sincerity of lies

The old raven also took advantage of the night and flew away.

It was quiet and deserted all around.

Chen Ya knelt on the ground, covering her face with her hands. The roar just now took away the last strength in her body, and the intermittent crying leaked out from her fingers together with the scene she described that day.

"I saw Zhen Huan the other day... She was standing alone by the reservoir... I asked her what she wanted to do, and she said she wanted to jump to commit suicide. Huh... She said it very flatly, with a smile on her face... I thought She was joking, so she told her that the water here is shallow, no one can die, and the water ahead is deeper."

"She, she..." Chen Ya continued intermittently, "She even said thank you to me... I don't know, I really don't know..."

Ji Xun closed his eyes.He has never seen the scene of Zhen Huan's death, but now, that vague and illusory scene is gradually approaching from the far end, like a picture scroll, unfolding in front of his eyes.

As soon as the picture scroll was frozen, the people in the picture were pulled on the line and started to move.

A hazy mist enveloped the people in the painting. In his fantasy, Ji Xun saw Chen Ya and Zhen Huan beside the reservoir.

The desire to die was born early, and she was tortured repeatedly, throwing the expectation of life to the last person she saw.

Expectations were dashed.

She thanked politely, turned her back to the world, and jumped down.

Chi Wenlan let go of Chen Ya's shoulders. He stood there, stiffer than the streetlight beside him. He laughed twice as if confused: "Why do you have such malice towards your classmates? What did Zhen Huan do?" Did something hurt you? You must put her to death?"

Chen Ya stopped talking. The roar just now took away the last of her strength. She knelt on the ground, covering her face with her hands, only intermittent crying leaked from her fingers.

After a long time, Ji Xun let out a long breath.

He broke away from his fantasy and looked at Chen Ya again.

Did Chen Ya have a deep hatred with Zhen Huan, so he intentionally provoked Zhen Huan when she wanted to commit suicide?

I'm afraid not.

As she herself said, those words were unintentional...for fun...and disapproving.

She has never seen Zhen Huan's distress in her eyes. All the pain and confusion of the other party are just noisy and annoying to her, so her conversation with Zhen Huan in the end is so ordinary and so casual.

She thought Zhen Huan was talking big, so she responded casually.

Finally lead to tragedy.

"Okay," Ji Xun helped Chen Ya who was kneeling on the ground, "Don't cry, I'll take you back to class first."

However, Chen Ya, who had lost his strength, suddenly regained his energy, pulled his arm from Ji Xun's hand, stared at him with red eyes, and said sharply: "Why don't you scold me, why are you still trying to care about me! Do you think that I will thank you? Let me tell you, I don’t think it’s wrong. I just said a word, and I didn’t push Zhen Huan down. Don’t come to school if you’re weak!”

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and ran, running extremely fast, and bumped into Classmate Zhou on the way. She didn't stop walking, crossed the lawn, and rushed into the depths of the night.

Classmate Zhou took two steps back and stood firm.

His eyes followed Chen Ya away, and there seemed to be a shadow in front of him.

Unreal, slender, pitch-black shadows.

He blinked.

One shadow turned into countless shadows, and countless shadows hid behind trees, bushes, and under walls, looking at them mercilessly without showing any signs of expression.

"What's wrong?" Ji Xun's voice came from beside him.

He turned his head, met Shang Jixun's gaze, and shook his head: "It's nothing, my eyes are dazzled."

Ji Xun wants to catch up with her, but he's not sure. Maybe it's better for her to calm herself down than to talk about the church at this time... But will letting the excited person leave like this will lead to another relationship with Zhen Huan? A similar tragedy?

He hesitated in place for a moment, and finally turned his gaze to Chi Wenlan who was still standing in a daze under the street lamp.

"Teacher Chi." Ji Xun said.

Chi Wenlan's eyeballs moved.

"Mr. Chi, do you want to catch up?"

"What am I going after?" Chi Wenlan asked back.

"Chen Ya...seems a little excited." Ji Xun paused, "Maybe I need some guidance from the teacher."

"I was fired and I was no longer her teacher."

"But you may be able to contact her class teacher, explain the situation, or use other expressions to let the responsible person pay attention to her emotions and mentality in a timely manner."

"Pay attention to the emotions and mentality of a murderer?" Chi Wenlan sneered, "You guys are very kind. But I don't think it's necessary. If the murderer is really so fragile, how did he say that to Zhen Huan at that time! How did you let Zhen Huan go to the deep water area without changing his face! These little devils, these vicious little devils... are demons in the skin of children!"

His voice became louder and louder, and he became more and more excited. Finally, he roared and slammed the black leather bag in his hand on the concrete floor. Lying at everyone's feet, like a shriveled corpse.

"They should kill for their lives!"

"..."

Ji Xun opened his mouth to say something, but someone else's voice sounded in the night wind first, a voice much colder than Ji Xun's.

"It's a little surprising that this sentence came out of your mouth."

Classmate Zhou walked over from the lawn, his eyes hidden under the hair curtain were shining like cold stars.

"Mr. Chi, when you are sternly accusing others, you seem to have forgotten that Zhen Huan's death also has your share of credit."

