[Death] Boss is difficult to be

The light of the day breaks the silence of the night and dyes the clouds in the sky with a bright color. I can’t say how many times I have seen this scene of sunrise. The closer the day when the plot is about to happen, the quality of my sleep. Getting worse.I couldn't close my eyes all day and all night, and my inexplicable emotions completely dominated my brain and emotional nerves.A voice in my head repeated and echoed over and over again.

Give it up, give it up.

As soon as this kind of thought slipped through my mind, it was quickly swallowed by reason, and then the process was repeated one after another. The two voices kept lingering in my ears and hitting my nerves.

It is beyond my expectation that emotions will get out of control to this extent. When emotions take the upper hand of reason, many things will be out of control.And what will become of the out-of-control situation, I can't imagine.

To deflect attention, I threw myself into the experiment.

After facing the scenes of souls I don't know struggling and turning into spirit particles, shattering and disappearing, I can already listen to their heart-piercing cries of severe pain without changing my face, and watch their hideous faces when they are being crushed. After being covered in white foam, his body burst apart and he was in a miserable state.After all, this horrible and cruel situation has hit the lower limit of tolerance, but people's ability to accept it is really honed, and it's nothing to watch too much.

"What are you going to do? Do you need to stop the experiment?" Dongxian who was standing aside asked.

"No." Looking at the scene where the spirit particles gradually disappeared in front of me, I said in a deep voice, "Follow this method for the time being and continue the experiment."

If you decide to do this, you can only bite the bullet.The next time I was close to Mako Hirako was more of a torture for me. I needed to do my best to restrain my feelings, and I needed to use all my energy to maintain myself no different from the usual.Only by being comprehensive, will he not be able to see any difference.

Hirako Mako is really no different from the past, I don't know if it is an illusion caused by the approaching time, the soft breath appears on him more often, and he no longer resists my approach.Kissing has become commonplace, and being together for a whole day, things that I never even dared to think about, will come true one day, especially during my self-inflicted recovery period, he can accompany me with a book upside down Stay in the ward all day.

Even though 80.00% of the time is sleeping, 15.00% of the time is chatting with Hiyori and other old friends from other teams who came to watch.

But this kind of invisible company still makes my heart filled with a warm feeling, I can clearly feel that in his heart, I am not an insignificant existence.

Now someone is lazily lying on the documents sent this morning as if his bones were pulled, as if he was exhausted from overwork and squeezed by heavy work.God knows that after I picked him up from the bed and went to work, he didn't do any work at all. After breakfast, he asked me to go out for a walk with him. After walking around, he went back to the bed to sleep peacefully.

About the disappearance of the soul, Hirako had told Urahara Kisuke when he went to ask for hair water, and the future profiteer, who had already known about it, still had a silly and naive look on his face.This superb acting made me convinced, but thinking that he was cheating on his future comrades-in-arms, I took the time to worry about my future because of this pair of golden-haired duo who were supposed to be on the same front but I messed up the muddy water.

Mako Hirako made me do my best, and adding Kasuke Urahara, if I don't have two more minds, it's really hard to continue mixing.

Pulling my thoughts back from the memory, I looked at Huang Changzhi who finally got up from the table and stood in front of the mirror arranging his long flowing hair, and sighed helplessly from the bottom of my heart.

"Souyousuke." Hirako looked at himself in the mirror and said, "The slanted bangs I cut last time looked pretty good, do you think I should cut them back?"

"I think you look good, Captain." Standing upright behind someone admiring his narcissism, I turned my head to look at the stack of snow-white documents on the desktop, "Compared to this, Captain you are It’s not about dealing with the official documents just sent by the next team.”

"Ah, well, then I won't cut it." Automatically selectively ignoring the last half of my sentence, Huang Changzhi turned his head to look at me, "It's fine as it is."

"Captain, it would be even better if you could allocate some of your hair care time to work."

"Don't be so verbose, Soyousuke, isn't that your job?"

"..."

