After amnesia, he was with his nemesis

It was promised to write to him before, but it has never been fulfilled.

Jiang Bang spread out the letter now, but he couldn't write for a long time.

Who can he send it to after writing it?where is he

I don't even know where to fill in the address.

But then he wrote anyway.

Page after page, letter after letter.

After the senior high school entrance examination, Jiang Bang did not find Dou Jinglan's name on his school's red list of grades.

If everything is normal, the No.1 position should be his, right?Maybe win a prize and make some money...

Jiang Bang suddenly remembered that Dou Jinglan was no longer short of money.

He went to the class again, and happened to run into the head teacher who had met at the parent meeting, recognized him, and called Jiang Sidou Jinglan's younger brother.

Jiang Bang stopped and asked where Dou Jinglan had gone, and was told with regret that Dou Jinglan had dropped out of school.

But she didn't know exactly where she went.

He came back that day and wrote another letter.

scold him.

[Zhan Xinjia.I have been regretting these days, thinking that it would be good if I didn't know you at that time.You just left, and the people around me helped you hide it from me. Why, do you have some kind of disease? 】

He has been reading the books on the bookshelf recently, most of which are related to medicine, and he read them half-understood.

These are not enough reasons for Dou Jinglan to leave.

But in the end, I didn't scold anything, and I became sad as I wrote it.

【……At that time, he clearly said that he would stay with me from now on. 】

He wrote so many letters, it was the first time when he came back from the high school entrance examination...

First complaint.

When Jiang Bang wrote the paragraph, he stared at the letter paper for a long time.

Why am I so wronged?

He thought vaguely.

He vaguely knew an answer, but he thought it was impossible, so he silently pushed the paper away and leaned on the chair to think.

Really?impossible.

The sunk cost is too high.He felt that he was so lucky, and he couldn't waste his thoughts on Dou Jinglan in vain. He had to keep him by his side in order to get back the money.

right?

He thought of the last, raised his hand and slapped himself.

In fact, hesitation and questioning gave him the answer long ago, but his naturally sensitive personality made him keep away and escape again and again.

Like a coward.

He couldn't write on the rest, so he ended hastily, folded the letter paper, put it in an envelope and sealed it, then moved the ladder and put the letter in the top basket of the bookshelf.

He closed the basket which was half filled with letters.

He couldn't be found when such a big basket was full of letters.

With Dou Jinglan leaving, Jiang Bang's life has to continue. Jiang Bang is getting older and more sensitive, and Uncle Biao will always lose him.He was busy with schoolwork in high school, and he could go over the wall and go to the post office to buy some stamps he liked.

He has new friends and a new life.

I couldn't finish my homework and copied my classmates' homework. When asked by the teacher, I scratched my head and said that I was not good at it. I played with Qu Yingzhe, who fell in love with basketball.

He also has no idea of ​​puppy love, maybe thanks to the school, he is surrounded by children from rich families, he is busy with parties and parties, he is exhausted from playing hobbies, new things stimulate his nerves, no one pays attention to him, a boring person .

On the surface, he looked no different from before.

Just passing by Haiwan Street occasionally, I always hold a glimmer of hope and subconsciously cast my eyes on the unnamed alley.

The aunt selling bubble gum at the alley told him that Uncle Dou Jinglan called the police after he found out that Dou Jinglan had disappeared, but for some reason, he failed to find anyone.

Later, the two of them adopted a child, who was tortured so badly by them that the unannounced visit to the Children's Protection Association sued the court, at least saying that he would go in for several years.

Jiang Bang listened silently, and bought all the strawberry-flavored bubblegum on her stall before leaving.

That time for Dou Jinglan... that's what it tasted like.

The aunt remembered his eyebrows and eyes, and asked with a smile: "Student, I haven't seen you for a long time. You are getting more and more handsome, why are you getting more and more unhappy?"

Jiang Bang opened one and chewed it in his mouth. It tasted sweet in his mouth, but his heart was full of bitterness. He shook his head helplessly.

Of course it's because... I can't find him anymore.

