two fools

When I was 11 years old, my father picked me up and brought me home. At that time, I was a little beggar, and I was thrown into the woods when I was sick, dying.It was my father who saw me and took me back to the Gu family.

When I first arrived in Gu's residence, I was very ill and had a fever for several days before I got better.Opening his eyes in a daze, he heard someone persuading him, "The doctor said it's all right, you don't have to worry."

Another voice rang out: "But he has been refusing to open his eyes." After speaking, a hand stretched over to this side, "It's okay to touch his head..." When the man saw that his eyes were open, he yelled and stood up. Get up and say, "He's awake!"

There was joy in the voice, I blinked, and saw another man leaning over to take a look, there was no emotion in his eyes, and said, "Just let Zishu watch it when you wake up."

He took people out and walked out, "It's freezing cold, you stay indoors."

I coughed twice and sat up with difficulty. A servant came in, entered the room, touched my head, and said with a smile, "I really survived."

He asked me, "What's your name, kid?"

I touched the soft mattress under my hand, felt his softness and gentleness, and said in a low voice, "I don't remember."

Later I learned that the servant was named Zishu, the person who brought me back was named Eleven, and the other person was Gu Chengxian, the head of the Gu family.I have heard some of their stories among the beggars, and there are all versions.But in the end, the meaning is that the head of the Gu family has a fool, and the two are very affectionate.

I looked up at the two people standing side by side, and there was nothing to hide under the gaze of the Patriarch of the Gu family. He asked me, "I heard from Zishu that you don't remember anything?"

I nodded guiltyly, and the Patriarch of the Gu family said, "If you don't remember, let Zishu take you to the street to identify people." I have heard of the patriarch of the Gu family's methods of resoluteness. stand up.Zishu had already come over and stood by my side to pull me. At that time, I wanted to stay, so I took a step forward, plopped down and knelt down in front of the person called Shiyi, hugged his leg and cried, "Father, don't want me."

Eleven was bewildered by my hug, "I'm not your father."

I said sternly, "What did my son do to make you angry, don't be angry, my son will change, please don't want me!"

I was really scared at the time, and I cried very realistically, with snot and tears.I had nothing to do with Eleven, so I went to see Gu Chengxian. Gu Chengxian looked at me thoughtfully, which made me feel withdrawn. When I felt that this was impossible, he suddenly asked Eleven, "You Do you want to keep him?"

As soon as I heard this, I hurriedly grasped Eleven, for fear that he would kick me away.Eleven looked at me a little embarrassed, "But I'm not his father."

Gu Chengxian asked, "Do you want to be his father?" Eleven looked down at me, thought for a while, and then his eyes curled up, "Okay."

I didn't expect that the process of this matter would be so smooth. At the age of 11, I suddenly became the only young master of the Gu family.

Gu Chengxian became my father, Shi Shi became my father.

At the age of 20, I married Lin Wan, a girl with whom I was in love. At the end of this year, my father suddenly fell ill.

This disease never got better. At first he could still have the energy to play with Dad for a while, but later he was not very energetic and sometimes fell asleep drowsily.

A few days before he left, he probably expected a little bit, holding Father's hand tightly in his hand.Outside the window, willows are sprouting new buds, and when everything is still in spring, he is gradually dissipating vitality amidst the vitality.

Dad still didn't know what happened to him, but thought he was tired, so he lay beside him to accompany him.He held Father's hand, gently touched his face, and whispered to each other like they used to say every night, "Eleventh, I'm going to a place far, far away, and it will take a while to get there." return."

He wiped the corners of Dad's eyes and smiled slightly, "Don't be afraid, I will change to a different way to stay by your side."

Father held his hand instead, and asked him in a low voice, "How can I accompany you?"

He said, "I will be the cloud above your head, the wind beside your ear, the light rain that won't annoy you, and the sun that warms you." Dad was very happy when he heard that, and leaned over to leave a kiss on the corner of his mouth , "Okay, with you by my side, I won't be afraid."

I quietly backed out and closed the door.

The sun was shining brightly on the day my father died, and he passed away in his sleep without suffering. The old people said it was a happy funeral.Dad didn't know that his father had left, he just thought he went to a certain place as he said, so he didn't feel sad, and he still squatted in the back garden to play as usual.

On the third day after his father was buried, the servants of the mansion suddenly came to report that the master had escaped.I just felt a buzzing in my head, and I didn't dare to think about what would happen if Dad ran out.I walked around the city and suddenly thought of a place where he was most likely to be.