Even though I have accepted my fate and got used to it, I still sometimes want to fight back.Early this morning, I learned that the god of death sent out earlier had lost contact, and then the ninth team took over to investigate the disappearance of the soul.As soon as I got the news from Tōsen Kaori, I made all the preparations before the big show tonight. I must make sure that the development is the same as the original plot, without the slightest sloppiness.

"What are you thinking, Soyousuke." There was a touch of golden color in the sight, and when I raised my eyes, I saw Hirako walking in front of me at some point, looking at me with a pair of calm dead fish eyes, "Stand It’s not good to stay here, I’m going to work.”

Looking into those light gray eyes, I said slowly, "I was thinking, after helping the captain to complete the work, is there any reward?"

"Ah? Are you a child?" Pingzi raised his eyebrows, twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Need to buy you candies?"

"Candy is unnecessary, Ichimaru Sanji should be more interested in this." I smiled softly, and asked someone for the final benefit, "The captain thinks so."

Squinting his light gray eyes, the smile on the corner of Mako Hirako's mouth was mixed with some subtle and indescribable emotions, and the drawn-out tone was mixed with less than clear meaning. Before the kiss fell on his lips, I heard him say, "It's not good to be so greedy."

At that moment, the feelings that I thought were well concealed broke out uncontrollably, and the moment a cold emotion that seemed to be bred in despair surged into my heart, I went against the usual passive and active entanglement.Touching the silk-like long hair with my hands, and the brief moment when my lips and teeth parted, I felt that it was not the kind of gentleness that should be in tenderness, all this was more like a sharp knife slashing heavily in my heart.

Don't want to refuse, can't refuse, can't refuse.

Everything about Hirako Mako.

Can't resist the word called love spreading in the chest tightly enough to lock and bind in the heart.The feelings that are constantly struggling on the edge of rationality and emotion cannot be taken back, and after being easily conquered by this person, they sink into it uncontrollably.

Knowing the final result clearly, I still couldn't resist doing it. I was too involved in the drama to make the fake come true.

Feeling the warmth from the other person, I lowered my head to meet his gaze, "I love you, Captain Hirako."

It's just that the love doesn't reach enough to stop me from doing what I want to do, but it's real.

"Souyousuke, are you memorizing the latest script from the Women's Association?" After parting, someone smacked his lips, "Remember to work hard when you get the reward." As if thinking of something, a playful smile spread from the corner of his mouth, "But it's still an improvement, who did you practice with?"

"The only candidate is you." I let go of his long-haired hand, let the golden hair pass through my fingers, shifted my gaze to him, and smiled.

Mako Hirako just twitched the corners of her mouth to give me a half-smile in response to my answer, "Sousuke, has anyone told you something?"

"what?"

"You really laugh like that..." The smile on his face disappeared without a trace, and someone said blankly, "It's very perverted."

"..."

The time of nonsense and laziness is like every quiet afternoon. After spending the afternoon leisurely, watching Huang Changzhi's back disappear into the captain's room, I looked sideways at Xiao Transparent, who had been standing by the side from the beginning, and said, " Let me know, let's start."

The night came quietly, and the urgent alarm broke the quiet night, and the order to inform the captain to assemble quickly was heard over and over again.Looking at the bright moonlight outside the window, I stood up and neatly stacked the business affairs that I had handled today on the table, glanced sideways and slowly swayed, and stood straight at Ichimaru Gin at the door.

"Why are you here?" I smiled at him, "It's already off work time."

"After dinner~" Ichimaru Gin swayed the sleeves of the slightly wide Shiba outfit, and said with a slightly soft tone, "Take a walk, we came here~"

This kid is accurate in counting the time.

Picking up the Zanpakutō and placing it by my side, I looked away from the person who was arranged to take my place in the [-]th Division, walked past Fox, and I asked him, "So do you want to go for a walk with me?"

"This is the best~" The fox immediately followed with a smile, "It's so lively tonight, Vice Captain Aizen."