He said he couldn't find it anymore, but he still didn't give up in action.

Jiang Bang kept collecting news from other schools, such as the transfer student who suddenly got the first place in the exam, such as the cool-faced and handsome alpha.

Sometimes Jiang Bang would wonder...whether he has gone abroad.

But even if he traveled all over the world during the winter and summer vacations, among the blond foreigners, in the narrow alleys, and in the subway where mice ran, he never found a boy similar to Dou Jinglan.

There are so many international students, and there are only a handful of names that start with Dou that he has seen.

Without exception, it was not Dou Jinglan.

Once he was really tired, so he hid in a coffee shop under the gloomy sky and ordered a cup of bitter black coffee.

He actually completely forgot that he didn't like to suffer, and drank it down to the bottom.

Dou Jinglan doesn't buy bitter gourd because Jiang Si doesn't like it.

He couldn't remember Dou Jinglan's preferences.

Dou Jinglan seemed to be able to accept anything, but Jiang Si had many taboos, so he accompanied him by the way.

Jiang Bang's state has been declining recently, and he is very perfunctory even with his grades. It's not that his grades are poor, but that he doesn't write much at all.

Jiang Jun was dissatisfied with his attitude, but he didn't stop him from playing around.

She doesn't interfere with Jiang Bang's choice, and she doesn't know that Jiang Bang still has previous memories.

I just think he's being playful.

But Jiang Bang was tired of searching that day, so he just sat quietly in a cafe in a foreign country for a while, and never tried to search abroad again.

In the later winter and summer vacations, he would just stay at home and quietly exercise, study, and listen to music, and his grades continued to rise in this rhythm.

Until a long time later, so long that he hadn’t written a letter for a long time, so long that the cherry blossoms bloomed and thanked, thanked and bloomed again, so long that even their school began to hang banners saying cheer for the senior year, he stood on the ladder and took down the basket Look at your handwriting from a long time ago.

Write it when you are sad, write it when you are complaining and sad, say it is a letter, but it is actually more like a diary, except that the person you wanted to send it to has disappeared.

At that time, he said he would send it to me.

No new letters have been added to the basket for a long time, because Jiang Bang is afraid that it will be filled up, and he still can't find anyone.

He covered his eyes and confirmed his conclusion again.

It turns out...it turns out that this is what I like.

That is... I think of him when I do everything, I want to sit next to him when I am doing my homework, I am surrounded by his breath and smell when I am sleeping, and I can make him laugh when I usually quarrel.

Occasionally heart-beating, often reliable and calm.

I like him.

I like him……

I like him...

But why did he leave before he realized it...why didn't he wait for him a little longer...

where are you?

There is a souvenir shop next to the post office where Jiang Bang often goes. There are many things, most of which are not expensive.

Jiang Bang occasionally went shopping, and he was familiar with the shop owner. Today, he found out that the shop was going to be closed, so he went in and asked.

The uncle said that he would accompany his son to prepare for the college entrance examination and temporarily close the store. Jiang Bang should be the last customer today, so you can choose whatever you want here.

He spoke very funny and put Jiang Bang in a rare good mood. He went in and picked out a cherry blossom wax seal and colored wax that he would never buy normally.

When Jiang Bang paid the money, the boss asked casually, "Is it for a girlfriend?"

Jiang Bang smiled happily: "No, I gave it to my boyfriend."

The boss froze for a moment, smiled again, and said, "Look at me, who has never seen the world, I always like to make a fuss, blessings, blessings."

Jiang Bang: "Uncle, to tell you the truth, you are the first to bless us."

The boss became interested: "What do you mean, no one else thinks of you two when co-authoring? Is there a problem with your relationship? Come, tell uncle, maybe I can give you some advice."

Jiang Bang waited for him to get the change, and said, "He always avoids me... Well, to put it simply, he doesn't want to see me."

Boss: "Why are you avoiding you?"

Jiang Bang: "If I knew it, I would have apologized a long time ago, but if I didn't know it, I was confused. I really didn't contact me anyway, and left me alone for several days."

