you go away or not

It's been five years in a flash, and Chen Xunxuan has been away from this world for five years. In the past five years, Chen Xi and Zhang Qian, that is, the traffic policeman, have never given up. ——Let Gu Xiexi call him Dad.

It's a pity that Gu Xiexi has never been shaken once. They are persistent, but Gu Xiexi has no waves. No matter what they say, it's as if they haven't heard it. That state is even better than Luo Shiyu's coldness. .

Year after year, even the employees of Huyu knew about this matter. Many people who knew Gu Xiexi well couldn't understand why Boss Gu, who was always easy to talk and open-minded, would do this to this matter. persistent.If it were an ordinary person who was treated so softly and softly, those who acted both softly and hard would probably have surrendered long ago.After all, that was his biological father, and the deceased was already dead.

——Luo Yaoyu, do you think I'm too heartless?

One night, Gu Xiexi asked Luo Shiyu like this, and hugged her tightly in his arms, as if it was very cold.Only in front of his closest relatives would he unreservedly show his vulnerable side. He is not a stone, he is Gu Xiexi who values ​​love and affection more than anyone else. He has to face Chen Xi and Zhang Qian again and again. The offensive still does not change his face, he is very tired.

It's not that he doesn't want to nod, but he can't. If he wants to do it, he won't wait until now, or until others come to beg him again and again.

Luo Yaoyu naturally understood him, and most of the time there was no need to say anything between them, Gu Xiexi could understand all kinds of Luo Yaoyu.

This person is not unfeeling, but is too affectionate, what he values ​​is the affection for Gu Hao.

In Gu Xiexi's heart, there has always been only Gu Hao as his father. Even if Gu Hao is only his adoptive father, and the two have no blood relationship, it will not change the fact that Gu Xiexi is deeply rooted in his heart.If Gu Xiexi calls Chen Xunxuan "father" again, then he will betray his inner promise.

Some people may think this is ridiculous, but to Gu Xiexi, this point is very important.

——Gu Hao is his only father, and his only father is Gu Hao.

——He will always be with Luo Yaoyu, and Luo Yaoyu is him.

……

These are the conclusions drawn by Gu Xiexi in his heart. To him, these are things that are more difficult to shake than any truth in the world. They are the creeds he lives by and the principles he defends with everything.

On the fifth anniversary of Chen Xunxuan's death, Chen Xi and the others immigrated to Canada and announced that they would no longer pester Gu Xiexi.When they were leaving, Gu Xiexi and Luo Yanyu went to the airport to see them off, and agreed to their only request, to visit the cemetery occasionally.

That day Gu Xiexi went to the cemetery and stood there all night, Luo Yanyu didn't go with her because of company business, so she received a call from the hospital the next morning, and Gu Xiexi went into the hospital.

It was the first time in so many years that Gu Xiexi was hospitalized due to illness. He had a high fever of [-] degrees. He was unconscious and kept talking in his sleep.

As soon as Luo Yaoyu received the call, he rushed to the hospital, his mind went blank, he didn't even change the slippers on his feet, all his reason was burned to ashes by the 'forty degrees', and he even drove to the hospital I didn't think of such a thing.

Chen Mo and Xu Suze were obviously much calmer than Luo Yaoyu. The hospital they drove to arrived 10 minutes earlier than Luo Yaoyu. When they saw the barefoot and embarrassed Luo Yaoyu, they were shocked and speechless After so many years, who has seen Luo Shiyu in such a mess.

"How is Xizi?"

Luo Yaoyu asked anxiously, completely unaware of his current situation, Chen Mo and Xu Suze looked at each other, and calmly told Luo Yaoyu about the situation, so that he could relax.

Gu Xiexi stood in the cemetery all night, and the night was cold and dewy on the mountain. In the morning, he couldn't hold on and collapsed. He was found by the old man in charge of the cemetery and sent to the hospital.Now it is out of the critical period, but I still have a fever and I am hanging water.

"No matter how worried you are about him, you don't have to be in such a hurry. His kid is in good health, and he won't die so easily."

In order to ease the atmosphere, Chen Mo joked, but his humor was not only useless, but made the atmosphere even colder.Luo Yaoyu's folded hands even trembled, it was the fear from the heart.

Knowing that he seemed to have said something wrong, Chen Mo didn't dare to speak any more, and closed his mouth obediently.Xu Suze didn't quite understand what Luo Yaoyu was thinking and what he was afraid of, so he could only stay by the side.

The three men were sitting side by side outside the ward, and the atmosphere was a bit gloomy.

After a long time, Luo Yaoyu said slowly, "I'm afraid that he will die before me."

