[Death] Boss is difficult to be

In the days that followed, I implemented the low-key principle of stepping up my tail and being a low-key person, and I reached the point where I could not wait to see the members of the [-]th squad and just detour.In front of Mako Hirako, the emotions that had to be concealed in front of Ichimaru Fox bluntly began to lower the pressure. With a sweaty little face, he ran to me and sat down to rest, took out a bag of persimmons from nowhere, and said to me while chewing, "Vice-captain Lanran is not in a good mood."

I glanced at him sideways. If Dongxian wanted to see me like this, don't talk close to me, he just trembled on the spot.This kid actually dared to come forward after my obvious vent-type training. She really is the one who will stab the boss in the future, and she has taken the courage of ambition.I don't really want to talk too much with this little guy, so I changed the topic and said, "Except for me and you training normally, how is the swastika practice, Yin."

"There's no progress, it's still the same." Here, Ichimaru Gin's expression changed slightly, and his tone became slightly flat: "What suggestion does Vice-Captain Aizen have?"

Suggestion... Can I say no? In fact, I started to solve and swastika to cheat.I withdrew my gaze and cast it into the distance, making my expression look unpredictable, and just about to pretend to say something that was as good as nothing, Yin over there answered: "Well~ I'm kidding Yes, it went well, Aizen vice-captain don't need to worry about it."

I:"……"

Me: "It's okay, there is plenty of time, you can take your time."

"Vice Captain Aizen is really considerate, I think so too~" Yin lifted the corner of his mouth, and suddenly he turned his head to look at me, "But long-term practice is still very tiring, just now."

This is like the rhythm of my mental damage fee?Turning my gaze back to the fox who probably knew that he was being used as a sandbag to vent my feelings, I listened to him continue.

"So, Vice Captain Aizen, please lend me to lie down for a while~" As soon as he finished speaking, this guy lay down very rudely, with his little head resting on my lap, and very fittingly stretched out a hand to rest On his stomach: "Take a break."

... The integrity is indeed lost day by day.

The opponent's small arms and legs were barely fleshy. I glanced at the fox who seemed to be really resting, and sighed in my heart.If it were replaced by a cute little Zhengtai who would take the initiative to approach, I would have been happy in my heart.But now I'm really not happy at all. I patted a certain fox on the head, and I asked, "You have a big opinion on it?"

The fox moved his head, "It's nothing~"

Do you think there is nothing wrong with Dongxian... Ever since I asked him to take this worrying baby out to solve my problems for the first time, although the aura mismatch between these two has not become clear, it can still make me feel better. People feel that they are looking carefully.For example, after returning from a certain operation, Tosen Kaname once expressed to me very, very euphemistically that a certain fox was not doing his job properly and was passive at work. , but he believes in my judgment, so he attaches great importance to the fox and wants to correct his bad habits... But he not only failed, but also took 80.00% of the workload.

I thought he was complaining about the lack of work for money, but I didn't expect his next sentence to overturn my previous impression of him.

Seeing that I was silent, Tōsen paused for a moment, and began to hint that he didn't criticize Ichimaru Gin because he had done too much work. He was quite happy and happy to work for me, but after the matter was over, I I only focused on Yinzi who didn't do anything and praised him, I was biased...I didn't expect Dongxian to be so sullen, so I had to appease the older one first, and then train the younger one, trying to let Yinzi down Back in front of Dong Xianyao, do what you can't see, and do your own thing.

But what I didn't expect was that Ichimaru Gin denied it outright. Seeing him like this, I didn't bother to say any more, so I said, "I'll ask for help from there later."

"..."

If you can't subdue him mentally, you can subdue him physically. I don't believe that Ichimaru Fox still has the energy to play spy wars by my side when he is so tired that he is about to lie down.

After teasing the fox, I still feel depressed. The reason is obvious. The aftermath of the shock that Kisuke Urahara gave me that day has not eased up until now.It's not a kind of fear, but the way ahead seems to have become somewhat unknown.Kisuke Urahara didn't guess such content in the original book, and of course he didn't get so close to Aizen. At that time, he caused a big trouble because of Bengyu's research, but what he had done could not be changed.

At that time, I should have thought about how maddening it would be to have Urahara Kisuke, whose IQ was certified by the original boss, beside him. Even later, although Bengyu was credited, the boss was indeed overshadowed by him.

But what broke me down even more was my current state. After colluding with an unfavorable factor that might jeopardize my completion of the task, I didn't regret it but just felt a little disappointed. I couldn't stop taking medicine.

The disturbing things I am doing now, knowing that in the future I will become a toothpaste-like flower fairy, and I can still do a lot of research to turn me into such a culprit, Bengyu, I insist on being able to go back, otherwise I've given up a long time ago and went directly to fight with King Ling.My current thought is to disintegrate what I have always insisted on, which is really exciting.

But even if the task is really completed, it will take at least a hundred years... a hundred years, I don't know what the world that belongs to me will turn into.

When I think about it every day, I dream at night. In my sleep at night, I actually returned to the world that belongs to me. Everything around me is so real that I can't tell whether it is a dream or reality.

