What a pity to miss the rebirth

Everyone has a desire to possess, whether it is friendship or love.

But it is unavoidable to hope that you can have it all.

"Xianghua..." Liu Yingnian now also feels that he was very greedy back then. When he heard such words, his mood fluctuated greatly. A man's voice came.

"Don't think of him more than me. Even if it's just friendship, I'll be jealous when I see you being nice to another man. Ying Nian, do you understand this feeling?"

Liu Yingnian closed his eyes, and sighed softly in his heart.

He thought of himself a long time ago. At that time, he didn't know Li Xianghua, and he had only Xie Fengyou, a close friend, around him.

The Liu family and the Xie family have been friends for more than five generations, and the exact age is untestable, but the least that the two families can confirm is the five-generation friendship, which is an undoubted family friend.

The generation from Xie's family to Xie's father is like being cursed. Whether it is the main family or the branch family, all the daughters are born. For a while, the whole family is worried.For this kind of old-fashioned traditional family, not having a male child inherit the incense is a big event equivalent to exterminating the family, second only to the sky falling.

Xie Fengxuan's grandfather was old enough to understand his father, so Xie's father ranked the youngest and last among his peers in the Xie clan.

When Xie's father grew up, Xie's family basically almost despaired of having a boy.

Fortunately, God was kind enough to not let Xie's family die, and Xie's father didn't let his family down to the end. At the age of 40, he finally got to know Feng Yao, a boy.

Therefore, Xie Fengyou can be said to have grown up among the stars and the moon since he was a child. He has never been subjected to it, and he has sat on the throne of the crown prince since he was born, unshakable.

The Liu family is just the opposite. The population has always been prosperous. Although each family responds to the call of the state and does not have too many children, each family has more or less one to three boys, and they never worry about the issue of incense inheritance.Instead, the daughters became treasures, and it was rare for one of them to be born as a princess in the family, and all of them were treated several times higher than male children.

Therefore, although Liu Yingnian was born well, he was also an only child, and he was loved by his parents when he grew up, but in the Liu family, among so many cousins, he didn't show much, and there was not much more than him. , less than a lot of him.

Under such a big background, Xie Fengyong, the proud son of heaven, has looked at Liu Yingnian differently since he was a child, and treats everyone else equally. Playing together in Nian was something that neither Xie Liu's family expected.

Among Liu Yingnian's cousins, those who were jealous said that Liu Yingnian had a relationship with Xie Feng, who was born in the same year.

The two are the same age, so they may be inherently closer than others.

Liu Yingnian himself didn't care. When he was young, he didn't understand anything, as long as he had someone to play with, he got used to it when he grew up.Xie Fengyou dominated him every day, causing him to have no time to maintain even if he made new friends, as time passed, all new friendships were gone.

No one wants to be friends with him anymore.

"Go away, don't play with him! He won't play with us! Be careful playing with him will be bad luck!"

"What did you say? What's the bad luck?"

"Are you really ignorant or are you pretending to be ignorant? Xie Fengyou has already said that, whoever dares to be nice to you will be punished to death!"

When he was nine years old, Liu Yingnian found out about this by accident.He ran to Jiefeng to settle the score, grabbed his collar and yelled, telling him not to care about his making friends, saying that if he did this again, he would not be friends with him and broke up.

The same nine-year-old Xie Fengyou agreed with a smile on the surface.

The next day, as soon as Liu Yingnian arrived at school, he heard that the two classmates who told him the truth, one had an accident on the way to school, and the other didn't even come to school.

He didn't think deeply about it at the time, but his heart skipped a beat, thinking that those two classmates were so coincidental, they deserved to be friends, they were so unlucky to be together.

Until the age of 12, a similar thing happened again.

"Thank you for helping me just now, but I'm sorry, I can't be friends with you!" That's what he heard after helping a classmate who was blackmailed by a senior after school that day.

"I didn't say I want you to be my friend." Liu Yingnian was depressed.

"That's good." The other party scratched his head embarrassingly, and smiled.

"What's the matter?" Liu Yingnian said angrily, "I'm not a monster, what's wrong with being my friend?"

"It's not bad, it's..." the other party stammered.

"What is it? Say it, make it clear, I am most annoying when people say half of what they say."

"Then I told you, don't tell Xie Fengyou." The other party said with a embarrassed expression on his face.