I took people to find a small bamboo house that the Gu family bought in the north of the city. That was where they lived before I came.After I entered the Gu Mansion, I was brought here twice, and I remembered the location, so I found it quickly.

The bamboo house has been placed for a long time, and the surrounding withered grass is overgrown, very desolate.When I rushed over with someone, my father was squatting in the house and looking for something. When he heard the voice, he looked towards me and asked suspiciously, "Why are you here?"

My panicked heart calmed down a bit, and I went up to him and asked him with some fear, "I want to ask you, why did you run out without saying a word."

Dad scratched his head in embarrassment, and showed me a pair of small clay figurines that were turned out, "I'm looking for this."

It was a birthday gift from his father when he was 40 years old, and he suddenly remembered it when he was 60 years old.I was a little scared, knowing that he couldn't remember things for more than half a year.

"How do you remember this?"

He smiled, "It was a dream."

After going out for a whole morning, he looked tired, and when he found what he wanted, he wanted to go back.I helped him walk on the road, and said fearfully, "Don't come out by yourself in the future, tell me, I'll be with you."

He smiled, and said nonchalantly, "Oh, it's okay, I have Ah Yin with me."

Where is there a father in this world?I just thought he was lying to me to rest assured that I didn't take his words to heart.He saw my disbelief, pulled me to stop, raised my hands and spread them out, and said with a smile, "Look, he's here."

The breeze passed through his five fingers, brushing away the broken hair around his ears.His eyes were wide open, reminding me of what happened when I was 12 years old.

When I was 12 years old, I went to school and studied with other children in Los Angeles. They laughed at me every day as the child of two men, called me Rabbit Lord, and called me Peach.I was so angry that I grabbed people and beat them violently.

This dozen beat people up enough, and they were taken home by their father and father.At that time, when I was angry, my father asked me why I was fighting with others, and I said indiscriminately, "It's all your fault, they all laughed at me for having two fathers."

My father never got angry with me, that was the only time he got angry and threw me out of the Gu family.I had nowhere to go, stubborn and regretful in my heart, wandered around the bamboo house I remembered, and wandered away.At night, there was no one in the bamboo house, and I couldn't find a book to light the fire, so I hugged myself and lay on the bed crying. I was tired from crying and fell asleep on the bed.

I slept until midnight when I heard a sound at the door, and I woke up suddenly, thinking that some bad guy had come in, so I hid in the corner in fright.Trembling with fright, I regretted that I ran out in a fit of anger.But I didn't want to, it was Father who pushed the door and came in.He was carrying a lantern, and he didn't see me when he opened the door, so he called me.I cried and ran over and threw myself into his arms, calling his name while crying.Father touched my head to coax me, "Stop crying, don't cry, I'm here to look for you."

I hiccupped and looked at him, crying and saying, "Why did you come out by yourself, you know it's dangerous to come out by yourself?"

What if he gets lost on the way to find me!He still looked at me and smiled, not paying attention at all. I anxiously wanted to tell him not to run around by myself, but he laughed and said, "It's okay, Axian is following me."

I glanced behind him, and it was so dark that no one could be seen.I didn't believe it. I thought he was lying to me, but when I saw him blinking at me mysteriously, he said proudly, "Look."

Standing like this, he suddenly bent down with an ah, which also startled me.But faster than me, is the figure of my father.He ran over from the dark place and asked him worriedly, "What's wrong?"

Father smiled at him embarrassedly, "I'm out of breath." Father's face was a little stiff, and he pinched his nose for a long time, "Let you lie."

Father smiled flatteringly, grabbed my hand and shook, "Let's go." I stood still, afraid that my father would disagree, after all, what I said this afternoon was really too much.

I anxiously waited for my father to speak, but my father didn't care, he took my hand and walked forward on his own.His father coughed heavily after him, and he finally came to his senses. He hurriedly stopped and took his hand, holding me with one hand and father with the other, and said happily, "I'm going home."

I haven't had a single rebellion since then.

One night in the third month after my father left, I was reading the account book in the study, and Wan'er stumbled in, without saying a word, tears flowed down first.The heavily ink-stained pen smeared a large area on the paper, and I closed my eyes, thinking of those words my father said before he died.

"Sometimes I'm really afraid that he will leave before me. If he doesn't remember anything, he will forget me if he leaves first. So I will leave first and watch him by the Naihe bridge."

Father must never have imagined that Father would follow him within three months after he left.He will still remember his father, so they can still love each other even if they meet at the bridge.

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