Destruction is my instinct to love you

It's really unbelievable when you think about it.

Since I was young, I have actually written a lot of things, various types, but this is the first time for such a long story, the first time for Danmei, and the first time for a finished one. Thinking about it, I am a little excited.

Let me tell you about myself, the original intention of writing this book is that the oppressed negative energy in the third year of junior high school happened to fall in love with a certain Yida, so I wrote such a work with BD□□ content, but everyone knows , BDSM is just a relatively small way of expression in the article. I personally don’t know BDSM the best (I’m very straight) so I really got into a certain empire for a long time and got 30 permissions for the photo (…), more I think there are many more in terms of character description, sports and fighting. Some friends sneaked up and asked me if I was a professional fighter. I just want to say that I really think too much, but I still like fighting.Now I am only a sophomore in high school. I felt sorry for everyone when I was cut off for a year. I also felt like jumping into a pit. It was really uncomfortable. Looking at my writing is still very immature, probably because I am not old enough.

After the post yesterday, many people came to scold me and asked me why BE agreed to HE. In fact, it was HE in the end, right? 【Beating】.I personally believe that the ending is unexpected but it is reasonable, because Maupassant has a greater influence on me, and I love his eloquent but eye-catching ending twist.Apart from Maupassant, my favorite contemporary writers are Haruki Murakami and Keigo Higashino, so there are some silly and obscure philosophical things in the text, as well as the dark and weird atmosphere that is always rendered... This is really beyond my control of... ok.

Let me think about the words of Tanmei writers... In fact, I always read the text and not the title, so let's talk about the title of the book.First of all, I love "The Lover Under One Step", I love "Crazy Game" very much, I also love "If You Are Not Crazy, You Can't Survive", "Floating Life" is also very fond of, "Mermaid Mountain Village" is also very impressive (you Kuaiai is back), there is also a human beast that I have seen before, which seems to be called "Pure Gold · Human Beast Leopard" which laid the foundation for me to accept heavy tastes (the first, second, fourth, fifth, and sixth books are not! Want! Money!), and I’m going to read the famous Huo Evil recently, I feel that I’ve been in the danmei circle for so long and haven’t seen Huo Evil, I’m so fresh!The kind of text I like, first of all, it cannot always be in this format:

XX said: ...

OO said:  …

XX said: ...

OO said:  …

Even if it’s online chat, normal conversations are like this. I feel so lazy and uninspired (I’m really enough), maybe it’s because of Virgo. .

Now let’s go back to the text itself. The original intention of the idea was to play the Danmei game DMMD’s particle BE, BadEnd, hahaha, that was also the first time I played a Danmei game. I used to play RPG and GAL (ignore GAL) It’s really interesting to play. In BE, Cang Ye’s leg was cut off by a particle, and it’s really cool to feel there for the rest of his life... So I opened my mind and started writing, I don’t know how to get stuck until now How many people have been killed, although no one is watching, but even if there is only one or two, I think we should face it seriously and be responsible to others (positive color).

It can be seen from the writing that I am an attacker...Actually, I think I love him too, and I treat him very well, and I treat Pei Fei so well probably because he is the perfect man in my ideal Individually, even if he is selfish, indifferent, and unscrupulous for power; Mu Jiabai is a very contradictory character, and from a psychological point of view, he is indeed a pervert among perverts, and he is also a pitiful pervert.I remember that I wrote about Abai in the article. He would rather have nothing than be a pervert—he is indeed a very painful child, so at the end I erased his bad memories before and let him be a good one. Normal people believe that Pei Fei will cherish the hard-won happiness after going through so many things, and set to go to the Netherlands, haha, after thinking about it, I know what can be done there and what can’t be done in other countries, this setting is also proof The determination in Pei Fei's heart is that this marriage will definitely become an obstacle for him to continue to climb up in the future, but he, who regards power as everything, is willing to bury this hidden danger with his own hands.

Mu Jiabai’s previous story and Xiao Xian’s story, as well as some points that need to be unraveled. After the two of them went to the Netherlands, their married life. I will post extra stories one after another before the end of the summer vacation. Please pay attention if you have anything to do.By the way, although I don't pay much attention to the collection of articles...but I always get upset. Although I don't really care about it, I feel very upset when I look at it. I feel that my writing is poor and I cry.

The word count of this first post on JJ is estimated to be about 23W. In fact, I estimate that it is about 25W-30W with the crab being caught. My own meat stewing skills have declined a bit or are empty... It really is not good to have no experience (well, what is wrong, right? No, no, I am ← eye-catching from [straight]).Because this year is the second year of high school, next year the third year of high school, my parents have high expectations for me, so although I will continue to write some short stories in the future, it will definitely not be as crazy as last year and this year. The end is also an explanation for myself. For long stories, wait until you are free after the college entrance examination before writing.Also, it's all over, everyone who has been reading the article, can you give me a few long comments?I forced the last long comment from my friends and I am very unhappy if I don’t read the text carefully!If there is no long comment, it’s okay to take a bubble when the article is over, haha.

I wish you all a happy day, eat and drink well, and read the text with great energy.

In addition, a pretty single Two-dimensional buckle group is still waiting to join, group number: 385266128

By a man who doesn't sleep late at night