you go away or not

People who like to suppress and hide their emotions, at a certain point, they can detonate as long as they light the fuse.Many years of backlog, one person desperately bear face alone, Chen Mo has obviously reached the limit.

Not like a collapse, but more terrifying than a collapse, accusations one after another.There was no blame in his tone, only powerlessness, which was the feeling of powerlessness after being hit when he was about to succeed after doing his best.

Chen Mo wants to save face, and he always wants to be strong.If you treat him well, he will treat you twice as well. If he makes you lose a little bit, he will remember it in his heart and desperately return it to you.

Even lovers are no exception.

Desperate to go to your side, for you I can give up the whole world... Who would not be happy if the person I like does such things for you.

Chen Mo is happy, he likes it, and his whole body is moved to a mess, but his heartache and guilt will overwhelm all the moving, and he will inject waves of cold air into those warm springs until it occupies the entire atrium.

"Go back to your mother, go back to Xu's house. I know that my aunt will not agree with me, and I never expected her to accept me, so I will wait for you, always waiting for you."

"Wait? Wait until when? Do you think..."

"Ze!"

Chen Mo turned around suddenly, Xu Suze opened his mouth and couldn't speak anymore.Chen Mo's face was already full of tears, and he opened his eyes stubbornly, staring at Xu Suze's eyes, and was still streaming tears, but he himself seemed unconscious.

"I can wait for you, I will wait for you, so go back and treat me like I'm asking you."

"go back!"

wait?How long to wait?go back?Then what?

Xu Suze frowned and looked back at Chen Mo, but Chen Mo hadn't looked away since he turned around, his tear-filled eyes firmly troubled him.

Quiet, very quiet, you can almost hear the sound of tears falling on the ground.

"Hey……"

Xu Suze sighed helplessly and compromisingly, he really couldn't hold back Chen Mo... But, he wasn't going to listen to him!His helplessness and compromise, his love and connivance do not include wrong things.The only thing he has to compromise is to soften his tone and tone, give up the violent way, and patiently coax his lover back home.

"Can you listen to me now?"

Xu Suze asked a little aggrieved, looking at Chen Mo's eyes were also showing weakness.After being stared at by him for a while, Chen Mo turned his head away, wiped away his tears casually, and nodded cooperatively.

After venting his emotions, Chen Mo had calmed down a lot. Seeing that Xu Suze approached calmly, he said, "Xiao Mo, don't you believe me?"

Being asked this question suddenly, Chen Mo hesitated a little, blinked his eyes, and slid two more tears, then he shook his head.

How could he not believe him.

"Then why do you think I'm trying to comfort you? Why do you think the decisions I've made are cruel? Why don't you trust the path I've chosen for us?"

Three consecutive whys made Chen Mo speechless.He felt that his meaning had been misinterpreted, but he didn't know from which angle to start to argue. It seemed that the words just now were too intense, and his brain circuit was not enough now.

Xu Suze seemed to have grasped his point, didn't ask him to answer, and then said, "everything I told you is the truth, and you also said that you believe me, then you shouldn't embarrass yourself anymore. Whether it is My father's death, or my leaving the Xu family, have nothing to do with you directly. I did it for my own happiness. "

"Before I endured with you, it was because I thought my mother might be influenced, but we have tried long enough, and she will not change. If I stay in Xu's house again, it will only hurt both sides. She wants What I want is a good son who obeys her and obeys him. But I am not. If I become like that, then I will no longer be Xu Suze. My departure is my own choice. You have to understand that it is not your responsibility. You didn't make me lose anything."

"No, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have left at all, just like if I wasn't with you, your father wouldn't have passed away so soon."

"Xiao Mo!" Xu Suze stepped forward and pinched Chen Mo's shoulder, "Didn't you also leave your parents? That was your own choice, right? Do you regret it? Do you think it was a mistake to be with me?" ?”

"no!"

That's his willingness, he is not an innocent child, he naturally knows what price he has to pay for being with Xu Suze and a man, so even if it is bitter, he will not feel how bitter it is, he is willing...

With a stagnant expression, Chen Mo seemed to understand what Xu Suze meant, but he didn't fully understand.

"Do you understand me a little?"

Stared at by Xu Suze's scorching gaze, Chen Mo felt a little uncomfortable, rolled his wet eyes a few times, and said with some difficulty, "This is different, my parents are still alive, and they are still very young. It doesn't matter if you take care of yourself for a year. And I believe that one day they will understand me. I still have the possibility to go back, and I will be filial no matter what in the future. I have a lot of advantages over you, I..."

"Hey, Chen Mo!"

Xu Suze was really going to be pissed off by Chen Mo, he couldn't understand Chen Mo's way of measuring feelings.

Chen Mo, you are the cruel person!

"We are the same! My mother is still alive and full of spirit. According to the posture he scolded me, she can definitely live a long life. I have left the Xu family, but I have arranged everything, and I will not show her anything. Burden, I will help out in any situation. And my mother is still accompanied by Xiao Yin, no matter how dandy Xiao Yin is, she still respects my mother. My leaving will only let everyone breathe a sigh of relief, isn't it The kind of bad thing you think."

"Children Chen Mo, do you understand?"

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