What a pity to miss the rebirth

"This is the old city?" The little doll on the hospital bed frowned.

"Yeah." Liu Yingnian sterilized the chopsticks and spoons in his hand and put them next to Lin Shu's bowl, "Try and see if the egg custard made by uncle is good."

The little baby obediently picked up the spoon, scooped a spoonful of egg custard with a layer of sesame oil, put it into his mouth, and chewed it into his mouth carefully. "tasty!"

Liu Yingnian smiled and said nothing.

Anyone who has been making egg custard for decades will definitely find it unpalatable.

When Lin Shu was young, whenever he was sick and didn’t want to eat, he would make egg custard for him to eat. It was nutritious and good for the body, and children would not be disgusted with it. It was relatively easy to eat food.

It should be equally effective for the current Lin Shu.

Shenying High School is the domain of Qiu's family. Now that Qiu Xi has let go, his status as an intern teacher can only end here.

He was having a good time.

Shuang, on the other hand, seems to have encountered difficulties in catching monsters, and has not been very successful. Although he didn't talk to him in detail, he only mentioned the "host" once. Liu Yingnian guessed that the so-called monster boss hadn't been found yet. It may be boarding with a certain student, and it seems that it will not be easy to find out in a short while.

In fact, he prefers that Shuang's mission can't be completed, as long as Shuang can't complete the mission, they don't have to go back to the mercenary city, stay outside, hold on, and when Li Xianghua comes back, maybe it's easier for them to escape.

Since the people from the mercenary city came here to kidnap them, the purpose was for Li Xianghua and Lin Mao, and all the things before and after, as long as he thought about it carefully, it was not difficult for him to guess that Li Xianghua and the others should be very useful, although he did not Knowing who is stronger between Li Xianghua and Shuang, but I think they are all from the Mercenary City Tiantuan, so the difference is not much different.

All he can do is two words, one delay, one wait.

Wait for time and wait for Li Xianghua to come back.

As for Lin Shu, he can only take care of him within his ability for the time being. He has no confidence that he can take Lin Shu away in Shuang's hands. Besides, Lin Shu has a real father now, and Lin Mao will never send his son to him. If he loses it here, why don't you ask?

Speaking of it, he still can't see through it. After being calculated by others for a lifetime, and to live it again, he still continues to be a cow and a horse for father and son.

It would be great if I could see through it, as if I never knew Lin Shu...

Liu Yingnian inadvertently raised his eyes and looked opposite, the thoughts in his head stopped immediately.

"Why are you crying again?" He looked at the little doll sitting across from him eating egg custard, crying while eating, not knowing what was going on, so he could only be dumbfounded, "Even if the egg custard made by uncle is delicious, there is no need to eat it Are you crying? Do you miss your father and mother? "

Only this reason can make sense.

The little baby didn't speak, but continued to eat, and tears continued to fall.

Liu Yingnian was speechless.

Lin Shu's super crying personality didn't change at all when he was a child. The only difference is that after this fever, his crying skills seem to have changed. In the past, this kid cried loudly and hoarsely, but now he can't cry. She shed tears silently, like a dumb person.

Sure enough, the throat is burned?

"Your parents shouldn't have named you Lin Shu, you don't have the masculinity of an ordinary uncle," Liu Yingnian joked helplessly, "You should be called Lin Lei. Don't cry, you will choke when you eat. "If you really want to cry, don't eat it, eat it after crying."

The little baby wiped away the tears with his sleeves, and shook his head with red eyes, "I didn't cry."

"..." Liu Yingnian rolled his eyes, "Well, you didn't cry."

"..." Xiaowa also knew that her words were not convincing at all, so she took out two tissues, wiped her face clean, and rested for a while before continuing to eat.

"When are we going back to New Town?" he asked.

"Maybe it will take a while." Liu Yingnian said, "What's the matter, don't you like the old city?"

"I don't like it." Without any hesitation, Lin Shu immersed himself in eating a few spoonfuls of egg custard, and after swallowing it, he said slowly like a little adult: "Uncle is not suitable to stay here, let's go back early. "

"Why don't I fit in here?" Liu Yingnian raised his eyebrows and asked calmly.

The little baby opened his mouth, wanted to say something, then closed it again.

"What's the reason?" Liu Yingnian asked.

The little baby hesitated this time, "Well... my father said that the old city is scary and there are many dangers, and my father said that my uncle is too weak, and there is not a bone left to be gnawed in the old city. I don't have any now. The ability to protect uncle cannot stay here."

Liu Yingnian was slightly surprised, "Your father still told you these things?"

The little baby nodded, stared at him with big eyes and didn't speak.

Liu Yingnian just pondered for a while, "Perhaps in a certain way, your father is right. But we can't leave now."

Lin Shu was also silent for a while, as if he was thinking about something, "Is it because of the long hair that caught us?"

long hair……

Liu Yingnian wanted to laugh, if Shuang knew that Lin Shu called him that, she would definitely look pretty.

"Not exactly, but more or less."

Since Lin Shu remembered everything, it meant that there was nothing wrong with his brain, and this strange fever might only have affected his throat a bit.