The eight words directly hit the hearts of the other two with heavy sadness, making them tremble heavily.

They are all one type of people, and they don't need more words, these eight words are enough.Afraid that the other party will die, afraid that the other party will die before oneself, because they only have each other.

As they grow older, they will gradually become aware of the fear that grows in their hearts.They are not afraid of death, birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, they have nothing to fear.What they fear is the death of the other,

Parents and relatives will grow old, die, and leave, and then only each other will be left in their lives.They have no children, and they are not ready to adopt, so if they lose each other, they will have no one to depend on. This is the spiritual helplessness, which is more terrifying than the helplessness in real life.At that time, they may be so poor that they only have money left.

Thinking of this Luo Yaoyu felt terrible.

He had never been so afraid before, if he had only felt it a little bit with the years before, but this time because of Gu Xiexi's sudden admission to the hospital, all this fear was concretized.So real, so unacceptable to him.

Life is fragile. Human beings will die due to diseases, accidents, natural disasters, man-made disasters... and will easily lose the qualification to live.

Just like Chen Xunxuan, he is a good person, but he is in his early 60s, and he will be gone if he says nothing.In the 21st century, it can be regarded as an early death.

Luo Yaoyu was afraid that Gu Xiexi would disappear without knowing it, or he...he didn't want to stay in this world alone, nor did he want to let Gu Xiexi go alone.To him, that was the scariest thing in the world.

So in order not to be worried, Luo Yaoyu made a decision that day, and he started to implement it after Gu Xiexi's fever subsided.

In just one and a half months, Luo Yiyu resigned from the position of chairman of Rock Group, and sold 50.00% of the shares in his hand, becoming an ordinary shareholder of Rock Group, and no longer participated in any work of Rock Group.

He wanted to leave the rest of the day to himself, to Gu Xiexi.

Gu Xiexi didn't object to this. Both of them were the type who would not waver if they believed in one thing at all, so objecting would be superfluous, so it's better not to do it.And Gu Xiexi also agrees with Luo Yaoyu's idea, they already have enough money, even if they donate a lot of money for charity every year, it will not have any impact on their lives.

After Luo Yaoyu became a "vagrant", Gu Xiexi also gradually began to hand over the power of protecting the fish, but after all, it was established by him himself, and it was much more reluctant than Luo Yanyu's abandonment of the Luo family.In the beginning, Gu Xiexi wanted to hand over Yuyu to Chen Mo, but the couple also made the same decision as them and put down their careers one after another.In the end, Gu Xiexi had no choice but to put his hope on Situ Meishan, this woman whom he owed a lot, finally found his happiness a few years ago, married as a wife, and now she is the mother of two lovely children.

When Gu Xiexi told Situ Meishan her thoughts, the latter was taken aback for a moment, and then showed a gentle smile, saying that she could understand them and was willing to take over the company with full authority.She already has a share of Huyu, and she would not be happy if it was handed over to someone else, and she is very familiar with the company, so it won't take too much effort to manage it.In more than ten years, she can still pass on her karma to her children. Speaking of which, she has gained a lot of benefits.

"Thank you."

Gu Xiexi was grateful to Meishan from the bottom of her heart, after all, this woman wasted the best time on him, but he couldn't afford anything.But now she still treats them so tolerantly.It is also a great blessing to meet such a friend.

After dealing with everything, the two of them were free, stayed at home for two days, and then moved to Gu Hao and the others together. After discussion, they decided to stay with the second elder for a while, and talk about the future.

Seeing that their two sons were coming to live with them, the two old people were naturally very happy. Aunt Xue had cleaned up the room early in the morning and waited for them to come. many.

The four suddenly lived together, but they didn't feel any discomfort. Instead, they seemed to have lived together for decades, and there was a tacit understanding everywhere.

Gu Xiexi helped Aunt Xue with housework and kept busy, while Luo Yanyu accompanied Lao Gu to play chess and study ancient poetry.When the four of them were free, they would sit and chat together. Occasionally, the three men would talk about world affairs together, and Aunt Xue would knit a sweater and listen with a smile.

No matter how harmonious the family is, sometimes there will be "quarrels", such as Gu Xiexi and Gu Hao, this pair of Fu-Zi sometimes fights, it really makes the other two speechless, they are not too young , and the other one is almost seventy, but he still looks like a teenage kid when he quarrels, blushing and thick neck every time.

And Gu Xiexi and Luo Yaoyu would quarrel occasionally, but most of them were in the form of cold war, and Gu Xiexi was basically the one who surrendered in the end.

"Xizi, this is the postcard Xiaomo sent you. They went to Egypt this time."

