What a pity to miss the rebirth

Sending Li Xianghua away, Liu Yingnian returned to the master bedroom, opened the door, and saw the person who was supposed to be lying on the bed sitting on the edge of the bed, with white bandages wrapped around his body, his long hair loose, under the soft and warm bedside light Down, the coquettish eyebrows and eyes are full of coldness, which makes people think of a long sword stuck in the winter snow.

"Why didn't you go with him?" Shuang had been looking at Liu Yingnian since he came in.

Liu Yingnian was taken aback. Didn't he say that he would be fine if he slept for a while? How long did it take?

Waking up too quickly.

"Didn't you overuse your mental power?" He closed the door while talking, and Chaoshuang walked over.

"Recovered a bit."

"What about strength?"

"Can't use force."

"Oh." Liu Yingnian walked to the bedside, picked up a glass of water on the bedside table and handed it to Shuang, looked at Shuang, "Can you hold this?"

Shuang coldly glanced at him and took the water glass.

Liu Yingnian's eyes fluttered, "When did you wake up?"

"He asked you to leave me and walk with him." Shuang handed him the cup after drinking the water.

"..." Liu Yingnian paused, feeling complicated, "You just listened?"

"I lost all my strength, and I can't beat him even if I go out." Shuang stared at him straight and said, "Or, do you want me to fight him again for you?"

"How could I..." Think like that?

"I thought about it." Shuang interrupted him before he finished speaking, "I really want to fight him again."

Liu Yingnian's mouth moved, "...why?"

Shuang stood up, stood in front of Liu Yingnian, looked down at him, "I want to snatch you from his hands in a dignified way."

Liu Yingnian's face turned red all of a sudden, and he looked at him for a long time with the blood on his forehead before turning away, and said uncomfortably, "You talk too...I..."

He didn't know what to say, Shuang's EQ had obviously improved by more than one notch, and now this mouth is really good at coaxing young people.

"I thought you would go with him." Shuang raised her hand to caress his cheek, turned him back, looked at him and said, "You have no love for him, and you care about him so much, I want to hear your choice. "

Shuang always thought that the person Liu Yingnian cried in front of him that day and said he liked was Li Xianghua.

I like someone so much that I shed tears just because I like him.

Shuang couldn't express his feelings at that time.

Now, after knowing my own intentions, when I think about it, I have another painful feeling in my heart, as if my heart has been pierced by a sword, the stagnation is indescribable.

He really thought that Liu Yingnian would go with Li Xianghua without hesitation.

It was beyond his expectation that Liu Yingnian would choose to stay.

Also indescribable joy.

Liu Yingnian's eyes dimmed slightly when he thought of just now, the words Li Xianghua said did not stop his heart, he even hoped that Li Xianghua could take him away resolutely, it was better than continuing to swing between Li Xianghua and Shuang, this one cannot escape Open, that can't be thrown away.But Li Xianghua only talked nicely, no matter what he said, no matter what he did, he would never take him away.

"I have thought about it," he said frankly, "but that thought only passed in my mind for a while. If I want to leave, I can leave at any time, but not now. It is rare to see you injured. As a bed partner Double lover, no matter what, I have to do my best to take care of you. It would be shameful to leave you here alone. Besides..."

He paused again, "Even if I want to, what's the use if he can't?"

Everyone can see that he has no resistance to Li Xianghua, of course, he is not a cold-blooded person, how can he ignore the feelings that have really existed for ten years?

It would be even more terrifying to have a person who has no feelings at all.

If Li Xianghua just lied to him back then...

Liu Yingnian's eyes became even more gloomy.

Shuang raised his chin, "Aren't you angry?"

"What's the use of being angry?" Liu Yingnian asked calmly, "You and him are colleagues and companions who lived and grew up together. Do you think you can do what he can't do?"

His eyes stared at Shuang's pupils momentarily, as if he could see through Shuang's heart.

Shuang was thoughtful, but remained silent.

Liu Yingnian patted him on the shoulder, "Don't think about it, unless you can leave the mercenary city, the result will be the same. He can't disobey orders, and neither can you. What time is it, hurry up and go to sleep , Take a good rest so you can recover your mental and physical strength faster."

No matter how you think about it, some things never change.

Whether it is Li Xianghua or Shuang, Mercenary City is the place where they grew up, their home, and in a sense, Mercenary City is also their mother.

They will never abandon the Mercenary City.

……

Shuang had wounds on his body, and they were all smeared and bandaged, so he could only simply wipe them off.

The two of them basically didn't eat at night. After tossing and tossing for a long time, their stomachs were full of empty plans. Liu Yingnian was not as hungry as Shuang Nian, so he directly ordered the room service to order food.

