What a pity to miss the rebirth

Liu Yingnian woke up from the nightmare, sat up and panted lightly to calm the excessively accelerated heartbeat.

In the dream he was running all the time, and someone was chasing him all the time. No matter how far he ran, the people behind could always catch up. He couldn't hear any footsteps, but he could feel the people behind him chasing him all the time. He chased without stopping for a moment, until he was out of breath.Seeing that the exit was almost in front of him, suddenly his feet were empty, and he fell into the abyss!

what--

He was so frightened that he wanted to scream, but he couldn't!

What was even more frightening was that the shadow that had been chasing him behind him jumped off behind him like maggots attached to his bones like a shadow, and rushed straight at him!

"what happened to you?"

As soon as Liu Yingnian sat up, Shuang woke up, and opened her eyes to look at him.His eyes in the dark looked sober, as if he was not sleepy at all, only the low and hoarse voice with a little rustle revealed that he was not awakened but was awakened by the influence.

"It's nothing." Liu Yingnian replied calmly.

"Why are you sweating so much?" Shuang's hand touched his smooth back, the tentacles were all sticky, the reason was self-evident, and there was nothing to hide, "Did you have a nightmare?"

"En." Liu Yingnian responded.He took off the blanket and wanted to get out of bed and go to the bathroom to take a hot shower. His limbs and bones were cold now, and the sense of oppression and panic in the dream still remained in his sense of touch, making him feel lingering and restless.

As soon as Shuang stretched out his hand and pulled him back, Liu Yingnian fell into Shuang's arms, his nose was full of the smell of Shuang's body.The breath on Shuang's body was very clean, different from the cold feeling he gave people. His chest was broad and warm, and his arms were solid and powerful.

"Don't take a bath, I'll warm you up." Shuang changed a more comfortable position around him, pulled the quilt over the two of them, "You haven't been in a good mood these days, do you live here far away?" Make you unhappy?"

"...how long is he going to live?" Liu Yingnian's body froze only when he hugged him, but once their skin touched, he hugged him back without any scruples.If someone voluntarily donated his body as a heater, he would not be so stupid as to refuse.He took a shower before going to bed last night, and washed it again afterward, and he took a shower twice. In fact, he didn't want to go to the bathroom again.

"He'll go back when he figures it out."

"What about me?" Liu Yingnian's eyes flickered, and he asked him, "When will you send me away?"

Shuangquan hugged him and didn't answer for a long time. After a long time, he said, "Go to sleep."

In the middle of the night, there was thunder and lightning again, and the white light of the lightning could be seen through the thick curtains. Liu Yingnian turned over and woke up without any sleepiness.

He didn't want to toss anymore, Shuang's sleep was light, and he would wake Shuang up if he made a lot of noise, so he could only look at the curtains with his eyes open.

A few days ago, after he told his friend Xie Fengyou about Shuang, Xie Fengyou never answered his video requests, nor did he answer his voice requests, and only left him a sentence: I don’t care what you are doing , as long as you come back safely.

Shuang's kiss in the aisle was actually nothing, they had kisses that were deeper, more ruthless and more entangled than that one, but that kiss and those words shook him, making it impossible for him to continue pretending to be stupid.

This is not the first time he has encountered such a thing, the last time he felt this way was a long time ago.

That year, when Lin Shu celebrated his 23rd birthday, as usual, no one invited him, and he only spent it with him, and even ate breakfast, lunch and dinner with him.

In the morning, Liu Yingnian gave him longevity noodles with a poached egg in it.

At noon, the two had a working meal at the company.

In the evening, they bought some cooked food and went home, bought some fresh vegetables, a pack of snacks, and ordered an eight-inch birthday cake.

Because of work, the birthday celebration for Lin Shu could only be held at night, so they would have enough time to prepare a decent meal at night, sit down and enjoy a delicious meal quietly.

When Liu Yingnian cooks, he cooks a few dishes that Lin Shu ordered to eat, which took a lot of effort.

Lin Shu wasn't all idle, he was in charge of setting the table, the cakes, dishes and wine were all arranged by him, and they were all made in a decent way, and they were beautifully arranged.

I forgot what the reason was, anyway, I started drinking while eating and chatting, and you drank one by one.

His ability to drink is somewhat genetic, and he is naturally good. After more than 20 years of training in the mall, he can naturally drink better than most people. He is rarely really drunk, and he has basically never lost in the wine market.This is also the basis for him to accept Lin Shu's aggressive method with confidence and agree to fight wine with him.He felt that he had the chance to win, and Lin Shu must be the first to fall.

However, Lin Shu's drinking capacity seemed to suddenly become better than him. He drank to the point where he was unconscious. Lin Shu still seemed to be sitting upright. On the handsome face of this kind of smile, there was a completely different blush from the usual, the blush from drinking too much wine made Lin Shu's face look like a red egg.

He was drunk that night, Lin Shu helped him back to the bedroom, pressed him on the bed and kissed him, mouth to mouth.It's not a forehead kiss, it's not a cheek kiss, and it's not a one-touch kiss, it's a deep, deep kind of kiss, the kind that is full of desire.

Liu Yingnian also reacted, but when he heard Lin Shu calling him, he immediately became half sober from the wine, trembling with anger, pushed Lin Shu away, pointed at him and cursed for a long time.

Lin Shu listened to everything, and then spoke a long paragraph.