"Feng Yao? What's none of his business?" Liu Yingnian looked at him suspiciously.

"Don't you know? Jiefeng didn't let us get close to you, saying that no one can make friends with you behind his back." The classmate looked at his ignorant expression, and couldn't help but add another sentence: "You really don't know? Actually, um, some bad things have already spread, and the whole school knows it, except you..."

"What? It doesn't matter, you say it." Liu Yingnian encouraged him.

"That's right, there are rumors everywhere that you are Xie Fengyong's private property and his exclusive friend. Although I don't understand it very well, but, be careful, Xie Fengyong doesn't seem to want you to befriend someone else. friend."

Liu Yingnian changed schools.This time he didn't go directly to Xie Fengyou, but told Mother Liu about it.He didn't know what to do, he didn't want to tear his face apart with Xie Feng, but he couldn't continue to be friends with Xie Feng anymore.He can't just stop being friends with others for the sake of one friend.It was beyond his tolerance for his friends to do so.

Mother Liu's complexion changed at that time, and when she heard her son's plan to transfer to another school, Mother Liu agreed without saying a word.

"Should be the year."

When Liu Yingnian and Liu's mother saw Xie Fengyong waiting there at the gate of the new school, the turmoil in their hearts could no longer be described in words, and the mother and son stood there foolishly together.

There were no such gossips in the new school, and Xie Fengyong seemed to have restrained himself, and he didn't make any small moves behind his back.Liu Yingnian thought, forget it, what's the point of comparing him with him, after all, he was a childhood sweetheart who grew up together, who can really ignore someone for the rest of his life?Thus, the two reconciled silently and lightly.

"Liu Yingnian, I like you. Can you be my boyfriend?"

When I was 13 years old, I was confessed by a girl for the first time in my life.

The other party was a very pretty girl, not from their class, but from the class next door, and also the prettiest girl in the whole grade.

After Liu Yingnian was told the confession, he was in a daze. He was a little dazed and didn't have any ideas. He just thought it was ridiculous. He didn't remember the girl's name, and the two of them had never met before. How could she fall in love with him?This is so weird.

"Go away, Ying Nian won't like you ugly monster." Xie Fengyou, who was standing next to him, saw him staring at the girl in a daze, his face darkened, and he was not polite at all before he spoke. The girl refused to go back.

The female physiology didn't understand Feng Yao's rudeness, she raised her head, staring at him with star-black eyes and asked again: "Liu Yingnian, are you willing to be my boyfriend?"

Xie Fengyong's complexion became more and more ugly, he snorted coldly, turned and left.

Liu Yingnian didn't go with him, and only said to the girl when he was far away, "I'm sorry."

Compared with the weird feeling of a girl confessing to him, he is more afraid of his own reaction.

Such a beautiful girl confessed to him, but apart from a little sense of vanity, he didn't even feel a little bit excited, and he didn't even want to get close to the girl.

Some boys had girlfriends when they were in elementary school, and even among their new friends, several of them had girlfriends.

He faintly felt that he was a little different from others.

But at this time, another thing distracted his attention.

After that day, he never saw the girl who confessed to him again, and accidentally learned from others that the girl had dropped out of school, the day after she confessed to him.

It was only then that he realized that unblocking Xun not only prevented him from making friends, but even prevented him from making girlfriends.

Xie Feng's possessive desire for friendship is far beyond the scope of ordinary people.

Later, some big and small things happened, so Liu Yingnian had to accept his fate.

He thought to himself, if this is the case, forget it, if Xie Fengyou doesn't want him to make friends, he won't make friends; if he doesn't want him to make friends, he won't make friends either.

Let's relax and think about it, it's actually quite good for two people to be friends for life like this.

However, just after he had been consoling himself for a long time, and finally thought about everything, there were two more people around Xie Fengyou.

One is Xie Feng's new friend, and the other is Xie Feng's girlfriend.

Seeing that Xie Fengyong treats the boy who just transferred to another school, who is said to be a child of a distant relative of Xie's family, in all kinds of ways, just like when he was with him, talking and laughing with that boy, commuting to and from school together, eating together , play together, sit side by side under the tree and read a book...

Only then did Liu Yingnian realize that sometimes, friendship can also be jealous, and the monopoly of friendship is more terrifying than the monopoly of love.

He finally understood Feng Yao's thoughts.

Because, for a moment, he wanted to kill that boy.