reborn star

He was cooking noodles here, while Xiao Yan was blocking the door of the kitchen on the other side. He did not hide the heat in his eyes at all. His eyes lingered on every part of Li Mingrui's body. After admiring back and forth enough, he slowly said, "You know What is the deepest feeling of seeing my brother's wedding?"

"What?" Li Mingrui has already confirmed that Xiao Yan tonight is different from usual, is he stimulated by his brother's wedding?

"I'm a fellow student. When I received the news, I was already in college. At that time, my thinking was very mature. Although I was shocked and felt ashamed by this matter, it was not unacceptable. As the grandson of the Xiao family, I was destined to be rejected by many people in my life." Note, I don't want to be gossiped about my sexuality, I just think I'll be single for the rest of my life, and I'll keep it a secret from no one but me, that's really what I've always planned , until I met you."

Xiao Yan seemed to be lost in thought, "You know what, I saw my brother and Song Jiahui exchanging rings and getting married under the priest's prayer, at that moment I thought, if someone could put a ring on me like this How nice it would be."

Li Mingrui was slightly taken aback, can rings be exchanged between men?Yes, it is also possible, and no one said that it is not possible, but in his previous life, he had been in love for ten years and had not worn it once. Before Lin Yiran became famous, it was too late for them to live frugally, so how could they bother to think about the ring, even if it was not economical? With Lin Yiran's disposition to live frugally, he would not have thought of this.

After Lin Yiran became famous, how dare he wear a meaningful ring?He is a star, an actor, every bit of him will make the media not stop digging to the end, so Lin Yiran, who pays attention to acting career, why would he wear a ring for him.

Seeing that Li Mingrui moved slowly, Xiao Yan knew that he had listened to his own words, so he couldn't help but speak with sincerity, "I don't fall in love with you for a while, but after a long time of consideration, I always feel that I don't have you My life is not perfect, no matter how good my career is, without you, I am nothing after all.”

Xiao Yan once ignored Li Mingrui on the surface when he was in the Taekwondo gym, but he couldn't help but observe him secretly, and would always find reasons to walk past Li Mingrui time and time again to attract Li Mingrui's attention.

He dare not say that when Li Mingrui participated in the Huatian training class, he sat in front of the surveillance video many times for hours and just stared at the figure without moving. Turn out Li Mingrui's characters and edit them all, and watch them every two or three days for comfort.

How much willpower does he have so that he didn't sit and stare at Li Mingrui on the set when he was filming? He has to remind himself from time to time that Li Mingrui doesn't like you, you have to give him space, if you push him too hard, you may Never get him.

Even looking for an assistant for Li Mingrui, although it is to make Li Mingrui develop better in the entertainment industry, but there are also his selfishness...

He didn't dare to say these things, he was afraid that Li Mingrui would think he was sick and treat him as a pervert, although he also felt that he was really sick...

Xiao Yan said these words, although he didn't expect that Li Mingrui would be moved by this and immediately agreed to his pursuit, but he didn't expect Li Mingrui to say coldly, "So what if there is a ring, if the relationship between two people is not strong, isn't it still the same?" , just like you said that Xiao Zhe and Song Jiahui exchanged rings, but can you guarantee that Xiao Zhe will not betray Song Jiahui?"

When Xiao Zhe was pregnant with Song Jiahui, he also told him to keep the secret relationship. It can be seen that even without him, Li Mingrui, it would be difficult for Xiao Zhe and Song Jiahui to calm down outside after they got married. He thought of Xu Lishan again... It seems the same. If Zhe is replaced by Xu Lishan, if she has problems in herself, even with the constraints of marriage, isn't betrayal inevitable?

However, he quickly dispelled this idea. So far, Xu Lishan is not such a person.

Xiao Yan frowned, and said in disapproval: "Why are we the same as them? My brother did have a lot before marriage... Li Mingrui, you are still blaming my brother for not going to the wedding, right? "Thinking of this, he felt angry in his heart. If Li Mingrui really thought so, he would... He can't do anything to Li Mingrui, he is not qualified now.

