marriage rescue plan
Chapter 4
It's time for the regular monthly psychological assessment.
When Chi Yu walked to the nursing home, he was a little dazed.The place near the military area has an inexplicable sense of solemnity, and most of the patients here are veterans, and most of them are from special forces.
The scenery is actually very good.
The whole area near the mountain and the lake is encircled to the nursing home, so there is a courtyard that cannot see the side and a quiet enough environment.The heel-high green grass is slightly messy, but well-groomed.There are cobblestone-paved paths with pure white chairs and street lamps on the side of the road.The lamp posts of the street lamps are made of black wrought iron, but the light bulbs are pure white.If it was night, it would be as bright as day.
Chi Yu didn't quite know that his mental illness was not serious enough to require compulsory recuperation.
The middle-aged woman who is not too old a few steps away is a well-known spy. I don’t know which mission went wrong a few years ago. She was caught by a foreign organization. She lost contact for a few months. Something was wrong, and it took a while before he was sent to a nursing home, and his mind was already unconscious.She used to be glamorous and charming, and she couldn't tell her age, but now she looks old.Even though he looked relaxed sitting in the sun, his slow reaction and slightly empty eyes made Chi Yu feel sad for a while.
And over there, the seemingly harmless middle-aged man who was followed by two medical staff was a vanguard in the army when he was young, but his temper changed drastically before he was discharged from the army.The walk looks relaxed, but Chi Yu knows that as long as there is a little stimulation, such as blood, violence, this person will go crazy.Can two medical staff take care of it?I brought medicine.A shot of anesthesia?It's creepy.
He thought about the last mission three years ago.
He followed the team in the famous poisonous triangle area.The big drug lord has a big heart. With armed forces, he not only wants to be a drug lord, but he has attracted troops from various countries to encircle and suppress him.
He and one of the combatants in the team, who were in the second echelon, were arrested by the drug lords when they were doing investigation work.
When he was selected for the team, he was selected exceptionally because of his outstanding mental strength and professional ability, and his physical test results were actually pretty bad.He has a bookish appearance, his body is thin due to his small frame, and his skin looks pale and unhealthy due to his research... In short, he looks like a support staff.
Support staff know more?
But the logistics staff can afford even less.
Chi Yu couldn't bear it at all when he was tortured, he shouted whenever he should, and fainted whenever he should.Chi Yu reckoned that the group of people were probably afraid that they would be too weak to bear it, so they didn't put in much effort.But the member who came from the same team took too much.Those people let him watch the punishment in order to shock him mentally.Chi Yu was actually a little afraid of blood, the kind he could control, but he was a little numb just looking at it.
The team members also weakened.
How many days have you persisted?
A week or more?
Without dignity, living like a prop, all you see is meaningless flesh and blood and the inhuman expressions of the enemy.
Chi Yu originally thought that he could not be affected, but he was wrong.
Before being rescued, he and his companions were injected with high-concentration drugs, which would not be fatal, but would damage the internal organs of the body, and addiction is a must.When drugs are working in the body, the whole world is unreal.Chi Yu couldn't help being frightened, he even felt that his existence was nothingness.Fortunately, he was forced to detoxify from drugs, and the pain during detoxification made him feel at ease.
At least the pain is real.
When he came out of the drug rehabilitation center, he learned that his companion had committed suicide.
"The punishment he received had already weakened his body, and the drugs further damaged his body. Because it can relieve the pain, when he quit drugs... well, in short, he couldn't bear it, so he committed suicide."
"Is there nothing in the room?" Chi Yu asked, "How can I kill myself?"
"Chi Yu, don't deceive yourself. Isn't it easy for someone in our line of work to commit suicide?"
Chi Yu was silent for a moment.
He passed the psychological test for demobilization, but failed the physical examination.The order from above was to withdraw from the special forces and join the work of the scientific research department.
But Chi Yu knew that he was still affected.Violent urges, a tendency to seek pain...and further interpretations of the worldview.