More than a few days.

Boss: "Can't find anyone?"

Jiang Bang said again: "In a different place, he wanted to hide from me but I couldn't find him."

He hasn't found it after searching for so long, so it can only be in a different place.

Dou Jinglan may not be in Shancheng long ago.

Boss: "Otherwise, I'll give you a trick. If it doesn't work, let's call the police? Just say she's missing and ask the police station to investigate."

Jiang Bang: "I tried, but I can't find it."

And in order not to let Jiang Jun notice, he only reported to the police once when he was traveling outside the province. Dou Jinglan went there just two years after he left, and the follow-up and investigation were transferred from the Public Security Department of the neighboring province to Shancheng. here.

At that time, Jiang Bang thought that he was going to find someone.

But in the end it was found that there was no audio at all.

I didn't expect you to look cheerful, but in fact you even tried to call the police in order to find someone.

Jiang Bang was amused by the big words in the eyes of the boss: "I won't give you a problem, you should save your brain to help your son. I'm leaving. Goodbye. I wish him success in the college entrance examination."

The boss shouted from behind: "Hey, you too, brat, why don't you pretend I don't know?! You're still running around in your third year of high school!"

Jiang Bang waved his hand, leaving him with a back view, and went home with the seal and colored wax.

Since Dou Jinglan left, Hu Zheng's side has completely collapsed. His father in the legal sense is gone. As for the emotional father... never had.

Today the boss is a relief to him.

Jiang Bang was still in a daze with the box of colored wax in his hand, and he didn't realize that a smooth Cadillac stopped in front of him.

It wasn't until the driver called him to get in the car that Jiang Bang came back to his senses.

He subconsciously opened the zipper and stuffed the things he bought into his schoolbag.

Jiang Jun closed his eyes in the co-pilot to rest his mind, and Jiang Bang was also very winking. No one said a word until they got home.

Maybe it was because he was busy with the experiment and finally remembered him, or maybe it was because he hadn't accompanied him for a long time and wanted to fulfill his obligations, but he didn't say anything, as if he didn't know what to say.

And where did Dou Jinglan go, he couldn't ask.

Because of this, Jiang Bo secretly got angry with Jiang Yi for a long time.

This anger has been going on for several years. In a certain sense, it is a bit like a grievance, which is in line with the "late rebellion" in the mouth of the adults. Jiang Jun also thinks so, she is obviously hurt.

In fact, Jiang Bang was most angry with himself.

This...the one who can't do anything.

Seeing that Jiang Jun was still tired, he said softly, "I went in to study."

Jiang Jun didn't answer.

This is called acquiescence in Jiang Bang's outlook on life, so he went upstairs and put aside his study materials, playing with the wax seal he just bought.

Until the beautiful cherry blossoms can be printed.

In order to highlight the characteristics, the essence of the colored wax is cherry blossom flavor, which is a little too much for fear that people will not be able to smell it.Jiang Bang wrinkled his nose, remembering the kind of "sugar" he ate when he first differentiated.

It still smells better than the cherry blossoms.

Light, very fragrant, occasionally rich.

However, when he pulled out a box from the drawer and smelled it carefully, he didn't smell anything.

Jiang Bang thought this box was expired, so he picked up another box.

A family full of alphas, there are many things that are calm and stable, but Jiang Bang opened them one by one and smelled them, but there was no fragrance on them.

He clearly remembered that it smelled like cherry blossoms.At that time... At that time, Dou Jinglan held her and smelled it.

Jiang Bang suddenly remembered what Yue Jinhu had said to him.

[Some children can smell the smell of people they are close to. 】

What if you can do it yourself?

He slowly squatted down on the carpet.

It turned out that it was the smell of Dou Jinglan's pheromone.

He suddenly wanted to write him another letter, so he wrote, and for the first time tried to express his heart.

At the beginning of the letter, he admits his mistakes.

At the end of the letter, he wrote firmly and happily:

Dou Jinglan, I like you.

