What a pity to miss the rebirth

"I'm going back tomorrow, are you happy?" Li Xianghua's voice came from next to my ear.

How can you be happy?

"Is everything settled?" Liu Yingnian looked up at the sky.

"Well, it's settled." Li Xianghua said, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I've eaten." He replied after a pause.

"That's why you didn't eat. Did you cook by yourself? What did you do?" Li Xianghua's affirmative tone sounded like what he saw with his own eyes. Liu Yingnian was stunned for a moment by this feeling.

The feeling of being understood, seen through, and taken to heart...

He almost thought that apart from Lin Shu, no one would know him like this again, but he forgot that there was also Li Xianghua, and this Li Xianghua who lived 30 years ago...

Liu Yingnian was a little confused, and also found it ridiculous.

Two people who once knew and loved each other so well, how did they come to that step in the end...

"I didn't do anything, I cooked some soup." He answered unhappily in his heart.

"Drink more."

Li Xianghua chatted with him casually again, before he hung up the phone, Liu Yingnian stopped him.

"Xianghua, do you have something to hide from me?" He asked.

"What's wrong?" Li Xianghua's voice was the same as usual, without any difference.

"Yesterday..." Liu Yingnian hesitated for a moment, and he just wanted to finish some words, "It was too messy, I feel that you are different from usual. Did something happen?"

"What could happen? I just miss you so much." The man's voice sounded serious, and the words he said seemed to burn his heart from such a long distance, "Ying Nian, don't doubt my love for you. How is the relationship? I just love you more and more every day, and I can’t stand the pain of being separated from you more and more. You have to believe that I love you more than anyone else in the world.”

Listening to the blind voice coming from the other end of the phone, Liu Yingnian maintained this posture for a long time, before he let out a slow sigh.

At that time, Mr. Xie Fengyou said that he was too determined, and he couldn't forget Li Xianghua even after being dumped by Li Xianghua. Drunkard, sensual, drunken and money-losing prodigal son...

However, Liu Yingnian smiled wryly, it wasn't that he wasn't strong enough or free and easy, but that Li Xianghua was too strong and cunning, he treated him well for ten years, corrupted his ears and his soul with such terrible sweet words for ten years And his consciousness, bound him firmly in the name of love, making him think that he will always be loved like this, and will always be the happiest person in the world.

So he was suddenly dumped and fell from heaven to hell all at once. He couldn't accept that kind of drop that was higher than the sky and wider than the ground.

Don't say he can't see it, who can easily see it after ten years of life?

Even gods can't do it.

……

The electronic doorbell was connected, and Liu Yingnian heard his friend's voice: "Open the door!"

He pressed the button on the electronic door lock: "Okay, you can come up."

The first sentence Xie Feng came in was a half-joking complaint: "Good boy, you don't know how to make a phone call when you are sick. If I don't come to you, you don't know how to find me, do you?"

Liu Yingnian smiled and said, "Why are you looking for you? You're not a doctor. Hey, I'm wrong, why don't you let go, you want to break my arm!"

Seeing him begging for mercy, Xie Feng let go of his hand, glared at him, changed his shoes and walked inside, threw the condolences he brought on the coffee table in the living room, bent his long legs, and sat down in the living room like an old man. In a silver and white couch.

"Go and wash two to taste. Someone gave it to me. My mother said that this is a new variety and it tastes good."

"I said, why are you so polite when you come here today, and you even brought a bag of apples, so that's how it is."

"I can't help it. I don't want to take it. My mother insists on bringing it with me."

"It's best for me to be mother Xie. Remember to say hello to me when you go back."

"You go to see her when you have time, she will be happier."

"In a few days."

Liu Yingnian washed the apples and brought them over on a plate. He took a big one and took a bite, "Wow, it's delicious."

Xie Fengyou glanced at him, felt that he was not cheating, so he took one and ate it, with a surprised expression on his face, he said: "It tastes good, very delicious. If I had known, I would have bought more."

"It's not too late now, you call Mother Xie and ask her to save some more for me." Liu Yingnian was not polite to him.

"Okay." Xie Feng answered quickly, took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, and when he got connected, he said: "Mom, Ying Nian said that Apple is good, so I asked you to save more for him. It's all right, it's alive and well. Um, OK. Huh? Okay. Well, it’s okay, hang up.”

"What did mother Xie say?" Liu Yingnian asked with a smile.

Xie Fengyou twitched the corner of his eyes, squinted at him, and said lazily: "You said that bastard Liu Yingnian, how old is he, and he opens his hand to ask others what they want to eat, why is he so thick-skinned?"

"Hmph, Mother Xie wouldn't say such things." Liu Yingnian took another bite of the apple and asked vaguely, "Be honest, what did Mother Xie say?"

He threw his cell phone on the coffee table, leaned on the back of the sofa, and said in a dazed way: "What else can I say? Every time she came and went, she just said a few words. Those who didn't know thought the two of you were the real ones." Biological mother and child."

"Get lost, stop talking nonsense." Liu Yingnian feigned anger and kicked him, "Hurry up and get down to business."

Unceremoniously, Xie Feng rolled his eyes and sent him off, "My mother said that she is also busy these days, and when she is free in a few days, she will ask you to have dinner at home."

"What else?" Liu Yingnian looked at him with a smile.

Xie Fengyou wrinkled his nose, "I told you to take that kid Li Xianghua with you."

Liu Yingnian nodded, "That's about the same."

He grew up with Xie Fengyao, Xie Fengyao's mother has always been very kind to him, even when she knew about his relationship with Li Xianghua, she never discriminated against him, and even loved Li Xianghua very well.

Because of the warmth of Xie's mother and son, he and Li Xianghua didn't end up in such a miserable situation back then.

It's just that his fate at that time was too miserable, so Xie Fengyou didn't like to see Li Xianghua very much these years, and his friends always thought that Li Xianghua harmed him.

"If it weren't for the fact that you like him and that he is sincerely good to you, I would have beaten him all over the place!"

That day, in the intensive care unit of the hospital, Xiefeng Xun, who was a boy, sat in front of him, his cheeks were puffed up with anger, and his fierce look made him feel very warm.

But even if he doesn't want to see Li Xianghua's unblocking so much, in the face of the powerful facts these years, he has to admit that Li Xianghua treats him very well.

"This kid is actually not bad." At the age of 22, when Xie's house was a guest, a good friend standing by the window and chatting with him pointed to Li Xianghua who was talking with Xie's mother, and said to him, "Men treat women the same way. Few people can reach his level, there are very few single-minded men in this world, just look at the fact that he loves you, he is already impeccable."

Liu Yingnian was absent-minded for a while, recalling what his friend had said before, he had to sigh again for Li Xianghua's performance.

No one ever doubted Li Xianghua's love for him.

Liu Yingnian raised his eyes, smiled at his friend who was still eating apples, and asked him calmly: "Do you want to stay for lunch at noon? I made your favorite lamb chops."