"Don't ask this kind of question again. I really don't have any feelings for your brother. We are indeed different from them. At least they still have the constraints of marriage. What do two men have? You know that two men have to face What? Let’s not mention your family’s objections for the time being, but can you bear the spurning and insulting from others since you were born high and high? Don’t think that having a good family background and good appearance can make people open up to you and show mercy to you. This feeling is not something you can bear..."

Xiao Yan only thought that Li Mingrui was like this because he was hurt by Xiao Zhe, and his heart was full of distress, "I can..."

"Even if you can, so what, can you do it for a while, can you do it for a lifetime, do you know how long a lifetime is, you look at each other day after day and there is no freshness anymore, you will enjoy each other as you should Even if there is a dispute, you will no longer be patient and coax, because the time is really too long, your family background, your talent, and your appearance are destined to attract many people. , How can I live a lifetime with a person peacefully."

Li Mingrui didn't dare to turn around to let Xiao Yan see his strangeness, they are the same person, they will always hold you high when they are courting, but after years of getting along with each other, everything has changed, he has been betrayed once, will he repeat the same mistakes?

Xiao Yan urgently explained, "I can, I promise..."

"A couple who are abused by the outside world, disliked by their family members, have no marriage constraints, and cannot even give birth to a child with each other's blood. Such two people of the same sex will live a lifetime until they die. How can you guarantee it?

Xiao Yan had a lot to say, but he was at a loss for words for a while, he had no choice but to turn words into actions, and stepped forward to hug Li Mingrui, but the other party avoided him neatly, and said plainly, "The noodles are cooked, you Take it yourself!" Then he went to the living room to continue watching TV.

Xiao Yan picked up the noodles one by one with his chopsticks with a straight face, and every time he picked up a few chopsticks, he squinted at the mood of the person on the sofa, and found that the person didn't give him a look from the beginning to the end. I turned the words over and over again and thought about it several times, but I couldn't figure out which sentence offended him, was it about the ring...

At that moment, he felt that Li Mingrui seemed to be venting, and he didn't know what to say. At the negotiating table, he could easily suppress the opponent with eloquence and knowledge in order to maximize his interests, but it was completely different in front of Li Mingrui. He likes Li Mingrui on the one hand, so he lost the fight between the two at the beginning, because he cared so much that his mouth became clumsy.

Although the noodles were delicious, he was tasteless, and finally drank the last sip of soup, and he leaned in front of Li Mingrui.

Li Mingrui was watching the entertainment program, laughing "hehe" from time to time like a fool, even when the host told a joke, it was so cold that a flock of crows flew over the subtitles, but Li Mingrui laughed so hard that his shoulders trembled.

"Li Mingrui..."

Li Mingrui focused on the TV show and ignored the people around him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't expect what I just said to make you so excited. I just wanted to do the same thing with you when I saw my brother put on the ring. I just wanted to be with you and didn't want to upset you. If you don't trust me now, it's all my fault, I can't do anything except verbal promises, I can't make you feel safe."

Li Mingrui paused, then continued his smirk.

Xiao Yan squatted beside Li Mingrui, looked up at Li Mingrui, and said word by word, "I can't make you feel safe, but I want to get you. I won't force you. Since you don't have confidence in me, then Until I can make you feel at ease, you can consider accepting me, but I will not give up."

Li Mingrui suddenly suppressed the smile on his face, raised his hand and pressed the remote control to turn off the TV, then turned around and walked to his bedroom on the second floor. Xiao Yan looked at Li Mingrui's back nervously, and saw the other Lou seemed to be running away from him, an unspeakable feeling flooded his heart,

He simply sat down on the ground.

Li Mingrui tilted his head, and asked coolly: "I want to get you pajamas, but I don't need it from your appearance!" After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave again. As soon as he took a step, the other party's eager tone came over , "Yes, I want you not to go."

Li Mingrui looked at Xiao Yan who was looking at him eagerly, with a smile on his face, "Do you want me not to leave, or do you want pajamas?"

Xiao Yan hurried upstairs, took three steps in one step, and hugged Li Mingrui into his arms as soon as he went over. Unexpectedly, the other party did not hide, Xiao Yan tightly circled the other party's body tightly, and Li Mingrui was wearing a thin layer Clothes, he could even feel the warmth of the other person's body, so Xiao Yan, who was too excited, couldn't help saying: "Why didn't you hide from me?"

