What a pity to miss the rebirth

Walking up to the fourth floor, Liu Yingnian glanced down along the corridor. From here, he could only see the figure of Li Xianghua in the open space downstairs. He was standing upright in a suit and leather shoes, and the figure covered in a windbreaker was extremely lonely. , cold.

——Li Xianghua, do you have any other friends?

——It is enough for me to have a year.

The boy's voice in my memory is also extremely calm, and only when I look at him, the eyes will flash with warm colors. After they get acquainted gradually, they often have lunch together, read novels together, chat together, or hang out together. class.

14-year-old Liu Yingnian found that the more he knew Li Xianghua, the more incredible he felt. He was smart and handsome. He is popular, but he has never seen any friends around Li Xianghua, he is always indifferent to others, he doesn't like to talk to anyone, except Liu Yingnian, it seems that he doesn't have any friends.

At that time, Liu Yingnian knew for the first time that there is such a kind of person in the world, even if he is among thousands of people, he is still lonely.

Alone with my own loneliness, cold with my own indifference, walking in my own world.

And that loneliness, after Liu Yingnian agreed to be with Li Xianghua, disappeared until now.

Liu Yingnian's mood was a little unstable, he closed his eyes, and muttered to himself: "Why...don't let me walk with you all the way..."

The night is cool and the moon is like frost, his sadness is gently scattered with the wind.

But it was only for a short while, he quickly struggled out of that self-inflicted emotion, and it all passed, he told himself, why did he accidentally walk into the heart barrier again, those, all have passed It is far, far away from the age that he should really care about. What he should care about now is not those things, but those truths that he was too depressed to miss back then.

For example, at least compared to the previous life, he already knew who sent him such disgusting things.

To be honest, Liu Yingnian was not very worried about being intimidated, because according to his previous life, this incident did not cause any harm or loss to him or anyone. It makes people lose interest, or at most they go to the police, and the matter is over.

However, Mercenary City...

The other party's background is too big, far beyond his cognition, it's one thing not to know, but another thing to know, Liu Yingnian can't deny the uneasiness in his heart.

Obviously nothing happened, he knew it all, but...

Mercenary City, the first day regiment...

He sighed towards the sky, what and what, that world is too far away from their ordinary world, even if you think about it together, it feels unrealistic.

……

"You're back." Hearing the sound of the door opening, Luo Yu, who was doing her homework, greeted casually without even raising her head.

"...Well, I'm back." For a few seconds, Liu Yingnian didn't know whether he should answer or not.

"And then?" Luo Yu's sharpness was unexpected sometimes, his voice sounded calm, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you leaving?"

Liu Yingnian didn't talk nonsense, and replied honestly: "Yes. I'll come back to pack my things, and I want to say hello to you."

He had very few things, and he packed them all up in a short while.

"I put the keys and rent on the coffee table."

"understood."

"Luo Yu..." Liu Yingnian called him.

"Huh?" Luo Yu turned around and looked at him this time.

"You, do you want to move with me?" Liu Yingnian asked.Before saying this, I was a little hesitant, but after I said it, I felt relaxed.

"..." Luo Yu looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.

"This is my mobile phone number." Liu Yingnian took a post-it note and scribbled a series of numbers, and put it on the coffee table. "You don't need to answer now, you should think about it first, and then call me after you think about it."

Luo Yu still didn't speak, his bright eyes were not so sharp, and even his beauty seemed much gentler.

"I am leaving."

The sound of closing the door rang for a long time before the tranced boy got up slowly, walked to the coffee table and put away the house keys, the few red rent bills, and the post-it note with a string of mobile phone numbers written on it.

——Luo Yu, I have liked you for a long time, can you be my boyfriend?

That day, what Liu Yingnian said while standing at the school gate suddenly surfaced in Luo Yu's heart.

He was stunned for a long time.

The door was opened again, Luo Yu rushed out quickly, rushed downstairs, rushed all the way to the gate of the community, but didn't see the person he wanted to see.

……

Liu Yingnian followed Li Xianghua home, the two of them didn't speak during the journey, there was no communication at all.

Everyone thinks about their own affairs.

It wasn't until they entered the house that Li Xianghua, who came in behind, said, "You go take a shower first, and I'll cook. If you have anything to say, wait until after dinner."

Only then did Liu Yingnian feel a little hungry, and looked at the time, it was almost ten o'clock.

He didn't object, everyone is an adult, and it would be great if the problem can be resolved peacefully.

The naked man in the mirror is a little thinner than before he ran away from home.

Liu Yingnian twisted his mouth, turned around, walked over, turned on the shower, and started to shower. From hair to toes, the water flowed down along the texture of his skin, and the sound of splashing water covered his entire body.

It feels good to return to the family bathroom from the public bathhouse again. It is more enjoyable to have a comparison, and there are advantages and disadvantages only when there is a comparison. Liu Yingnian took a bath comfortably and neatly, changed into clean home clothes, and took After wiping his head with a dry towel, he left the bathroom.

"The fish soup is cooking in the pot, it will be ready in a while." Li Xianghua who saw him coming out greeted him.

The air conditioner in the room has been adjusted to the temperature, so that people will not feel cold at all.

"Let me wipe it." Li Xianghua wanted to take over the wipes as he was used to, but this time he was rejected.

"No, I'll do it myself." Liu Yingnian looked away, and also avoided the hand that was reaching out.

"Let me do it." Li Xianghua didn't take that refusal seriously at all, and just ignored it. With a little force in his hand, he grabbed Liu Yingnian and walked towards the sofa with one hand, and took the hair towel with the other.

Liu Yingnian was a little hurt from being scratched by him, and wanted to speak, but when he saw Li Xianghua's half-swollen face from the corner of his eyes, his eyelids and brows twitched, and he immediately closed his mouth.

Anyway, the first person is always wrong.

Half of this slap was due to Li Xianghua half a year later, it's too early to slap, Liu Yingnian actually felt a little guilty after he calmed down.

Li Xianghua pressed him on the single sofa, and stood up to wipe his hair. The strength of his hands was just right, and the comfortable Liu Yingnian almost fell asleep.

"Tired of me?"

Liu Yingnian, who was only one step away from closing his upper and lower eyelids, received a calm question from a man in his ears.