When Shuang came out of the bathroom, Liu Yingnian pointed to the sofa, "I just went out and brought you a set of clothes by the way. Your Tang suit is covered in blood, so I can't wear it anymore. You can wear this tomorrow."

It's okay in the hotel, there are pajamas and nightgowns, but it's not good to go out to meet people.

Liu Yingnian has never seen the kind of Tang suit that Shuang wears before, it should be custom-made, and it would be too embarrassing for him to get one now, so just wear it casually, it's just temporary anyway, if Shuang wants to wear what he is used to Tang Zhuang told him to find a way by himself.

"Hmm." Shuang had no objection, and only then asked him: "I seem to have heard your stomach growl just now, are you hungry?"

"I've digested everything I ate at night," Liu Yingnian said, "I ordered a supper, and it will be delivered in a while. You probably didn't even eat dinner, so I ordered your portion too, come over later." Let's eat together. I ordered light ones, without any soy sauce, which is good for your wounds."

"Didn't you say you're going to sleep?" Shuang raised her eyebrows.

Liu Yingnian said: "Go to bed after eating." He didn't want to wait until midnight to be hungry and then get up, then he would rather be hungry until dawn and then get up for breakfast.

The curvature of the corners of Shuang's eyes changed slightly, and her cold gaze was soft.

During supper, Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang several times, and he hesitated every time the words came to his lips, but he felt unwilling if he didn't ask.

Li Xianghua's appearance today woke him up.

He himself was reborn after death, so on the premise that he knew that he had at least 30 years to live, his attitude towards life was a little calm and calm.

But Li Xianghua has no time.

And frost.

Li Xianghua's appearance here, and Shuang's return from the Mercenary City have already explained many problems from the side.

"What do you want to say?" Shuang's cold voice came from beside his ear.

Liu Yingnian was taken aback for a moment, but when he came back to his senses, he found that he was in a daze just now, thinking about something out of his mind.

"Ask." Shuang said this word concisely.

Liu Yingnian said, "I'll think about it again."

He bowed his head to take a few mouthfuls of porridge, ate the piece of cake on the plate, and drank another glass of water.I thought about a lot of scenes from my previous life, and after a while, my mood calmed down again, and I suppressed those bad thoughts.

He was still a little scared.

Some things are beyond human control.

He couldn't tell what he was afraid of, or there were various reasons. This life was completely different from the previous life before it even started. He even came into contact with some existences that he didn't know about in the previous life...

Holding the cup, Liu Yingnian took a deep breath, turned to look at Shuang, and asked him, "Is there anything you didn't tell me?"

Shuang looked at him without blinking her eyelids.

"I mean, aside from Li Xianghua's matter, let's just talk about the two of us now," Liu Yingnian said cheekily, "Didn't you say you wanted to marry me?"

He really couldn't say the word proposal, his face was hot, he still couldn't figure out what Shuang was thinking, how long they had known each other, not even half a year.

How long is a person's life? Marriage is a shackle that binds two people together, especially between a man and a man. No one can guarantee a long time. Is it really no problem to make a decision in such a hasty time?

"Marry me." Shuang nodded, "That's what I said that day."

Correct!

Great memory!

Liu Yingnian still thinks that day was a hallucination, not real at all.

"If we're really married, I mean if," Liu Yingnian was shameless, and didn't care about the embarrassment and panic, and didn't care how Shuang would react when she heard it, she said it all at once: "You just have love for me." Responsible, of course I am too. Your life will not only belong to you, but also mine, and everything about you will belong to me.”

"Yeah." Shuang nodded as a matter of course.

"But you have something to hide from me." Liu Yingnian said directly, without asking any questions, and directly spoke in an affirmative tone.

"Some are not important, and some cannot be said." Shuang replied calmly.

Liu Yingnian shook his head, "Impossible. You have to know one thing. If you are just a lover, you can have your persistence and your completely independent personal space. I will never interfere, nor will I It's unreasonable to make trouble. But if our relationship is based on the purpose of marriage, you have to tell me about some things, and I will definitely intervene."

Frost gestured with her eyes.

Liu Yingnian said: "For example, how dangerous is your mission? Will you die?"

Shuang didn't speak, and the hall was silent.

"I don't want to see the end before it starts." Liu Yingnian said again: "Maybe you are used to seeing life and death and feel that everything doesn't matter, just go with the situation, life and death, anyway, you are used to the most dangerous things. But I want to tell you I don’t think it matters. I don’t want my boyfriend to talk about marriage with me, and at the same time die somewhere I don’t know without even claiming the title of fiancé, and never hear from him for the rest of his life.”