"Can I apply for further psychological testing? Or psychological intervention treatment?"
His captain looked at him deeply: "You... think something is wrong with you?"
"I can control it." Chi Yu said softly, "But I don't want to. I'm very tired."
"Okay." His captain agreed.
After all, it's just for self-consolation.With that psychological test certificate, he can be discharged from the army and return to a truly peaceful life.But the ideals of the past are the same, stay in university, do scientific research, or be a teacher.There is no violence, no bloodshed, and there are even few struggles in the workplace. As a scientific researcher in a military academy, I face a group of ambitious children who simply want to defend their home and country...
It would be great if it could go on like this.
If you can control yourself, you can find a way to resolve it.
Chi Yu sighed.
He walked into the psychiatrist's office.
His therapist was a handsome young man with rimless glasses.Looks like an elite.Of course, it can also be said that it looks like a beast in clothes.He raised his eyes to see Chi Yu, raised his eyebrows: "Why are you here again?"
"Come to see you." Chi Yu said with a smile.
The psychiatrist, surnamed Lu, watched Chi Yu sit down opposite him with a gentle smile on his face, and sighed, "You don't have any problems."
"I don't think so." Chi Yu retorted.
"I know what you're going to say. Violent tendencies, occasional craving for blood but occasional boredom, self-loathing, self-abuse tendencies, pursuit of pain, and fear of taking the initiative..." Dr. Lu listed the problems he found in the psychological test, "You even They will say that these problems are getting worse. But Chi Yu, you can't go on like this."
"what?"
"I know you understand. These problems exist because you want them to exist. You want them to be serious, so they gradually invade your life." Dr. Lu pushed his glasses and glanced at him with some admiration, but also some Disgusted man, "Your mental strength test is the highest level. You have pursuits and ideals, and your three views are correct. Those psychological reactions are actually some common psychological reactions of veterans. It is reasonable to disappear after a few years... Don't you admit it? The reason it's getting worse?" Dr. Lu said lightly.
After hearing what he said, Chi Yu actually understood.He smiled: "Why did the doctor tell me now?"
"Team Feng has something to do with you." Dr. Lu threw his case to him, "Haven't you been sending out secret missions all the time? In the form of non-staff personnel? Don't come to the nursing home again. If you don't get sick, you will get sick after a few more visits." .”
Team Feng...
Captain, he has been in the special forces for so many years, but he can still do it, and he does it so well. He is really a tough guy.
Chi Yu put away the case, and before going out, he winked at Dr. Lu: "Take care, we probably won't see each other again."
He noticed Dr. Lu's eyes that he couldn't take back in time.
Tsk, she looks like a group of elites dressed like beasts, but she didn't expect to be so innocent, no wonder she worked in the military sanatorium for so long.Chi Yu thought, he was really bad.
Doctor Lu likes him a little bit?
Of course he knew, had found out from the beginning.
But so what?He is fickle.Other people's liking has something to do with him?
But Dr. Lu's slightly flustered look just now, as usual, he didn't have a little trouble in his heart, but he thought of Hei Lang inexplicably.
Turning the corner of the nursing home, there was a man waiting for him by the gate.
Military uniform, tall and straight posture, bronze complexion, and resolute look.
"Captain?" Chi Yu asked in surprise.
Feng Jing waited for him for a while, then turned to the front when he saw him coming.He looked at Chi Yu, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and the person in front of him didn't change much, which made him feel a little bit emotional.
He gave a military salute: "Long time no see."
Chi Yu stood still, avoiding the sun and talking to him in the shadow of the gate: "Captain, why are you here? Wu Dong was always in charge of the mission, right?"
"Wu Dong has changed teams."
Chi Yu blinked and sighed: "Only the captain, you are the best. Persevere until now."
Feng Jing didn't answer his words, just said: "Have you been in contact with 'Hei Lang'?"