Luo Yaoyu sent Gu Xiexi's postcard to him, and looked at the one in his hand, which contained similar and ostentatious words written by Xu Suze, making Luo Yaoyu shake his head, only thinking that the more he lived, the more childish he was up.

"Why did you go to Egypt again? They are not tired of traveling so many places at once."

Gu Xiexi glanced at the postcard and put it in a drawer. It was full of postcards from Chen Mo and the others, and it was almost full, which showed how much the couple had traveled.

In fact, Gu Xiexi and the others also wanted to travel, to take a good look at the world while they were still able to move, but they were worried about Gu Hao and the others, and they would not be happy if they left the old man at home, so they had no choice but to Delay plans first.

How could the two elders fail to see their intentions? On the first anniversary of their living together, Gu Hao took out two air tickets and handed them to his two good sons with a smile.

"Go, don't worry about us, we are still strong. You have been with us for a year, it's time to go out."

"Dad, Xizi and I want to be with you right now..."

"Accompany me, why accompany me? I think you are disturbing the two-person world between me and your Aunt Xue, hurry up and let me go, don't get in the way here."

"..."

The old people have said so, Luo Shiyu and the others really have nothing to say. It is not easy to say the word "two-person world" at a young age. If they say something more, they may force the old man to say more What came out.So Luo Yanyu and the others were sent to the plane under this half-forced situation, and when they boarded the plane, they knew where their first stop was.

It turned out to be England!

"Gu Xiexi!"

"Ahem, Luo Yuyu, I'm innocent. I didn't ask my dad to buy this. I'm absolutely innocent without knowing it."

Luo Yaoyu squinted at him, obviously not believing that there was such a coincidence.

"Luo Yaoyu, you can't always distrust me and be so jealous. You have been jealous of Hongmao for several years. How much you have lost your mighty image."

Gu Xiexi tugged at the corner of Luo Yaoyu's clothes.What evil is he really doing? He is so old that he is still entangled in this kind of thing.

That Richel is also true, why still refuse to give up and get married!

"From now on, don't talk to me until you get off the plane!"

"Hey? Hey hey! Come on, it's so boring, it's been more than ten hours, Luo Yaoyu, don't really ignore me..."

"..."

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Next, it’s time for your ears to chatter. If you are interested, you can waste your time and read it. There are some things I want to announce below, and some things I want to tell you. There is no logic, but it comes from the heart.

I learned what danbi is on the 2012th night of the Chinese New Year in [-]. After a few months, I began to devote myself to writing danbi articles. Since then, my life has changed a lot. I never thought that I would I have been loved by so many people that I have hardly stopped for more than a year. I have dedicated more than half of my college life to my essays and to you.

I am very happy, and I don’t feel regretful. I have paid a lot, and I have gained a lot. The most important thing is that I have seen a lot.

After all, I am not the material to write articles to support myself, but I will not give up writing articles, because I have received a lot of honor from you, and you have made me proud of myself.

But after all, people still have to eat when they are alive, and ideals are full, but they are not as good as the backbone of reality.I will graduate in one year, and I am confused about the future. I don't know what kind of job I will find, but I believe that I can always live a stable life.

So until I have a stable job, I won't start a new article. Once I write an article, I won't be able to do other things. It's really bad, so I have to put the article on hold for now.

But this doesn't mean that I won't write articles anymore, it just won't open new articles for the time being.

There is one more thing to inform you.The pseudonym Guan Er will become a memory of my university, and I will not use it again after I leave the society. I hope you can still find me and use another pseudonym.

One period and one state.

I am immature, and so is what I write. I know that I have a lot of shortcomings, but I still can't help getting angry when others say about me, but you can always heal me very well and make me laugh.

Thank you very much, although I am a stranger who has never met, but you have given me a lot of things that even my relatives may not be able to give me.

I will try my best to make myself better, and I am worthy of you who have loved me during this time.

What I want to thank most is those who said they have read all my articles. To be honest, some of my books are really horrible. Even the two better ones, I can’t bear to look directly at them.But you guys told me I was great and you supported me.My heart fluttered with confidence, and I wanted to keep working hard.

I am a person who is easily satisfied. I will be happy when I see one more message, and I will be happy when I see some love from the heart.

I am a very lazy person, but I insist on writing essays for so long, it is all because of you.

This is the longest article I have ever written. Of course, it is not as good as those who write a lot, but I am already very satisfied and feel amazing (haha).

I personally think that the ending I wrote this time is fairly complete. I have said everything that should be said. It should not be considered a bad ending. Anyway, I think so, hehe.

Well, there is nothing to say, let me tell you the one who can see the end, the one who loves me the most.

"Are you going or not" is officially over!

The one who loves you the most and appreciates you the most - Guan Er