"I'm helping Zhen Huan!" Chi Wenlan said angrily.

"How to help her? Help her from the summer vacation until she committed suicide by diving?"

"I helped her—her baby didn't—"

"It's not yours at all." Classmate Zhou sneered coldly, "How strange. You did something wrong, your conscience was disturbed, you tried to perfuse everyone with a lie full of mistakes, and obtained peace of conscience with a self-righteous martyrdom, so you You have the position of standing on the lofty moral high ground to criticize others. But Teacher Chi, please realize clearly that since the summer vacation, as long as you have some self-esteem and self-consciousness as a teacher, the school will not spread that Zhen Huan and you Without these rumors, Zhen Huan, who does not have to bear the guidance and gaze of others all the time, would commit suicide?"

Chi Wenlan's cheeks were twitching.

A blue vein representing pain and remorse was moving and trembling under his face, distorting that gentle and young face. He argued: "No! At first she broke up with her boyfriend, so I think as a teacher, I should care about it. She, those students were making a fuss from the very beginning!"

"Caring? Teacher Chi, why do you care about Zhen Huan? As a teacher? Then why doesn't this concern apply to Chen Ya, who is also your student? Are you really not selfish to care about?"

His words are spicy and sarcasm:

"If Chen Ya became an invisible helper because he ignored Zhen Huan's death, what about you? What role did you play in this accident? In the short half of the previous tragedy, Within a month, within 1 minute of just revealing the truth of the tragedy, you seem to have forgotten the lessons learned and repeated the exact same mistakes. Sure enough, the lessons that humans can learn from history are that humans cannot learn any lessons.”

"Enough, enough, shut up, stop talking!"

Chi Wenlan squatted down in pain, and buried his face in his knees. People can deceive others, but they cannot deceive themselves. Of course he knows that he did something wrong. Otherwise, why has he been unable to sleep at night since Zhen Huan died?Otherwise, every time he wakes up and dreams, he can hear Zhen Huan crying?

He twitched and revealed the truth: "I didn't lie... I didn't lie too much... The child in Zhen Huan's belly is not mine... Zhen Huan fell in love with a classmate at first, and then they broke up... I'll go Caring about her, I said you can tell the teacher if you are unhappy, and the teacher will help you...I have selfish intentions...I talked about love with her..."

Ji Xun has been silent, and there is some complexity in his expression.Then these complications subsided, and he forcefully pulled Chi Wenlan up from the ground: "Mr. Chi, before you formally confess your past mistakes, you can spend 5 minutes calling the head teacher of Class A." , Tell the class teacher about Chen Ya, and let the class teacher pay attention to Chen Ya's mental state."

Chi Wenlan staggered twice.

Obviously he is the oldest adult here, but now he is like a helpless child, his body trembling, his eyes rolling around, looking at Ji Xun blankly and fearfully, until he came into contact with Ji Xun's stern eyes, he was burned Say the same:

"I, I know..."

He went to get out his cell phone.

But he fumbled back and forth between his trouser pockets and clothes pockets, but he didn't find his phone.

The mobile phone is on the floor, in a black bag, covered by the lesson plan, and cannot be seen from normal angles.Classmate Zhou saw it.But he folded his hands on his chest and kept silent. It was only by chance that he set his eyes on Ji Xun's face.

The man said at first that he was a policeman.

Although it's a disguise, I'm afraid I really want to be a policeman in the future, so I don't care about pay and work tirelessly to investigate these things that have nothing to do with him. During the investigation, no matter what absurd things I encounter, I will always With an understanding sympathy and compassion.

And these two emotions, he can't understand.

How do you experience what you don’t have.

He looked indifferently at the mobile phone hidden under the lesson plan.

The phone was still found.After seeing that Chi Wenlan hadn't pulled out the phone from his body for a long time, Ji Xun immediately squatted down to look for the briefcase, and as expected, he found the target.

The call also airs immediately.

"Teacher Duan...I'm Chi Wenlan...I have something to tell you...about Chen Ya..."

Hearing him talking upside down, Ji Xun next to him wanted to snatch the phone to speak for himself several times, but he held back.The head teacher would not take a stranger's warning to heart, this kind of thing can only be said by Chi Wenlan.

However, when the narration was coming to an end, something was said on the other end of the phone, and Chi Wenlan was suddenly stunned.

"what?"

He was dumbfounded.

"You said, Chen Ya hasn't returned to the classroom yet? Then she...?"

Where did she go?

The three people present thought of the same question.

The coldness of the stars began to spread from the blood, and then attracted, gathered, and condensed into a dense and sharp ice flower. Ji Xun shuddered, and he suddenly turned to Zhou:

"There may be an accident, let's find someone quickly! Follow the direction she ran away just now, you are familiar with the school, you lead the way!"

The author has something to say: Mojiu~

Note that the only lesson man can learn from history is that man learns no lesson

It should be a buzzword on the Internet. After checking it, it should be adapted from Hegel's words:

"What experience and history have shown us is that peoples and governments have learned nothing from history."

The extended meaning is not the same as the original meaning.