"Yeah." I looked at the moonlight reflected in the sky, "It will be more lively later."

……

Walking with Ichimaru Gin on the road leading to Rukon Street, it may be due to psychological effects, as if the air is stained with the bloody smell of sin, permeating and spreading under the dark night sky.Ichimaru Gin didn't speak any more along the way, and was extremely well-behaved.As the distance approached, the degenerated spiritual pressure in front of him could be clearly felt, and there were even a few very familiar spiritual pressures.

Involuntarily began to confirm the fluctuation of Hirako Mako's spiritual pressure, the speed increased unconsciously, and the time card was just right.It was the first time that he saw the other party prostrate on the ground due to injury, and all those lying around were his companions.The moment Tōsen was about to take off the mask on his face, I heard Hirako's surprised question.

He said, why did you confront Quanxi like this, did you betray your captain...? !

My gaze rested on Hirako Mako calmly, and I answered the words indifferently, "This is not a betrayal, he is very loyal."

Pingzi's body visibly stiffened, and he suddenly stopped moving.

Looking at everything, Hirako Mako's expression of disbelief was fleeting.The difference and dumbness conveyed in those light gray eyes reminded me of the moment when he decided to trust me, the rare soft moment of these eyes, "He just followed my orders very faithfully, that's all."

"Please don't criticize him too much, Captain Hirako."

"Souyousuke..." Sweat rolled down his face. At this moment, I wanted to find anger or hatred on his face, but there was nothing.But those calm eyes looking at me are deeply imprinted in my mind, and I can't forget them. "It really is you..."

At this moment, the world seemed to have turned into the background, and only Mako Hirako was left in his eyes.I watched him quietly, listening to him talk about his doubts about my judgment and me, and hearing him say that it was because of this that I put me next to him, and I couldn't help raising my eyebrows.

I'm actually not sure what it was that made him suspicious of me, but it doesn't matter now.Following his words, when I nodded and smiled and stated that because of your distrust, I had a loophole to exploit, and let the beautiful and perfect cosplay me, Mako Hirako's expression suddenly became a little subtle.In order not to make someone think too much about this and let him go without so many worries, I originally wanted to say that of course the person who will be there at the critical moment must be me. Rubbing oil on his body, but felt that it was a bit out of tune with the current chilling atmosphere, hesitating whether to say that, but it was Makoto Hirako who spoke first.

"Thank you for always having doubts about you...I don't think so." Hirako Mako stood up with difficulty, gasped and half-kneeled in front of me, raised her head to look into my gray pupils but seemed to have seen through my clumsiness With a disdainful smile like a lie, "I said so much just now, it's more like complaining that I haven't paid enough attention to you all the time."

He squinted his eyes, but his tone was still teasing, "Why do I always feel that... from the very beginning, you longed to gain trust from me."

Me: "..." After being poked into the mind, the drama began to become difficult to perform. It should have been thought that after the relationship between the two of us has changed a little bit, the meaning of these words will become all kinds of subtle.I can even feel that there is another layer of meaning behind this guy's icy smile, that is, Soyousuke, you are really scary to be jealous.

A good betrayal scene of fighting in battle was turned into a bloody love drama by Huang Changzhi's words, with a black line on his forehead. If this doesn't bring back the plot that is about to go off track, this drama will There is no need to act.

But this is all presented through the comedy in his heart. In fact, Huang Changzhi is probably mocking me. Everything has not escaped his eyes. He knows what I think in my heart better than I do.

He knows who I am better than I do.

Suddenly, Ichimaru Gin who was beside him moved, and a white light cut through the air and pierced fiercely in the direction of Hiyori who had just stood up tremblingly. The speed was so fast that people didn't even have time to shout to stop.What happened in the blink of an eye made Hirako slightly taken aback, and after witnessing this scene, the calm and sarcastic look on his face immediately disappeared without a trace.Anger stained his pupils, his eyes locked on the fox, and the murderous intent spread like a knife in an instant.

