welcome to the real world

Qi Yi can only say this.

He regretted what happened last night more than Qi Lingxi did, and he didn't want it to happen even more than Qi Lingxi.

However, rationality can't overwhelm emotion, and he can't bear to see that he has exhausted all of Qi Yi's willpower, facing Qi Lingxi's active courtship, how could he bear it.

Divorce and separation are the freedom Qi Yi gave to Qi Lingxi, but not his original intention.

From the beginning to the end, he has always loved him, deeply and unreservedly.

Qi Yi is just one person.

No matter how rational and restrained, it is just an individual.

He couldn't resist his lover's tears, couldn't refuse his lover's kiss...

The flame ignited at the touch of a finger, even if it would burn the two of them into a ball of ashes, there was nothing they could do.

Upon waking up, the sweet dream turned into a cruel sharp blade, piercing the tense nerves and bursting out with sharp pain.

Qi Yi saw Qi Lingxi's despair and helplessness, saw the pain and self-doubt in his eyes, and saw his belief in living that was about to collapse.

At that moment, Qi Yi suddenly woke up.

All he can do is to reshape his belief, even if it has become an obsession, it is better than a complete collapse.

--what do you want?

——I can satisfy you.

Make the night a deal.

It has nothing to do with love, just looking for hardships on the road.

In this way, Qi Lingxi's spirit is clear, he always loves only Qiyi, and everything he does is for Qiyi.

Dirty is just power.

For the first time in Qi Yi's life... he is grateful for the filthiness of power.

What a good excuse, Qi Lingxi, who has no background or resources, has to pay a certain price if she wants to stand above those ten thousand people.

That's the price.

It is very logical, Qi Yi can also use the status of "bed partner" to protect him logically. After all, in the struggle for power, there are countless dangers.

He will give him a safe protective shield, lead him to pursue power, and lead him to bear the responsibilities and obligations of the superior, so that he has to live well.

Time heals all things.

There will also be a day decades later when Qi Lingxi forgets about Qiyi, forgets about q... and is able to live a chic, free and clear life again.

Qi Yi's wish in this life is nothing more than that.

So he didn't show that he was Q, but put on the posture of a powerful person, leading Qi Lingxi step by step to the high position of marshal, and step by step towards an unpredictable future.

How ironic.

Qi Lingxi, who only yearns for pure love, will one day feel that a bed partner is the most comfortable relationship.

Year after year, decade after decade.

Qi Lingxi finally realized a fact... Qi Yi is gone, and it is impossible for him to find him again.

Sadly, he's not eligible to go with him.

He has brothers who follow him, countless families who depend on him, and the people of the empire who trust him and love him.

There are so many things I can't let go of besides love.

On the way to find Qiyi, Qi Lingxi no longer belongs to him alone.

Qi Lingxi, who sat on the position of marshal, was definitely not a puppet.

The puppet is just a protective umbrella Qi Yi gave him, so that he will not be so targeted by the public.

It was also at this moment that Qi Lingxi looked at Qi Yi.

People's hearts are made of flesh. When facing the kindness of others, you can endure it for a day or two, a month or two, or a year or two. How about ten or twenty years?

Even if it's just tolerance and protection for her bed partner, Qi Yi has done it to the extreme.

It was impossible for Qi Lingxi not to see it, but he couldn't see it.

At this age, Qi Lingxi has experienced too much.

The deep-rooted lovesickness when he was young, a marriage when he was an adult, and then a bed partner relationship...

Layer by layer, how could Qi Lingxi dare to imagine love again.

Finding Qiyi is just an obsession, and he knows that even if he finds it, he can't go back to the past.

Qi Lingxi didn't dare to recall Q for a moment, because those three years had already turned into a new cage, imprisoning most of his emotions.

Facing Qi Yi, Qi Lingxi exiled herself at first.

The bed partner is pretty good, it’s nice to simply take what they need, and what’s even better is that the imperial prince looks exactly like his young lover.

This was Qi Lingxi's thought at first, but later he felt bad.

Passionate sex has never been nourished by love. The more fit, the more joyful it is, but also the more empty and disappointed.

The so-called taking what they need has gradually become unclear who needs what.

Does Qi Yi need a companion or Qi Lingxi needs more?

Does Qi Lingxi need power more or Qi Yi needs it more?

In the end, Qi Lingxi didn't even dare to look at Qi Yi's face.

Why do two unrelated people look so alike?

Why does Qi Yi look like Qi Yi so much.

He could no longer tell them apart.

He loves Qi Yi, does he love Qi Yi?

After finding Qiyi, he couldn't love him anymore.

What about Qi Yi...

There can be no love between them.

The moment she realized her thoughts, Qi Lingxi flinched.

He can't fall in love with Qi Yi, and he can't fall in love with someone who looks so much like Qi Yi.

what is this?

Is the human heart so impermanent?

He despises himself, loathes himself, disgusts himself.

This kind of self-doubt is tormenting, Qi Lingxi tried to distance herself from Qi Yi, and began to avoid him, trying to make herself more sober, not to be greedy for some impossible things.

Qi Yi doesn't need love.

Qi Lingxi doesn't deserve to have love anymore.

The only purpose of his life is to find Qiyi, and after he finds him, he will never be with him again. He just understands what is in his heart, and then dedicates his life to the Sun Empire alone.

That's it.

that is it.

The more Qi Lingxi told herself like this, the more she couldn't control her nostalgia for Qi Yi.

Fortunately, Qi Lingxi is no longer that ignorant young man, he has enough self-control.

He can control himself.

Qi Yi quickly felt Qi Lingxi's alienation.

The past decade or so was not considered uncomfortable for Qi Yi, even if he did what he hated the most, even if he was immersed in the vortex of power, vying for that position of no interest, and reduced to a tool of the empire.

But there was always a vague sweetness lingering in his heart, because of Qi Lingxi.

No matter the relationship between the bed partner or the partner, at least you can see him and kiss him. At midnight, you will be very emotional, seeing him reflected in his beautiful eyes, as if your heart is also filled with him.

The comfort that this illusory sweetness gave Qi Yi was enormous.

If this is forever, then he can't wait for it.

He doesn't ask too much, what q got is enough, Qi Yi doesn't need more.

That's fine.

Until Qi Yi felt Qi Lingxi's alienation.

Deliberately avoiding him, intentionally avoiding him, the agreed day is also perfunctory and numb...

At that moment, Qi Yi "woke up".

It turns out that even these are forced, and even these are not something he can have.

Qi Lingxi didn't even want to give him these things.

Qi Yi understands him better than anyone in the world.

Qi Lingxi was tired of him, but because of her status and affection, she couldn't let him go.

In this case……

He shouldn't make things difficult for him.

Qi Yi told Qi Lingxi: "I am going to marry the Sun family."

Qi Lingxi was stunned.

Qi Yi lowered her eyelashes, and her voice was flat: "With the support of the Sun family, most of the cabinet will be attached to me."

After a long time, Qi Lingxi replied in a calm manner: "Yes, yes." Then he smiled, his eyes were bright, and he said without haze, "From then on, we should not meet late at night."

Qi Yi raised her eyes and looked into his eyes.

Qi Lingxi looked back at him frankly, without regret or pain, only relieved.

Qi Yi didn't know how he made the sound, but he could only say this word, and he whispered: "En."

Since then, the bed partner relationship is just a rumor from the outside world.

Qi Lingxi ran to a remote galaxy, got drunk for three days and three nights, and met Merika after sobering up.

At that moment, Qi Lingxi couldn't tell who she was seeing.

Qiyi?

q?

Qi Yi?

Do not……

He is singular.

All the good and all the sins of his long life.