reborn star

During dinner today, Zhou Yuqing opened his mouth several times to speak, but then closed his mouth again, until the aunt brought fruit after the meal, Li Mingrui gnawed on a crisp apple, squinting at Zhou Yuqing's troubled look, feeling amused in his heart.

Li Mingrui asked, "What's the matter?"

"Son..." Zhou Yuqing said hesitantly, "You, do you still blame your father?"

Li Mingrui's heart skipped a beat, he lowered his head to eat the apple, and said incoherently, "Why do I blame him, it's nothing, you think too much."

"But since you came back from the hospital, you haven't mentioned your father again." Zhou Yuqing said with a sad face, "Whenever I mention your father, you always look impatient, and I just found out yesterday that your father went out like this. You didn't even call to care about it for a long time."

For Li Donghai, Li Mingrui's heart was cold, how could he not blame him, how could he not blame him?He understands that Zhou Yuqing doesn't like sons born to her husband and other women, but Li De raises and doesn't teach him, which wipes out his desire for family affection again and again. How can he not blame him? What's wrong with him? The connection with the birth mother.

To him, Li Donghai is just a cold and cruel man who has a blood relationship with him.

Lin Yiran was certainly the most important reason for his suicide in his previous life, but Li Donghai was also one of the driving forces behind it. Li Donghai looked at him with remorse and cold eyes many times, which chilled his heart. He could even imagine how regretful Li Donghai was With him as a child, this is a burden, a burden, and a stain on the relationship between husband and wife.

Zhou Yuqing explained, "I know you blame your dad for breaking up the two of you. That time when he met Song Jiahui at the ribbon-cutting ceremony, he felt that this woman was not simple. At that time, you had a big fight with your dad because of Xiao Zhe's matter. He didn't The best way is to invite Song Jiahui to a banquet and ask her to be Xiao Zhe's girlfriend, and then they gradually got along."

Li Mingrui was taken aback, it turned out that Li Donghai arranged a woman for Xiao Zhe in order to separate Li Mingrui and Xiao Zhe.

"Your father really cares about you for your own good." Zhou Yuqing said earnestly, "Song Jiahui was indeed introduced to Xiao Zhe by your father. , Song Jiahui will not succeed, in fact, they are so anxious to get married because Song Jiahui is pregnant with a child."

Song Jiahui is pregnant?

Li Mingrui sneered: "He cares about me very much and doesn't want me to be with Xiao Zhe. What about my half-brother? It's said on the Internet that he likes the star Lin Yiran. Why don't you see him caring? I'm his son. Isn't that person? That person is dead, does he care? Isn't he still living his life and busy with his career? "

He has lost his composure a bit, is Li Mingrui a treasure or a grass?

"Why do you mention him? You know he's dead?" Zhou Yuqing was astonished. They didn't tell Xiaorui about it at all. Then he thought that he was always outside these days, and it was normal to hear some news, so he sighed and said, "That child It's not easy, your father is in a bad mood these days, it's because the child died, and he's grown up after watching him for so many years. Although I don't like him, but I don't feel good about it, such a good child will be gone if he says he's gone , Things are impermanent. Don’t you know, you both had accidents on the same day, but I was terrified. I just heard Yanyan call to say that you jumped into the river, and your father told me that your brother committed suicide It’s scary to think about it now.”

"But when I woke up, he was standing in front of my bed. He didn't go when my brother committed suicide. He came to guard me alone. Between the two sons, he gave up on my brother, didn't he?" Li Mingrui mocked.

Zhou Yuqing wondered: "Son, why are you so excited? You don't have any contact or affection between you? Besides, when you found out that your brother committed suicide, your brother was already dead, but you still have the possibility of being rescued. Of course I choose you."

"I understand everything." Li Mingrui took a deep breath and whispered, "I can't understand it any more."

"Your father has taken care of his funeral. It is said that the celebrity Lin Yiran also went, and he seemed very sad. He fainted and was carried away several times. I knew why it was now. Lin Yiran refused to admit the relationship with your brother on the surface. Relationship, who doesn't understand what's going on in private for so many years, what a crime!" Zhou Yuqing sighed.

Li Mingrui instinctively didn't want to hear news about Lin Yiran's sadness, so what's the use of that?He suddenly remembered Zhou Yuqing's words, and asked, "You just said Yanyan called me to jump into the river, which Yanyan?"

"It's Xiao Yan, Mr. Xiao's little grandson, whom you met the other day." Zhou Yuqing said, "He jumped into the river to save you. That kid is really sensible. You died when he said he saved you. He felt that he couldn’t give up his last hope, so he sent you to the hospital, who knew that you woke up when he was holding you into the hospital gate, and then passed out again, so he was relieved to call me.”

Li Mingrui was stunned, "But I didn't see him when I woke up!"

"The doctor said you were fine, and saw me coming again, so he went back. At that time, the child was covered in water, and his arms and legs were cut a few times, but thanks to him, you have to thank him, you know?"

Having said that, he vaguely remembered that he felt someone hugging him for a moment. Maybe he only woke up for a moment, and then lost consciousness. When he woke up again, there were only Zhou Yuqing and Li Donghai beside the hospital bed.In other words, Li Mingrui had already died that day in the river, and the first moment he was reborn into this body was in Xiao Yan's arms, and he suddenly felt an inexplicable strange feeling in his heart.