"Are you reminding me?" Li Mingrui directly withdrew from Xiao Yan's embrace, amused in his heart.

Xiao Yan had a feeling that he was self-inflicted and could not live. He wanted to hug Li Mingrui again, but the other party hid for a while, so Xiao Yan didn't dare to force him again. At this moment, he remembered another purpose of the Li family, "Tonight, I'll sleep... sleep in your room?" Xiao Yan added, "You can change the room, I... I want to sleep in your bed."

Xiao Yan didn't dream that he could share the bed with Li Mingrui right now, it's good to take a step forward, not to mention, he really missed Li Mingrui's bed for a long time.

Li Mingrui was startled for a moment, then shook his head decisively. It's eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and it's hard to drive Xiao Yan away. Even if you accept him and let him sleep in your own home, you can't sleep on his bed. That's the principle sexual issues.

Xiao Yan didn't dare to pluck the hair on Li Mingrui's body, so he had to obediently agree to sleep in the guest room.

When Li Mingrui went back to the bedroom to sleep and ignored Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan turned off the light in the living room, sat on the sofa where Li Mingrui had just sat, and turned on the TV again. Under the dim light, his mind was completely on today's wedding.

Before meeting Li Mingrui, all his emotions could be controlled rationally, but when he thought about it carefully, he had never pursued anything since he was born. He could inherit the property of the Xiao family without struggling. It was destined the moment he was born. What he has, his hard work and his dedication are just icing on the cake. The only ups and downs in his life should be the loss of his parents, but he was only three years old at that time, and he has no memory of his parents. When he grows up, he just goes with the flow Accept the fact that there are no parents.

The only worry was his sexual orientation. At that time, he decided to use his career to dilute his desire for a partner. He used to analyze rationally, could he breathe and live without a boyfriend, would it have no impact on his career or his family?If so, does it matter?

The appearance of Li Mingrui made him think that he was a little abnormal because of being single for a long time, but after a while he figured it out, is it strange to fall in love with a man like Li Mingrui? Xiao Yan has something wrong with not liking Li Mingrui, right? !

Li Mingrui's tenacity and pride, Li Mingrui's sensitivity and vulnerability, Li Mingrui's warmth and softness...

Xiao Yan lay down on the sofa. He could imagine that Li Mingrui usually lay on the sofa and watched TV like this. He was very fortunate that he followed his grandfather's advice and returned to China early. If Li Mingrui and others...he couldn't imagine Now Li Mingrui only had his brother in the past, and his brother is married today, no matter whether his brother completely let go of Li Mingrui, Li Mingrui will never be with his brother because of Li Mingrui's pride, the future Li Mingrui is only Xiao Yan's.

Thinking of this, I became more and more excited and couldn't sleep.

So, when Li Mingrui got up at night and walked to the bathroom in a daze, he found that the TV in the living room was on, and a tall figure was lying on the sofa. The dim sight in the living room made him think that Xiao Yan had fallen asleep watching the TV.

Li Mingrui thought for a while, and took out a blanket from the bedroom. When he walked towards Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan immediately closed his eyes and pretended to fall asleep. Then, the moment the other party just covered him with the blanket and turned around, he stretched out He put his arms around the other's waist, took advantage of the other's shock, jumped up and threw him on the sofa, bowed his head and kissed him.

Xiao Yan bit the opponent's lips, enjoying the familiar soft touch, but when he just stuck his tongue in to lick Li Mingrui's mouth, Li Mingrui reacted and bit hard, then pushed the person on him away, and kicked him. .

Xiao Yan didn't dodge, just sat on the floor. In the dark living room, his eyes were shining.

After Li Mingrui kicked him, he stood up, wiped his lips fiercely back and forth a few times, and went back to the bedroom without saying a word, completely forgetting about going to the bathroom.

When Xiao Yan heard the sound of the door closing with a "bang", the corners of his lips rose, and he was in an unexpectedly good mood. He hugged the blanket and lay down on the sofa again.