"Oh, you don't mind if I interrupt your conversation, Vice Captain Aizen." With an innocent smile on his face, Ichimaru Fox raised his head to look at me, the bright red blood on the blade of the small watermelon knife Slowly slide down to the ground. "I'm so quick, I'm sorry."

"It's nothing." I took Yin Zi's words calmly, and seeing the expression of Mako Hirako who looked a little bit like a victim, I finally managed to hold up a mocking smile, "Yin."

Hirako Mako braced her body to get up.

"Captain Pingzi, you are a very sensitive person." I stared at him, "You said that I was eager to gain your trust, but I think you are the one who really wants to believe me in your heart, so I have the opportunity to trust you." It's time to ride."

"There is an opportunity to take advantage of...? I said it earlier, all of you..."

"All? I didn't expect you to say that."

Pingzi frowned.

"I really need to thank you very much, for the trust you gave me in time."

"what are you saying?"

"I don't think you will forget about the transformation incident a month ago." I can't understand what most easily aroused Mako Hirako's anger, "Why didn't you pursue it then?"

Hirako immediately understood the meaning of my words, and after a momentary trance, the finger bones of his holding the Zanpakuto turned white, "What you said at that time..."

"Well, that's what you're thinking now." With a smile on my face, I said slowly, "I lied to you."

"And not just then, but everything."

"It's all me who lied to you."

A huge Reiatsu burst out from the slender body. The moment the Zanpakuto was unsheathed, I saw the gleaming blade swinging down towards me, but I didn't even need to dodge it. The next second the white jelly The liquid covered half of Hirako's face.He knelt down on the ground, in a humble posture like a weak person, but he wanted to struggle to stand up again.

I have never seen such a fragile Hirako Mako who seemed to be crushed to death with one finger, she was extremely embarrassed, even pitiful.He was gasping for breath, his eyes fixed on me, the awe-inspiring murderous intent mixed with the desperate scene can only make people feel ridiculous.

"At that time, if you had not listened to my words but turned around and continued to investigate, I am afraid that what happened today would not have happened. If you had remained suspicious of me as before, you would not have been deceived by my words at that time." Hidden in the beautiful past are bottomless conspiracies and deceptions. After the truth is revealed, the bloody wounds in my heart will not heal again. All the sweetness in the scarred past is false, and everyone is pretending. You have to apologize to your companions, because you chose to believe me at that time, so you and your companions fell into the predicament of lying on the ground. Because of your wishful thinking and thinking that everything is under your control Everything happened today because of blind self-confidence."

Hirako Mako couldn't move anymore, and at the same time, the blurring of the gods of death behind him also began.Seeing this, I was relieved instead, and I would blurt out that there was still salvation, so I was worried that the things I developed would not pass the test, and that this group of people would really be stabbed to death by Dongxian.

In order to stimulate this guy to be empty, I said a lot of things, but I didn't expect that this level of provocation could make this guy who is always calm and careless at all times extremely angry. I didn't expect such an effect.

"I didn't expect that this level of provocation would cause you to have such a big emotional ups and downs. Sure enough, the blurring will proceed faster when you are emotionally excited."

Having captured the key words, Hirako asked, "Blooming...? What is that?"

Let Kisuke Urahara explain it to you when he comes to this world. I'm running out of time here. I glanced at him lightly and looked back. I said coldly, "You don't need to know."

"Thank you for everything you have done for me, so let me mark the end of everything we have done before." Raised the knife in his hand, "Farewell, captain."

……

The most difficult thing in the world is not farewell, but life and death.The road is my choice, and there will be no room for regret. All I can do is to go on without looking back.

In fact, if you think about it for a while, it's better to never see each other again than to never die after meeting. Goodbye is a hundred years later.Compared with the love that may disappear and be forgotten anytime and anywhere, only hatred is unforgettable.And only this will never be forgotten.

Looking at each other with a smile, I will not tell him, I will be looking forward to the meeting in a hundred years, I hope that Hirako at that time can still smile freely, just like when we first met.