What a pity to miss the rebirth

Why play dumb?

When it comes to making a mistake, most people wake up the next day after having a one-night stand they didn't intend to have.

Liu Yingnian regretted it very much, very much.

But there was nothing he could do about that regret.He has Li Xianghua, and Lin Shu.In his heart, from boyhood to middle age, he pretended to be these two people back and forth, and he loved them with all his heart, whether it was passionately or slowly, whether it was lost for 30 years It was just lost—Li Xianghua left, leaving him behind; he left, leaving Lin Shu behind.

Liu Yingnian is a passive accepting type of love, he will not be too active in love, if he likes someone, he will not approach the other person immediately, he will not immediately confess to the other person, he will observe slowly, and get along with the other person slowly Get along, treat him well without any trace, feel a little sure, and then slowly take out what he thinks is good and share it with the other party. When everything is in order, he will confess to the other party and express his love.

This is his view and attitude towards love.

Some people like to go by feeling, and would rather kill by mistake than let it go.

Some people also like to follow their feelings, but they would rather let it go than kill by mistake, rather than abuse it.

Just choose differently.

He believes in love at first sight, but prefers love over time.

His feelings may happen slowly, but they are deep and strong.

Among the two relationships he formally had in his previous life, the first relationship was very good and perfect but had no good results, and the latter relationship was also very good and gradually getting better, but it hadn't officially started until his death.

In fact, it could be argued that both of his relationships ended in failure.

He once thought about how to avoid the fate of being dumped by the same person again, that kind of memory is not happy at all, he never thought of using any means to subdue Li Xianghua, he loved him and hated him, but those feelings It's been a long time, so the best result he considers is that they separate, but this time, he wants to leave first.

But after he came back, when nothing happened, he couldn't open his mouth to break up abruptly, because there was no reason, he couldn't say that I had the foresight to talk to you first for something that would happen in half a year. Break up, that would make him look like a paranoid with a crazy brain.

In the process of getting along with Li Xianghua again, he discovered that there was something in the previous life that he didn't know, a truth, but he didn't know anything about it.

Looking at it with the perspective of the future and life experience, he is sure that Li Xianghua loves him very much.He also met Lin Mao in advance, knowing that he also loves his family, his wife and son.Only at this time did he start to realize that the elopement between Li Xianghua and Lin Mao might just be a cover, a joint trick to deceive him.

Seeing Li Xianghua's kindness to him, he felt like he was in a memory, infatuated, irresistible, confused and at a loss.

He wants to know the truth.If Li Xianghua really had difficulties and inside information, he thought, why didn't he try to cherish this opportunity?Do something for his former love.

In the future, 30 years later, many people will be dismissive of love, not only men, but women are more serious. Laughing at the poor and not laughing at prostitutes has penetrated into people's bones, and more people will automatically choose better living conditions rather than love.Love has become something that many men and women abandon and laugh at.

But before he could settle the matter between him and Li Xianghua, an accident happened.

On the night with Shuang, it appeared so suddenly, Liu Yingnian was a little confused, he didn't know what to do.

When something like this happens, the responsibility is naturally on both sides.

He knows that he should be responsible for what he did wrong. If Shuang is willing, yes, they should sit down and discuss it, or the two of them should act as if nothing happened, or they can try to communicate. scattered.

Normally, it should be like this.

But the problem is that he has not separated from Li Xianghua, he has a lover, and in his heart there is another person he likes, someone he can no longer touch...

He couldn't take responsibility as bravely as Shuang, and even, because of his affair with Shuang, he and Li Xianghua might break up again.In the case of lovers, ONS is a betrayal of feelings, no matter whether they are plotted or not, in fact he has a relationship with Shuang, this is undeniable.

Liu Yingnian was helpless, he could neither be irresponsible to Shuang just because he had a lover, nor could he kick Li Xianghua off just because he had a relationship with Shuang.

Moreover, when the mistake first happened, he and Shuang were just strangers.

Not like now.

Now, they have been together for a long time, and many things have happened, enough to make him fall in love with each other for a long time.

Shuang asked him, why did he pretend to be stupid?

In fact, the answer is very simple, because he subconsciously does not want to be responsible and cannot afford it, so he can only pretend to be stupid.

……

"Meow~"

Liu Yingnian squatted on the grass, teasing the palm-sized kitten.The kitten's eyes narrowed into a line under the sun, lazily frolicking with Liu Yingnian, wherever his finger moved, its head would move in that direction.

"What's it called?" A clear and magnetic voice came from behind.

Liu Yingnian's fingers jumped, and the hairs on his back seemed to be jumping up. He stabilized his expression, hooked his fingers, picked up the kitten, stood up holding it, and turned to face the visitor.

Ji Xingyuan, a person who almost killed him indirectly, it would be difficult for Liu Yingnian not to be afraid of him.