It was a week later when Li Mingrui saw Xiao Yan again.

He wanted to talk to Xiao Yan several times, but held back again.He could feel Xiao Yan's unkind attitude towards him, probably because he felt that he was once his elder brother's lover, so he hated him.

But even if Xiao Yan bothered him, he still had to express his gratitude.Regardless of the cause, if it wasn't for Xiao Yan's rescue, this body would have been washed away by the river water long ago, and he would be powerless even if he wanted to be reborn after being soaked to pieces.

Finally, when the training was over, Xiao Yan got into the private car without stopping.

Li Mingrui chased after him with strides, knocked on the car window, the car window next to Xiao Yan slowly lowered, revealing that resolute face, he squinted at Li Mingrui, and raised his eyebrows to indicate what's the matter.

Li Mingrui walked in a hurry, slightly out of breath, "Do you have time, I would like to treat you to a meal."

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yan asked lightly, his voice was hoarse but pleasant.

Li Mingrui's figure blocked the sunlight, and the sunlight falling on him made his figure soft and warm. He explained, "Listen to Zhou...my mother said that you saved me that day, and I want to thank you very much."

Xiao Yan frowned, "It's a little effort, my elder brother asked me to go, so don't thank me."

"But after all, I would die without your help. Do you have time to have a meal now?"

Xiao Yan looked at him, from his angle he could see the fine fluff around his face under the sunlight, and even the jet-black hair falling softly around his ears came into his eyes, he paused and said: "No time. "

Li Mingrui saw his impatience, and said politely: "Then wait until you have time some other day!" Although he knew that with Xiao Yan's cold temper, it would be far away to have dinner with him.

The car window slowly went up again, Xiao Yan didn't look at him anymore and didn't even bother to say a word.

Li Mingrui drove the car very slowly on the way back, thinking about many past events in his mind, he couldn't let go of everything in the past, he could even feel the despair at the last moment.His mother's disappearance, his father's cold neglect, Lin Yiran's affair, and the insults and curses that can be found on the Internet so far finally crushed his last hope in the world.

He chose death.

Although it makes others feel extremely stupid, it seems to him that it is the only way to get rid of it.

He once searched for the word 'Li Mingrui' on the Internet, and the entries he got were nothing more than those types.

"Photo of Li Mingrui kissing an unknown man on the street"

"Li Mingrui entangles the star Lin Yiran for his blog"

"Lin Yiran's fans clamored for Li Mingrui to get out of the entertainment industry"

These are relatively reserved. When I dug out the comments inside, it made him seem to have committed a heinous crime. At that time, he even had a slight smile on his face when he saw those words that cursed him.

At that time, he and Lin Yiran were negligent. After drinking too much wine, Lin Yiran passionately kissed him on the street, and he responded with the strength of alcohol. The two of them kissed so passionately that they were dumbfounded when they saw the news the next day.

At that time, Lin Yiran had already played the supporting actor and made commercials, so he was somewhat famous, and Lin Yiran also helped Li Mingrui take on a few small roles, making him familiar in front of the audience.

It's just that when his career just started, he had to stop abruptly.

The reporter who took the sneak shot only thought that he was lucky to meet a young gay actor after dinner, but if he knew who was kissing that young actor, he would regret it.

At that time, countless people felt disgusted by him kissing men, criticized and abused him, and didn't know who Lin Yiran had offended, and someone broke out that he and Lin Yiran were eating together in a restaurant.

Lin Yiran decided not to use him in the upcoming TV series, and several commercial producers also terminated the contracts. That time, Lin Yiran looked at him with red eyes, "What should I do, what about Ah Rui? Acting is everything to me. It’s given so much, it can’t just fail.”

What else can I do?We can't let the public suspect that the person on the screen is Lin Yiran!

He announced that he is gay, he once pursued Lin Yiran and was rejected, so he turned to be with others, and then he became the target of everyone's criticism, he pursued the movie star Lin Yiran and then kissed other men on the street, feeling disgusted and overwhelmed Playboy.Amidst the slander and abuse, his acting career ended completely and he had to quit the entertainment industry. Later, this news was gradually overwhelmed by the rumors about Lin Yiran and the heroine of the TV series.

One afternoon after the incident, the entertainment channel was playing on the TV in the living room. On the TV, Lin Yiran and the heroine of the new movie were interviewed by the reporter. The reporter asked Lin Yiran, "Do you like the heroine in the movie?"

Lin Yiran replied ambiguously: "Who doesn't like such a delicate and cute girl?"

"Then what do you think of the homosexual rumors a few days ago? Do you really have a relationship with him?"

Lin Yiran's smiling face froze immediately, and then an impeccable smile floated on his face, "We are very good friends, and I'm sorry for not being able to respond to his feelings. I hope he finds the other half that really belongs to him as soon as possible."

At that time, he was wearing an apron to cook for Lin Yiran, and he was mopping the floor of the living room, but he felt a sharp pain in his heart, and his eyes were sore. Looking at the handsome face on TV, he felt that something had changed unconsciously .