"The higher ups know?"
"Yeah." Feng Jing nodded, "Heilang has cooperation with the military department, but what the chief means is that this person doesn't seem to be able to tell good from evil, so be careful when you come and go."
Chi Yu agreed.
Feng Jing said again: "Also, the arms dealer's party will be held in three months' time...the higher authorities will ask you to find a way to get in."
"what?"
"They..." Feng Jing was a little embarrassed, "They think you get along well with the black wolf. There are some intelligence needs at the arms dealer's party, and, inferred from the codes deciphered by other countries, the old vulture will Participate. Recently, in the territorial disputes surrounding our country..."
Chi Yu sighed: "I understand."
"Actually, you've already retired..."
"Captain, when did you start to soften your heart?" Chi Yu looked at him with a smile.
Feng Jing frowned: "I heard that Hei Lang is cruel and merciless, and he has weird hobbies. The superior originally arranged for a female agent to approach him, but..."
Feng Jing opened his mouth several times, but in the end he just said in a deep voice, "Be careful."
Chi Yu saw him off, and stood at the gate of the nursing home looking around at the scenery.
He probably won't come to this place again.
This stall took on such a task.Cruel?There is nothing wrong with judging the man that way.Such a hostile, moody look...
But Chi Yu didn't feel embarrassed.
On the contrary, he was quite happy.
——There are many reasons, and I can continue to contact Heilang.
The last time he was molested like that in that man's arsenal, he hasn't fought back yet.
A little bit, I hope what that person said is true.
Chi Yu left the nursing home.
The sun is still good.
The author has something to say: Recently, I have re-read some previous Wangwang fans.
No one writes about Wang Wang now. ╮(╯▽╰)╭The author's Two-dimensional enlightenment, novel enlightenment and writing enlightenment are all Internet kings.This is a childhood memory.
make a fist!Always write an online Wang fan~~!
Speaking of modern dramas, it will unknowingly write like an argumentative essay QAQ
The outline has been revised, so the content of this chapter has been rewritten...
When Chi Yu walked to the nursing home, he was a little dazed.The place near the military area has an inexplicable sense of solemnity, and most of the patients here are veterans, and most of them are from special forces.
The scenery is actually very good.
The whole area near the mountain and the lake is encircled to the nursing home, so there is a courtyard that cannot see the side and a quiet enough environment.The heel-high green grass is slightly messy, but well-groomed.There are cobblestone-paved paths with pure white chairs and street lamps on the side of the road.The lamp posts of the street lamps are made of black wrought iron, but the light bulbs are pure white.If it was night, it would be as bright as day.
Chi Yu didn't quite know that his mental illness was not serious enough to require compulsory recuperation.
The middle-aged woman who is not too old a few steps away is a well-known spy. I don’t know which mission went wrong a few years ago. She was caught by a foreign organization. She lost contact for a few months. Something was wrong, and it took a while before he was sent to a nursing home, and his mind was already unconscious.She used to be glamorous and charming, and she couldn't tell her age, but now she looks old.Even though he looked relaxed sitting in the sun, his slow reaction and slightly empty eyes made Chi Yu feel sad for a while.
And over there, the seemingly harmless middle-aged man who was followed by two medical staff was a vanguard in the army when he was young, but his temper changed drastically before he was discharged from the army.The walk looks relaxed, but Chi Yu knows that as long as there is a little stimulation, such as blood, violence, this person will go crazy.Can two medical staff take care of it?I brought medicine.A shot of anesthesia?It's creepy.
He thought about the last mission three years ago.
He followed the team in the famous poisonous triangle area.The big drug lord has a big heart. With armed forces, he not only wants to be a drug lord, but he has attracted troops from various countries to encircle and suppress him.
He and one of the combatants in the team, who were in the second echelon, were arrested by the drug lords when they were doing investigation work.