——What is face?How much is it worth?Just because you raised me, so I can't like you?Did I just embarrass you, make you feel ashamed, and think that I don't deserve to like you? ... I know what you have experienced before, but the times are different now, many things are not as bad as you think, why don't you give me a chance, and give yourself a chance? … Ten years ago you thought I was joking, do you still think I was joking now?Since you haven't liked anyone else for so many years, why can't you like me?Do you care so much about other people's eyes? ... You obviously know everything. I have liked you for ten years, and it's not like you have no feelings for me... After so many years, how many years are you going to live under that person's shadow?Are you planning to never accept others for the sake of him?How can you be so childish?What's so good about him?He already left you and didn't want you...

— shut up!

--I love you.

He yelled at Lin Shu, telling him to get out.

Before Lin Shu left sadly, he said to him, I love you.

Since then, he has been more cautious and has never been drunk again.

It was also from that day that he realized that in his heart, the heart tree marked with Lin Shu had grown all the way, surpassed Li Xianghua, and occupied half of the country.

He was afraid at that time, afraid that he would forget Li Xianghua because he fell in love with Lin Shu, so he kept resisting this matter, until he died, he realized that there were some things that he couldn't refuse.

Year after year, he gradually forgot about Li Xianghua, and also gradually liked Lin Shu more and more year after year.

He used to think that a person can only like one person in a lifetime.

Later he realized that he was wrong.

……

The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain and the wind were pounding on the window. The sound of the pattering rain made people unable to lift up their spirits, and their head became more and more dizzy.

Liu Yingnian basically didn't sleep all night. After eating breakfast in the morning, he lay back on the bed to catch up on his sleep. He didn't wake up until noon. When he woke up, the rain was still falling, with no sign of stopping.

His mouth was bitter, so he went to brush his teeth again, and then drank a glass of water. There were three people eating lunch, and the other two were the lives of the young master, and only he was the chef.

"It's time to eat. Huh? Why haven't you left yet?"

Liu Yingnian pushed away the study, and seeing Ji Xingyuan and Shuang both in the study, his face darkened.

He felt that he was married to the Liangzi of the Ji family for the rest of his life. No matter how he looked at Ji Xingyuan now, he didn't like Ji Xingyuan, and when he thought about his father... well, both father and son in this family made him worry.

Ji Xingyuan is really not an ordinary person. If it was someone else, maybe he would have shaken his head and left when he saw the intimacy between Liu Yingnian and Shuang Hall that day. Fortunately, Ji Xingyuan changed his face, and his face was dark for a day. The next day, he continued to stay here as if nothing had happened.

"You ugly bastard hasn't left yet, why should I leave?" Ji Xingyuan sat at the table opposite Shuang, playing with the notebook he brought with him.

Liu Yingnian hummed twice. He didn't mind being called ugly at all, but Ji Xingyuan, he couldn't be bothered to bear it anymore. He walked up to Shuang, pulled the swivel chair and turned it to face him, his legs parted. , sitting on Shuang's lap with big thorns, hooked him and kissed him.

"What's wrong with being ugly, as long as someone likes it." After kissing, Liu Yingnian did not forget to tilt his head and look at the boy sitting opposite him provocatively, his clear eyes were full of complacency, "It's not like some people, no matter how handsome they are want."

Ji Xingyuan's smiling eyes all year round were full of icicles. If eyes could kill, Liu Yingnian would have died [-] times earlier.Shuang now turned his back to him, so he unscrupulously shot his eyes at Liu Yingnian, and said not to be outdone, "You don't go out to inquire, people who like Xiaoye can line up from the old city to the new city Come back again. How many people can there be who like you? Three? Five? Or ten?"

Liu Yingnian grinned, ignoring the warning in Shuang's eyes, and continued to say, "Why do I want so many people to like it? Your uncle is worth tens of millions. Don't you think so?"

In the last sentence, he was not only asking Ji Xingyuan, but also Shuang.

He has also been in and out of nightclubs, and if he wants to imitate the words and deeds of those people, he can also imitate them.

The seductive eyes, the deep eyes, the provocative smile that is not a smile, looking in the eyes of someone with a heart, even if he knows that he is acting, he will still be touched.

When the two people's eyes met, what Liu Yingnian and he did these nights came to Shuang's mind...

Liu Yingnian... is crazy, he has been very enthusiastic these few nights, he is like a trained fox, sucking the bone and sucking the marrow, taking the initiative to be shameless, whispering in his ear from time to time, whispering lingeringly like a lover.His voice was hoarse and seductive, his eyes were shining with luster, sweat dripped down the side of his face, and slid to his lips, it was sweet to touch.Provoking him to follow the indulgence, without restraint.

Here Liu Yingnian was smiling, while Ji Xingyuan dropped something, pushed his chair away and walked out, shouting, "Eat!"

Shuang clasped Liu Yingnian's waistline, making him stick closer to her, so close that there was no gap between them, and she could feel each other's heartbeat even if she moved.

"Why provoke him on purpose?" Shuang asked calmly.

"I don't like that he has plans for you." Liu Yingnian looked directly at him and said, "Seeing him alone with you makes me unhappy and makes me feel uncomfortable."

As soon as Ji Xingyuan left, he became much more honest, didn't move his hands and feet, and sat upright like a gentleman.

"What do you want?" Shuang stared at him intently.

"I'm very selfish." Liu Yingnian backed away from him and stood up, looked at him condescendingly, and answered the wrong question, "I don't give anyone what belongs to me."