Everything in that world seems to be the same, but there is an unexpected strangeness.That feeling is like being in the midst of excitement, but all the excitement has nothing to do with me.I tried to recall the places I was familiar with, but I couldn't remember anything.Memories that I thought would never be forgotten were completely forgotten by me in the process of constantly recalling them.

I can't find the joy of going back and the feeling of belonging, and there is only a faint sense of rejection in my heart.

[I can’t go back, if this continues. ]

The surrounding scenery suddenly became blurry. Just when I suspected that this dream was too real, I was stunned by the sudden voice in my mind. I subconsciously searched for people, but no one appeared.

[Or do you really think that the Spirit King will really keep his promise and send you back after your mission is completed, back to the world that is out of place for you. ] The misty and cold voice continued, the sound coming out of nowhere had the effect of a haunted house, it only echoed in my ears, [Entrusting the life-threatening matter so easily to a person you don’t trust On the body, should I say that you bear the humiliation, or are you extremely stupid? ]

I frowned slightly and asked, "Who are you?"

The other party didn't answer my question, but just continued on his own, [You can find out from the beginning, the spirit king is just playing, because if your actions don't satisfy him, you can put you in danger. Death, in the end, you may actually die because you think it's fun. ]

"Impossible." I said in a deep voice, "There was an agreement between us."

[Don't be so busy questioning what I said, you obviously thought the same in your heart, since then. ] The calm tone still lingers in my ears, which makes me feel that there is someone behind my back, [I doubt what King Ling said in my heart, but I still force myself to believe it. ]

"Isn't this the most correct choice?"

[You just made the easiest choice, not the most correct one. ] The voice seemed a little helpless, [This way you may feel less guilty, and the reason will appear more open and aboveboard. In fact, there is no difference, no matter what the reason is, it is just your selfish desire. ]

Can't refute, what he said was not wrong.

[Knowing that you will be enemies with everyone in the end, but still accepting them unconsciously, if both sides want to hold on tightly, there will be nothing left. ] There was a little smile in his tone, [Just go ahead and make the choice you want most. ]

[Or do you no longer want to go back? ] As if with some indescribable bewitchment, this voice stepped straight into the heart, [Continue like this, and then be disposed of by the King of Spirits for any reason, no matter whether the task is completed or not. ]

No way, being able to go back to my world is all the motivation I'm still doing these things.There, I don't need to be reminded to live in a pair of eyes that seem to be close but actually examine, and I don't need to face the kind of future that is inherently tragic.How could I give it all up because of some people who were destined not to see each other again.

[If you don't want to give up, then do you know what to do? Why don't you make good use of such a powerful strength? Wait until the day when you can be evenly matched with King Ling, and what you think will become a reality. ]

The voice kept lingering in my ears, with a sense of emptiness, [If you gain something, you lose it. Make good use of your own advantages. The King of Spirits made you fail in the end, so you really did what he wanted.There are already references, and you who know the future have too many advantages over the former. ]

Studying Bengyu, breaking through the limit of the god of death to complete the virtualization of the god of death, and the virtualization of the god of death, these are all managed step by step by Boss in order to rise to the top. What he fails is only at the end, and the place where I can win may be at the end.If you make a big change midway, you will definitely be noticed by the Spirit King, which will only increase the possibility of a sudden change.

[If you have enough bargaining chips, you may have a chance to negotiate. ]

"Who the hell are you?" Appeared from nowhere, said so much, just wanted me to really follow the old path of Boss, but every point was deeply rooted, who would such a person be.

[Who am I, I am always by your side. ]

……

For the next few days, I kept thinking about the conversation in my dream. He was right. Instead of pinning all my hopes on the King of Souls, I should control it myself. At least I would not go against my will.When I can really have the same ability as the King of Souls or even surpass him, nothing will stop me.

Time is running out, but it's only ten years, and it's just a snap of the fingers for the god of death.

Feeling an extra weight on the left hand side, and seeing a head of long golden hair from the side, Mako Hirako leaned on me leisurely, closed her eyes and rested her mind, using me directly as a cushion.

It's not easy to do what I want, I put my attention on Pingzi next to me, I feel the warmth from his body, and I don't know how to be beaten by the softness deep in my heart The hit is average, and the corners of the mouth can't stop turning up slightly.The right hand couldn't help stroking the long hair scattered on the side of the table, the touch as smooth as silk was completely different from his master.

Every time I make complaints, I always think that if I endure him for a few more years, I will kick him to reality and never see him again, but I am afraid that no one knows better than me. I never thought about really hurting him, a little bit nothing.

Just looking at him like this, I couldn't help but say, "Captain, I like you."

No one answered, and the scene was still quiet, only the sound of leaves being blown by the breeze outside the window. Hirako moved his shoulders and replied casually, "What stupid things are you talking about, idiot."

"The captain never answered my question properly."

With a light hand sideways, Hirako straightened up and sat up, turned to look at me, stared at me with light gray eyes for a while, then turned his head and shrugged helplessly, "Don't be so serious, Sousuke."

It's still the answer.

I smiled slightly, and said the answer he wanted, "I took the liberty, Captain."

He probably won't understand what kind of mood I'm saying this to him this time, and I already knew his answer as early as he asked the question, or even earlier.