Having come to such a conclusion, Liu Yingnian's original worry was relieved a lot.

"Did he make things difficult for you?" the little baby asked seriously.

"No." Liu Yingnian said without changing his face, there's no need to tell children about adults' affairs too clearly, and it won't change anything.

Lin Shu was thoughtful, but quickly finished the egg custard.

"I want to leave the hospital," he said.

Liu Yingnian was tidying up the bowls and chopsticks. Hearing this, he didn't answer right away. He waited until the things were almost done, poured a glass of water, and handed the medicine next to him to Lin Shu.

Lin Shu took the medicine, raised his face and looked at him pitifully.

"Take the medicine." Liu Yingnian said.

Lin Shu obediently took the medicine with plain water and continued to stare at him.

Liu Yingnian patted his head, and then slowly said: "It's not right now. You are just recovering from your illness, and you have to stay in the hospital for two more days. Uncle also has something to do, so it's inconvenient to take you by his side." .But uncle promised you that he would come to accompany you every day, so he will definitely come, and he will never break his promise, okay?"

Lin Shu's complexion changed slightly, but the blink of his big bright eyes and the long eyelashes covered up the flashing strangeness in his eyes.

He turned over, got up, stood on the hospital bed, and stretched out his two small hands towards Liu Yingnian.

Liu Yingnian could only hug him up.

After the fever subsides, this child seems to be clinging to him more than before, and wants to be hugged by him every now and then.

What should I do if I develop a bad habit?

Lin Shu lay on his shoulders, smelling the warm breath from Liu Yingnian's body while he breathed, he rubbed against him, turned his face to the side, and his eyes became sharp at an angle Liu Yingnian couldn't see.

He looked at his little hand with a cloudy expression, resentful.

This age is really too young.

He can't do anything.

……

Lin Shu knew that he was different from others since he was sensible.

To be precise, he has no feelings.

Lin Mao and Mei Xiao took him to see many doctors, even some Xinglin masters who are not easy to live in the world, but there was no improvement.

Lin Shu is still ruthless by nature, condescending, and doesn't look down on anyone, except for his parents, he doesn't get close to anyone at all.

Before the age of four, he had both parents, and was always doted on by his parents, especially his father, Lin Mao, who looked down on the world with a high vision, a high heart, and an extremely proud air. There are not many people, so they naturally dote on this only son who has inherited his blood.

Lin Mao's original intention was actually to have a child like an ordinary person, but it turned out to be counterproductive, which made him always feel that he owed his son. If he hadn't insisted, Lin Shu would not have been born.

What the bloodline of a supernatural person means to some people, no one knows better than Lin Mao, who was born in the Mercenary City Tiantuan.

Lin Mao didn't want his son to be a special soldier for the rest of his life like him.

He has already sacrificed his life for the Mercenary City, so let his son forget it.

So Lin Mao concealed the fact that Lin Shu was also a supernatural being, and no one knew about it except the husband and wife.

Lin Shu himself didn't know at first, but his mother told him later.

He only knew that his father and mother were very kind to him, unconditionally and without limitation.

It's a pity that his good life ended when he was four years old.

His father disappeared and his whereabouts are unknown; his mother was terminally ill and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

He was entrusted to a stranger who had only met his mother once.

Before his mother died, his mother told him that his father believed in this person, as long as he followed this person, he would be protected and grow up without worry.

Although he has a cold temperament, he only trusts his parents. Since this person was planned for him by his parents, there must be nothing wrong.

The last thing my mother told him was to tell him not to reveal in front of anyone that he could freely manipulate the fire element, and to never go near the old city if he could not go there.

Anyone, including his adoptive father, of course.

Liu Yingnian.

Lin Shu didn't have any special feeling for this man, he had some money, some ability, good temper, not too bad heart, scheming, careless, easy to deceive, these were his initial impressions of this man.

He was still young at that time, only four years old, and had no ability to survive at all. He knew that he could only survive by hugging this man's thigh.

He made up his mind from the very beginning that no matter what he did, he must hold this man in his hands. Only in this way would he not be easily abandoned.

My father said that no one in the world can be trusted, only oneself can be trusted.

If you want to take advantage of others, you don't need to think about it, how can it be possible?

So he drove away all the people around that man, so that there was no one else in the man's eyes, and he was the only one left.

That man is not a fool, he can see that that man didn't like him very much at first, as for the reason, he didn't know at first, but as he grew up day by day, he naturally knew that it was because of his father, who abducted him Gone is the man's lover.

How ironic, this stupid man was not only kidnapped by his father, but also adopted by his father. Knowing the truth, he couldn't help but want to sympathize with Liu Yingnian.

It's a pity that he has no compassion by nature, and this man is not a simple fool.

It was not a willing adoption in the first place, maybe it was a little soft-hearted at first, a little pity for him, an orphan without a father and a mother, but how long can the sympathy based on hatred and entanglement last?

a month?two months?a year?two years?

As long as Liu Yingnian still has a grudge against his father, it is impossible to truly accept him.

He could see that many times, the man wanted to throw him away. The man thought he was a child so he didn't understand anything. The disgust he showed inadvertently when he looked at him didn't even cover it up.

