What a pity to miss the rebirth

After rinsing off the foam on his head, Liu Yingnian turned off the shower, stepped into the bathtub filled with hot water, took a towel to cover the important parts below, sank into the water, leaning his back against the bathtub wall , he planned to take a good hot bath to soothe the nerves that have been spinning continuously for the past three days.

The mismatch between mental age and physical age is also a flaw that cannot be changed.

He closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment of peace.

There is a quarrel...

"...Even if you do this, he won't be happy... Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about him. Is it easy for him to raise you so much..."

At first it was just vaguely inaudible, but gradually the voice became louder and clearer, and when he could clearly hear who the quarreling voice was, he was woken up.

He recognized that the voice was that of his friend unblocking him. It sounded very angry, as if he was scolding someone.

Liu Yingnian tried hard to open his eyes to see what was going on.

"...Don't you understand? It's because you've been like this that Ying Nian can't accept you! It's not that he doesn't want to be with you, it's that you forced him to dare not accept you! You are too willful, Lin Shu , you only have yourself in your eyes, no one else, and you have never really considered Ying Nian's feelings! You ask yourself, if you didn't do too much back then, forcing him step by step, he would have caught him all these years Run out when you get the chance? If he doesn’t run out, can he climb a mountain and fall to his death? Let me tell you, Lin Shu, you are the one who killed Ying Nian! You are the real murderer!”

Liu Yingnian felt relieved that he was dead, and there were good friends who vented their anger on him, and scolded everything he wanted to scold but couldn't bear to scold for him.

He owed Xie Fengyong so much in his life that he couldn't count it. He owed it when he was alive, but he didn't expect to continue to owe it after he died.

He moved his eyes, and his eyes fell on the young man who was sitting upright on the sofa in the living room without expression and saying a word, and he couldn't move anymore.

He had never seen Lin Shu in such a bad state. He had lost a lot of weight, his hair seemed to be scratched casually with his hands, and several places were sticking up. Not shaved, and my lips were so chapped that they looked bad.

Although the clothes were neatly dressed, they must have been neatly dressed because of Xie Fengyong's arrival, but the sweater inside the suit jacket was worn backwards. The child who always pays attention to appearance didn't even notice this...

"Do you think that you are worthy of him by staying here like a living dead without eating or drinking? What about the company he personally handed over to you? What about his desire to let you live without worrying about food and clothing until you are a hundred years old? What to do? Do you want his whole life’s hard work to go to waste? If you want to die, what did you do a few years ago? Are you willing to ruin the reputation he has kept all his life after his death?” It was said to be a quarrel, but one of the parties kept silent, and it turned into only one-sided reprimand, "Lin Shu, you are also a man, if you really love him, show an attitude that makes him think highly of you! Don't let He worried about you when he was alive, and he will not live in peace after death!"

After Xiefeng left, Lin Shu was left alone in the big room, looking lonely, stubborn and pitiful.

Liu Yingnian wanted to go over and say something to comfort this silly boy, his friend scolded him too fiercely, this child is rarely scolded like this, the worst two times were Feng Yao scolding, but Lin Shu I couldn't fight back twice, I'm afraid my lungs will explode this time, right?

But he couldn't make it through, so he could only watch silently like this.

Seeing the young man he raised on the palm of his hand sitting there motionless, watching the other person's eyes gradually turn red, watching the child trembling with anger but tightly pursing his mouth.

This feeling was too real, so when Liu Yingnian woke up from his lethargy because of a drowsy nod, he was still a little dazed and couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

As a result, his body slipped, and he slid into the water along the smooth edge of the tank, choking on the water so much that he almost drowned in the bathtub at home.

Liu Yingnian hurriedly supported the bottom of the pool, trying to balance his body, allowing himself to sit up again.

Ah, it turned out to be Nankeyimeng.

……

Taking out a bottle of wine and a glass from the wine cabinet, Liu Yingnian didn't go back to the bedroom immediately, but went to the study in his home cotton pajamas.

The furnishings in the study are exactly the same as in memory. The study for purely men is similar to an office. There are two back-to-back desks, one is his and the other is Li Xianghua's.

He was in a trance for a while before closing the door and turning on the air conditioner.

The password of the notebook is Li Xianghua’s birthday. In fact, he has almost forgotten it. If you really want to ask him, he may not be able to answer it, but the fingers seem to have their own consciousness. On Zhang's familiar keyboard, a string of numbers sealed deep in his memory was automatically entered.

Terrible muscle memory.

He opened the Koukou game hall, the account number and password were automatically recorded on it, and he could enter the application interface directly by clicking Login.

Liu Yingnian likes to play chess and mahjong. While drinking wine, he plays games with complete strangers to pass the time. This is a habit he slowly developed after middle age.

People need more hobbies to make their lives nourished.

With half a bottle of wine in his stomach, he gradually became sleepy, and the result was not bad, with more wins than losses, he was very satisfied with his results today.

Shut down, turn off the computer, turn off the air conditioner, and close the door.

Going back to the bedroom with a good mood, got into bed, and closed his eyes comfortably, Liu Yingnian, who was about to have a date with Zhou, believed that he could sleep well tonight.

Nothing soothes the middle-aged soul more than a good night's sleep.

What makes people feel bad is that there are always some unexpected things inexplicably disturbing.

For example, spring dream.

Liu Yingnian slept very deeply, very sweetly, quietly, and slept in the same position through the first half of the night.

In the sleep that no one knew, the rhythm of his even and shallow breathing was disturbed bit by bit. Someone forcibly pried his lips open, tossing and sucking his resolute will to sleep to the end.

The gasp that was forced to escape was exchanged for a more enthusiastic response from the other party, and the fiery lips lingered all over his body, imprinting strings of temperatures, as if to stir up all his feelings.

He dodged and struggled, but because he drank alcohol and was in a dream again, the refusal was not so obvious. He thought he had used a lot of strength, but in fact it was completely negligible...