After the results of the college entrance examination came out, Jiang Bang was regarded as a dark horse. In the last few weeks, his grades improved by leaps and bounds.

It's just that Jiang Bo had a disagreement with Jiang Bo when filling out the application.

He had no expression on his face and chose six majors from Shancheng University, but there was no trump card in clinical medicine.

Jiang Jun let him go, but only left a sentence: "Managing a company doesn't look at majors. I love learning and don't learn."

The beginning of autumn soon, the weather is still very hot no matter whether it is autumn or not, they entered a joint training base of Shancheng University and the military region in mid-August.

They are all freshmen, one department and one place, and military training within this range.Their Department of Mechanical Automation has only three classes, and the field is the smallest.

When I entered the school, there were a few people I knew well in the freshman group, and the students from all over the country quickly divided into small groups.

Jiang Bang doesn't want to chat, but his face is really a natural advantage, coupled with his politeness, it is impossible to be unpopular. He has just entered the training base for military training, and he has known people all over the place.

When Jiang Bang heard his polite comments from others, his first reaction was to laugh.

He is not polite.

The military training was hot and sunny, and many students complained that they were uncomfortable. Someone found that Jiang Bang didn't wear sunscreen and couldn't get tanned, and condemned him in surprise, but he smiled and walked over.

On the day the military training ended, there was a performance. Jiang Bang wanted to sneak away, but he didn't want to go. He hid in the blind spot of the instructor's sight, and he also didn't participate in the instructor's "climbing the tree" activity that was going on in the department.

He didn't expect to see an omega who was also sneaking around where he often stayed.

The other looks hot, but doesn't want to leave here.

Jiang Bang handed him his unopened water and asked, "Here, drink some. Are you from our department? Have you never seen you?"

Omega took it over and thanked him: "Well, I'm from the medical school, my name is Shu Yi, thank you."

Jiang Bang responded, and sat a few steps away from him in a daze quietly, not as quiet as an alpha who met an omega.

Soon, the instructor blew the whistle to gather.

Neither of the two people in the grass had the will to move.

Shu Yi asked: "Aren't you going? There are two people missing in your team's phalanx."

Jiang Bang put his hat on his face, and leaned against the wall, with rejection written all over his body: "I don't want to move... But shouldn't the phalanx be missing me, where are the two?"

Shu Yi: "Really two, maybe some people in your class ask for leave. We have some in our class, and a few omega couldn't stand it and didn't participate, so there are only two people in the back of the team. The instructor said that our team... well, it's not very beautiful. "

Hearing his tactful words, Jiang Bang couldn't imagine how harsh the instructor's scolding was, so he was amused, and he laughed for a while, and felt a little sleepy when he smiled.

It's okay if he didn't go, when he woke up, the show was over, Qu Yingzhe stood in front of him and called him, but Jiang Bang grabbed his wrist and made trouble, almost fell into the grass, the two of them almost got into a fight.

Early the next morning, Jiang Bang packed his things and waited for Uncle Biao to pick them up.

After the military training and the parade were over, the students left the base and officially reported to the nearby Shancheng University.

In the dormitory, he waited for the person who asked for leave from his military training.

That day the cicadas were screaming fiercely, Jiang Bang made his own bed, sweating profusely and went to the balcony to answer the call from the courier brother.

The little brother asked him to go down to pick up his mountain of couriers.

Jiang Bang wiped off his sweat, hummed a series of hums, turned around and went to the check-in warm reminder posted on the door to find the phone number of the air conditioner.

He was looking inside, and was about to lower his head to make a phone call when a person suddenly pushed the door from the outside.

The other party was very strong, and Jiang Bang didn't lock the door, and because of his slightly lowered posture, the door panel knocked on the bridge of his nose.

"Damn it, you must be sick. With such great strength, you are rushing to seek death?"

His head hurt at once, and he uttered a few bad words, and took two steps back before he stood still.

Until I saw that person's face.

Outside the door, the tall alpha showed no expression and asked, "Is this 316?"

That was Dou Jinglan.