"Xixi." Liu Yingnian tensed up, staring warily at the sunny boy who came out of the room.

"Little female cat?"

"Ah."

"You look afraid of me?" The sunny boy had a smile on his face.

"If someone who is many times stronger than you wants to kill you and almost succeeds, you will definitely be scared when you see him again." Liu Yingnian replied as calmly as possible.

"That incident has passed, after all, it didn't work, right? You should know that I won't be so stupid as to do it myself in front of my uncle. You are safe here."

"Should I take your word for it?"

"It's up to you whether you believe it or not. I don't need to tell such lies, do I?"

"You came to me on purpose? For what?"

"You feed the cat every day? Play with the cat? You don't have to work? Don't you have to do things?"

"Temporarily yes."

"Don't you want to leave here? Leave my uncle? You didn't stay here voluntarily, did you?"

"What do you want to say?" Liu Yingnian looked at him quietly.

"If you want to leave, I can send you away." Ji Xingyuan said sincerely.

"Why should I leave?" Liu Yingnian asked back.

"What did you say?" Ji Xingyuan was stunned.

"Why should I leave? I live here very well. There are people who provide food, drink, housing, and free company to play, sleep, and chat. I don't have to work hard every day, and I can also take long vacations. Some people love and others love others. This is enough, and I'm not greedy, why did I leave?" Liu Yingnian said slowly, staring at Ji Xingyuan's slightly changed expression, showing a faint smile.

"Don't push yourself too hard." After all, Ji Xingyuan is still young, if he is a few years older, Liu Yingnian may really have nothing to do with him, but for a child under 20 years old, Liu Yingnian is more than enough to compare with him psychologically.

"Guess, if I tell your uncle now that you are going to send me out of here, will he be happy?" Liu Yingnian's smile deepened.

"You dare to threaten me?" Ji Xingyuan's anger gradually rose.

"If you don't come to your door, I don't think you can threaten him." Liu Yingnian gave him a look, no matter what his face changed, and said directly: "Young Master Ji must have heard an idiom, and you should humiliate yourself. "

"Liu Yingnian, you're doing well." Ji Xingyuan narrowed his eyes with a stern look.

"Of course I'm fine, otherwise your uncle wouldn't be holding on to me like an octopus, crying and begging to be with me." Liu Yingnian said more and more smoothly, "At least I won't let him go." Get out and let him fall to the point where he can't go home. You won't only think of him when you use him."

Liu Yingnian didn't like Ji Xingyuan, and he didn't want to be polite to him. After all, the Ji family's handling of his affairs was a bit too much. They wanted to sell favors to others and wanted his life. People with extraordinary identities are begging to come to the door, and the Ji family still wants to have both sides. How can there be such a good thing in the world?

After knowing that the Ji family was determined to kill him, Liu Yingnian didn't care about offending him or not.He made up his mind, no matter what the purpose of Ji Xingyuan's coming, he couldn't do what he wanted.Even if he couldn't beat Ji Xingyuan, he would still be disgusted to death.

The smile on Ji Xingyuan's face was gone, only sternness and coldness remained on Sunny's handsome face, "Do you really think that with my uncle as your backer, I can't do anything about you?"

"I thought you should be clear about this matter." Liu Yingnian finished speaking lightly, and carried the kitten into the house. He said that he was sure and sure, but he still didn't dare to stay alone with Ji Xingyuan in his heart. Little life has no sense of security.

When passing by Ji Xingyuan, he gave Ji Xingyuan a sideways glance, thought for a while, then stopped and said softly: "Either dispel your idea, or bury it underground forever. If your brain is not broken, you should know It's the right thing to do. You and him will never be possible."

He didn't look at Ji Xingyuan's expression, because it wasn't important.

He opened the small door connecting the garden with the villa, and saw Shuang standing in the aisle of the house, leaning against the wall, and didn't stand upright until he came in.

"Have you heard it all? Satisfied?" After a moment of silence, he raised his head slightly and asked with disapproval in his eyes, "Why didn't you come out and stop him, or stop me? He's still a child."

Shuang looked at him with complicated eyes, "I never thought you would say this. I thought..."

Liu Yingnian nodded understandingly, "Do you think I'll be the same as before, keep avoiding, don't say anything serious, and then wait for your Ji family to come and kill me again?"

Shuang didn't make any excuses, but just pulled him over and wrapped him in his arms, a little apologetic, and a little bit moved, "No more. You're right, with me here, I won't let anyone hurt you again. you."

He kissed very lightly and softly, falling on his slightly white lips, and gradually kissing harder.

Perhaps because of the residual influence of last night's words Shuang said, Liu Yingnian had no thought of refusing at all.

He even put his hand on Shuang's shoulder after a while.

Frost kissed deeper.

The door was opened again, and Ji Xingyuan froze in place unprepared.

His face turned pale.