When he was selected for the team, he was selected exceptionally because of his outstanding mental strength and professional ability, and his physical test results were actually pretty bad.He has a bookish appearance, his body is thin due to his small frame, and his skin looks pale and unhealthy due to his research... In short, he looks like a support staff.
Support staff know more?
But the logistics staff can afford even less.
Chi Yu couldn't bear it at all when he was tortured, he shouted whenever he should, and fainted whenever he should.Chi Yu reckoned that the group of people were probably afraid that they would be too weak to bear it, so they didn't put in much effort.But the member who came from the same team took too much.Those people let him watch the punishment in order to shock him mentally.Chi Yu was actually a little afraid of blood, the kind he could control, but he was a little numb just looking at it.
The team members also weakened.
How many days have you persisted?
A week or more?
Without dignity, living like a prop, all you see is meaningless flesh and blood and the inhuman expressions of the enemy.
Chi Yu originally thought that he could not be affected, but he was wrong.
Before being rescued, he and his companions were injected with high-concentration drugs, which would not be fatal, but would damage the internal organs of the body, and addiction is a must.When drugs are working in the body, the whole world is unreal.Chi Yu couldn't help being frightened, he even felt that his existence was nothingness.Fortunately, he was forced to detoxify from drugs, and the pain during detoxification made him feel at ease.
At least the pain is real.
When he came out of the drug rehabilitation center, he learned that his companion had committed suicide.
"The punishment he received had already weakened his body, and the drugs further damaged his body. Because it can relieve the pain, when he quit drugs... well, in short, he couldn't bear it, so he committed suicide."
"Is there nothing in the room?" Chi Yu asked, "How can I kill myself?"
"Chi Yu, don't deceive yourself. Isn't it easy for someone in our line of work to commit suicide?"
Chi Yu was silent for a moment.
He passed the psychological test for demobilization, but failed the physical examination.The order from above was to withdraw from the special forces and join the work of the scientific research department.
But Chi Yu knew that he was still affected.Violent urges, a tendency to seek pain...and further interpretations of the worldview.
"Can I apply for further psychological testing? Or psychological intervention treatment?"
His captain looked at him deeply: "You... think something is wrong with you?"
"I can control it." Chi Yu said softly, "But I don't want to. I'm very tired."
"Okay." His captain agreed.
After all, it's just for self-consolation.With that psychological test certificate, he can be discharged from the army and return to a truly peaceful life.But the ideals of the past are the same, stay in university, do scientific research, or be a teacher.There is no violence, no bloodshed, and there are even few struggles in the workplace. As a scientific researcher in a military academy, I face a group of ambitious children who simply want to defend their home and country...
It would be great if it could go on like this.
If you can control yourself, you can find a way to resolve it.
Chi Yu sighed.
He walked into the psychiatrist's office.
His therapist was a handsome young man with rimless glasses.Looks like an elite.Of course, it can also be said that it looks like a beast in clothes.He raised his eyes to see Chi Yu, raised his eyebrows: "Why are you here again?"
"Come to see you." Chi Yu said with a smile.
The psychiatrist, surnamed Lu, watched Chi Yu sit down opposite him with a gentle smile on his face, and sighed, "You don't have any problems."
"I don't think so." Chi Yu retorted.
"I know what you're going to say. Violent tendencies, occasional craving for blood but occasional boredom, self-loathing, self-abuse tendencies, pursuit of pain, and fear of taking the initiative..." Dr. Lu listed the problems he found in the psychological test, "You even They will say that these problems are getting worse. But Chi Yu, you can't go on like this."
"what?"
"I know you understand. These problems exist because you want them to exist. You want them to be serious, so they gradually invade your life." Dr. Lu pushed his glasses and glanced at him with some admiration, but also some Disgusted man, "Your mental strength test is the highest level. You have pursuits and ideals, and your three views are correct. Those psychological reactions are actually some common psychological reactions of veterans. It is reasonable to disappear after a few years... Don't you admit it? The reason it's getting worse?" Dr. Lu said lightly.
