu has someone he likes." He reminded his son.

Lin Shu nodded, "I know."

Li Xianghua, the only person the man likes at this time, is also the man's former lover, or the person who once hurt a man and dumped him.

Lin Mao was startled, and then laughed, "Since you know everything, Dad won't say anything. Baby, remember, you are younger than them, as long as you are patient, as long as you can persist, one day, you You'll get everything you want."

"En!" Lin Shu nodded heavily.

What my father said is right, so what if a man loves Li Xianghua again now? Thirty years later, no one knows whether there is such a person as Li Xianghua in the world. The man doesn't know, and neither does he.

As for other people, there is nothing to be afraid of.

He has persisted for 30 years, so what is he afraid of?So what if we have to start over another 30 years?Time has no meaning to him.

What he needs most is patience and persistence.

What's more, he has his own plans, this time it is not necessary to wait until 30 years later.

……

Liu Yingnian was lying on the window sill, holding a glass of milk in both hands, basking in the sun in a trance.

This kind of leisurely life of watching the scenery while drinking milk, looking for a book if you want to read, and basking in the sun if you don’t want to read, only existed before the age of 15 and after the age of 50 in his last life.

In the middle of more than 30 years, he didn't have time to do such extravagant things.

The wind blows past my ears, softly, like a lover's hand.

25 years old, his current age, is the time when all men should work hard, or continue to study if conditions permit, whether it is for career or school, in short, this is the road to the golden age. A time to cherish.

He is no exception, he has cherished it, and he has worked very hard and conscientiously. In his previous life, he can be said to be very successful, not perfect, but he is definitely a qualified businessman. He has his own business kingdom and has never stopped expanding steadily. He has hardly ever worried about money, at the expense of his meager personal time.

If he could die, he thought, he would have no regrets.

Unfortunately he is not.

But among his few regrets, almost all of them are emotional matters, which have nothing to do with career.

Liu Yingnian drank a few sips of milk, leaned against the window sill, his short hair was slightly raised, and his delicate face was covered with an absent-minded expression.

He was worried about Li Xianghua and Lin Shu.

Knowing that Li Xianghua was imprisoned in the mercenary city, he was not in a hurry or flustered, but he could also see clearly that even Lin Mao, who had been confirmed to be a person with superpowers, was powerless. , what can he do as an ordinary person?

If only money would settle the matter so he wouldn't have to worry about it.

Ugh……

This is the businessman's troubles.

He stared intently at the distant scenery.

Li Xianghua...

I don't know if the person named Yu will agree to let him out... Shuang... I don't know if he will help, but from his tone, the relationship with Li Xianghua is not very good... Lin Mao said that Mercenary City needs them , but they have not been needed for the past ten years, the sudden need, for what, what happened, to call them all back...

And last night, last night...

He considers himself not a good man and a believer, but he also has his own bottom line. No matter what the reasons and reasons are, it is unfair to Li Xianghua in this era.

Shuang said that there is no fairness in the world, so there is no need to be fair to him.

But their growing environment is different, in his heart, there is still fairness.

In the previous life, it was Li Xianghua who betrayed him first and didn't want him first, so in this life he originally wanted to retaliate and find an excuse to get rid of Li Xianghua first, otherwise, it would be too embarrassing to be dumped by the same person twice.

But now, with the memory of the future, he realizes that what happened back then may not be as superficial as he saw, and there may be other secrets in it. Now, the lover still loves him so much and treats him so well. From this point of view, the matter between him and Shuang is already a betrayal of Li Xianghua.

He didn't want to think about Li Xianghua's reaction when he knew about this incident, but it was obvious that after the incident in the old city was over, he and Li Xianghua could no longer be together.

He couldn't forgive Li Xianghua's betrayal back then, and now he doesn't think that Li Xianghua can forgive him. People are inherently selfish when it comes to feelings.

How can he hope that others can do what he can't do himself?

Li Xianghua, probably won't forgive him...

If he was really young, he might beg Li Xianghua, maybe he would hug Li Xianghua's thigh and cry for forgiveness, but his current state of mind is already so old that he doesn't know where he is. It can also be seen at seven or eight points.

If you agree, you will get together, if you don't agree, you will separate. After all, what you get by force cannot last long.

Liu Yingnian sighed like an old man, feeling uncomfortable, sighed, and readjusted his emotions, trying to calm himself down.

Besides, he is no longer the same Liu Yingnian as before. A large part of his heart and feelings belong to another person.

Who has front and back eyes?

Who knows that after death, he will be reborn and return to the past?

Without Li Xianghua, he would never be able to live alone all his life, and it took him a long time to really put Lin Shu in his heart.

He also waited for a long time to confirm that Li Xianghua would never come back to him before giving up.

Li Xianghua sometimes does things too ruthlessly and ruthlessly. He disappeared after he and Lin Mao left. It's not that Liu Yingnian has never looked for him. He secretly looked for Li Xianghua for many years, behind Xie Fengyao and Lin Shu's back, He also hired a private detective, but he couldn't find it no matter how hard he searched, and there was no news at all. No matter how deep the relationship was, it took so long and it was exhausted into despair.

In that year of despair, he even had the idea of ​​committing suicide. If it wasn't for Lin Shu who had to be raised and taken care of, and Lin Shu who was pestering him all day long, maybe death would be his relief.

Liu Yingnian thought about those days, when he was cooking or peeling fruit at home, his eyes would always fall on the kitchen knife and fruit knife. He knew that suicide was stupid, but he just couldn't help thinking about it.He didn't notice when Lin Shu found out, when he realized, the back of Lin Shu's hand on his wrist had already been cut by the fruit knife in his hand.

Lin Shu was very sad and angry that time. He yelled loudly, scolded him, refused to let him bandage the wound, and said that as long as he still wanted to commit suicide, he would rather let the blood bleed to death, anyway. No one cares about him, no one supports him, he might as well die...

Thinking about it now, there are also many false elements in it.

At that time, Lin Shu was an adult, young was better than blue, half of the prime of life was handed over to Lin Shu, and he even said that if Lin Shu went out to do it alone, he would definitely be another self-made business legend.

How can no one care about this kind of person?There are more people who are willing to care...

Moreover, Lin Shu has a good appearance, and there are never fewer people who want to raise him, both men and women...

Also, Lin Shu loves himself so much and cherishes his life so much, how could he die so easily...

That is to say, he always wakes up after the event, and the authorities are fascinated.

Liu Yingnian lowered his head and took another sip of milk.

The bottom of the cup was already lighted, so he turned and walked out of Shuang's bedroom and went to the kitchen.

Shuang wouldn't let him leave, and wouldn't let him go to the hospital. What happened to the child now?

However, with his biological father around, he should be fine.