Speaking of which, there's really nothing to be ashamed of, anyway, he wasn't the one who mentioned marriage first.

He just thought that the last time Li Xianghua might disappear like this, he couldn't accept it, he didn't want to experience similar things again, no one could do it, no matter it was Li Xianghua or Shuang, this time, absolutely not!

Either speak clearly, or break up now.

It's better than him worrying about them like crazy in the long years to come.

Shuang raised her eyelids, her long cold eyes met Liu Yingnian's, "Is that why you didn't leave?"

"What?" Liu Yingnian was stunned for a moment, thinking of something, his face changed slightly.

"You had three chances to leave before, but every time you prepared well, you still came back. I never knew the reason." Shuang said calmly.

He said it three times, the first time was when Liu Yingnian and Lin Lan went out, the second time was the time at the amusement park, and the third time was this time.And this time, is the best opportunity.

Frost knows it all.

But Liu Yingnian still chose to stay.

Liu Yingnian smiled bitterly, and wasn't too surprised. He had always had the feeling that Shuang seemed to be able to see through all his thoughts.

The supernatural powers are really terrible, and they are not on the same level as him.

"I didn't expect you to be so sensitive." Shuang said.

Liu Yingnian smiled, "It's not that I'm sensitive, but that you people are abnormally weird. From you to Shuilian, from Sirius to Lin Mao, and Li Xianghua, everyone's behavior is at the same time There is a big deviation in this, which is unreasonable. If I can't even notice it, then I should really die."

In the ever-changing market, without keen perception, he would have been eaten alive long ago, and he would not be able to live now.

"You won't die." Shuang looked at him firmly, "I won't let you die either."

It's strange that he said something so simple about human life.

Liu Yingnian wanted to say, I've already died once, but the words came out of his mouth and turned into: "I believe in you. As long as you live, you will naturally keep me safe until I grow old."

He has faith in Frost.

But if Shuang was dead, this sentence would have no effect at all.

Under the wall lamp, Liu Yingnian turned over.

Shuang still didn't tell him exactly what they were going to do. It seemed that it belonged to the category of state secrets and couldn't be said.

This is also what he expected, otherwise Li Xianghua would not have gone around such a big circle to lie to him.

He thought about how to inquire about it from other channels.

Shuang and Li Xianghua can't say, it should be that their status level is not enough, there is always someone who can decide this matter, their Shangfeng, or Shangfeng's Shangfeng.

If I really want to find out something, as long as I have the heart, I can always find out.

"Can't sleep?"

As soon as he turned over, Shuang opened his eyes and raised his hand to pull him over again.

Neither of them spoke, the two of them just leaned against each other, Liu Yingnian leaned against Shuang's body, quietly, as if he could only hear the other's breathing and heartbeat.

The depression in Liu Yingnian's heart gradually dissipated in this quietness.

"You have so many injuries on your body, and it took me a lot of effort to bandage them up. This is going to crush you again. You should sleep separately before the injuries heal."

"No." Shuang replied two words.

Liu Yingnian closed his eyes, and muttered, "If you're not afraid of being heavy, I'll crush you to death."

The soft color in Frost's eyes is deeper.

Their beginning was not good, and neither he nor he had ever imagined that they could become what they are today.In his eyes, the man in his arms was just an ant-like existence at first, who could be strangled to death by stretching out his fingers at any time.In the eyes of people who have lived in the mercenary city since they were young and are used to the law of the jungle and the supremacy of the strong, people who are weak and scum are not qualified to stand shoulder to shoulder with them. He thinks it is a waste of time to even take a look.

But sometimes, such a person becomes a variable.

He has no obsession with this person, but he hates being with this person less and less.His original intention is to be a responsible man, to be responsible for what he did wrong, which is part of his character and the most basic principle.But basically he has never gotten along with people outside the mercenary city, and has no experience.He is too strong, men are too vulnerable, and the disparity in strength is the result of the strong ordering the weak to obey.He didn't think there was anything wrong.

He also thought about letting this man go.But there will always be some unexpected things that disrupt everything.

Misunderstandings, frictions, and contradictions between them are gradually increasing, and there are more and more intersections.Although the man is unbelievably weak, but after getting along, the seemingly ordinary person has a special taste.

He can also see some advantages of a man, such as rationality, not being unreasonable, mature thinking, not childish, and self-knowledge.Obviously plain and almost unbelievable, but he still has his own ideas and principles.

Also, the food is delicious too.

He suddenly felt that it would be nice to have such a person by his side.