After hearing what he said, Chi Yu actually understood.He smiled: "Why did the doctor tell me now?"
"Team Feng has something to do with you." Dr. Lu threw his case to him, "Haven't you been sending out secret missions all the time? In the form of non-staff personnel? Don't come to the nursing home again. If you don't get sick, you will get sick after a few more visits." .”
Team Feng...
Captain, he has been in the special forces for so many years, but he can still do it, and he does it so well. He is really a tough guy.
Chi Yu put away the case, and before going out, he winked at Dr. Lu: "Take care, we probably won't see each other again."
He noticed Dr. Lu's eyes that he couldn't take back in time.
Tsk, she looks like a group of elites dressed like beasts, but she didn't expect to be so innocent, no wonder she worked in the military sanatorium for so long.Chi Yu thought, he was really bad.
Doctor Lu likes him a little bit?
Of course he knew, had found out from the beginning.
But so what?He is fickle.Other people's liking has something to do with him?
But Dr. Lu's slightly flustered look just now, as usual, he didn't have a little trouble in his heart, but he thought of Hei Lang inexplicably.
Turning the corner of the nursing home, there was a man waiting for him by the gate.
Military uniform, tall and straight posture, bronze complexion, and resolute look.
"Captain?" Chi Yu asked in surprise.
Feng Jing waited for him for a while, then turned to the front when he saw him coming.He looked at Chi Yu, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and the person in front of him didn't change much, which made him feel a little bit emotional.
He gave a military salute: "Long time no see."
Chi Yu stood still, avoiding the sun and talking to him in the shadow of the gate: "Captain, why are you here? Wu Dong was always in charge of the mission, right?"
"Wu Dong has changed teams."
Chi Yu blinked and sighed: "Only the captain, you are the best. Persevere until now."
Feng Jing didn't answer his words, just said: "Have you been in contact with 'Hei Lang'?"
"The higher ups know?"
"Yeah." Feng Jing nodded, "Heilang has cooperation with the military department, but what the chief means is that this person doesn't seem to be able to tell good from evil, so be careful when you come and go."
Chi Yu agreed.
Feng Jing said again: "Also, the arms dealer's party will be held in three months' time...the higher authorities will ask you to find a way to get in."
"what?"
"They..." Feng Jing was a little embarrassed, "They think you get along well with the black wolf. There are some intelligence needs at the arms dealer's party, and, inferred from the codes deciphered by other countries, the old vulture will Participate. Recently, in the territorial disputes surrounding our country..."
Chi Yu sighed: "I understand."
"Actually, you've already retired..."
"Captain, when did you start to soften your heart?" Chi Yu looked at him with a smile.
Feng Jing frowned: "I heard that Hei Lang is cruel and merciless, and he has weird hobbies. The superior originally arranged for a female agent to approach him, but..."
Feng Jing opened his mouth several times, but in the end he just said in a deep voice, "Be careful."
Chi Yu saw him off, and stood at the gate of the nursing home looking around at the scenery.
He probably won't come to this place again.
This stall took on such a task.Cruel?There is nothing wrong with judging the man that way.Such a hostile, moody look...
But Chi Yu didn't feel embarrassed.
On the contrary, he was quite happy.
——There are many reasons, and I can continue to contact Heilang.
The last time he was molested like that in that man's arsenal, he hasn't fought back yet.
A little bit, I hope what that person said is true.
Chi Yu left the nursing home.
The sun is still good.
The author has something to say: Recently, I have re-read some previous Wangwang fans.
No one writes about Wang Wang now. ╮(╯▽╰)╭The author's Two-dimensional enlightenment, novel enlightenment and writing enlightenment are all Internet kings.This is a childhood memory.
make a fist!Always write an online Wang fan~~!
Speaking of modern dramas, it will unknowingly write like an argumentative essay QAQ
The outline has been revised, so the content of this chapter has been rewritten...
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