He can only desperately please men, desperately show weakness, and desperately use all actions to tell men that he is weak, harmless, and an existence dependent on men.

As long as he can survive, he can do anything.

So when a man wanted to adopt him as an adopted son, although he refused because of temporary exclusivity, he soon found out that as long as a man is willing, he can adopt as many children as he wants, so he immediately took the initiative brought up the matter.

The man was just as he expected, when he heard him call "Dad", he was so moved that he was stupid.

He sneered in his heart, stupid.

But he can't deny that the departure of his parents, especially his father's leaving without saying goodbye, had a great impact on him and made him feel extremely insecure.

He almost instinctively wanted to stare at the man's side all the time. He was afraid that if he was alone, the man would disappear without a trace like his father. at work.

The biggest threat was that boy named Luo Yu. From the first time he saw that person, he could feel the specious special relationship between that person and the man. Although he was still young, he didn't know what it was, but since Rejection must be a dangerous existence.

For the sake of Luo Yu, a man can leave him alone, and he can't tolerate such a thing anyway.

A child also has the advantages of a child. He can cry, quarrel and roll around for no reason, clinging to the man's side, just not letting him see Luo Yu again. In fact, for a time, he thought he had succeeded. It's a pity that he was still too young and too young at that time. The man just stopped seeing the boy on the surface and carried him behind his back, but the two of them have been disconnected.

And what's even more annoying is that without the boy named Luo Yu, someone else would appear.

When he was 13 years old, after successfully driving Luo Yu away from the man again, other people began to appear around the man.

Those people don't appear very often, but every half a month, there will always be a person who spends the night with a man.

At this time, he already knew a lot of things, and he also vaguely knew a lot about men's inherent inferiority and physiological instincts from some books and materials.

He also learned that the man was gay.

Luo Yu is the man's bed partner.

Others, not even bed partners, just take what they need.

He was equally intolerable.

No!

Absolutely not!

Only this is not enough!

There is already him in the position next to the man, how can there be someone else!

Like his beloved toy being snatched away by someone else, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't accept it with both reason and emotion!

He rushed in, not caring about saving any face for the man, he took the bench and threw the strange man who had just climbed onto the man's bed out. If the man hadn't stopped him quickly, he would have beaten that man into a cripple!

The man's expression was stunned at first, then angry, and then turned cold.

"It's becoming more and more lawless! Who allowed you to meddle in my affairs? Look at what you did just now? Which of those things would a master of the family do?!" The man with the long blanket scolded him with an angry face.

"Why can't I take care of your affairs? I'm your son! You're mine!" He was already angry, but when he was reprimanded by the man, he became even more angry.

"What nonsense!" The man was obviously taken aback, thinking that he had heard something wrong.

He sneered twice, walked to the bed, and climbed onto the man's bed barefoot.

"Lin Shu, what are you doing?" The man sat up straight and looked at him angrily.

He was so angry that he lost his mind, he spread his legs and rode directly on the man's body, "Don't you want to vent your desire? Why don't you find me? Why do you want them? Can they have me to look good? Can they have me to be clean? Anyway, you No one cares, just do it with me! They will, and so will I!"

"Slap!" The man slapped him hard on the face.

His face was turned ninety degrees, it was the first time he was slapped in his life.

"What do you think of yourself! Do you think I raised you for this kind of thing? If so, I might as well just sell you!"

But the man's anger was quickly extinguished, because he cried and shed tears all over the man.

"I..." The man looked at him flusteredly, reaching out his hand to wipe his tears, but he couldn't get off the stage, feeling ashamed.

He opened the man's hand with tears on his face, his eyes were burning with anger, and he growled coldly and bitterly at the man: "Why can't I? If even any cat or dog picked up by the roadside can fuck you bed, why can't I?"

No, he absolutely can't let a man be with someone else!

If this continues, one day, his position in men's hearts will drop, and he will never be ranked first again!

he does not want!

If you want to be a man's lover or bed partner, a man doesn't have to go to someone else, he is willing!

As long as a man only has him in his eyes and only him in his heart, he is willing to do anything!

When did his simple attachment and flattery to men turn into this kind of possessiveness, he couldn't see men looking at others more, smiling more, saying more words...

He knew something was wrong, but he couldn't care less about it.

He just wants to let this man have no one else besides him!

The colorful expression on the man's face changed again and again, as if he was unbelievable, shocked, and unacceptable to his words, but finally his heart softened again.

"Because you are my child." The man stretched out his hand to embrace him, stroked his hair lovingly, and said with incomparable tenderness and firmness: "Lin Shu, you are my baby, the only baby, is my baby." No one will be more important than you. Don't be afraid that I will leave you again. We will always be father and son."

With half of his face swollen, he buried himself on the man's body, holding onto him tightly and not letting go.

Impossible.

They can no longer be just father and son.

In the past nine years of getting along, he has been inseparable from this man.

I don't know when it started, and I don't know how it changed little by little. It seems that suddenly, the world is turned upside down, and this person is the only one in his eyes.

He was poisoned by this man and couldn't get rid of it.

He thought, he fell in love with Liu Yingnian.